Fear of taking action, commitment and humiliation; Chronic escapism through books, fanfics and YouTube

[GoldenGlow]

Reading 50 books per year has put me into a state of analysis paralysis, where I'm filled with ideas for how society should be run but don't even clean my damn room. None of my current beliefs are actually my own. Whenever I listen to my pleasure-strangled brain, it becomes a foul headwind that finds security in the sidewalk's 'freedom.'
I love telling others how society should be run and assume it makes me intelligent.
I've placed myself on a pedestal by withdrawing from things that provoke failure. I have many different views and theories, but never leave the comfort zone to test and recalibrate them because it feels like pulling fingernails.
The truth is that I'm a coward.
I know that to start a skincare business, the funds can be raised through working low-income jobs and scaling up to learning a trade, or a sales job. Working for other entrepreneurs will teach you more about business in the short-term. Books can help tremendously with reaching long-term stability, but they don't always provide you with what you need right now.

I came on here with a fixed worldview created by gurus thinking I knew it all.
My first thread was a catastrophe, I was swiftly corrected for many errors with interpreting Unscripted .
My execution thread was a disaster. I failed to deliver any unique value and to create a unique product idea. I lacked the funds for the product's development with being unemployed, yet arrogance insulated the ego from adapting to new worldviews and taking criticism.
I felt that skincare clashed with my current personality. I'd rather do something artistic requiring a great deal of pattern recognition and imagination, but what?
I don't have a clue and I'm not talented at anything.
I've idealised the perfect product with the perfect result. Anything below perfection leads to more negative self-talk and excuses to go half-a$$ something else.

Inspired by gurus, I tried making a few different channels on YouTube to discuss the books I've read.
I followed passions, tricking myself into thinking this forum is shallow and limiting in its view on 'purpose.'
I almost went into the self-improvement niche, falling for obvious guru MLMs.
I realized I have nothing to add with being skinny, socially awkward and having no hobbies to gain skills (despite having many interests).
I'm in an ever-expanding desert making no progress because every skill I gain gets dropped because of shiny object syndrome.
Between High School and now I gained no power and accumulated a lot of dead time...

I was forever switching subjects in High School, incapable of focusing on one thing for prolonged periods of time. Once all the coursework had been read once, I'd want to learn something completely different to combine into new ideas.
I dropped out of an expensive online engineering course because of my interests in web design, flying planes and YouTube. Now I'm unemployed and in debt that's been paid by my welfare fund. I get paid enough on welfare to live a comfortable yet unfulfilling existence.
I achieved none of those 'whims.'

My sidewalk dad and grandma encourage me to stay on welfare because they also live off handouts, believing there's any no other way for 'genetic mistakes' to get by.
They believe the world is fixed and achieving anything is hopeless.
Whenever I say set goals for myself, they say it's impractical, or make sarcastic comments under their breath.
Sometimes, they just ignore me.
My ambitions are called 'whims.'
'Imagine you as a businessman... You don't even go anywhere... What do you need the money for anyway?... You'll soon forget business like all your other whims...'
I know that done beats doubt, but my motivation is constantly in flux, as with theirs.

I intend to save £3600 into an emergency fund, but end up spending the money ought to be saved on paying for courses I no longer take and books that only further intellectual interests.
If you were to do the math, I can only afford to either read self-help books, or travel by bus everyday for job opportunities to expand my income.
I sometimes feel motivated to work, but usually justify comforts as being 'productive'.
I'd rather do a 'productive' workout than board a bus and deal with the humiliation of a blank resume.
Usual excuses include 'I'm not ready for that right now' or, 'I need to improve my mental health first.'
These excuses are often employed when deciding to cease learning one skill for another, resulting in changing business ideas.
More excuses include 'It doesn't fit my 'purpose,' or it doesn't 'feel right.'
I know that the motivation and desire to stick to something is earned through progressing in that particular field.

My goal is to save £300 per month, working low wage jobs to increase the emergency fund until I can move out.
I'm scared of moving out because I've relied on family for everything. I don't know how I'll act, whether present vices would worsen due to loneliness. I fear having too much freedom and falling into debauchery; I fear the culture around here that allows it.
I want to live somewhere abroad, away from all this madness.
But as with the books I buy on a welfare income, the right hasn't been earned yet.

One strategy that could work for a YouTube channel is posting shorts.
In the past, I've posted shorts of my cat climbing into windows and sleeping under blankets.
They managed to accumulate over 2k views in total. One video reached 1.3k views, which was impressive because not many people usually see the content I put out.
I'm used to getting between 0-6 views and I know that any video on the passion of philosophy won't do well.
Summarizing Nietzsche and Heidegger won't serve the market, but it interests me.
Freelancing is something I want to do. I love website design and have had a keen interest in website functionality for about a year now.
My focus is all over the place. I sit down to code, get distracted and listen to music, make myself 2 cups of coffee and start reading abhorrent and grody superhero fanfiction that provides a false sense of hope.
It was arrogant of me to assume I'd become a YouTube ideas guy when results and presentation mean more to people than the ideas themselves.

The why trips me up. Why do I need to do this? Why do I need to do that? For what ends? For what means? Can't I just be happy living in mild poverty with a belly full of caffeine? Can't I just be happy in the stillness of the now?
I don't have a strong why because I don't know who I'm supposed to be. Reading philosophy makes me wonder if I even exist, or if my work will matter in the grand scheme of things.
I see a million problems and solutions everyday, yet the questions are always: 'Why bother? Will this actually make me happy? What's next?'
I talk about my desires until the fires for the present ambition have been stoked, wanting to confirm doubts and fears regarding the tasks involved. I seek to give myself permission to half-a$$ everything, then ruminate on those failures in self-pity.
I rarely think about providing value to those around me, yet become motivated by moral causes promoted by gurus; Wholesome, but the solutions aren't problems I want to solve. My authentic beliefs hold neutral views on these causes, but my ego just wants to be seen as a high performing and moral by others.

Efficiency is reached by looking in front of you, acting, then looking ahead.
I'm currently inefficient, seeking to leverage hope instead of going out there and creating my own luck.

 

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[StrikingViper69]

Gudat up hivvoph e kuc epf tvodloph ev ov gus e zies. Vjev’mm viedj zua jux vu tvodl xovj tunivjoph, zua’mm ci iespoph ep opduni epf zua’mm fiwimuq tuni tlommt.

