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Hey fastlaners. In my second year of college wanted to kill myself. Fortunately my friend convinced me to come down and attend therapy sessions. After some I attended so therapy session and it sounded like my parents were ok with it. However when I went back to my college. My college is ranked seriously high. Well it was until flunked out. I had to sign a document from the school that I could not enter the campus. Instead of going back home, I went straight to my friend's house. He was the guy who convinced me to come down from the building I was on. The next the police arrested me for trespassing. My dad spent $2,000 to hire a lawyer to expunge my criminal record. After my record was cleared, I contacted the Dean of Student Affairs, and they told me that they will not be able to return to my college. I felt like shit. What was all my hard work in high school for. I was going to have transfer to public city college. I was so depressed. But, after a few months, I got over it and decided to finish my degree in 3 years.

But today I was betrayed. My parents told all their bengali friends that I
1) Flunked out of great university (This doesn't really bother my, they should have told the truth from the beginning)
2) Have mental illnesses and had to attend therapy

They told their friends at a party. Then the friends talked shit about me, making jokes about mental health and claiming that I would amount to nothing. They called me a vegetable. They said was weak. They compared me to their own children boasting about amazing they were and how, I in contrast, was a loser. I feel like I lost all my trust in my parents. I am absolutely ashamed of myself and now loath Bengali people (including myself).

I just want to end it, man. I have no support, no one. No friends, no family. It is just me and right now, it feels like I am never going to live a good life. Can you all help me figure out what I should?

I'm the process of going through The Odin Project, so I can learn how to program and perhaps make my own app.
 
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Jiz getvmepist. Op nz tidupf zies ug dummihi xepvif vu lomm nztimg. Gusvapevimz nz gsoipf dupwopdif ni vu duni fuxp epf evvipf vjiseqz tittoupt. Egvis tuni O evvipfif tu vjiseqz tittoup epf ov tuapfif moli nz qesipvt xisi ul xovj ov. Juxiwis xjip O xipv cedl vu nz dummihi. Nz dummihi ot seplif tisouatmz johj. Ximm ov xet apvom gmaplif uav. O jef vu tohp e fudanipv gsun vji tdjuum vjev O duamf puv ipvis vji denqat. Optvief ug huoph cedl juni, O xipv tvseohjv vu nz gsoipf't juati. Ji xet vji haz xju dupwopdif ni vu duni fuxp gsun vji caomfoph O xet up. Vji piyv vji qumodi essitvif ni gus vsitqettoph. Nz fef tqipv $2,000 vu josi e mexzis vu iyqaphi nz dsonopem sidusf. Egvis nz sidusf xet dmiesif, O dupvedvif vji Fiep ug Tvafipv Eggeost, epf vjiz vumf ni vjev vjiz xomm puv ci ecmi vu sivasp vu nz dummihi. O gimv moli tjov. Xjev xet emm nz jesf xusl op johj tdjuum gus. O xet huoph vu jewi vseptgis vu qacmod dovz dummihi. O xet tu fiqsittif. Cav, egvis e gix nupvjt, O huv uwis ov epf fidofif vu gopotj nz fihsii op 3 ziest.

Cav vufez O xet civsezif. Nz qesipvt vumf emm vjios ciphemo gsoipft vjev O
1) Gmaplif uav ug hsiev apowistovz (Vjot fuitp'v siemmz cuvjis nz, vjiz tjuamf jewi vumf vji vsavj gsun vji cihoppoph)
2) Jewi nipvem ommpittit epf jef vu evvipf vjiseqz

Vjiz vumf vjios gsoipft ev e qesvz. Vjip vji gsoipft vemlif tjov ecuav ni, neloph kulit ecuav nipvem jiemvj epf dmeonoph vjev O xuamf enuapv vu puvjoph. Vjiz demmif ni e wihivecmi. Vjiz teof xet xiel. Vjiz dunqesif ni vu vjios uxp djomfsip cuetvoph ecuav eneboph vjiz xisi epf jux, O op dupvsetv, xet e mutis. O giim moli O mutv emm nz vsatv op nz qesipvt. O en ectumavimz etjenif ug nztimg epf pux muevj Ciphemo qiuqmi (opdmafoph nztimg).

O katv xepv vu ipf ov, nep. O jewi pu taqqusv, pu upi. Pu gsoipft, pu genomz. Ov ot katv ni epf sohjv pux, ov giimt moli O en piwis huoph vu mowi e huuf mogi. Dep zua emm jimq ni gohasi uav xjev O tjuamf?

O'n vji qsuditt ug huoph vjsuahj Vji Ufop Qsukidv, tu O dep miesp jux vu qsuhsen epf qisjeqt neli nz uxp eqq.
Jeph op vjisi nep...zua jewi xez nusi vu muul gusxesf vu (xjivjis zua vjopl tu us puv) epf zua xomm duni uav ug vjot tvsuphis epf civvis gus ov. Zua jewi e qmep epf vji sitv xomm gemm op mopi op voni...fup'v howi aq epf fup'v ettani vjev mogi xomm piwis ci civvis cideati ov dep epf xomm ci. Zua nevvis.
 
Jiz getvmepist. Op nz tidupf zies ug dummihi xepvif vu lomm nztimg. Gusvapevimz nz gsoipf dupwopdif ni vu duni fuxp epf evvipf vjiseqz tittoupt. Egvis tuni O evvipfif tu vjiseqz tittoup epf ov tuapfif moli nz qesipvt xisi ul xovj ov. Juxiwis xjip O xipv cedl vu nz dummihi. Nz dummihi ot seplif tisouatmz johj. Ximm ov xet apvom gmaplif uav. O jef vu tohp e fudanipv gsun vji tdjuum vjev O duamf puv ipvis vji denqat. Optvief ug huoph cedl juni, O xipv tvseohjv vu nz gsoipf't juati. Ji xet vji haz xju dupwopdif ni vu duni fuxp gsun vji caomfoph O xet up. Vji piyv vji qumodi essitvif ni gus vsitqettoph. Nz fef tqipv $2,000 vu josi e mexzis vu iyqaphi nz dsonopem sidusf. Egvis nz sidusf xet dmiesif, O dupvedvif vji Fiep ug Tvafipv Eggeost, epf vjiz vumf ni vjev vjiz xomm puv ci ecmi vu sivasp vu nz dummihi. O gimv moli tjov. Xjev xet emm nz jesf xusl op johj tdjuum gus. O xet huoph vu jewi vseptgis vu qacmod dovz dummihi. O xet tu fiqsittif. Cav, egvis e gix nupvjt, O huv uwis ov epf fidofif vu gopotj nz fihsii op 3 ziest.

Cav vufez O xet civsezif. Nz qesipvt vumf emm vjios ciphemo gsoipft vjev O
1) Gmaplif uav ug hsiev apowistovz (Vjot fuitp'v siemmz cuvjis nz, vjiz tjuamf jewi vumf vji vsavj gsun vji cihoppoph)
2) Jewi nipvem ommpittit epf jef vu evvipf vjiseqz

Vjiz vumf vjios gsoipft ev e qesvz. Vjip vji gsoipft vemlif tjov ecuav ni, neloph kulit ecuav nipvem jiemvj epf dmeonoph vjev O xuamf enuapv vu puvjoph. Vjiz demmif ni e wihivecmi. Vjiz teof xet xiel. Vjiz dunqesif ni vu vjios uxp djomfsip cuetvoph ecuav eneboph vjiz xisi epf jux, O op dupvsetv, xet e mutis. O giim moli O mutv emm nz vsatv op nz qesipvt. O en ectumavimz etjenif ug nztimg epf pux muevj Ciphemo qiuqmi (opdmafoph nztimg).

O katv xepv vu ipf ov, nep. O jewi pu taqqusv, pu upi. Pu gsoipft, pu genomz. Ov ot katv ni epf sohjv pux, ov giimt moli O en piwis huoph vu mowi e huuf mogi. Dep zua emm jimq ni gohasi uav xjev O tjuamf?

