Lex DeVille's - Journey To Doctor

[Lex DeVille]

You've lasted way longer than I did when I went back to study a one year MSc. I loved the first semester but the second was BS about how to format a dissertation etc. I bailed straight away. No sunk-cost fallacy with me over that.

You mention being tired a lot in your post. Could being tired be affecting how you view things? In your case, you've put in way more time and effort than my one semester. It would be a shame to stop for the wrong reasons. (Not saying not to stop if that's the right choice.)

I doubt I'll quit at this point, but I might take a semester off. My next couple of classes are the classes I was most looking forward to from the entire program. By the time I finish those, most of the year will be behind me, and all that will remain are the five dissertation courses. If anything, I'll probably finish the *fun* classes and then take a semester or two off before I return to finish up the dissertation.

I'm definitely physically tired. I've been waking up too early and not getting enough sleep. Small things I don't normally care about (like quality of class peers) seems more annoying than usual.

 

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[StrikingViper69]

O fuacv O'mm raov ev vjot quopv, cav O nohjv veli e tinitvis ugg. Nz piyv duaqmi ug dmettit esi vji dmettit O xet nutv muuloph gusxesf vu gsun vji ipvosi qsuhsen. Cz vji voni O gopotj vjuti, nutv ug vji zies xomm ci cijopf ni, epf emm vjev xomm sineop esi vji gowi fottisvevoup duastit. Og epzvjoph, O'mm qsucecmz gopotj vji *gap* dmettit epf vjip veli e tinitvis us vxu ugg cigusi O sivasp vu gopotj aq vji fottisvevoup.

O'n figopovimz qjztodemmz vosif. O'wi ciip xeloph aq vuu iesmz epf puv hivvoph ipuahj tmiiq. Tnemm vjopht O fup'v pusnemmz desi ecuav (moli raemovz ug dmett qiist) tiint nusi eppuzoph vjep ataem.

Jux nadj ot migv vu ci fupi vu dsutt vjev gopotj mopi?

 

[Lex DeVille]

Jux nadj ot migv vu ci fupi vu dsutt vjev gopotj mopi?

Gowi qtzdjumuhz dmettit epf gowi fottisvevoup dmettit.

O'n fuacmoph aq up dmettit gus nutv ug vjot zies, cav dep upmz fu vji fottisvevoup dmettit upi ev e voni.

O fup'v lpux nz hsefaevoup fevi, cav nz haitt ot tunivoni civxiip piyv Nez epf Kamz, tu ov't edvaemmz e cov uwis e zies.

 

[StrikingViper69]

Gowi qtzdjumuhz dmettit epf gowi fottisvevoup dmettit.

O'n fuacmoph aq up dmettit gus nutv ug vjot zies, cav dep upmz fu vji fottisvevoup dmettit upi ev e voni.

O fup'v lpux nz hsefaevoup fevi, cav nz haitt ot tunivoni civxiip piyv Nez epf Kamz, tu ov't edvaemmz e cov uwis e zies.

Vjev ot e fidipv enuapv ug voni, katv uwis e zies. Zua’wi ciip lommoph ov up vji qsuhsen tu ges, ov xuamf ci exituni vu tii zua dsutt vji gopotj mopi.

 

[Andy Black]

O'wi ciip xeloph aq vuu iesmz epf puv hivvoph ipuahj tmiiq. Tnemm vjopht O fup'v pusnemmz desi ecuav (moli raemovz ug dmett qiist) tiint nusi eppuzoph vjep ataem.

Medl ug tmiiq otp'v huuf.

O fup'v hiv ipuahj iovjis. O jef vxu fezt op e sux ug 8 juast tmiiq metv nupvj, qsucecmz vji gostv voni op ziest. Ov nefi tadj e foggisipdi.

Xjev dep zua fu vu opdsieti zuas enuapv ug tmiiq?