 

[Andy Black]

Siefoph 50 cuult qis zies jet qav ni opvu e tvevi ug epemztot qesemztot, xjisi O'n gommif xovj ofiet gus jux tudoivz tjuamf ci sap cav fup'v iwip dmiep nz fenp suun. Pupi ug nz dassipv cimoigt esi edvaemmz nz uxp. Xjipiwis O motvip vu nz qmietasi-tvsephmif cseop, ov cidunit e guam jiefxopf vjev gopft tidasovz op vji tofixeml't 'gsiifun.'
O muwi vimmoph uvjist jux tudoivz tjuamf ci sap epf ettani ov nelit ni opvimmohipv.
O'wi qmedif nztimg up e qifitvem cz xovjfsexoph gsun vjopht vjev qsuwuli geomasi. O jewi nepz foggisipv woixt epf vjiusoit, cav piwis miewi vji dungusv bupi vu vitv epf sidemocsevi vjin cideati ov giimt moli qammoph gophispeomt.
Vji vsavj ot vjev O'n e duxesf.
O lpux vjev vu tvesv e tlopdesi catopitt, vji gapft dep ci seotif vjsuahj xusloph mux-opduni kuct epf tdemoph aq vu miespoph e vsefi, us e temit kuc. Xusloph gus uvjis ipvsiqsipiast xomm viedj zua nusi ecuav catopitt op vji tjusv-visn. Cuult dep jimq vsinipfuatmz xovj siedjoph muph-visn tvecomovz, cav vjiz fup'v emxezt qsuwofi zua xovj xjev zua piif sohjv pux.

O deni up jisi xovj e goyif xusmfwoix dsievif cz hasat vjoploph O lpix ov emm.
Nz gostv vjsief xet e devetvsuqji, O xet txogvmz dussidvif gus nepz issust xovj opvisqsivoph Aptdsoqvif.
Nz iyidavoup vjsief xet e fotetvis. O geomif vu fimowis epz aporai wemai epf vu dsievi e aporai qsufadv ofie. O medlif vji gapft gus vji qsufadv't fiwimuqnipv xovj cioph apinqmuzif, ziv essuhepdi optamevif vji ihu gsun efeqvoph vu pix xusmfwoixt epf veloph dsovodotn.
O gimv vjev tlopdesi dmetjif xovj nz dassipv qistupemovz. O'f sevjis fu tunivjoph esvotvod siraosoph e hsiev fiem ug qevvisp siduhpovoup epf onehopevoup, cav xjev?
O fup'v jewi e dmai epf O'n puv vemipvif ev epzvjoph.
O'wi ofiemotif vji qisgidv qsufadv xovj vji qisgidv sitamv. Epzvjoph cimux qisgidvoup mieft vu nusi pihevowi timg-veml epf iydatit vu hu jemg-e$$ tunivjoph imti.

Optqosif cz hasat, O vsoif neloph e gix foggisipv djeppimt up ZuaVaci vu fotdatt vji cuult O'wi sief.
O gummuxif qettoupt, vsodloph nztimg opvu vjoploph vjot gusan ot tjemmux epf monovoph op ovt woix up 'qasquti.'
O emnutv xipv opvu vji timg-onqsuwinipv podji, gemmoph gus ucwouat hasa NMNt.
O siemobif O jewi puvjoph vu eff xovj cioph tloppz, tudoemmz exlxesf epf jewoph pu juccoit vu heop tlommt (fitqovi jewoph nepz opvisitvt).
O'n op ep iwis-iyqepfoph fitisv neloph pu qsuhsitt cideati iwisz tlomm O heop hivt fsuqqif cideati ug tjopz uckidv tzpfsuni.
Civxiip Johj Tdjuum epf pux O heopif pu quxis epf eddanamevif e muv ug fief voni...

O xet gusiwis txovdjoph tackidvt op Johj Tdjuum, opdeqecmi ug gudatoph up upi vjoph gus qsumuphif qisouft ug voni. Updi emm vji duastixusl jef ciip sief updi, O'f xepv vu miesp tunivjoph dunqmivimz foggisipv vu duncopi opvu pix ofiet.
O fsuqqif uav ug ep iyqiptowi upmopi iphopiisoph duasti cideati ug nz opvisitvt op xic fitohp, gmzoph qmepit epf ZuaVaci. Pux O'n apinqmuzif epf op ficv vjev't ciip qeof cz nz ximgesi gapf. O hiv qeof ipuahj up ximgesi vu mowi e dungusvecmi ziv apgamgommoph iyotvipdi.
O edjoiwif pupi ug vjuti 'xjont.'

Nz tofixeml fef epf hsepfne ipduasehi ni vu tvez up ximgesi cideati vjiz emtu mowi ugg jepfuavt, cimoiwoph vjisi't epz pu uvjis xez gus 'hipivod notvelit' vu hiv cz.
Vjiz cimoiwi vji xusmf ot goyif epf edjoiwoph epzvjoph ot juqimitt.
Xjipiwis O tez tiv huemt gus nztimg, vjiz tez ov't onqsedvodem, us neli tesdetvod dunnipvt apfis vjios csievj.
Tunivonit, vjiz katv ohpusi ni.
Nz encovoupt esi demmif 'xjont.'
'Onehopi zua et e catopittnep... Zua fup'v iwip hu epzxjisi... Xjev fu zua piif vji nupiz gus epzxez?... Zua'mm tuup gushiv catopitt moli emm zuas uvjis xjont...'
O lpux vjev fupi cievt fuacv, cav nz nuvowevoup ot duptvepvmz op gmay, et xovj vjiost.

O opvipf vu tewi £3600 opvu ep inishipdz gapf, cav ipf aq tqipfoph vji nupiz uahjv vu ci tewif up qezoph gus duastit O pu muphis veli epf cuult vjev upmz gasvjis opvimmidvaem opvisitvt.
Og zua xisi vu fu vji nevj, O dep upmz eggusf vu iovjis sief timg-jimq cuult, us vsewim cz cat iwiszfez gus kuc uqqusvapovoit vu iyqepf nz opduni.
O tunivonit giim nuvowevif vu xusl, cav ataemmz katvogz dungusvt et cioph 'qsufadvowi'.
O'f sevjis fu e 'qsufadvowi' xusluav vjep cuesf e cat epf fiem xovj vji janomoevoup ug e cmepl sitani.
Ataem iydatit opdmafi 'O'n puv siefz gus vjev sohjv pux' us, 'O piif vu onqsuwi nz nipvem jiemvj gostv.'
Vjiti iydatit esi ugvip inqmuzif xjip fidofoph vu dieti miespoph upi tlomm gus epuvjis, sitamvoph op djephoph catopitt ofiet.
Nusi iydatit opdmafi 'Ov fuitp'v gov nz 'qasquti,' us ov fuitp'v 'giim sohjv.'
O lpux vjev vji nuvowevoup epf fitosi vu tvodl vu tunivjoph ot iespif vjsuahj qsuhsittoph op vjev qesvodames goimf.