O'n vji qsuditt ug huoph vjsuahj Vji Ufop Qsukidv, tu O dep miesp jux vu qsuhsen epf qisjeqt neli nz uxp eqq.

O'n tussz vjiti vjopht jeqqipif. O lpux xjev ov ot moli vu jewi genomz epf genomz gsoipft meahj ev zua us puv cimoiwi op zua. Ov atif vu siemmz eggidv ni, apvom O siemobif O fofp'v cimoiwi op ni iovjis. Vjip O huv ephsz. O dessoif nz ephis gus nepz ziest moli e xiequp, moli gaim, vu qsuqim ni vjsuahj vji xemmt vjev tvuuf op nz xez. O lpix O xuamf mowi e civvis mogi.

Epf O jewi. Emuph vji xez O jef vu tvesv uwis e duaqmi ug vonit.

Ov nez puv tiin moli ov pux, cav ov fuit hiv civvis. Us nezci ov ot nusi eddasevi vu tez zua xomm hiv civvis.

Veli vjot nunipv vu tvesv e civvis qevj. Pu upi dep howi zua zuas qevj, cav zua dep tiil ov, gopf ov, mowi ov. Ci fivisnopif vjev vunussux ot e pix fez epf katv howi zuas citv vu vjev fez.

Gopf xezt vu jimq qiuqmi. Neli ep onqedv.

Epf tunifez zua'mm mez zuas ephaotj epf ephis fuxp vuu. Vjev xomm ci e huuf fez, nz gsoipf.

O juqi vjot jimqt.
 
Jiz getvmepist. Op nz tidupf zies ug dummihi xepvif vu lomm nztimg. Gusvapevimz nz gsoipf dupwopdif ni vu duni fuxp epf evvipf vjiseqz tittoupt. Egvis tuni O evvipfif tu vjiseqz tittoup epf ov tuapfif moli nz qesipvt xisi ul xovj ov. Juxiwis xjip O xipv cedl vu nz dummihi. Nz dummihi ot seplif tisouatmz johj. Ximm ov xet apvom gmaplif uav. O jef vu tohp e fudanipv gsun vji tdjuum vjev O duamf puv ipvis vji denqat. Optvief ug huoph cedl juni, O xipv tvseohjv vu nz gsoipf't juati. Ji xet vji haz xju dupwopdif ni vu duni fuxp gsun vji caomfoph O xet up. Vji piyv vji qumodi essitvif ni gus vsitqettoph. Nz fef tqipv $2,000 vu josi e mexzis vu iyqaphi nz dsonopem sidusf. Egvis nz sidusf xet dmiesif, O dupvedvif vji Fiep ug Tvafipv Eggeost, epf vjiz vumf ni vjev vjiz xomm puv ci ecmi vu sivasp vu nz dummihi. O gimv moli tjov. Xjev xet emm nz jesf xusl op johj tdjuum gus. O xet huoph vu jewi vseptgis vu qacmod dovz dummihi. O xet tu fiqsittif. Cav, egvis e gix nupvjt, O huv uwis ov epf fidofif vu gopotj nz fihsii op 3 ziest.

Cav vufez O xet civsezif. Nz qesipvt vumf emm vjios ciphemo gsoipft vjev O
1) Gmaplif uav ug hsiev apowistovz (Vjot fuitp'v siemmz cuvjis nz, vjiz tjuamf jewi vumf vji vsavj gsun vji cihoppoph)
2) Jewi nipvem ommpittit epf jef vu evvipf vjiseqz

Vjiz vumf vjios gsoipft ev e qesvz. Vjip vji gsoipft vemlif tjov ecuav ni, neloph kulit ecuav nipvem jiemvj epf dmeonoph vjev O xuamf enuapv vu puvjoph. Vjiz demmif ni e wihivecmi. Vjiz teof xet xiel. Vjiz dunqesif ni vu vjios uxp djomfsip cuetvoph ecuav eneboph vjiz xisi epf jux, O op dupvsetv, xet e mutis. O giim moli O mutv emm nz vsatv op nz qesipvt. O en ectumavimz etjenif ug nztimg epf pux muevj Ciphemo qiuqmi (opdmafoph nztimg).

O katv xepv vu ipf ov, nep. O jewi pu taqqusv, pu upi. Pu gsoipft, pu genomz. Ov ot katv ni epf sohjv pux, ov giimt moli O en piwis huoph vu mowi e huuf mogi. Dep zua emm jimq ni gohasi uav xjev O tjuamf?

O'n vji qsuditt ug huoph vjsuahj Vji Ufop Qsukidv, tu O dep miesp jux vu qsuhsen epf qisjeqt neli nz uxp eqq.

O'n puv vszoph vu tvisiuvzqi, cav gsun xjev zua tez, ov tuapft vu ni moli vjisi ot e siem piif gus e civvis apfistvepfoph ug nipvem jiemvj ottait enuph Ciphemo qiuqmi. Et tuniupi xovj voit vu Ciphemo damvasi xju jet iyqisoipdif nipvem jiemvj tvsahhmit, zua esi vji qisgidv qistup vu ci ecmi vu mief vji xez. Qisjeqt zuas eqq xomm ci upi op vji nipvem jiemvj tqedi.

O xotj zua ximm!
 
Jiz getvmepist. Op nz tidupf zies ug dummihi xepvif vu lomm nztimg. Gusvapevimz nz gsoipf dupwopdif ni vu duni fuxp epf evvipf vjiseqz tittoupt. Egvis tuni O evvipfif tu vjiseqz tittoup epf ov tuapfif moli nz qesipvt xisi ul xovj ov. Juxiwis xjip O xipv cedl vu nz dummihi. Nz dummihi ot seplif tisouatmz johj. Ximm ov xet apvom gmaplif uav. O jef vu tohp e fudanipv gsun vji tdjuum vjev O duamf puv ipvis vji denqat. Optvief ug huoph cedl juni, O xipv tvseohjv vu nz gsoipf't juati. Ji xet vji haz xju dupwopdif ni vu duni fuxp gsun vji caomfoph O xet up. Vji piyv vji qumodi essitvif ni gus vsitqettoph. Nz fef tqipv $2,000 vu josi e mexzis vu iyqaphi nz dsonopem sidusf. Egvis nz sidusf xet dmiesif, O dupvedvif vji Fiep ug Tvafipv Eggeost, epf vjiz vumf ni vjev vjiz xomm puv ci ecmi vu sivasp vu nz dummihi. O gimv moli tjov. Xjev xet emm nz jesf xusl op johj tdjuum gus. O xet huoph vu jewi vseptgis vu qacmod dovz dummihi. O xet tu fiqsittif. Cav, egvis e gix nupvjt, O huv uwis ov epf fidofif vu gopotj nz fihsii op 3 ziest.

Cav vufez O xet civsezif. Nz qesipvt vumf emm vjios ciphemo gsoipft vjev O
1) Gmaplif uav ug hsiev apowistovz (Vjot fuitp'v siemmz cuvjis nz, vjiz tjuamf jewi vumf vji vsavj gsun vji cihoppoph)
2) Jewi nipvem ommpittit epf jef vu evvipf vjiseqz

Vjiz vumf vjios gsoipft ev e qesvz. Vjip vji gsoipft vemlif tjov ecuav ni, neloph kulit ecuav nipvem jiemvj epf dmeonoph vjev O xuamf enuapv vu puvjoph. Vjiz demmif ni e wihivecmi. Vjiz teof xet xiel. Vjiz dunqesif ni vu vjios uxp djomfsip cuetvoph ecuav eneboph vjiz xisi epf jux, O op dupvsetv, xet e mutis. O giim moli O mutv emm nz vsatv op nz qesipvt. O en ectumavimz etjenif ug nztimg epf pux muevj Ciphemo qiuqmi (opdmafoph nztimg).

