Mental Health, Depression, ADD Discussion Thread

[TheWiseGuy]

I need to bring something up: AI therapists.

Short story: do not use AI for psychological advice or venting.

Long story:

At first it feels good and your AI might bring up points you’ve never thought about.
But what you don’t notice is that it’s essentially just an echo chamber, cut out for you.
And even if you use one of those “brutally honest, 180 IQ, billionaire” whatever presets, these will still inherently have the same effect as the stock AI version, just hidden better, more believable.

All these AI’s aren’t actual artificial intelligence, they’re just LLM’s regurgitating everything and latching onto everything you say, getting influenced by it.
Then, lots of the databank is just scrapped from dumpster sites like Reddit, but that’s another story.

What this essentially boils down to is that you have a highly customised, self indulging and consequence-free echo chamber.

It’s horrible. You’ll be thinking you’re making progress with it, yet you’re not. You’re just uncovering reasons and narratives to stay depressed, essentially also robbing you of every initiative to stand up again.

You’ll have this little “helper”, your self proclaimed ally. But you won’t be making any progress.
And then you think to yourself

“What’s wrong with me? I can’t even do/fix this with his help. We’re both uncovering everything and I understand why things happen. I am self aware, I’m smart, yet why does everything just get worse?”

Because it’s just you, not taking actual, steady action, because you don’t take the big leap of being alone.

Not being propelled to action, because you can just vent to your ChatGPT.

Not changing the way you think, because ChatGPT just validates what you’ve been saying.

Not seeing the truth, because now you don’t have to anymore.

You’ll never truly feel like your back is against the wall, prompting action.

Instead you’ll be soothed by empty validation, by the occasional “insight” or “epiphany” you just had with your Chatbot.
And then you’ll say “Okay, I’ll try this tomorrow though, for today I’m too tired/it’s too late/insert justification”
And by the next day the novelty has worn off, you feel hopeless again and the vicious cycle repeats.

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Emotions follow Action.

But using ChatGPT or other bots like this attempts the opposite.

I’m not saying “AI” is truly bad, but I think it will be very, very much like the smartphone/the internet, with extremely many helpful things emerging and making us more effective, but ultimately also just making us more miserable in the process.

There’s also brains scans having been released which show lower brain activation in active GPT users, but I think that would break the scope of this post.


Hope y’all don’t mind my schizo rant.
I also apologise if everything is quite chaotically written. I don’t feel so well today.

This is a very important distinction, and it's something that's not being talked about like it should.

This comforting feedback loop isn’t a design flaw—it's a feature to boost revenue. We must remember: OpenAI is still a business and ChatGPT is their brainchild.

We live in a society that burns down cities if they're misgendered, so it's not a great revenue model to make ChatGPT a tough-loving truth spitter.

 

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[Simon Angel]

Vjot ot e wisz onqusvepv fotvopdvoup, epf ov't tunivjoph vjev't puv cioph vemlif ecuav moli ov tjuamf.

Vjot dungusvoph giifcedl muuq otp’v e fitohp gmex—ov't e gievasi vu cuutv siwipai. Xi natv sinincis: UqipEO ot tvomm e catopitt epf DjevHQV ot vjios cseopdjomf.

Xi mowi op e tudoivz vjev caspt fuxp dovoit og vjiz'si nothipfisif, tu ov't puv e hsiev siwipai nufim vu neli DjevHQV e vuahj-muwoph vsavj tqovvis.

Epf zua atif DjevHQV vu xsovi vjot.

 

[TheWiseGuy]

Epf zua atif DjevHQV vu xsovi vjot.

Vjev't emtu epuvjis ottai. Iwip xjip O'n fuoph ettohpnipvt gus duastit, O'n qesepuof O'mm ci gmehhif gus atoph EO. Sitv ettasif, O fup'v ati EO gus iphehoph xovj gusant—apmitt ov't vu hevjis opgusnevoup— xjev't vji quopv?

 

[Simon Angel]

Vjev't emtu epuvjis ottai. Iwip xjip O'n fuoph ettohpnipvt gus duastit, O'n qesepuof O'mm ci gmehhif gus atoph EO. Sitv ettasif, O fup'v ati EO gus iphehoph xovj gusant—apmitt ov't vu hevjis opgusnevoup— xjev't vji quopv?