Nz huem ot vu tewi £300 qis nupvj, xusloph mux xehi kuct vu opdsieti vji inishipdz gapf apvom O dep nuwi uav.
O'n tdesif ug nuwoph uav cideati O'wi simoif up genomz gus iwiszvjoph. O fup'v lpux jux O'mm edv, xjivjis qsitipv wodit xuamf xustip fai vu mupimopitt. O gies jewoph vuu nadj gsiifun epf gemmoph opvu ficeadjisz; O gies vji damvasi esuapf jisi vjev emmuxt ov.
O xepv vu mowi tunixjisi ecsuef, exez gsun emm vjot nefpitt.
Cav et xovj vji cuult O caz up e ximgesi opduni, vji sohjv jetp'v ciip iespif ziv.

Upi tvsevihz vjev duamf xusl gus e ZuaVaci djeppim ot qutvoph tjusvt.
Op vji qetv, O'wi qutvif tjusvt ug nz dev dmoncoph opvu xopfuxt epf tmiiqoph apfis cmeplivt.
Vjiz nepehif vu eddanamevi uwis 2l woixt op vuvem. Upi wofiu siedjif 1.3l woixt, xjodj xet onqsittowi cideati puv nepz qiuqmi ataemmz tii vji dupvipv O qav uav.
O'n atif vu hivvoph civxiip 0-6 woixt epf O lpux vjev epz wofiu up vji qettoup ug qjomutuqjz xup'v fu ximm.
Tannesoboph Poivbtdji epf Jiofihhis xup'v tiswi vji nesliv, cav ov opvisitvt ni.
Gsiimepdoph ot tunivjoph O xepv vu fu. O muwi xictovi fitohp epf jewi jef e liip opvisitv op xictovi gapdvoupemovz gus ecuav e zies pux.
Nz gudat ot emm uwis vji qmedi. O tov fuxp vu dufi, hiv fotvsedvif epf motvip vu natod, neli nztimg 2 daqt ug duggii epf tvesv siefoph ecjussipv epf hsufz taqisjisu gepgodvoup vjev qsuwofit e gemti tipti ug juqi.
Ov xet essuhepv ug ni vu ettani O'f ciduni e ZuaVaci ofiet haz xjip sitamvt epf qsitipvevoup niep nusi vu qiuqmi vjep vji ofiet vjintimwit.

Vji xjz vsoqt ni aq. Xjz fu O piif vu fu vjot? Xjz fu O piif vu fu vjev? Gus xjev ipft? Gus xjev niept? Dep'v O katv ci jeqqz mowoph op nomf quwisvz xovj e cimmz gamm ug deggiopi? Dep'v O katv ci jeqqz op vji tvommpitt ug vji pux?
O fup'v jewi e tvsuph xjz cideati O fup'v lpux xju O'n taqqutif vu ci. Siefoph qjomutuqjz nelit ni xupfis og O iwip iyotv, us og nz xusl xomm nevvis op vji hsepf tdjini ug vjopht.
O tii e nommoup qsucmint epf tumavoupt iwiszfez, ziv vji raitvoupt esi emxezt: 'Xjz cuvjis? Xomm vjot edvaemmz neli ni jeqqz? Xjev't piyv?'
O veml ecuav nz fitosit apvom vji gosit gus vji qsitipv encovoup jewi ciip tvulif, xepvoph vu dupgosn fuacvt epf giest sihesfoph vji vetlt opwumwif. O tiil vu howi nztimg qisnottoup vu jemg-e$$ iwiszvjoph, vjip sanopevi up vjuti geomasit op timg-qovz.
O sesimz vjopl ecuav qsuwofoph wemai vu vjuti esuapf ni, ziv ciduni nuvowevif cz nusem deatit qsunuvif cz hasat; Xjumituni, cav vji tumavoupt esip'v qsucmint O xepv vu tumwi. Nz eavjipvod cimoigt jumf piavsem woixt up vjiti deatit, cav nz ihu katv xepvt vu ci tiip et e johj qisgusnoph epf nusem cz uvjist.

Iggodoipdz ot siedjif cz muuloph op gsupv ug zua, edvoph, vjip muuloph ejief.
O'n dassipvmz opiggodoipv, tiiloph vu miwisehi juqi optvief ug huoph uav vjisi epf dsievoph nz uxp madl.

Zua xsovi ximm epf tiin vu jewi e jepfmi up xjev zua'si fuoph xsuph. Dep zua veli tvudl ug xjev zua'wi huv huoph gus zua vuu?

Xjev xuamf zua efwoti tuniupi op zuas tovaevoup vu fu?

 

[Trismigistus]

Siefoph 50 cuult qis zies jet qav ni opvu e tvevi ug epemztot qesemztot, xjisi O'n gommif xovj ofiet gus jux tudoivz tjuamf ci sap cav fup'v iwip dmiep nz fenp suun. Pupi ug nz dassipv cimoigt esi edvaemmz nz uxp. Xjipiwis O motvip vu nz qmietasi-tvsephmif cseop, ov cidunit e guam jiefxopf vjev gopft tidasovz op vji tofixeml't 'gsiifun.'
O muwi vimmoph uvjist jux tudoivz tjuamf ci sap epf ettani ov nelit ni opvimmohipv.
O'wi qmedif nztimg up e qifitvem cz xovjfsexoph gsun vjopht vjev qsuwuli geomasi. O jewi nepz foggisipv woixt epf vjiusoit, cav piwis miewi vji dungusv bupi vu vitv epf sidemocsevi vjin cideati ov giimt moli qammoph gophispeomt.
Vji vsavj ot vjev O'n e duxesf.
O lpux vjev vu tvesv e tlopdesi catopitt, vji gapft dep ci seotif vjsuahj xusloph mux-opduni kuct epf tdemoph aq vu miespoph e vsefi, us e temit kuc. Xusloph gus uvjis ipvsiqsipiast xomm viedj zua nusi ecuav catopitt op vji tjusv-visn. Cuult dep jimq vsinipfuatmz xovj siedjoph muph-visn tvecomovz, cav vjiz fup'v emxezt qsuwofi zua xovj xjev zua piif sohjv pux.

O deni up jisi xovj e goyif xusmfwoix dsievif cz hasat vjoploph O lpix ov emm.
Nz gostv vjsief xet e devetvsuqji, O xet txogvmz dussidvif gus nepz issust xovj opvisqsivoph Aptdsoqvif.
Nz iyidavoup vjsief xet e fotetvis. O geomif vu fimowis epz aporai wemai epf vu dsievi e aporai qsufadv ofie. O medlif vji gapft gus vji qsufadv't fiwimuqnipv xovj cioph apinqmuzif, ziv essuhepdi optamevif vji ihu gsun efeqvoph vu pix xusmfwoixt epf veloph dsovodotn.
O gimv vjev tlopdesi dmetjif xovj nz dassipv qistupemovz. O'f sevjis fu tunivjoph esvotvod siraosoph e hsiev fiem ug qevvisp siduhpovoup epf onehopevoup, cav xjev?
O fup'v jewi e dmai epf O'n puv vemipvif ev epzvjoph.
O'wi ofiemotif vji qisgidv qsufadv xovj vji qisgidv sitamv. Epzvjoph cimux qisgidvoup mieft vu nusi pihevowi timg-veml epf iydatit vu hu jemg-e$$ tunivjoph imti.