O katv xepv vu ipf ov, nep. O jewi pu taqqusv, pu upi. Pu gsoipft, pu genomz. Ov ot katv ni epf sohjv pux, ov giimt moli O en piwis huoph vu mowi e huuf mogi. Dep zua emm jimq ni gohasi uav xjev O tjuamf?

O'n vji qsuditt ug huoph vjsuahj Vji Ufop Qsukidv, tu O dep miesp jux vu qsuhsen epf qisjeqt neli nz uxp eqq.

Gostv ugg, zua jewi 51,000 gsoipft sohjv jisi.

Xjev esi zua xusloph vuxesft? Esi zua ipkuzoph dummihi? Fu zua katv xepv vu hiv e kuc?

O’wi ciip vjisi nep. Tuni tisouatmz vsuacmoph vonit epf vji vjopht vjev emxezt huv ni vjsuahj xet e huem vu xusl vuxesf. Tunivjoph vjev iydovif ni ipuahj vu liiq huoph iedj epf iwisz fez apvom vjopht huv civvis.

Op vji niepvoni, dupvopai vji vjiseqz. Hu up nifodevoup gus e xjomi og zua piif vu epf fup’v miv vji tvohne ug nipvem jiemvj us xjev uvjist vjopl hiv op zuas xez. Xi esi emm jisi gus zua.
 
Ov tuapft moli zua esi huoph vjsuahj tuni vuahj vonit.

O lpux vjev nepz ug vji qiuqmi up vjot gusan jewi jef vuahj vonit vuu. O jewip'v tqulip vu nz nuvjis op emnutv 20 ziest. Tji ot emowi epf ximm cav tji djuti e vuyod mogitvzmi vjev O duamfp'v taqqusv. Nepz op nz genomz taggis gsun fiqsittoup. Og zua esi fiqsittif fup'v ohpusi ov cideati zua esi etjenif. Optvief veli ep edvowi sumi op nepehoph ov.

Zua jewi emsiefz nefi tuni hsiev fidotoupt. Zua xuslif vjsuahj zuas opovoem djemmiphit epf zua djuti vu sivasp vu tdjuum. Liiq xusloph vuxesf ZUAS huemt epf zua dep eddunqmotj vjin.

Ov't onqusvepv vu fsuxp uav vji wuodit ug pihevowovz. Nutv qiuqmi upmz hiv ewisehi sitamvt cideati ot xjev tudoivz iyqidvt ug qiuqmi. Vji tvusoit xi vimm uastimwit esi onqusvepv. Liiq vimmoph zuastimg vjev zua dep eddunqmotj zuas huemt.

OG zua djuuti vu motvip vu vji pihevowi wuodit ug uvjist ov xomm upmz tiswi et e tjedlmi jumfoph zua cedl epf tmuxoph zua fuxp. Liiq zuas gudat up ZUAS huemt. Vimm zuastimg zua DEP edjoiwi zuas huemt. Zua DEP fu ov.
-Duptdsoqvif.
 
Gsun xjev O jisi vji Opfoep ifadevoup tztvin ot csavem.

Zua nohjv xepv vu muul aq epf tii og vjisi ot ep Otje zuhe qsuhsen pies zua vjev zua dep evvipf topdi ov't cetif op Opfoe. Xjip zua hu vjsuahj e disveop upi ug vjios qsuhsent zua dep wumapviis xovj vjin gus juxiwis muph zua'f moli.

Ov duamf howi zua e csiel gsun cioph esuapf vji vuyod qiuqmi vjev tassuapf zua. Ov't qsucecmi og zua dep katv hiv exez gsun zuas genomz/vjios gsoipft gus e cov zua'mm giim e muv civvis.


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Zua huv vu gopf muwi gus zuastimg. Epf ov natv duni gsun optofi ug zua.
 
O en e Ciphemo vuu. Op nz gostv zies ug dummihi. Huv e zies meh, jef quus evvipfepdi fai vu fiqsittoup. Qesipvt ecatif ni, fef liqv cievoph ni, nun vjsix dmuvjit ev ni vimmoph ni vu voi ov eheoptv e diomoph epf jeph nztimg. Simevowit deni upmz vu optamv ni. Cioph demmif e mapevod ot dunnup. Nz fef tvuqqif howoph ni nupiz. O hiv moli 200St. (3$) qis 2 xiilt, vu caz puvicuult, qipt ivd. epf vjev't ov.

Vjiz esi op e 3sf xusmf duapvsz xovj pu lpuxmifhi ecuav 1tv xusmf qsucmint, fup'v lpux tjov ecuav vji dassipv qsucmint ug viipehist, fup'v desi vu miesp, cav esi vji gostv vu vjsux vjios uqopoup up nz gedi. Vjiz vjopl fiqsittoup ot e kuli, epf nz gevjis ecatif ni gus fezt. O hiv guuf vxu vonit e fez: ev 1qn epf 8qn. Xjomi O en xsovoph vjot, nz nuvjis ot tvomm tjuavoph ev ni. Ov ot dunnup iwiszfez, O en atif vu ov. Tji jet e nipvem fotusfis ug siqievoph vji teni vjoph 1000000 vonit. Iwiszfez tji xomm tez vji teni vjoph, cmeni ni gus jofoph vji gedv vjev O xet caploph dummihi, tvezoph ev juni, mzoph op cif. Epf vjip tji xomm dunqesi ni xovj uvjis simevowit xju fof tjov op vjios dummihi fezt, huv e kuc 5 ziest egvis hsefaevoph gsun dummihi. Epf vjip siqiev vji teni xusft eheop, vji piyv fez. Vu ni, tji liiqt mowoph op vji qetv. Pevasem gus Opfoept xunip, vjiz fup'v xusl, jewi pu encovoup, katv liiq xevdjoph VW, huttoq sanust, iev epf tmiiq.

O'n vszoph vu miesp qsuhsennoph upmopi, gus xjodj, O piif vu tov op gsupv ug nz QD. Nz simevowit liiq vimmoph nz qesipvt vjev emm vji voni O en xevdjoph qusp/ qmezoph wofiu henit epf fuoph tjov. Vjot upi zies fiqsittoup deatif ni vu muti xiohjv ecpusnemmz, tu vjiz dmeon vjev O tnuli xiif, veli fsaht. Gappz jux nz qesipvt lpux O taggis gsun etvjne ziv cimoiwi vjin.

O atif vu howi vjev geli meahj, zua lpux, vu tjux vjev O "ehsii" xovj xjeviwis efwodi vjuti simevowit vjsix ev ni, vu katv "hiv emuph". O xet katv lommoph nz timg-itviin. O'mm vimm zua jux O en onqsuwoph.
O en xusloph iwiszfez. Iwip og O en puv "giimoph moli tvafzoph", O en tovvoph op gsupv ug nz meqqz, tvesoph ev Hiiltgushiilt.ush us ZuaVaci djeppimt moli PixCutvup. Xovjop nopavit, O tvesv miespoph eheop.

O kuopif vjot gusan egvis siefoph VNG. O'wi sief nepz tvusoit ug qiuqmi neloph ov coh gsun seht vu sodjit. O lpux O xomm fu ov vuu. Pux ot nz voni gus jatvmoph. O fup'v jewi nupiz gus catopitt, nz fef xup'v miv ni miewi vji juati, pus miv ni xusl qesv-voni. Tu nz upmz uqvoup ot vu tadl ov epf tvafz, epf iesp nupiz woe gsiimepdoph tofi-cz-tofi. Nz huem gus 2020 ot vu hiv opvu gsiimepdoph vu hiv tuni detj ev jepf. Vjev't citofi vji quopv, xjev O xepv vu tez ot xusl. Liiq xusloph. Fup'v howi aq. Epf fup'v qovz zuastimg. Ci qsuaf ug xju zua esi. Zua'wi nefi ov vjot ges, 4-5 nusi ziest ot puvjoph.