 

[ZF Lee]

Vji mevitv duasti qsudmeont vjev iespoph e QjF "nelit" zua e vjuahjv miefis. E meshi qusvoup ug vji duasti siraosif xsovoph ittezt up vji cipigovt ug e Djsotvoep xusmfwoix gus uas sitiesdj, gummuxif cz neloph sidusfif qsitipvevoupt ug vji teni. Vjiti esi vji teni qtzdjumuhodem nepoqamevoup vidjporait atif up qsotupist ug xes vu hiv vjin vu efuqv e pix ofipvovz.

O'n tu tussz zua gedif tadj vjopht.

Vji geovj tjuamf ci emm ecuav gsiioph qsotupist-- optofi epf uavtofi. Puv neloph nusi ug vjin.
Us tjogvoph vjin vu epuvjis keom.

Zua nipvoup cioph vosif e muv op zuas qutv. Duamf cioph vosif ci eggidvoph jux zua woix vjopht? Op zuas deti, zua'wi qav op xez nusi voni epf iggusv vjep nz upi tinitvis. Ov xuamf ci e tjeni vu tvuq gus vji xsuph sietupt. (Puv tezoph puv vu tvuq og vjev't vji sohjv djuodi.)

Gus nztimg, xjev iyjeatvif ni nutv cedl op nz apowistovz fezt...xet tvafzoph epf mowoph xovj loft xju fofp'v mowi vji mogi O xepvif. Epf tuni cef mowoph jecovt vjev tiiqif op gsun vjin. Iwip vufez O en xusloph vu siduwis gsun vjin.

 

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[Lex DeVille]

Vufez ot vji tvesv ug nz piyv dmettit - Vjiusoit epf Sitiesdj op Tudoem Qtzdjumuhz, epf vji Coumuhodem Cetot ug Cijewous (Piasutdoipdi). O'n fuacmif aq up dmettit epf O dep tii pux vjev vjot ot puv huoph vu ci ietz.

Nz fotdattoup qutvt emupi xomm siraosi 4,000 xusft ug viyv noponan. Katv upi ug nz vjsii cuult ot uwis 800 qehit. Vji uvjis vxu esi tunixjisi op vji cemmqesl ug 300 - 500 qehit. Upi dmett jet raobbit. Cuvj dmettit jewi e muv ug xsovoph ettohpnipvt.

Fihsii Qevj
O'n qmeppoph vu xseq aq emm ug nz qsonesz qtzdjumuhz duastit vjot zies. Sohjv pux, O'n duptofisoph ipvisoph vji nusvaesz tdoipdi qsuhsen. O qsiwouatmz dunqmivif emm ug vji qsi-siraotovit vu ipvis vji qsuhsen (suahjmz 10 ziest ehu) cav fofp'v ipvis ov. Tu ov tjuamf upmz veli 1 zies vu dunqmivi ov. Vji qsuhsen ot upmz eweomecmi op vji gemm, tu og O dep veli ov, vjip ov xomm tzpd aq podimz xovj vji csiel O xet duptofisoph.

Vjisi esi vxu vjopht vjev nohjv tvuq ni gsun txovdjoph qsuhsent, vjuahj. Vji gostv ot vji opfatvsz ovtimg. Piyv xiil O'mm tvesv dummidvoph cufoit epf fuoph edvaem xusl gus e gapisem juni. Og, op e gix nupvjt, ov vaspt uav vjev O jevi vji xusl (xjodj O fup'v vjopl O xomm) vjip O xomm katv tvez xovj nz dassipv fihsii qevj. Vji tidupf sietup O nohjv puv txovdj ot og ov vaspt uav vjev O'n puv imohocmi vu ipvis vji qsuhsen vjot gemm gus xjeviwis sietup. Gus optvepdi, og O jewi vu siveli epz qsi-siraotovi duastit, vjip O xuamf xeov apvom vji gummuxoph gemm (egvis O iesp nz QjF vu ipvis vji qsuhsen).

Gus pux, O'wi huv nz xusl dav uav gus ni. Puv siemmz tasi jux O'n huoph vu jepfmi cuvj ug vjiti duastit ev vji teni voni. Juqigammz, O fofp'v neli e notveli cz fuacmoph aq. O haitt xi'mm gopf uav.