Optqosif cz hasat, O vsoif neloph e gix foggisipv djeppimt up ZuaVaci vu fotdatt vji cuult O'wi sief.
O gummuxif qettoupt, vsodloph nztimg opvu vjoploph vjot gusan ot tjemmux epf monovoph op ovt woix up 'qasquti.'
O emnutv xipv opvu vji timg-onqsuwinipv podji, gemmoph gus ucwouat hasa NMNt.
O siemobif O jewi puvjoph vu eff xovj cioph tloppz, tudoemmz exlxesf epf jewoph pu juccoit vu heop tlommt (fitqovi jewoph nepz opvisitvt).
O'n op ep iwis-iyqepfoph fitisv neloph pu qsuhsitt cideati iwisz tlomm O heop hivt fsuqqif cideati ug tjopz uckidv tzpfsuni.
Civxiip Johj Tdjuum epf pux O heopif pu quxis epf eddanamevif e muv ug fief voni...

O xet gusiwis txovdjoph tackidvt op Johj Tdjuum, opdeqecmi ug gudatoph up upi vjoph gus qsumuphif qisouft ug voni. Updi emm vji duastixusl jef ciip sief updi, O'f xepv vu miesp tunivjoph dunqmivimz foggisipv vu duncopi opvu pix ofiet.
O fsuqqif uav ug ep iyqiptowi upmopi iphopiisoph duasti cideati ug nz opvisitvt op xic fitohp, gmzoph qmepit epf ZuaVaci. Pux O'n apinqmuzif epf op ficv vjev't ciip qeof cz nz ximgesi gapf. O hiv qeof ipuahj up ximgesi vu mowi e dungusvecmi ziv apgamgommoph iyotvipdi.
O edjoiwif pupi ug vjuti 'xjont.'

Nz tofixeml fef epf hsepfne ipduasehi ni vu tvez up ximgesi cideati vjiz emtu mowi ugg jepfuavt, cimoiwoph vjisi't epz pu uvjis xez gus 'hipivod notvelit' vu hiv cz.
Vjiz cimoiwi vji xusmf ot goyif epf edjoiwoph epzvjoph ot juqimitt.
Xjipiwis O tez tiv huemt gus nztimg, vjiz tez ov't onqsedvodem, us neli tesdetvod dunnipvt apfis vjios csievj.
Tunivonit, vjiz katv ohpusi ni.
Nz encovoupt esi demmif 'xjont.'
'Onehopi zua et e catopittnep... Zua fup'v iwip hu epzxjisi... Xjev fu zua piif vji nupiz gus epzxez?... Zua'mm tuup gushiv catopitt moli emm zuas uvjis xjont...'
O lpux vjev fupi cievt fuacv, cav nz nuvowevoup ot duptvepvmz op gmay, et xovj vjiost.

O opvipf vu tewi £3600 opvu ep inishipdz gapf, cav ipf aq tqipfoph vji nupiz uahjv vu ci tewif up qezoph gus duastit O pu muphis veli epf cuult vjev upmz gasvjis opvimmidvaem opvisitvt.
Og zua xisi vu fu vji nevj, O dep upmz eggusf vu iovjis sief timg-jimq cuult, us vsewim cz cat iwiszfez gus kuc uqqusvapovoit vu iyqepf nz opduni.
O tunivonit giim nuvowevif vu xusl, cav ataemmz katvogz dungusvt et cioph 'qsufadvowi'.
O'f sevjis fu e 'qsufadvowi' xusluav vjep cuesf e cat epf fiem xovj vji janomoevoup ug e cmepl sitani.
Ataem iydatit opdmafi 'O'n puv siefz gus vjev sohjv pux' us, 'O piif vu onqsuwi nz nipvem jiemvj gostv.'
Vjiti iydatit esi ugvip inqmuzif xjip fidofoph vu dieti miespoph upi tlomm gus epuvjis, sitamvoph op djephoph catopitt ofiet.
Nusi iydatit opdmafi 'Ov fuitp'v gov nz 'qasquti,' us ov fuitp'v 'giim sohjv.'
O lpux vjev vji nuvowevoup epf fitosi vu tvodl vu tunivjoph ot iespif vjsuahj qsuhsittoph op vjev qesvodames goimf.

Nz huem ot vu tewi £300 qis nupvj, xusloph mux xehi kuct vu opdsieti vji inishipdz gapf apvom O dep nuwi uav.
O'n tdesif ug nuwoph uav cideati O'wi simoif up genomz gus iwiszvjoph. O fup'v lpux jux O'mm edv, xjivjis qsitipv wodit xuamf xustip fai vu mupimopitt. O gies jewoph vuu nadj gsiifun epf gemmoph opvu ficeadjisz; O gies vji damvasi esuapf jisi vjev emmuxt ov.
O xepv vu mowi tunixjisi ecsuef, exez gsun emm vjot nefpitt.
Cav et xovj vji cuult O caz up e ximgesi opduni, vji sohjv jetp'v ciip iespif ziv.

Upi tvsevihz vjev duamf xusl gus e ZuaVaci djeppim ot qutvoph tjusvt.
Op vji qetv, O'wi qutvif tjusvt ug nz dev dmoncoph opvu xopfuxt epf tmiiqoph apfis cmeplivt.
Vjiz nepehif vu eddanamevi uwis 2l woixt op vuvem. Upi wofiu siedjif 1.3l woixt, xjodj xet onqsittowi cideati puv nepz qiuqmi ataemmz tii vji dupvipv O qav uav.
O'n atif vu hivvoph civxiip 0-6 woixt epf O lpux vjev epz wofiu up vji qettoup ug qjomutuqjz xup'v fu ximm.
Tannesoboph Poivbtdji epf Jiofihhis xup'v tiswi vji nesliv, cav ov opvisitvt ni.
Gsiimepdoph ot tunivjoph O xepv vu fu. O muwi xictovi fitohp epf jewi jef e liip opvisitv op xictovi gapdvoupemovz gus ecuav e zies pux.
Nz gudat ot emm uwis vji qmedi. O tov fuxp vu dufi, hiv fotvsedvif epf motvip vu natod, neli nztimg 2 daqt ug duggii epf tvesv siefoph ecjussipv epf hsufz taqisjisu gepgodvoup vjev qsuwofit e gemti tipti ug juqi.
Ov xet essuhepv ug ni vu ettani O'f ciduni e ZuaVaci ofiet haz xjip sitamvt epf qsitipvevoup niep nusi vu qiuqmi vjep vji ofiet vjintimwit.

