That's kinda what I meant by having your back against the wall. I'm curious what you mean about the financial side holding you back.
.I said, it is the financial side because
in the last few months I've been able to cut expenses/get money out. that said, I was able to stop giving or helping people who are dear: my family (brothers/sister).
A little about my family: I am the eldest of a family of five children (4 boys and a girl, the youngest). one boy does the first, the other the sixth and the last the CM2 (C.E.P). And the girl, she lives with a foster family in another city and her guardians put her in a training center for sewing.
Well let's get back, After paying for their supplies and a first installment of their contributions I managed to find a way to stop sending money each time they are in need. I found them a little financing to allow them to sell something in order toallow me, not to send any more money.I found that I was giving them fish instead of teaching them how to catch fish. And that is not good.
the necessary/obligatory expenses that I have left for them is to pay the last installment of their contribution and the rest (photocopies and small needs) our Mum will take care of it with the small sum that I sent her to market something thing. and as for my sister also, she will manage with what I have sent her.
My mom can no longer manage small expenses in recent months, since she went bankrupt in her business (trade). I had to intervene. so it's all this that I haven't put my site online yet, otherwise the blog part with the comments is already ready. I could regularly publish the articles I produced through personal development/finance books. and then adjust with local store products and make my site a space for e-commerce. Putting my site online is part of my plan for the next month unless there is a problem/unforeseen.
I'm not saying all of this to find and avoid action.
Possible solution:
solutions that I could consider to solve my financial problem to save more and quickly would be to find a better paying job / comfortable salary. but it is a bad solution for my because I will be in a comfortable position and my responsibilities on the family side will be entirely left to me alone. And that wouldn't give me enough motivation to start my own business (comfortable job). so I prefer to keep my shitty little job while waiting for my site to go live and to perfect my coding skills and also for two reasons:
1- I have time to read the books and other things about my plans while I'm there. even sometimes, it's exhausting (8 hours on duty and I must necessarily spend 24 hours on the daycare site before returning home).
2- It allows me to pay bills/internet connection/investment in myself.
Business:
I also managed to get a client to create a website for him. I didn't get it through real prospecting but I got it when I wanted to get my visa card. I have already created adynamic site and responsive site more than a week ago. but he hasn't called me yet to send him his site on the web (domain/hosting), which he promised to do. but I can't say exactly why he hasn't done so yet. But I bet it must be these two reasons:
1- Funding problem for hosting / domain because I created the site for free. I had offered to do this for free since he is my first client. and also because I had the impression that he was not ready to charge for such services even if his activities required him to have a site. I say that because when I told him that I already finished creating the site and that it would cost him around $25 for hosting/buying a domain name, he shouted that it was too much for him.
2-Maybe he doubts the importance or usefulness of the services that this site could provide or simply he doubts whether it would be beneficial to him or not.
but one thing is certain: depending on these activities, he needs to be present online. Or maybe he doubts that I am doing him a bad job, I thought to myself.
In any case, what I could sound if my own q site was already online I could know the real reason.
Plan :
I plan to start an aggressive email and cold calling campaign once my site is live. .I have already collected emails from companies in my city and I plan to contact all my comrades in different cities, so that they can send me emails/numbers from different companies/NGOs and others.
moreover, I know that I should not or I am not obliged to explain things to you especially on the family side but as I work with you, it is necessary or it is necessary so that you can know where I am currently ( progress). do not be discouraged, you who strive to bring great value to this forum. I also know that I didn't keep my word the other time when I said that last September I was going to put my site online. I'm sorry about that. but there is one thing you can be sure/reassured about: starting or owning my own business is a priority of mine and I struggle every day to get there.
I hope anyone who owns one and started from scratch understands the stage I'm going through.
I'll stop there, hope that makes sense.
Thank you all for reading.
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