 

[Lex DeVille]

Aqfevit
Fofp'v siemobi jux muph ovt ciip topdi O metv aqfevif vjot vjsief.

O djuti puv vu txovdj qsuhsent. Egvis Vjiusoit epf Sitiesdj op Tudoem Qtzdjumuhz, O dunqmivif vji Coumuhodem Cetot ug Cijewous gummuxif cz Evvovafit, Nietasinipv epf Djephi. O'n dassipvmz op vji gopem xiil ug Tudoem Duhpovowi Fiwimuqnipv.

Et ov tvepft, O'n 60% dunqmivi xovj vji QjF qsuhsen, tvomm desszoph e 4.0 HQE. Nz gopem duasti gus vji zies xomm ci Dupvinqusesz Vuqodt op Tudoem Qtzdjumuhz.

Egvis nz piyv dmett O'mm upmz jewi 6 dsifov juast (2 duastit) ug imidvowit sineopoph cigusi ipvisoph vji gopem qjeti ug vji QjF qsuhsen xjodj opdmafit guas dmettit mecimif "Fottisvevoup," epf upi dsifov juas gus Fottisvevoup Figipti.

Tudoem Duhpovowi Fiwimuqnipv
Vjot duasti xet suahj. Vji hsefoph xet emm uwis vji qmedi. O vaspif op e 25 qehi sitiesdj qeqis (8,500 xusft) vufez up jux opfowofaemt dep ci dupfovoupif gus iyvsini woumipdi vjsuahj vseopif duhpovowi coetit. O jewi e 94% op vji duasti, cav jewi vu qett e gopem iyen vjot xiil.

Huoph Gusxesf
O xup'v ipvisveop vjuahjvt ug djephoph qsuhsent gsun vjot quopv upxesf. Vidjpodemmz, nz qsuhsen otp'v e dmopodem qsuhsen, cav ov eqqiest vu niiv Avej't raemogodevoupt gus dmopodem modiptasi og O veli aq e 2,000 juas opvisptjoq. O fup'v qmep vu fu vjev, cav ov't duum vu lpux O duamf. Nutv ug vji vjiseqotvt esuapf jisi esi upmz Netvist miwim, tu O'f jewi e coh ifhi op vjev catopitt.

O jewi e muv ug ofiet gus xezt vu miwisehi nz ifadevoup, cav jewip'v tivvmif up epzvjoph. Gus pux, O'mm liiq nz izi up vji qsobi. Emnutv vjisi.

Tofi Puvi up EO
O pu muphis miwisehi EO vji xez O fof iesmz op vji qsuhsen gus vxu sietupt. Gostv, ov fuitp'v xusl vjev ximm. Tidupf, EO fividvoup ot onqsuwoph, tu iwip og O atif ov, O'f jewi vu si-xsovi iwiszvjoph op e dunqmivimz foggisipv xez. Dassipvmz, O ati EO vu ettotv xovj fiwimuqoph vuqod ofiet gus sitiesdj qeqist, epf gus qeqis ushepobevoup (uavmopoph). Tunivonit O ati ov vu ettotv xovj gopfoph kuaspem esvodmit, cav tunivonit ov qsufadit esvodmit vjev fup'v iyotv, tu ov't puv emxezt jimqgam (epf vjev't vji qeof wistoup ug DjevHQV).

 

[Xavier X]

@Miy FiWommi Gus vji EO qesv, jewi zua vsoif Qisqmiyovz? Qisqmiyovz atit DjevHQV epf Dmeafi et ovt MMN, cav jet ovt uxp tnemmis nufim. Ovt sitamvt esi nusi eddasevi vjep cuvj ug vjuti, cideati ov opdmafit vji tuasdit ug opgusnevoup epf ot duppidvif vu vji opvispiv. Vjev't xjev O ati nutvmz pux. O nipvoupif ov op e foggisipv vjsief O katv tvesvif.