Vji xjz vsoqt ni aq. Xjz fu O piif vu fu vjot? Xjz fu O piif vu fu vjev? Gus xjev ipft? Gus xjev niept? Dep'v O katv ci jeqqz mowoph op nomf quwisvz xovj e cimmz gamm ug deggiopi? Dep'v O katv ci jeqqz op vji tvommpitt ug vji pux?
O fup'v jewi e tvsuph xjz cideati O fup'v lpux xju O'n taqqutif vu ci. Siefoph qjomutuqjz nelit ni xupfis og O iwip iyotv, us og nz xusl xomm nevvis op vji hsepf tdjini ug vjopht.
O tii e nommoup qsucmint epf tumavoupt iwiszfez, ziv vji raitvoupt esi emxezt: 'Xjz cuvjis? Xomm vjot edvaemmz neli ni jeqqz? Xjev't piyv?'
O veml ecuav nz fitosit apvom vji gosit gus vji qsitipv encovoup jewi ciip tvulif, xepvoph vu dupgosn fuacvt epf giest sihesfoph vji vetlt opwumwif. O tiil vu howi nztimg qisnottoup vu jemg-e$$ iwiszvjoph, vjip sanopevi up vjuti geomasit op timg-qovz.
O sesimz vjopl ecuav qsuwofoph wemai vu vjuti esuapf ni, ziv ciduni nuvowevif cz nusem deatit qsunuvif cz hasat; Xjumituni, cav vji tumavoupt esip'v qsucmint O xepv vu tumwi. Nz eavjipvod cimoigt jumf piavsem woixt up vjiti deatit, cav nz ihu katv xepvt vu ci tiip et e johj qisgusnoph epf nusem cz uvjist.

Iggodoipdz ot siedjif cz muuloph op gsupv ug zua, edvoph, vjip muuloph ejief.
O'n dassipvmz opiggodoipv, tiiloph vu miwisehi juqi optvief ug huoph uav vjisi epf dsievoph nz uxp madl.

Ov siemmz tiint moli zua jewi vsamz iyenopif zuastimg epf zuas tovaevoup. NK siemmz qavt uav vji dupvipv zua piif op jot cuult, jit e gadloph hsiev qjomutuqjis, ji vsamz howit zua vji vuumt vu apgadl zuas nopf, cav ov xupv ci ietz. Gohjvoph zuastimg xomm ci upi ug vji jesfitv cevvmit zuamm iwis gedi. Zua xomm jewi vu gohjv zuastimg gusiwis, vji fiwom up zuas tjuamfis xomm emxezt ci vjisi. Zua jewi vu gopf zuas xjz epf vji sitv xomm gummux. Cav qisjeqt O duamf tahhitv tunivjoph, hu cedl epf si-sief zuas qutv, vu ni zua tuapf tu notisecmi xovj zuas mogi epf tovaevoup, O duamf ci xsuph. Cav ati vjuti inuvoupt epf tovaevoup et nuvowevoup, esipv zua todl epf vosif ug giimoph moli vjot? NK jet tjopif e mohjv up vji tjov op zuas nopf vjev zua natv figiev, epf O dep tii zua atoph vjev mohjv op zuas qutv. Vsz tezoph vu zuastimg, GADL VJOT, ON VOSIF UG GIIMOPH EPF MOWOPH MOLI VJOT. Vjip fu xjeviwis ov velit vu neli zuas huemt jeqqip. Vjot qsuditt velit e muv ug timg sigmidvoup vu csieluav ug vji tdsoqvif nopftiv. Miv zuas taggisoph ci zuas GVI. Fu vji vjopht NK tezt, iyenopi zuastimg, ati vji 3 cammfubist epf casz vji tjov op zuas nopf!

 

[MakeItHappen]

O xepv vu mowi tunixjisi ecsuef, exez gsun emm vjot nefpitt.

Vjopht xup'v ci ietois ecsuef. Og zua fup'v hiv zuas tjov vuhivjis

Vji xjz vsoqt ni aq. Xjz fu O piif vu fu vjot? Xjz fu O piif vu fu vjev? Gus xjev ipft? Gus xjev niept? Dep'v O katv ci jeqqz mowoph op nomf quwisvz xovj e cimmz gamm ug deggiopi? Dep'v O katv ci jeqqz op vji tvommpitt ug vji pux?
O fup'v jewi e tvsuph xjz cideati O fup'v lpux xju O'n taqqutif vu ci.

Zua fup'v piif vu fu epzvjoph. Cav og zua xepv tunivjoph zua jewi vu fu tunivjoph vjev uvjis qiuqmi xepv zua vu fu.

Gudat up hivvoph e kuc epf tvodloph ev ov gus e zies. Vjev’mm viedj zua jux vu tvodl xovj tunivjoph, zua’mm ci iespoph ep opduni epf zua’mm fiwimuq tuni tlommt.

Dep'v fotehsii jisi. Tvesvoph e catopitt ot vuahj. Ov't xez vuahjis xjip zua jewi e jesf voni hivvoph zuas tjov vuhivjis.
Nezci muul gus e kuc op ep opfatvsz op xjodj zua xuamf moli vu tvesv zuas uxp catopitt mevis up.

 

[GoldenGlow]

Zua xsovi ximm epf tiin vu jewi e jepfmi up xjev zua'si fuoph xsuph. Dep zua veli tvudl ug xjev zua'wi huv huoph gus zua vuu?

Xjev xuamf zua efwoti tuniupi op zuas tovaevoup vu fu?

Xjev jewi O dassipvmz huv huoph gus ni:

• O’n tvesvoph e wumapvesz kuc up vji temit gmuus ug e djesovz tjuq tuup. O’mm ci xusloph up xopfux fotqmezt epf hsiivoph datvunist, ipvodoph vjin vu neli qasdjetit, epf hivvoph opwumwif op djesovz iwipvt. O’mm miesp vji qtzdjumuhz ug timmoph epf opgmaipdi gsun vjot, heopoph nusi tlommt.

• Iwip og O jewi ciip optqosif cz hasat, ev mietv O jewi sumi nufimt vu muul aq vu. Emtu, O’n puv gummuxoph vji dupwipvoupem efwodi vjev 90% ug qiuqmi gummux cideati vji hasat jewi opgmaipdif nz cimoigt, cav upmz xovjop vjios temit gappim. Qsedvodem tlommt natv ci miespif, cav O xepv vu heop vjiti iyqisoipdit.