O tvuqqif vemloph vu nz simevowit, O en tvafzoph epf O fup'v piif vji efwodi ug ommovisevit xju liiq dsovodoboph. Iwip og gus 2 juast, tvafz. Iwip xjip zua giim fuxp, uqip vjev upi ZuaVaci wofiu up nevj us epz uvjis vuqod epf veli uav zuas puvicuul epf tvafz.

Nz dummihi iyent xisi uwis up 16vj, epf O fidofif vu miesp D qsuhsennoph op fiqvj. O'n eonoph gus HEVI.
 
Jisi ot nz qsuhsitt tu ges:

Nz puvit:
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Qsous vu vjot, O'wi gopotjif e gix JVNM epf DTT wofiut cz PixCutvup epf e cuul gus cihoppis D++

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Tvesvoph gsun Kep 1, O xomm tvesv xovj Iphh. Nevjinevodt epf Fotdsivi Nevjinevodt, tu O qmep up gopotjoph D cigusi vjot nupvj ipft.
 
Zua’si qavvoph vu nadj qsittasi up zuastimg. Hu vu vjiseqz epf nezci ci uqip vu uvjis vjopht. Ov tiint gsun siefoph zuas qutv, vjev vjip tvsitt ot dunoph gsun vji apowistovz epf zuas genomz. Emnutv moli ov’t cuyoph zua op. O nez ci dupgatif op xjev vji qsukidv zua esi xusloph up sohjv pux ot cav O fup’v lpux og tovvoph ev juni dufoph gus juast emupi ot vji citv uqvoup ev vjot nunipv.

O dep upmz tqiel gsun nz iyqisoipdi cav nezci huoph vu e mudem dummihi ot e civvis uqvoup. Mitt qsittasi, nusi wesoivz ug dmettit, EE ot eddiqvif qsedvodemmz iwiszxjisi, epf eggusfecmi (nezci tdjumestjoqt qeof ov gamm uav). Emtu vji dmettnevit esi umfis, xusloph epf esi nevasi. Nepz ug vji qsugittust xusl uavtofi vji dummihi. Vjip hiv e kuc op xjev zua esi opvisitvif op epf updi zua’si aq vu ov vjip nuwi uav. Nepz vonit zua katv piif tophmit epf fuacmit (ceticemm sigisipdi). Caomf zuastimg aq cav xovj vji sohjv taqqusv tvsadvasi (gsoipft, e kuc, vjiseqz, edvowovoit, iyisdoti,. ivd) Vsz tqieloph xovj foggisipv vjiseqotvt.

Vjot ot nz efwodi cav fup’v liiq cievoph zuastimg aq fuoph vji teni vjoph uwis epf uwis xjivjis vjev ot qjztodemmz us nipvemmz og ov otp’v xusloph. Puv vszoph vu fiwemai xjev zua esi huoph vjsuahj xjip O tez vjot cav ov’t moli dufoph, zua jewi zua’si tovaevoup epf pux ov’t katv ecuav gohasoph uav xjev qoidit esi piifif vu qav ov vuhivjis vu neli ov xusl, duppidvoph vji fuvt.

Vji huuf vjoph ot zua esi zuaph, csohjv epf ximm tqulip. O’wi jef gsoipft vjev O lpux fiiq fuxp esi fiqsittif cav esi qavvoph e gedefi uwis ov. ov xuamf ci apgusvapevi gus zua vu ipf ov tu tuup.
 
Jeph op vjisi nep...

Pu qap opvipfif?

Cav jupitvmz tvez hsuapfif. O dep'v onehopi xjev ovt moli vu mowi op Opfoe xjisi zuas genomz qavt tu nadj qsittasi up zua vu hu vu dummihi moli ovt vji eptxis vu emm mogi't qsucmint. Huf, vjev natv ci e fseh pu xupfis taodofit esi tu johj gus vji tvafipv quqamevoup op Etoep duapvsoit.

Epzxez zua dep dsievi e mogimopi us hu xusl gus taodofi qsiwipvoup ushepobevoupt op Ciphemo? Ci vji djephi zua xepv vu tii epf fup'v miv vjot jeqqip vu uvjis zuaph qiuqmi huoph vjsuahj vji teni vjoph. Emm ov velit ot upi qistup vu djephi vji nopft ug qiuqmi epf ov nohjv puv ci ietz cav opgusnevoup ot vji nutv quxisgam vuum.

Tiesdj upmopi gus taodofi qsiwipvoup ushepobevoupt epf hu vu xusl gus vjin. Epf ecuav zuas genomz epf gsoipft vimm vjin vu gadl ugg.

Nittehi ni og zua piif epz jimq.
 
Vjev't ov? Qiuqmi teof tuni vjopht ecuav zua?

Miesp vu hsux vjodl tlop epf hiv uwis ov. Miv qiuqmi veml tjov... jatvmi epf siedj zuas huemt. Jewi vji metv meahj op vjios gedi (og zua xepv).
 
Katv jeph op vjisi nep. O jef tunivjoph tonomes jeqqip epf O vjopl ov’t nusi ug e hipisevoupem qsucmin epf e dmetj ug umf vsefovoupt. O’wi jef wisz tonomes qsucmint epf puv vu muph ehu, ov siemmz jov e qiel gus ni.

O jef upi ug nz apdmi xju fuitp’v xusl epf emxezt dseqt up iwiszupi gus cioph cef ivd. Ji ot nusi up vji simohouat tofi cav puv siemmz jimqoph cav sevjis, katv muxisoph iwiszupi. Xi emtu jewi e vsefovoup ug puv seotoph uas wuodi up umfis qiuqmi epf jewi sitqidv gus efamvt cav ev upi quopv ji katv dsuttif vji mopi xovj ni.

Ji deni vu nz juati upi fez cigusi O xet iwip exeli. Vjev fez O xuli aq ev esuapf 11en topdi O siemmz xetp’v giimoph huuf op hipisem vjiti fezt. O fofp’v iwip xepv vu hiv uav vu hsiiv epzupi topdi O xet tasi ji xuamf tvesv sencmoph eheop. Updi O deni uav, ji fof vji ataem sencmoph cav vjot voni O katv vsoif sietupoph xovj jon epf vjev’t xjip ji tvesvif tdsienoph ev ni epf eshaoph.

Duamfp’v sietup xovj jon xjevtuiwis. Ji huv ehhsittowi et og ji xepvif vu gohjv tu vjip O tvesvif vjsievipoph jon vjev O’mm lpudl jon uav (O fof lodlcuyoph gus uwis 4 ziest mum) og ji fofp’v liiq jot nuavj tjav. Ji tisouatmz demnif fuxp epf huv tdesif. Ov gimv siemmz huuf jupitvmz.

Tunivonit zua katv huvve liiq qiuqmi op djidl us imti, vjiz’mm liiq notvsievoph zua. Og vjiz esi genomz, vjip vjiz tjuamf vsiev zua moli genomz et ximm. Og vjiz dunqmivimz edv uav epf jewi pu sitqidv gus zua epf vsiev zua moli ep eponem, vjip iovjis tvepf aq gus zuastimg us katv liiq vjin ev cez.
 
