Week 62
- Chemistry
- Do the first draft of the literature review (deadline in a week)
- Business
- Send off schematics for new products.
- Post a total of twenty TikTok videos.
- Select three runners-up for a new third product
- Talk to five influencers for promotions
- SOFT GOALS (gym, sleep routine)
A sea of red. Two reasons: A) I've been doing a load of my thesis, and B) I've had an existential crisis with my diet choices, as outlined in
this post.
I feel like my entire world has been flipped, going from meat to plant-based overnight. I want to keep this thread focused on business. Still, I've felt like this has been a monumental life shift, akin to when I declared I wanted to be a true entrepreneur and business person, when I decided to go to the gym consistently, or when I decided to become sober.
As I mentioned last week, I was going to try a temporary, plant-based diet for health purposes. I found many great resources on how plant-based has historically been an excellent choice for longevity and quality of life. I also discovered a lot of disturbing footage.
This is a compulsory watch for all omnivores. Please do not skip around. Please sit down and watch it. It's irresponsible not to know where you're getting your sustenance from.
My decision to try a plant-based diet went from
optional to
compulsory over two hours. I forced watched it.
I went on a further two-day rabbit hole research. It's been a necessity, but I'm mentally exhausted.
I felt like I'd walked through a door that slammed behind me. I was so desperate to open it and go back. As I was researching, I found myself saying, "It can't be true", "This has to be propaganda", typing items like "Veganism debunked".
The more I rattled that door handle, the more I realised the door was locked for good. I slowly learned, over two days, that my attempts were futile. I had to accept what I had found.
I didn't need to be an omnivore to be a bodybuilder,
especially in a 1st world country.
I now get a physical repulsion to meat. Eggs and milk are difficult to consume. I also feel so much more connected to the living things I see daily. If there is a Creator, I sure feel a lot closer.
I feel like I have been, and still am, mourning for all of the unnecessary pain & suffering I've caused. I haven't been feeling the best. There have been things I've been ignorant of, with and without my knowledge, and saying the cognitive dissonance has been overwhelming is an understatement. I know putting this on myself is unfair, but I still feel a deep regret.
With that said, I'm more aware than ever of how I've been a contributor to a gigantic system of severe abuse & exploitation. I'm now armed with an overhauled plant-based diet & how to build plant-based muscle in the glorious House-Of-Gains (the gym).
Also, here is a coincidence:
I've been sober for one year. The same week last year was the same. This year, I've decided to make a profound health change that rocked what I perceived as entirely normal. This time next year, I'll see it as a completely normal progression.
eCommerce
I've fixed my order emailing system. I didn't realise it was down until a couple of days ago. Apart from that, I haven't progressed on much else. I plan to roll over all of the
goals I've set in the last week to this week.
What's Next?
- Business
- Send off schematics for new products.
- Post a total of twenty TikTok videos.
- Select three runners-up for a new third product
- Talk to five influencers for promotions
- SOFT GOALS (gym, sleep routine)