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- Feb 22, 2021
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Well hello there.
I'm Chris, I'm from Poland, I live in a small-town called Ciechanów, which is relatively near to Warsaw, the capital city. I also lived in Warsaw, Cracow, Kielce in many different apartments so someone might say that "I traveled".
I come from a small village (like 300-500 people living there) full of people with no perspectives, vision, ambitions whatsoever. You either leave this place and go abroad or you stay, become an alcoholic, and die lol. I chose differently, I was always into self-development, I am a very curious person and I always loved knowledge just for its sake.
I decided that I will become a programmer because that's what was mainstream when I started studying and that's what I followed. That was a huge mistake, but I stayed and finished my degree, after that, I found a cushy job at a corporation (there were many before, but the IT job was my "dream"). And then one job after another I realized that it's not really something I was wishing for.
But, luckily I discovered that you can just be interested in self-development on its own and that it's actually a THING (not sure what I was thinking before). It all started with the NoFap movement, ImprovementPill YouTube channel, FightMediocrity, then I got into reading Tony Robbins and then I found the Actualized.org channel which introduced the enlightenment concept and what it's about and that it's possible to reach it, the Nirvana state, etc. That was something that really got me hooked, I was always into "deeper" things, finding meaning, etc., and that was the shit I was always looking for. I started experimenting with psychedelics, meditated, did Wim Hof breathing exercises, yoga. My last psychedelic trip revealed the truth to me, that I didn't understand for like 2 years - Memento Mori. I get it now. In these 2 years, a lot of shit happened. My intuition sharpened, I started seeing "signs from the Universe" (trip gave me like a 6th sense or something) and things became brighter and brighter. I started seeing more and I wasn't pleased with what I see about my reality.
Things that happened in my life got me into a Dark Night of the soul and Spiritual awakening experiences. It was crazy. It was like a psychosis. But that was exactly what I needed to wake up from a dream, that I was living. It unplugged me from "the Matrix". I was surrounded by narcissists, (including my mother, that was treating me basically like an animal, a pet), my friend (who's a psychopath), a girl, that I was hanging up with then (who came out to be a hooker) - great story, right? I was surrounded by liers, manipulators, energy vampires, how could I do anything with my life? Yet I still did, I did a lot and I somehow managed to "outplay" them, but F*ck that, that's a past.
Right now, I realized, that if I really want to reach my biggest goal, which is always going to be enlightenment, I have to get financial freedom first. Find a girl. Get a house. Get a cool, fast, sportscar.
I left my job as a programmer, I just couldn't stand these people, corporate climate, I just couldn't stand one more false smile in my life. I needed something new, something fresh, something real. I moved to Ciechanów, where I'm living right now (and where most of my family, I was never in contact with is living too). I cleared a lot of negative shit from my system, worked in shitty jobs for a year (because I decided I don't want to go back to programming and comfort-zoning myself again - I had to hustle) and Corona gave me all the reasons to hustle too. I really grew as a man last year and I know what my biggest financial goals are: I want to live in New York City and I want to own Lamborghini Sian - I don't care. I will do everything that it takes to reach my goals.
Looking forward to getting to know you guys, learning stuff from you, and hopefully - sharing my knowledge and helping you too.
Best, Chris
I'm Chris, I'm from Poland, I live in a small-town called Ciechanów, which is relatively near to Warsaw, the capital city. I also lived in Warsaw, Cracow, Kielce in many different apartments so someone might say that "I traveled".
I come from a small village (like 300-500 people living there) full of people with no perspectives, vision, ambitions whatsoever. You either leave this place and go abroad or you stay, become an alcoholic, and die lol. I chose differently, I was always into self-development, I am a very curious person and I always loved knowledge just for its sake.
I decided that I will become a programmer because that's what was mainstream when I started studying and that's what I followed. That was a huge mistake, but I stayed and finished my degree, after that, I found a cushy job at a corporation (there were many before, but the IT job was my "dream"). And then one job after another I realized that it's not really something I was wishing for.
But, luckily I discovered that you can just be interested in self-development on its own and that it's actually a THING (not sure what I was thinking before). It all started with the NoFap movement, ImprovementPill YouTube channel, FightMediocrity, then I got into reading Tony Robbins and then I found the Actualized.org channel which introduced the enlightenment concept and what it's about and that it's possible to reach it, the Nirvana state, etc. That was something that really got me hooked, I was always into "deeper" things, finding meaning, etc., and that was the shit I was always looking for. I started experimenting with psychedelics, meditated, did Wim Hof breathing exercises, yoga. My last psychedelic trip revealed the truth to me, that I didn't understand for like 2 years - Memento Mori. I get it now. In these 2 years, a lot of shit happened. My intuition sharpened, I started seeing "signs from the Universe" (trip gave me like a 6th sense or something) and things became brighter and brighter. I started seeing more and I wasn't pleased with what I see about my reality.
Things that happened in my life got me into a Dark Night of the soul and Spiritual awakening experiences. It was crazy. It was like a psychosis. But that was exactly what I needed to wake up from a dream, that I was living. It unplugged me from "the Matrix". I was surrounded by narcissists, (including my mother, that was treating me basically like an animal, a pet), my friend (who's a psychopath), a girl, that I was hanging up with then (who came out to be a hooker) - great story, right? I was surrounded by liers, manipulators, energy vampires, how could I do anything with my life? Yet I still did, I did a lot and I somehow managed to "outplay" them, but F*ck that, that's a past.
Right now, I realized, that if I really want to reach my biggest goal, which is always going to be enlightenment, I have to get financial freedom first. Find a girl. Get a house. Get a cool, fast, sportscar.
I left my job as a programmer, I just couldn't stand these people, corporate climate, I just couldn't stand one more false smile in my life. I needed something new, something fresh, something real. I moved to Ciechanów, where I'm living right now (and where most of my family, I was never in contact with is living too). I cleared a lot of negative shit from my system, worked in shitty jobs for a year (because I decided I don't want to go back to programming and comfort-zoning myself again - I had to hustle) and Corona gave me all the reasons to hustle too. I really grew as a man last year and I know what my biggest financial goals are: I want to live in New York City and I want to own Lamborghini Sian - I don't care. I will do everything that it takes to reach my goals.
Looking forward to getting to know you guys, learning stuff from you, and hopefully - sharing my knowledge and helping you too.
Best, Chris
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