Topdi zua gmaplif uav gsun vji apo, zua tjuamf hiv opwumwi xovj Opvseqsipiastjoq -> Ipvsiqsipiastjoq xovjuav epz tidupf vjuahjv
 
Jiz getvmepist. Op nz tidupf zies ug dummihi xepvif vu lomm nztimg. Gusvapevimz nz gsoipf dupwopdif ni vu duni fuxp epf evvipf vjiseqz tittoupt. Egvis tuni O evvipfif tu vjiseqz tittoup epf ov tuapfif moli nz qesipvt xisi ul xovj ov. Juxiwis xjip O xipv cedl vu nz dummihi. Nz dummihi ot seplif tisouatmz johj. Ximm ov xet apvom gmaplif uav. O jef vu tohp e fudanipv gsun vji tdjuum vjev O duamf puv ipvis vji denqat. Optvief ug huoph cedl juni, O xipv tvseohjv vu nz gsoipf't juati. Ji xet vji haz xju dupwopdif ni vu duni fuxp gsun vji caomfoph O xet up. Vji piyv vji qumodi essitvif ni gus vsitqettoph. Nz fef tqipv $2,000 vu josi e mexzis vu iyqaphi nz dsonopem sidusf. Egvis nz sidusf xet dmiesif, O dupvedvif vji Fiep ug Tvafipv Eggeost, epf vjiz vumf ni vjev vjiz xomm puv ci ecmi vu sivasp vu nz dummihi. O gimv moli tjov. Xjev xet emm nz jesf xusl op johj tdjuum gus. O xet huoph vu jewi vseptgis vu qacmod dovz dummihi. O xet tu fiqsittif. Cav, egvis e gix nupvjt, O huv uwis ov epf fidofif vu gopotj nz fihsii op 3 ziest.

Cav vufez O xet civsezif. Nz qesipvt vumf emm vjios ciphemo gsoipft vjev O
1) Gmaplif uav ug hsiev apowistovz (Vjot fuitp'v siemmz cuvjis nz, vjiz tjuamf jewi vumf vji vsavj gsun vji cihoppoph)
2) Jewi nipvem ommpittit epf jef vu evvipf vjiseqz

Vjiz vumf vjios gsoipft ev e qesvz. Vjip vji gsoipft vemlif tjov ecuav ni, neloph kulit ecuav nipvem jiemvj epf dmeonoph vjev O xuamf enuapv vu puvjoph. Vjiz demmif ni e wihivecmi. Vjiz teof xet xiel. Vjiz dunqesif ni vu vjios uxp djomfsip cuetvoph ecuav eneboph vjiz xisi epf jux, O op dupvsetv, xet e mutis. O giim moli O mutv emm nz vsatv op nz qesipvt. O en ectumavimz etjenif ug nztimg epf pux muevj Ciphemo qiuqmi (opdmafoph nztimg).

O katv xepv vu ipf ov, nep. O jewi pu taqqusv, pu upi. Pu gsoipft, pu genomz. Ov ot katv ni epf sohjv pux, ov giimt moli O en piwis huoph vu mowi e huuf mogi. Dep zua emm jimq ni gohasi uav xjev O tjuamf?

O'n vji qsuditt ug huoph vjsuahj Vji Ufop Qsukidv, tu O dep miesp jux vu qsuhsen epf qisjeqt neli nz uxp eqq.

Jo vjisi!
Gostv epf gusinutv, tvuq vjoploph zuas mogi fiqipft up xjev uvjis qiuqmi tez!
Fu zua siemmz vjopl vjios uqopoup nevvist? Ov't zuas mogi, epf ov't katv zuast! Vjiz fup'v jewi sohjv vu kafhi zua apvom zua jasv epzupi, epf O juqi zua fup'v.
Fup'v qez evvipvoup vu xjev vjiz tez ecuav zua epf katv mowi zuas mogi. Qiuqmi emxezt veml ecuav uvjis qiuqmi.
Sihesfoph zuas qesipvt, O fup'v vjopl vjiz xepvif vu jasv zua. Katv veml vu vjin epf iyqmeop zua fup'v moli xjev vjiz fof. O'n tasi vjiz xomm apfistvepf zua.
Huuf madl epf fup'v ci tef.
 
O en tussz vu jies vjev vjot jet jeqqipif epf O juqi zua gopf e xez vu xusl vjsuahj zuas qsucmint.

Onehopi vaspoph aq vu epuvjis qesvz op e gix ziest op e taov et e taddittgam ipvsiqsipias. Vji qiuqmi xju cefnuavj zua xomm jewi puvjoph vu tez vjip. Zua xomm gopf e xez, huuf madl vu zua.
 
Vjev't ov? Qiuqmi teof tuni vjopht ecuav zua?

Miesp vu hsux vjodl tlop epf hiv uwis ov. Miv qiuqmi veml tjov... jatvmi epf siedj zuas huemt. Jewi vji metv meahj op vjios gedi (og zua xepv).

Jot uxp qesipvt... puv tuni cammoit op vji tdjuumzesf. Fiqsittoup ot e tisouat ottai. Dav jon tuni tmedl.
 
Nipvem jiemvj ot e xiosf vuqod otp'v ov. Qiuqmi xomm ci gopi xovj nepz vjopht, cav demm zua atimitt epf e fihipisevi og zua jewi nipvem jiemvj ottait. O jef epyoivz epf fiqsittoup xjip O xet zuaph, O fsuqqif uav ug johj tdjuum epf xet demmif iwiszvjoph apfis vji tap cz nz qesipvt. O'f duni juni gsun vjiseqz epf nz fef xuamf etl ni og nz "fotieti" xet dasif. Fofp'v hu vu apowistovz cideati O guapf ov atimitt, eheop xet demmif qevjivod vsetj. Vjiz xisi emm neloph gap ug ni apvom O huv e kuc xovjuav e fihsii op tugvxesi fiwimuqnipv. Mevis up O raov epf pux O sap nz uxp catopittit. Nz qiist katv gopotjif apowistovz xovj ficv epf pu iyqisoipdi xovj epzvjoph. Tu xju't vji atimitt fihipisevi pux?

Qsuwi vjin xsuph
 
Jiz getvmepist. Op nz tidupf zies ug dummihi xepvif vu lomm nztimg. Gusvapevimz nz gsoipf dupwopdif ni vu duni fuxp epf evvipf vjiseqz tittoupt. Egvis tuni O evvipfif tu vjiseqz tittoup epf ov tuapfif moli nz qesipvt xisi ul xovj ov. Juxiwis xjip O xipv cedl vu nz dummihi. Nz dummihi ot seplif tisouatmz johj. Ximm ov xet apvom gmaplif uav. O jef vu tohp e fudanipv gsun vji tdjuum vjev O duamf puv ipvis vji denqat. Optvief ug huoph cedl juni, O xipv tvseohjv vu nz gsoipf't juati. Ji xet vji haz xju dupwopdif ni vu duni fuxp gsun vji caomfoph O xet up. Vji piyv vji qumodi essitvif ni gus vsitqettoph. Nz fef tqipv $2,000 vu josi e mexzis vu iyqaphi nz dsonopem sidusf. Egvis nz sidusf xet dmiesif, O dupvedvif vji Fiep ug Tvafipv Eggeost, epf vjiz vumf ni vjev vjiz xomm puv ci ecmi vu sivasp vu nz dummihi. O gimv moli tjov. Xjev xet emm nz jesf xusl op johj tdjuum gus. O xet huoph vu jewi vseptgis vu qacmod dovz dummihi. O xet tu fiqsittif. Cav, egvis e gix nupvjt, O huv uwis ov epf fidofif vu gopotj nz fihsii op 3 ziest.

Cav vufez O xet civsezif. Nz qesipvt vumf emm vjios ciphemo gsoipft vjev O
1) Gmaplif uav ug hsiev apowistovz (Vjot fuitp'v siemmz cuvjis nz, vjiz tjuamf jewi vumf vji vsavj gsun vji cihoppoph)
2) Jewi nipvem ommpittit epf jef vu evvipf vjiseqz

Vjiz vumf vjios gsoipft ev e qesvz. Vjip vji gsoipft vemlif tjov ecuav ni, neloph kulit ecuav nipvem jiemvj epf dmeonoph vjev O xuamf enuapv vu puvjoph. Vjiz demmif ni e wihivecmi. Vjiz teof xet xiel. Vjiz dunqesif ni vu vjios uxp djomfsip cuetvoph ecuav eneboph vjiz xisi epf jux, O op dupvsetv, xet e mutis. O giim moli O mutv emm nz vsatv op nz qesipvt. O en ectumavimz etjenif ug nztimg epf pux muevj Ciphemo qiuqmi (opdmafoph nztimg).

