Hello! I'm David. I'm 24 years old and I'm from Romania. Aside from making my introductions I also wanted to talk about an internal experience that I just had while going through the UNSCRIPTED . I've finished the Fastlane book and let me tell you, it's the best book I've ever read. It's my Bible for Financial Freedom. I couldn't wait to go trough UNSCRIPTED . And so I did.
UnScripted is different...I'm just at the beginning, I just finished the part where The Script is being exposed...what the F*ck...man. I'm...I knew that I mean, I always knew. Yet I yielded to The Script to feel normal. But only the opposite happened. While going through The Script's description I felt triggered like "Wait! This is supposed to be a financial Book not a conspiracy story!".
Some part of me kept resisting the tone and the story and I was thinking "What's the deal with MJ? Is he some kind of secluded guy? Anti-social or something?" but I asked myself "Why am I resisting it? It's just an opinion? Why am I so emotionally invested in it?" And then I yielded, instead of resisting it I started to analyze it. "Yes, the media doesn't care about that, yes attention is diverted from the wars, yes this, yes that..." It felt so...true.
At the end, it ended somewhere in between these lines "they want you to consume, you are right in the belly of the Beast, you're sustaining the system". Something in my head had clicked! I suddenly felt easy...I felt that I don't have to work, I always had a sense of obligation, the pressure from my chest has vanished, my anxiety is was gone... I've been UnScripted ...
I had to open my laptop and write this! Because, now what I'm left with is a sense of...what's happening? What is happening? What is going on with this madness? Something happened inside me. I don't know what but it feels good never the less. I feel I can breathe. I feel Powerful. I feel more of myself. But now I feel even more separated from those around me.
In a couple of hours, I'll start my work week...I'll be there with a different windshield. F*ck. I'll look at all my colleagues and in my mind, I'll be like "what the F*ck are you guys doing? look at yourselves!". Of course, I won't say that, they would take me to the hospital! I'm still mind blown as I'm writing this. I've never had an experience like this.
UnScripted is different...I'm just at the beginning, I just finished the part where The Script is being exposed...what the F*ck...man. I'm...I knew that I mean, I always knew. Yet I yielded to The Script to feel normal. But only the opposite happened. While going through The Script's description I felt triggered like "Wait! This is supposed to be a financial Book not a conspiracy story!".
Some part of me kept resisting the tone and the story and I was thinking "What's the deal with MJ? Is he some kind of secluded guy? Anti-social or something?" but I asked myself "Why am I resisting it? It's just an opinion? Why am I so emotionally invested in it?" And then I yielded, instead of resisting it I started to analyze it. "Yes, the media doesn't care about that, yes attention is diverted from the wars, yes this, yes that..." It felt so...true.
At the end, it ended somewhere in between these lines "they want you to consume, you are right in the belly of the Beast, you're sustaining the system". Something in my head had clicked! I suddenly felt easy...I felt that I don't have to work, I always had a sense of obligation, the pressure from my chest has vanished, my anxiety is was gone... I've been UnScripted ...
I had to open my laptop and write this! Because, now what I'm left with is a sense of...what's happening? What is happening? What is going on with this madness? Something happened inside me. I don't know what but it feels good never the less. I feel I can breathe. I feel Powerful. I feel more of myself. But now I feel even more separated from those around me.
In a couple of hours, I'll start my work week...I'll be there with a different windshield. F*ck. I'll look at all my colleagues and in my mind, I'll be like "what the F*ck are you guys doing? look at yourselves!". Of course, I won't say that, they would take me to the hospital! I'm still mind blown as I'm writing this. I've never had an experience like this.
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