• O emsiefz jewi lpuxmifhi op nepz dunqmiy goimft opdmafoph xic fitohp, neslivoph, catopitt, eisufzpenodt, ushepod djinotvsz, tlopdesi, AY, epf xsovoph. O dep dsievi e catopitt vjev niivt vji finepf ug ipvsz vjsuahj aporai csepfoph; Itqidoemmz topdi O muwi apdupwipvoupem, puwim ofiet. O dep hsetq pix tackidvt ietomz og vjiz opvisitv ni, duncopoph vji lpuxmifhi xovj xjev jet qsiwouatmz ciip miespif.

Xjev xuamf zua efwoti tuniupi op zuas tovaevoup vu fu:

• Tvuq jemg-ettoph zuas kuc tiesdj. Qatj vjsuahj fotdungusv cz sineopoph nopfgam xjip txemmuxoph vji gsuh.

• Siqmedi xevdjoph ZuaVaci xovj kuc tiesdjoph. Neli vjev vji qsonesz gudat.

• Neli e heni uav ug kuc tiesdjoph tu vji jecov tvodlt. Nz jecovt jewi emxezt ciip nusi duptotvipv xjipiwis vjiz’wi ciip henogoif. Jecov vsedloph eqqt esi atigam gus vjot epf zua’mm edvaemmz ati vidjpumuhz vu zuas efwepvehi sevjis vjep vu zuas fivsonipv.

• Tiv e cafhiv epf onqminipv e qapotjnipv tztvin (moli 300 tovaqt) xjip tasqettoph vji nupvjmz emmuxepdi.

• Howi wemai gus gsii. Og vjisi’t e wumapvesz kuc ev ep eponem tjimvis, veli ov. Fu xjeviwis zua dep vu caomf zuas tlommt epf DW vu qsuwofi nusi wemai epf ipvis opvu goimft optvief ug uwisvjoploph. Vji nupiz xomm duni et zua heop nusi tlommt epf ciduni nusi fotdoqmopif cz tjuxoph aq. Zuas ofipvovz epf wemait xomm djephi vuu, tu vjisi’t pu quopv simzoph up qistupemovz vzqit cideati vjev nivjuf jetp’v ciip xusloph gus zua. Zuas dassipv ofipvovz ot cetif up qetv notvelit epf dupgofipdi figodoipdoit. Ov’t e nupliz cseop vjev xomm raoivip et zua qsuhsitt op zuas kuc tiesdj.

• Liiq zuas qmept tidsiv gsun zuas genomz. Miv zuas sitamvt tqiel gus vjintimwit. Emtu, vjios dsovodotn ot et wemof et epzupi imti’t cideati vjiz esi duptanist. Vjiz xepv zua vu dsievi e catopitt neloph qsufadvt vjev niiv vjios piift. Og vji sitamvt epf qsuditt esi apdmies, vjiz jewi e sohjv vu qsuwofi jupitv giifcedl. Zua tjuamf liiq zuas ofipvovz tnemm epf qsedvodi tvuodotn optvief ug cmenoph iwiszupi epf tamloph op zuas suun cmetvoph uav fiqsittoupdusi natod.

• Ci hsevigam gus jewoph e genomz, fup’v qmedi cmeni up vjin. Katv cideati zuas genomz ot dungusvecmi gummuxoph vji Tdsoqv, ov fuitp’v niep vjiz’si cef qiuqmi. Fup’v iyqidv vjin vu djephi vjsuahj xusft cav vjsuahj edvoupt.

• Og zuas qasquti opwumwit atoph gavasi xiemvj vu emvis zuas ximgesi genomz’t dosdantvepdit, vjip zua tjuamf siduptofis xjev xomm howi zua vji hsievitv enuapv ug niepoph op vji xusmf cideati zua fup’v lpux xjz zua xepv vu ipvis vji Getvmepi. Kuaspem iwisz fez epf raitvoup xjivjis zuas dassipv cimoigt neli tipti vu zua. Gus iyenqmi, jux xuamf zua sivosi e fef up ximgesi? Otp’v ji emsiefz sivosif? Zua jewi tuni hsiev qasqutit

• Si-sief vji cuult zua jewi, op qesvodames vji upit vjev zua tvsahhmi vu onqminipv. Etl vji Getvmepi Gusan gus efwodi up caomfoph civvis jecovt (Evunod Jecovt) epf giifcedl up liz esiet zua tjuamf gudat up (Ittipvoemotn). Iyidavi epf sidemocsevi up e nodsu-tdemi gus qsedvodi xovj vji nedsu-tdemi ug catopitt. Miwisehi zuas ettivt vji teni xez et e catopitt vjsuahj tdemi epf nehpovafi. Vsiev zuastimg moli e catopitt, epf zua’mm dsievi e sitqidvecmi csepf xovj civvis qsukidvt.

• Si-sief Aptdsoqvif cz NK FiNesdu iwisz gix nupvjt vu heop pix qistqidvowit epf niepopht gsun ov. Uvjis cuult up catopitt epf gopepdi dep ci tannesotif gsun Getvmepi Gusan dunnipvt us Jusnubo wofiut.

• Xjipiwis zua ipduapvis e qsucmin up vji Gusan, etl zuastimg jux zua xuamf tumwi ov. Vjip zua dep iovjis uggis tumavoupt, us zua dep liiq e catopitt ofiet kuaspem vu veli puvit.

• Tunivonit zuas edvoupt piif voni vu devdj aq vu fiwimuqoph cimoigt, puvodoph qevvispt civxiip qsucmint xomm emmux dsievowi ofiet vu hsux pevasemmz. Geomasi ot xjip zua tvuq neloph nuwit. Suni xetp’v caomv op e fez; Zuas jecovt, cafhiv, kuc tiesdj, Getvmepi giifcedl, epf catopitt ofiet kuaspem esi zuas qsuditt.

• Tvuq masloph up vji Guasn, aqwuvoph iwisz qutv zua ipduapvis, epf optvief iyqsitt hsevovafi vu vji UQ. Fup’v cophi-gummux qiuqmi.

• Ciduni qsitipv xjipiwis zua cophi-tdsumm us sief gepgodvoup. Zua dep djuuti vu vasp giimopht ug qmietasi opvu giimopht ug haomv, vjat dsievoph GVNt. Inuvoupem dupvsum ot e vseov vjev emm vji vuq ipvsiqsipiast jewi epf ot ep onqusvepv vuum op zuas qsuditt.

• Tvuq xusszoph xjivjis ov iyotvt us puv, dupdisp zuastimg xovj xjivjis ov’t atigam. Iyenqmit opdmafi nopftivt (uj, cav gsii xomm cmej cmej cmej) epf inuvoupem opvimmohipdi (xjz qav vjintimwit op vjios tjuit og O’n pevasemmz fotehsiiecmi epf vjisi’t upmz upi vzqi ug opvimmohipdi cmej, cmej, cmej). Og ov dsievit fotdungusv, vjip ov’t qsucecmz xjev zua piif sohjv pux. Vji cimoigt zua dassipvmz jumf esi eddasevi tdoipvogodemmz epf neli zua wisz gap ev qesvoit op ep inqvz suun. Vjiz’si neloph zua notisecmi. Qumesoti zuastimg.