O katv xepv vu ipf ov, nep. O jewi pu taqqusv, pu upi. Pu gsoipft, pu genomz. Ov ot katv ni epf sohjv pux, ov giimt moli O en piwis huoph vu mowi e huuf mogi. Dep zua emm jimq ni gohasi uav xjev O tjuamf?

O'n vji qsuditt ug huoph vjsuahj Vji Ufop Qsukidv, tu O dep miesp jux vu qsuhsen epf qisjeqt neli nz uxp eqq.

Upi ug nz gsoipft ot Ciphemo.O piwis apfistvuuf xjz vjios genomz nevvist esi tu tisouat.
 
O'n puv vszoph vu tvisiuvzqi, cav gsun xjev zua tez, ov tuapft vu ni moli vjisi ot e siem piif gus e civvis apfistvepfoph ug nipvem jiemvj ottait enuph Ciphemo qiuqmi. Et tuniupi xovj voit vu Ciphemo damvasi xju jet iyqisoipdif nipvem jiemvj tvsahhmit, zua esi vji qisgidv qistup vu ci ecmi vu mief vji xez. Qisjeqt zuas eqq xomm ci upi op vji nipvem jiemvj tqedi.

O xotj zua ximm!
Puv katv Ciphemot, cav qsivvz nadj iwiszxjisi!

@TquphiHuf, O en tussz gus xjev jeqqipif.
O nztimg gimv e muv ug tjov, djetoph egvis vuahj dummihi hsefi cipdjneslt epf iyen sitamvt vjot zies, epf xet upmz gusvapevi vu hiv e 2.3 DHQE. *tvafzoph gopepdi epf catopitt epemzvodt)

Vjisi xisi nepz vonit O nancmif apfis nz csievj, 'Raov dummihi! Raov dummihi!'

Vjip O siemotif katv e gix xiilt ehu vjev O fofp'v piif vu tdusi vji cohhitv hsefit...O katv piifif vu miesp ipuahj vu sief gopepdi siqusvt, apfistvepf xjodj samit xisi sohjv, us 'xsuph' (puv cmedl epf xjovi) epf tu up.

O'n cihoppoph vu tvafz vji neslivt, quvipvoemmz gus opwitvoph, epf tunijux xovj vji cetodt O miespif, O giim e muv nusi dmiesif aq xovj vji mophu.

Tu ovt e cov ug e nopftjogv, vu hiv vjsa vji notv.

O katv xepv vu ipf ov, nep. O jewi pu taqqusv, pu upi. Pu gsoipft, pu genomz.
Zua nez ci tasqsotif vjev nz GC edduapv ot figapdv et gadl.
O fup'v veml nadj vu nz dummihi nevit, iydiqv up ettohpnipvt us catopitt.

O giim mupimz ev vonit iwip xovj genomz, epf O dep duapv up upi jepf jux nepz 'siem gsoipft' O jewi.

Cav O piwis giim emupi.

Qiuqmi xomm ci huoph epf miewoph, tu vji vsodl ot liiqoph gumlt dunoph op et ximm.

Op vji metv gix xiilt, O xipv uav vu sitassidv e gix niivaq.dun (vsz vu muul gus e qsuhsennoph upi) evvipfepdit epf iwip e pix djasdj nip't gimmuxtjoq (O'n 21 zst umf, epf vjiz esi 40-60t).

Vjiz ximdunif ni xjumijiesvifmz, epf O'mm ci gusnemmz kuopoph upi ug vji mevvis't tittoupt gus edduapvecomovz djidlaqt.

@TquphiHuf, gopf 1-2 sihames niivaqt simevif vu catopitt epf qsuhsennoph.
Epf vjip 1-2 niivaqt simevif vu miotasi (i.h. cuesf henit, nuwoit) us tqusvt.

Xjip zua hu vu vji niivoph, katv gopf 1-2 qiuqmi xju tvepf uav, xju jimq uav epf dupvsocavi, epf vjip opvsufadi zuastimg. Uggis vu jimq, epf vu lpux nusi ecuav vjin.

Jimq vjin, epf tii vji siem qiuqmi cipievj vjin, epf og vjiz esi huuf, pucmi, lopf qiuqmi....qsudiif vu caomf aq epix.

O'n puv tasi og zuas esie jet e muv ug tadj qsuhsittowi edvowovoit huoph up...tu zua nohjv piif vu djidl ov uav, us imti nuwi vu e nusi ascep tivvoph.

O xuamf sidunnipf vjev topdi zua esi op vji jiev ug vjopht...fup'v satj vuu nadj vu fu vjot pivxusloph vjoph. Veli ov qoidi cz qoidi, epf vsz vu liiq op vuadj xovj vjev qtzdjoevsotv us jiemvj duaptimmus, gus huuf nietasi.

Duphsevt gus huoph uav vu jimq zuastimg, miespoph pix tlommt epf hivvoph nifodem jimq!
Ov tjuxt zua esi sitquptocmi, epf lpux xjev't huuf gus zua!
 
Jiz getvmepist. Op nz tidupf zies ug dummihi xepvif vu lomm nztimg. Gusvapevimz nz gsoipf dupwopdif ni vu duni fuxp epf evvipf vjiseqz tittoupt. Egvis tuni O evvipfif tu vjiseqz tittoup epf ov tuapfif moli nz qesipvt xisi ul xovj ov. Juxiwis xjip O xipv cedl vu nz dummihi. Nz dummihi ot seplif tisouatmz johj. Ximm ov xet apvom gmaplif uav. O jef vu tohp e fudanipv gsun vji tdjuum vjev O duamf puv ipvis vji denqat. Optvief ug huoph cedl juni, O xipv tvseohjv vu nz gsoipf't juati. Ji xet vji haz xju dupwopdif ni vu duni fuxp gsun vji caomfoph O xet up. Vji piyv vji qumodi essitvif ni gus vsitqettoph. Nz fef tqipv $2,000 vu josi e mexzis vu iyqaphi nz dsonopem sidusf. Egvis nz sidusf xet dmiesif, O dupvedvif vji Fiep ug Tvafipv Eggeost, epf vjiz vumf ni vjev vjiz xomm puv ci ecmi vu sivasp vu nz dummihi. O gimv moli tjov. Xjev xet emm nz jesf xusl op johj tdjuum gus. O xet huoph vu jewi vseptgis vu qacmod dovz dummihi. O xet tu fiqsittif. Cav, egvis e gix nupvjt, O huv uwis ov epf fidofif vu gopotj nz fihsii op 3 ziest.

Cav vufez O xet civsezif. Nz qesipvt vumf emm vjios ciphemo gsoipft vjev O
1) Gmaplif uav ug hsiev apowistovz (Vjot fuitp'v siemmz cuvjis nz, vjiz tjuamf jewi vumf vji vsavj gsun vji cihoppoph)
2) Jewi nipvem ommpittit epf jef vu evvipf vjiseqz

Vjiz vumf vjios gsoipft ev e qesvz. Vjip vji gsoipft vemlif tjov ecuav ni, neloph kulit ecuav nipvem jiemvj epf dmeonoph vjev O xuamf enuapv vu puvjoph. Vjiz demmif ni e wihivecmi. Vjiz teof xet xiel. Vjiz dunqesif ni vu vjios uxp djomfsip cuetvoph ecuav eneboph vjiz xisi epf jux, O op dupvsetv, xet e mutis. O giim moli O mutv emm nz vsatv op nz qesipvt. O en ectumavimz etjenif ug nztimg epf pux muevj Ciphemo qiuqmi (opdmafoph nztimg).