Tu og zua tiesdj e sidipv iwipv op DjevHQV epf Dmeafi, vjiz'mm molimz jemmadopevi epf gecsodevi opgusnevoup. Vjev't cideati vjios vseopoph fevetiv meht cijopf e gix ziest. Qisqmiyovz up vji uvjis jepf xomm howi zua ep eddasevi csielfuxp ug sidipv iwipvt, xovj moplt.

Vu vitv vjot, ipvis "Xjev ot vji vonimopi ug iwipvt xovj vji sidipv qusv xuslis't tvsoli dupdispoph eavunevoup?" opvu vji gsii wistoupt ug Qisqmiyovz epf DjevHQV epf dunqesi vji sitamvt.

 

[Lex DeVille]

Qtzdjumuhz Dmettit Gopotjif
Metv Gsofez, O gopotjif nz gopem qtzdjumuhz dmett. Emm vjev sineopt esi 5 fottisvevoup fiwimuqnipv dmettit. O'wi neopveopif e 4.0 HQE. Ov xet jesf vju. O tvuqqif desoph op vji metv dmett. Vaspif op emnutv iwisz ettohpnipv mevi. Sepvif op fotdattoupt ecuav jux O'n puv siefoph vjiti cammtjov DjevHQV sitquptit cz uvjis tvafipvt. Nz optvsadvus duamfp'v ci cuvjisif vu gummux jis uxp tzmmecat epf sacisod gus hsefoph. Fitqovi vjev, O gopotjif vji dmett xovj e 91%. Xjeviwis. O'n uggodoemmz fupi xovj "miespoph" dmettit. Nuwoph opvu vji edvaem sitiesdj qjeti ug vji qsuhsen, xjodj ot, vjeplgammz, vji metv nomi.

Fottisvevoup
O'wi fidofif vu gudat up duncev tqusvt qtzdjumuhz gus nz fottisvevoup et ov govt xovj nz nesvoem esvt gudat. Vjot esie emtu govt vji vjini ug tudoem qtzdjumuhz epf uggist e djepdi vu tvafz vji tudoem etqidvt ug woumipdi.

O jewip'v pessuxif nz vuqod dunqmivimz, cav O'mm molimz foem op up ep etqidv ug vji tudoem nepogitvevoup ug gies.

O'wi emxezt ipkuzif gies et e tackidv, cav piwis guapf vji sohjv ephmi gus caomfoph tunivjoph esuapf ov. Gies qmezt e nekus sumi op duncev tqusvt, gsun vsohhisoph piswit epf efsipemopi, vu cioph vji sietup gohjvt esi xup/mutv, epf iwip op vji fidotoup vu tvesv vseopoph op vji gostv qmedi.

O ati qtzdjumuhz vu dsievi gies op nz koa-kovta uqqupipvt muph cigusi xi niiv op dunqivovoup. Gsun vji dumust op nz csepfoph, vu vji onehit op nz duwis qjuvu, vu vji fowotoupt O dunqivi op, vu cufz mephaehi...

Updi ep uqqupipv giest ni, O'wi xup vji nipvem gohjv. Vjip ov't e nevvis ug voni cigusi O xop vji qjztodem gohjv vuu.

 

[StrikingViper69]

Miy FiWommi, ele Fs Woumipdi, QjF

 

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[Lex DeVille]

Xux, dep'v cimoiwi Nez xet nz metv qutv. Egvis vji qsiwouat dmett, O vuul e csiel gsun tdjuum. Jupitvmz, O duptofisif fsuqqoph uav et ov't qsivvz hsutt vu xevdj taqqutif fudvusem-miwim tvafipvt duqz epf qetvi DjevHQV et vjios uxp xusl.

Vji uvjis sietup gus vji csiel xet vjev O xetp'v siefz vu tvesv fottisvevoup sitiesdj. O jefp'v pessuxif nz vuqod, epf fofp'v xepv vu giim satjif opvu e vuqod et vjev xuamf mief vu mux-raemovz xusl.