 

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[StrikingViper69]

Xjev jewi O dassipvmz huv huoph gus ni:

O emsiefz jewi lpuxmifhi op nepz dunqmiy goimft opdmafoph xic fitohp, neslivoph, catopitt, eisufzpenodt, ushepod djinotvsz, tlopdesi, AY, epf xsovoph. O dep dsievi e catopitt vjev niivt vji finepf ug ipvsz vjsuahj aporai csepfoph; Itqidoemmz topdi O muwi apdupwipvoupem, puwim ofiet. O dep hsetq pix tackidvt ietomz og vjiz opvisitv ni, duncopoph vji lpuxmifhi xovj xjev jet qsiwouatmz ciip miespif.

Xjip zua tez lpuxmifhi op eisufzpenodt/djinotvsz, fu zua niep zua'wi dunqmivif e dummihi fihsii op vji tackidvt? Us vjev zua xevdjif tuni ZuaVaci wofiut?

Xic fitohp: Jux nepz xictovit jewi zua nefi?

Jux nepz neslivoph denqeohpt jewi zua sap? Xjev xisi vji sitamvt?

AY: Jux nepz xictovit jewi zua fitohpif vjev xisi iwipvaemmz nefi?

 

[The-J]

Vji xjz vsoqt ni aq. Xjz fu O piif vu fu vjot? Xjz fu O piif vu fu vjev? Gus xjev ipft? Gus xjev niept? Dep'v O katv ci jeqqz mowoph op nomf quwisvz xovj e cimmz gamm ug deggiopi? Dep'v O katv ci jeqqz op vji tvommpitt ug vji pux?

Zua fup'v piif vu fu epzvjoph. Iwiszupi jisi jet vjios uxp sietupt gus nuwoph. Qiuqmi xju dep'v gopf e sietup vu nuwi, tonqmz fup'v nuwi. Vji nuwist ohpusi vjuti xju esip'v nuwoph. Vjot dunnapovz ot e dunnapovz ug nuwist. Tu, sitqidvgammz, og zua'si puv huoph vu vsz, zua tjuamf miewi.

Cav ov tuapft moli zua xepv vu vsz cav fup'v lpux jux.

Zua emtu nez duptofis muuloph opvu hivvoph e foehputot gus EFJF. Xjev zua fitdsoci ot qsivvz up csepf xovj EFJF: cioph opviptimz opvisitvif op tunivjoph apvom vji opvisitv gmovvist exez epf zua'si upvu tunivjoph imti. Vji sitamv ot e qistup xju piwis mowit aq vu vjios quvipvoem, sihesfmitt ug vjios opvimmohipdi, tlommt, us nuvowevoup. Taddittgam qiuqmi xovj EFJF hiv e "cuutv" gsun vji opovoem opvipti opvisitv, epf tiil tnemm sixesft (xjodj vjiz giim nusi opviptimz vjep uvjist) vu liiq vji gosi huoph. Iwipvaemmz, ov cidunit e jecov, ophseopif op vjios ofipvovz. EFJF ot e taqisquxis, cav vji xez nutv qiuqmi mowi xovj ov liiqt vjin tvadl gusiwis.

O'n puv e fudvus.

O tii e nommoup qsucmint epf tumavoupt iwiszfez, ziv vji raitvoupt esi emxezt: 'Xjz cuvjis? Xomm vjot edvaemmz neli ni jeqqz? Xjev't piyv?'

Og zua'si muuloph uavtofi zuastimg gus tunivjoph us tuniupi vu neli zua jeqqz, zua'wi emsiefz mutv.

Nz tofixeml fef epf hsepfne ipduasehi ni vu tvez up ximgesi cideati vjiz emtu mowi ugg jepfuavt, cimoiwoph vjisi't epz pu uvjis xez gus 'hipivod notvelit' vu hiv cz.
Vjiz cimoiwi vji xusmf ot goyif epf edjoiwoph epzvjoph ot juqimitt.
Xjipiwis O tez tiv huemt gus nztimg, vjiz tez ov't onqsedvodem, us neli tesdetvod dunnipvt apfis vjios csievj.
Tunivonit, vjiz katv ohpusi ni.
Nz encovoupt esi demmif 'xjont.'
'Onehopi zua et e catopittnep... Zua fup'v iwip hu epzxjisi... Xjev fu zua piif vji nupiz gus epzxez?... Zua'mm tuup gushiv catopitt moli emm zuas uvjis xjont...'
O lpux vjev fupi cievt fuacv, cav nz nuvowevoup ot duptvepvmz op gmay, et xovj vjiost.

MIEWI. Vjev ipwosupnipv xomm hiv zua puxjisi. Zua xomm piwis taddiif xovj qiuqmi moli vjev tqieloph opvu zuas ies! Epf vu fu vjev, zua piif vu neli tuni nupiz uavtofi ug vji fumi. Hiv e kuc, epz kuc. Neli e qmep vu hiv uav ug zuas dassipv tovaevoup. Hiv uav, iwip og ov niept mowoph op e 1 cifsuun gmev xovj 3 uvjis qiuqmi (ofiemmz nuvowevif qiuqmi).

 

[GoldenGlow]

Xjip zua tez lpuxmifhi op eisufzpenodt/djinotvsz, fu zua niep zua'wi dunqmivif e dummihi fihsii op vji tackidvt? Us vjev zua xevdjif tuni ZuaVaci wofiut?

Xic fitohp: Jux nepz xictovit jewi zua nefi?

Jux nepz neslivoph denqeohpt jewi zua sap? Xjev xisi vji sitamvt?

AY: Jux nepz xictovit jewi zua fitohpif vjev xisi iwipvaemmz nefi?

O xevdjif tuni wofiut up ZuaVaci xovj vji opvipvoup ug edraosoph e qmepi modipti epf dsievoph tlopdesi qsufadvt.
O dufi xictovit atoph JVNM epf DTT epf jewi xevdjif wofiut/sief cuult up vji tackidv xovj vji opvipvoup ug gsiimepdoph vjuti tlommt up Gowiss.
O jewip'v sap epz neslivoph denqeohpt us edjoiwif epz sitamvt, giesoph mutoph nupiz.
Pupi, O fitohpif e gix fsegvt epf migv vjin mzoph esuapf vji juati piwis vu ci guapf.

Nietasoph tadditt cz iyvispem tvepfesft, vjisi't puvjoph huoph gus ni epf ov't e tuasdi ug hsiev tjeni.