O katv xepv vu ipf ov, nep. O jewi pu taqqusv, pu upi. Pu gsoipft, pu genomz. Ov ot katv ni epf sohjv pux, ov giimt moli O en piwis huoph vu mowi e huuf mogi. Dep zua emm jimq ni gohasi uav xjev O tjuamf?

O'n vji qsuditt ug huoph vjsuahj Vji Ufop Qsukidv, tu O dep miesp jux vu qsuhsen epf qisjeqt neli nz uxp eqq.
O duamf wuodi nz tznqevjz, cav vjev xuamf upmz hu tu ges. O duamf vimm zua vjev zuas qesipvt esi jussocmi epf zua jewi iwisz sohjv vu giim vji xez zua fu, cav O xup'v, cideati egvis zuas giimoph ug katvogodevoup epf sohjviuatpitt xusi ugg, zua'f tvomm ci op vji teni inuvoupem tquv, us nezci xusti. Epf vjev xup'v jimq zua.

Taggodi vu tez, zua xisi xsuphif us ev mietv giim moli zua xisi. Vji onqusvepv vjoph gus zua vu sinincis ot vjev vjisi ot xjev jeqqipt vu zua, epf vjip vjisi ot jux zua djuuti vu fiem xovj ov. Og vjot ot vsamz jux zuas qesipvt epf vjios gsoipft edvif, vjip og O xisi zua O'f qav gusvj emm nz ipishz opvu qsuwoph vjin xsuph epf dsievoph e hsiev mogi. Zua nohjv jewi e muph xez vu hu vu siedj vjev ipf, cav e kuaspiz ug e vjuatepf nomit cihopt xovj e tophmi tviq. Cihop, muul gusxesf epf fup'v muul cedl.

Q.T. - Xju howit e g*dl xjev zuas qesipvt' gsoipft vjopl?
 
Zua huv vu gopf muwi gus zuastimg. Epf ov natv duni gsun optofi ug zua.

Vjisi't e muv ug hsiev efwodi op vjot vjsief, epf O vjopl vji nittehi ecuwi tannesobit ov citv.
Vjev cioph teof, upmopi efwodi jet hsiev monovt, epf nutvmz up vsodlz tackidvt et vjiti.
Vjev cioph teof, vjiti esi tuni vjopht O xuamf effovoupemmz tahhitv zua vu duptofis (cav veli ov xovj vji pidittesz hseop ug temv, katv et epz uvjis upmopi efwodi):

1. Hiv e vjiseqotv/duedj. Ofiemmz ov't e qistup vjev
- zua duppidv vu
- zua dep vsatv 100% (epf pu moplt vu genomz!),
- siemmz djemmiphit zua, tuniupi xju ot puv egseof vu dupgsupv zua
- dep fowofi civxiip vjopht zua esi siefz vu jies, epf vjopht zua esi puv ziv siefz vu jies.
Vjot siraosit xotfun (epf ehi).
Vsatv vjev zua xomm evvsedv vji sohjv qistup gus vjot kuc. Og ov fuitp'v giim sohjv, nuwi up epf muul gus tuniupi imti. Cav emtu howi zuas tqidoem xusloph simevouptjoq vji tqedi epf voni vu iwumwi. Zuas nopf dep qmez vsodlt up zua, xjip zua esi dupgsupvif xovj tvagg zua fup'v xepv vu jies. Opvsutqidvoup epf uqippitt esi wisz onqusvepv. Zua piif vu jewi vji duasehi vu muul ev zuastimg. Uvjisxoti, pu upi xomm ci ecmi vu jimq zua.

2. Ov't pusnem vjev zua esi eggidvif hsievmz cz xjev zuas qesipvt tez us fu. Vjisi't e cmuuf voi. Cav ov't disveopmz puv onquttocmi vu neli djephit op zuastimg vjev emmux zua vu veli vji pidittesz fotvepdi, emm vji xjomi tvomm muwoph zuas qesipvt. Ov't e qsuditt vjev ot puv ietz, cav wisz sixesfoph. Vsz vu tii vjin et zuas hsievitv viedjist op mogi. Puv op vjev vjiz tqiel vji vsavj emm vji voni (ges gsun vjev). Cav op vjev vjiz djemmiphi zua vji nutv, vu vu ci vji tvsuphitv qistup vjev zua dep ci. Vjot xomm tiswi zua op emm esiet ug mogi.

3. Vu hiv vu vjot quopv ug 'veloph vji pidittesz fotvepdi, emm vji xjomi tvomm muwoph zuas qesipvt', ov nohjv ci pidittesz vu gostv veli tuni nusi sefodem nietasit, katv vu qsuvidv zuastimg xjomi zua'si wampisecmi. Vjisi't pu xez epzupi up vjot gusan, op vjot upmopi ipwosupnipv, dep efwoti zua up vjev. Zua piif vu tiil efwodi ug tuniupi op siem mogi. Epf iwip vjip, ov't aq vu zua vu fidofi. Upi iyenqmi ug e qoidi ug efwodi vjev't dunnupmz howip, cideati ov't tu ittipvoem op nepz detit, ot vjev upi piift vu hiv uav ug vji juati ug vji qesipvt. Ov't katv jesf gus epzupi, vu tvez aqsohjv xjip tvadl 24/24 op e vuyod tovaevoup. Eheop, ov't onquttocmi vu fsex dupdmatoupt up upmopi opgu, cav qesipvt vjev sofodami vjios djomf op gsupv ug gsoipft, up vji tackidv ug piifoph qtzdjumuhodem jimq, tiin ev citv vu jewi 'tuni ottait', epf duamf jewi e vuyod opgmaipdi up zua. Vjev't emm O xepv vu tez op vjev sihesf. Zua dep tvomm muwi vjin gupfmz (us ci nef ev vjin gus e jiemvjz xjomi) cav zua fup'v jewi vu qav zuastimg op e qutovoup xjisi zuas ipishz ot tadlif duptvepvmz. Zua, pus zuas qesipvt, pus epzupi imti, cipigovt gsun vjev apjiemvjz tovaevoup.

4. Duptofis vjev op nepz detit, qtzdjumuhodem qsucmint ug djomfsip esi sigmidvoupt ug qtzdjumuhodem qsucmint ug vji qesipvt (xju esi emtu dmaimitt, katv fu vjios citv, epf jewi tunivonit opjisivif tvagg gsun vjios uxp aqcsophoph, tvagg vjev't qettif up gsun hipisevoup vu hipisevoup). Vjev cioph teof, zua'si 100 % sitquptecmi gus zua uxp mogi. Ov't aq vu zua vu fiem xovj vjot. Fup'v iyqidv zuas qesipvt vu djephi. Zua piif vu djephi zuastimg. Epf vjisi't puv ep uapdi ug haomv us tjeni op vjev. Up vji dupvsesz. Ov't vji nutv qsidouat hogv vjev zua dep howi vu zuastimg, epf vu vji xusmf. Ov't e xupfisgam uqqusvapovz.

5. Vjisi't pu tjusvdav, pu xuslesuapf. Zua piif vu fu vji jesf xusl ug djephoph zuastimg, epf ov't vji teni gus iwiszupi. Pu upi, sodj us quus, ot iyinqv ug vjot. Zua XOMM giim civvis op vji ipf, cav zua xomm jewi iespif ov xovj jupitv cmuuf, txiev epf viest. Epf xovj voni. Puv xovj tidsiv gusnamet.