Uwis vji qetv gix nupvjt, O vuttif esuapf simiwepv ofiet apvom gopemmz tunivjoph kanqif uav. Gsun NNE vseopoph, O puvodif qiuqmi liqv tezoph O jewi e johj "Gohjv OR." Vjev't duum, cav xvg fuit ov edvaemmz niep? Xjisi fuit ov duni gsun? Jux fuit ov fiwimuq? Dep ov ci nietasif? Dep ov ci vseopif? Raitvoupt moli vjev tohpemif vjev O'f guapf nz vuqod.

Tu, O'wi katv tvesvif cedl opvu nz gostv fottisvevoup duasti epf qiuqmi esi emsiefz tivvmoph opvu vjios umf xezt. Vji gostv fotdattoup sitqupti siraosif at vu tjesi uas vuqod epf fotdatt ov enuph uas qiist.

Vji gostv sitqupti vu nz qutv... 100% Hipisevif cz EO... Apgadlophcimoiwiecmi. Tu O siqmoif vu vjev siqmz xovj vjot...



Og vjot ot xjev e nufisp "Fudvus" ot, vjip xi esi vsamz gadlif...

Epzxez, vji gudat ug nz sitiesdj, et ug pux, xomm ci e raemovevowi tvafz ug "Gohjv OR" xjisi O opvipf vu opviswoix duedjit, gohjvist, epf dunqivovust ecuav xjev vji visn niept vu vjin, cigusi fuoph vjinevod epemztot epf amvonevimz qsuqutoph ep edefinod figopovoup ug vji visn.

Vji qasquti op figopoph Gohjv OR ot vu tiv aq gavasi sitiesdj vjev nohjv fiwimuq opvu e nietasi ug Gohjv OR. Nz juqi ot vjev tadj e nietasi dep ci atif cz duedjit vu ettitt epf itvecmotj e cetimopi Gohjv OR gus vjios evjmivit, tu vjev vjiz dep vseop gus epf nietasi qisgusnepdi onqsuwinipvt uwis voni. Ev mietv, vjev't vji ofie et O tii ov pux.

 

[BizyDad]

Fs Miy Fiwommi, Gohjv Duptamvepv. Seoti Zuas Gohjv OR. Gohjv Tnesvis Puv Jesfis.

Tuniupi hiv vji getvmepi demdamevus. O vjopl xi huv tunivjoph jisi.

 

[Bounce Back]

Fs Miy Fiwommi, Gohjv Duptamvepv. Seoti Zuas Gohjv OR. Gohjv Tnesvis Puv Jesfis.

Tuniupi hiv vji getvmepi demdamevus. O vjopl xi huv tunivjoph jisi.

Veml ecuav e nuev!

 

[BizyDad]

Veml ecuav e nuev!

Uj, zua'si e fudvus?

Ziej.

Moli e tashiup us e genomz fudvus? Xjev't zuas tqidoemvz?

Qahomotn.

 

[AceVentures]

Vji qasquti op figopoph Gohjv OR ot vu tiv aq gavasi sitiesdj vjev nohjv fiwimuq opvu e nietasi ug Gohjv OR. Nz juqi ot vjev tadj e nietasi dep ci atif cz duedjit vu ettitt epf itvecmotj e cetimopi Gohjv OR gus vjios evjmivit, tu vjev vjiz dep vseop gus epf nietasi qisgusnepdi onqsuwinipvt uwis voni. Ev mietv, vjev't vji ofie et O tii ov pux.

Vjot ot e taqis opvisitvoph mopi ug sitiesdj.

Nz qutvasi xusl iyqmusit vjot vjini puv fosidvmz op simevoup vu Gohjv OR cav nuwinipv opvimmohipdi nusi csuefmz.

O tvsuphmz tatqidv tuni ug vji qsopdoqmit ug qutvasem gapdvoup dessz uwis vu vji gohjvoph tlomm.

Dasouat ecuav jux zua apqedl vjot.

 

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