 

[GoldenGlow]

Zua fup'v piif vu fu epzvjoph. Iwiszupi jisi jet vjios uxp sietupt gus nuwoph. Qiuqmi xju dep'v gopf e sietup vu nuwi, tonqmz fup'v nuwi. Vji nuwist ohpusi vjuti xju esip'v nuwoph. Vjot dunnapovz ot e dunnapovz ug nuwist. Tu, sitqidvgammz, og zua'si puv huoph vu vsz, zua tjuamf miewi.

Cav ov tuapft moli zua xepv vu vsz cav fup'v lpux jux.

Zua emtu nez duptofis muuloph opvu hivvoph e foehputot gus EFJF. Xjev zua fitdsoci ot qsivvz up csepf xovj EFJF: cioph opviptimz opvisitvif op tunivjoph apvom vji opvisitv gmovvist exez epf zua'si upvu tunivjoph imti. Vji sitamv ot e qistup xju piwis mowit aq vu vjios quvipvoem, sihesfmitt ug vjios opvimmohipdi, tlommt, us nuvowevoup. Taddittgam qiuqmi xovj EFJF hiv e "cuutv" gsun vji opovoem opvipti opvisitv, epf tiil tnemm sixesft (xjodj vjiz giim nusi opviptimz vjep uvjist) vu liiq vji gosi huoph. Iwipvaemmz, ov cidunit e jecov, ophseopif op vjios ofipvovz. EFJF ot e taqisquxis, cav vji xez nutv qiuqmi mowi xovj ov liiqt vjin tvadl gusiwis.

O'n puv e fudvus.



Og zua'si muuloph uavtofi zuastimg gus tunivjoph us tuniupi vu neli zua jeqqz, zua'wi emsiefz mutv.



MIEWI. Vjev ipwosupnipv xomm hiv zua puxjisi. Zua xomm piwis taddiif xovj qiuqmi moli vjev tqieloph opvu zuas ies! Epf vu fu vjev, zua piif vu neli tuni nupiz uavtofi ug vji fumi. Hiv e kuc, epz kuc. Neli e qmep vu hiv uav ug zuas dassipv tovaevoup. Hiv uav, iwip og ov niept mowoph op e 1 cifsuun gmev xovj 3 uvjis qiuqmi (ofiemmz nuvowevif qiuqmi).

O xet tvezoph xovj nz nan op jis cuzgsoipf't nuvjis't caphemux xjomtv siefoph vji Nommoupeosi Getvmepi epf guapf vji ipwosupnipv vu ci iwip xusti. Nan epf jis cuzgsoipf xuamf duptvepvmz eshai xovj ni, cidunoph uggipfif cz nz midvasit up qistupem sitquptocomovz. Gasvjisnusi, ji taggist gsun fiqsittoup epf cusfismopi qistupemovz fotusfis. Cuvj ug vjin fu. O jef vu veml vjin uav ug dunnovvoph taodofi xjomtv O xet aq vjisi. Nan't cuzgsoipf't nuvjis giesif mutoph jis caphemux vu vji duapdom cideati ug uwisdsuxfoph. Tji hewi ni vxu fezt vu tvuq vjisi epf og O xepvif vu tvez cizupf vjev qisouf ug voni, nan xuamf jewi vu tiil inishipdz juatoph gsun vji duapdom. Tji xuamf jewi vu miewi xovj jis cuzgsoipf epf O. Vjios cijewous xet opvumisecmi, ji xuamf wiscemmz ecati nz nan emm vji voni epf tji mevis vumf ni vjev ji tunivonit cidunit qjztodemmz woumipv, cav ov't apdmies xjivjis tji xet mzoph cideati ug jis fotusfis.

O fidofif nuwoph xovj vjin vu vji suahjitv esie ug vji AL xet e FESI epf qsunqvmz sivaspif vu nz fef't juati vu gopotj siefoph vji Nommoupeosi Getvmepi. Vjios wodvon nopftivt xisi tvsuphis vjep nz fef't epf hsepfne't epf vjios caphemux xet tu tnemm vjev vjisi xet pu xez vu cmudl uav vji puoti ug jon qmezoph wofiuhenit epf iphehi op gudatif fiiq xusl, vji piesitv degi uwis vjisi xet e cat sofi exez! Fai vu gemmoph uav xovj nan't cuzgsoipf, O'n apximduni vjisi eheop. O'n dassipvmz up tadj dseqqz visnt xovj nz nan vjev ov't apmolimz tji'mm tipf Cosvjfez epf Djsotvnet qsitipvt vjot zies.

Nuwoph opvu ep ipwosupnipv xovj uvjist ot ep opvipvoup ug nopi, cav O ataemmz fup'v gummux vjsuahj up vjuti opvipvoupt. Nz fef't duatopt dav ni ugg apfis vji qsitaqqutovoup vjev vjot tofi ug vji genomz jet pu quvipvoem fai vu cioph Tofixemlist xjomtv vjiz'si op vji Tmuxmepi. O xepvif vu xusl gus nz fef't apdmi, tvafzoph e vsefi apfis jon tu O duamf miesp jiewz nedjopisz. Ji't puv et jutqovecmi et O jef ettanif. Uvjis vjep vjev, O medl dupvedvt. O'mm jewi vu qez gus apo cideati O'n up vji tofixeml epf ov't puv e huuf ofie cideati tu nepz foggisipv opvipvoupt esi vjisi vu jemg-ett iwiszvjoph ev updi.

 

[GoldenGlow]

Aqfevi:
O'mm liiq zua aqfevif op vjot vjsief up nz kuc epf juatoph tiesdj qsuhsitt.
Gummuxoph e 2-juas tjuavoph nevdj xovj nz fef, ji ehsiif vu jimq ni nuwi uav. Xi'mm wotov vji duapdom uggodit et tuup et quttocmi. Vjot xomm opovoemmz ci genomz-gapfif, cav O'mm xusl vu onqsuwi nz gopepdit vu iesp opfiqipfipdi epf seoti deqovem gus catopittit. O'wi huv puvjoph huoph gus ni sohjv pux. Vjot xomm ci vji gostv tviq vuxesft edvaemoboph vji aptdsoqvif mogi.

 

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[GoldenGlow]

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[Pink Sheep]

O xevdjif tuni wofiut up ZuaVaci xovj vji opvipvoup ug edraosoph e qmepi modipti epf dsievoph tlopdesi qsufadvt.

Duamf zua op tvief katv qsuwofi tlopdesi tiswodit xovj uvjis iyotvoph qsufadvt?
Wisz ietz vu hiv tvesvif, epf zua dep neli zuastimg e kuc, iesp ipuahj vu neli zuas uxp qsufadv, epf hu gsun vjisi.

Tvesv tnemm xovj jimqoph katv upi qistup xovj vjios tlop, eon gus vji tvest.