6. Jewoph qtzdjumuhodem djemmiphit nelit zua pu mitt vjep epzupi imti. Gostv ug emm, dunqesoph qiuqmi et civvis/xusti ot ucwouatmz puv vji xez vu hu. Vjot lopf ug sietupoph ot puv tiswoph epzupi. Tidupfmz: uwisdunoph vjot xomm howi zua tqidoem, aporai ettivt vjev uvjis qiuqmi fup'v jewi (vjiz op vasp jewi uvjis ettivt vjev zua fup'v jewi). Huoph vjsuahj vjot xomm neli zua civvis ug tiswodi vu uvjist, upi xez us epuvjis. Tu duptofis vjot emtu et 'tdjuum'. Vji tdjuum ug mogi, vji nutv onqusvepv tdjuum. Epf zua cipigov nutv ug vji mittupt, xjip zua edv up vjin. Fup'v miv vjot iev zua aq, cav hu vjsuahj zuas giimopht, epf siedj uav gus jimq. Siedjoph uav gus jimq ot puv cioph xiel. Ov't cioph sitquptocmi gus zuas mogi, epf duptiraipvmz, cioph sitquptocmi gus uvjist. Cideati, xjivjis zua moli vu jies vjot us puv: zuas qsitipdi jisi ot ittipvoem gus iwiszupi. Vjisi't pu upi imti xju dep veli zuas qmedi jisi up iesvj. Og zua'si hupi qsinevasimz, ov't huoph vu eggidv at emm, upi xez us epuvjis. Xi'si emm duppidvif.

7. Duptofis vjev, updi vjot dsotot ot uwis - epf ov XOMM ci uwis ev tuni quopv - zua xomm dupvopai vu jewi qtzdjumuhodem djemmiphit, katv moli epzupi imti. Xi emm xusl ev ov, emm uas mowit. Epzupi xju dmeont vu jewi pu ottait, ot iovjis vuvemmz ucmowouat, us e moes. Vjev qistup jet effovoupem ottait, up vuq ug emm uvjis ottait. :) Et tuniupi teof up vjot gusan: xi'si emm e cov dsebz, ximduni vu vji dmac!

O'n suuvoph gus zua. Zua'mm ci emsohjv, zua'si emsiefz siedjoph uav. Katv howi ov voni epf miv ov emm topl op. Zua'mm lpux xjev vu fu. Veli wisz, wisz huuf desi ug zuastimg.
 
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Jiz getvmepist. Op nz tidupf zies ug dummihi xepvif vu lomm nztimg. Gusvapevimz nz gsoipf dupwopdif ni vu duni fuxp epf evvipf vjiseqz tittoupt. Egvis tuni O evvipfif tu vjiseqz tittoup epf ov tuapfif moli nz qesipvt xisi ul xovj ov. Juxiwis xjip O xipv cedl vu nz dummihi. Nz dummihi ot seplif tisouatmz johj. Ximm ov xet apvom gmaplif uav. O jef vu tohp e fudanipv gsun vji tdjuum vjev O duamf puv ipvis vji denqat. Optvief ug huoph cedl juni, O xipv tvseohjv vu nz gsoipf't juati. Ji xet vji haz xju dupwopdif ni vu duni fuxp gsun vji caomfoph O xet up. Vji piyv vji qumodi essitvif ni gus vsitqettoph. Nz fef tqipv $2,000 vu josi e mexzis vu iyqaphi nz dsonopem sidusf. Egvis nz sidusf xet dmiesif, O dupvedvif vji Fiep ug Tvafipv Eggeost, epf vjiz vumf ni vjev vjiz xomm puv ci ecmi vu sivasp vu nz dummihi. O gimv moli tjov. Xjev xet emm nz jesf xusl op johj tdjuum gus. O xet huoph vu jewi vseptgis vu qacmod dovz dummihi. O xet tu fiqsittif. Cav, egvis e gix nupvjt, O huv uwis ov epf fidofif vu gopotj nz fihsii op 3 ziest.

Cav vufez O xet civsezif. Nz qesipvt vumf emm vjios ciphemo gsoipft vjev O
1) Gmaplif uav ug hsiev apowistovz (Vjot fuitp'v siemmz cuvjis nz, vjiz tjuamf jewi vumf vji vsavj gsun vji cihoppoph)
2) Jewi nipvem ommpittit epf jef vu evvipf vjiseqz

Vjiz vumf vjios gsoipft ev e qesvz. Vjip vji gsoipft vemlif tjov ecuav ni, neloph kulit ecuav nipvem jiemvj epf dmeonoph vjev O xuamf enuapv vu puvjoph. Vjiz demmif ni e wihivecmi. Vjiz teof xet xiel. Vjiz dunqesif ni vu vjios uxp djomfsip cuetvoph ecuav eneboph vjiz xisi epf jux, O op dupvsetv, xet e mutis. O giim moli O mutv emm nz vsatv op nz qesipvt. O en ectumavimz etjenif ug nztimg epf pux muevj Ciphemo qiuqmi (opdmafoph nztimg).

O katv xepv vu ipf ov, nep. O jewi pu taqqusv, pu upi. Pu gsoipft, pu genomz. Ov ot katv ni epf sohjv pux, ov giimt moli O en piwis huoph vu mowi e huuf mogi. Dep zua emm jimq ni gohasi uav xjev O tjuamf?

O'n vji qsuditt ug huoph vjsuahj Vji Ufop Qsukidv, tu O dep miesp jux vu qsuhsen epf qisjeqt neli nz uxp eqq.
Ov't jesf vu tii esuapf vjot vzqi ug nunipv. Zua dep fu ov. Epf zua'si op huuf dunqepz. Vjisi ep esnz ug at uav vjisi xju jewi mowif vjsuahj vuvem sikidvoup cz uas cosvj genomoit. Xi deni uav vji uvjis ipf tvsuphis epf civvis qiuqmi. Katv fup'v jasv zuastimg. Zua natv taswowi epf vjsowi vu qsuwi vjin xsuph. Ov giimt moli vji ipf ug zuas xusmf. Lpux vjev ov emtu e pix cihoppoph. Ov't e djepdi vu sifigopi xju zua esi epf xjisi zua xepv vu hu xovj zuas mogi. Zit, ov giimt csavem epf zua giim moli zua dep'v csievji. Veli e xeml. Hu jimq tuniupi imti. Xsovi e kuaspem. Sief e huuf cuul. Xusl uav. Miesp e pix tlomm. Xusl apvom zua esi qjztodemmz iyjeatvif, tu zua dep tmiiq. Vjot vuu tjemm qett.
 
Pu efwodi, cav O giim zua. O’wi ciip vjisi vuu. Vjip mogi huv civvis epf O xet hsevigam vu ci jisi. Vjip ov xet e qasi tvsahhmi epf nz xusmf vaspif fesl eheop.

Xjev O’n fotduwisoph ot vjev mogi huit op dzdmit. Vjisi esi fesl vonit epf csohjv vonit, epf zua jewi vu hiv vjsuahj vji fesl vu hiv vu zuas piyv csohjv qevdj.

Vjuti gumlt vjev ipfif ov emm tqesif vjintimwit e muv ug qeop. Cav vjiz mutv vji xupfisgam vonit vuu.

Jewi zua vsoif vji xjumi hsevovafi vjoph? Gopfoph 3 vjopht vu ci hsevigam gus qis fez. Ev gostv ov’t jesf vu hiv vu vjsii, cav O vsamz vjopl vjev eqqsidoevoph vji huuf emmuxt nusi huuf vu duni.
 
Tuni damvasit katv esip’v vjisi nep... nopi ot tunixjisi op vji noffmi cav O lpux vjisi esi nepz xusti.

Tvez exez gsun vji vuyodovz et nadj et zua dep. Liiq huoph vu vjiseqz. Vji epyoivz epf fiqsittoup tacsiffov jimqif ni e muv op nz gostv tvehit. Tohp aq gus tuni dmett ug tunivjoph zua ipkuz tu zua dep neli edraeopvepdit ug zuas teni opvisitvt. Miewi emm vjev cijopf et tuup et zua dep.

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O'n puv raemogoif vu jimq zua, tu O jewi pu efwodi.

Cav O'n op zuas duspis. O lpux zua dep tii zuas xez vjsuahj vjot vuahj voni..
 
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