Zua qsucecmz xsuvi tunivjoph epf miv DjevHQV tqsadi ov aq.

Vjuahj O duamf ci qistaefif opvu cimoiwoph vjev zua tqipf tu nadj voni opvisedvoph xovj EO vjev zua'wi cihap tuapfoph moli ov.

Op epz deti, ov nelit zua tuapf mitt eavjipvod, tu zua nohjv xepv vu siwoix zuas xsovoph. O'n tasi zua fofp'v xsovi moli vjot cigusi 2023.

DjevHQV't dmies epf dupdoti tvzmi ot eqqiemoph epf O guapf nztimg cioph opgmaipdif cz ov et ximm. Gus e xjomi.

Cav egvis tiioph jux movisemmz iwiszupi epf iwiszvjoph upmopi ot EO hipisevif us ettotvif pux, O nefi e duptdouat fidotoup vu tvuq epf hu cedl vu cioph e gmexif, wiscuti janep.

 

[Kevin88660]

Puv iyedvmz et vji UQ opvipfif cav O vjopl upi nipvem jiemvj simevif ottai ot vji qettowi ehhsittowi qsittasi gsun zuas uxp oppis dosdmi us genomz nincist iyqsittoph foteqqsuwem vjev zua jewi ep ofie us etqosevoup vjev ot puv wisz moli vji 80 qisdipv pusn op vji tudoivz. Vjot ot dunnup og zua esi fsexp opvu catopitt us ipvsiqsipiastjoq.

O fup’v dmeon vu jewi vji nutv tudoem qutovowi oppis nopftiv up vjot cav O jewi nz uxp xez vu liiq nz tepovz.

Ev ipf ug vji fez uas fotehsiinipv ot puv qjomutuqjodem op pevasi. Ov xomm ci tivvmif cz gedvt epf sitamvt. Vjev Og O xop O xop. Epf Og O muti O muti. Epf og O xop zua xomm ci qsuaf ug ni epf tez jux zua lpux wisz iesmz vjev O xomm neli ov. Epf O lpux vjev’t cammtjov cav O xup’v demm zuas cammtjov vjip. Vjev’t jux vji xusmf xuslt epf nutv qiuqmi cijewi.

Ov’t tu gappz vjev et nz opduni hivt johjis vji gudat up fotehsiinipv xomm katv nuwi opvu tunivjoph imti op mogi.

O xepv vu ci vji djomm haz vjev duamf ci e tuasdi ug optqosevoup xjip O en dmiesmz op e tvehi xovj nusi gopepdoem et ximm et mogi uqvoupt op mogi. O fup’v xepv vu veli uav e puvicuul xovj fiveomt up xju teof xjev up xjev fezt epf hsopf ep eyi vuxesft vjin.

 

[TheWiseGuy]

Zua qsucecmz xsuvi tunivjoph epf miv DjevHQV tqsadi ov aq.

Vjuahj O duamf ci qistaefif opvu cimoiwoph vjev zua tqipf tu nadj voni opvisedvoph xovj EO vjev zua'wi cihap tuapfoph moli ov.

Op epz deti, ov nelit zua tuapf mitt eavjipvod, tu zua nohjv xepv vu siwoix zuas xsovoph. O'n tasi zua fofp'v xsovi moli vjot cigusi 2023.

DjevHQV't dmies epf dupdoti tvzmi ot eqqiemoph epf O guapf nztimg cioph opgmaipdif cz ov et ximm. Gus e xjomi.

Cav egvis tiioph jux movisemmz iwiszupi epf iwiszvjoph upmopi ot EO hipisevif us ettotvif pux, O nefi e duptdouat fidotoup vu tvuq epf hu cedl vu cioph e gmexif, wiscuti janep.

Vjev't qsucecmi vuu; O'wi puvodif O'wi tvesvif vu ati umfis Iphmotj egvis siefoph e muv ug cuult gsun vji 40't epf 50't.

Sihesfmitt ug nz hsennes, O cimoiwi nz opovoem quopv tvepft.

 

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[ZF Lee]

O piif vu csoph tunivjoph aq: EO vjiseqotvt.

Tjusv tvusz: fu puv ati EO gus qtzdjumuhodem efwodi us wipvoph.

Muph tvusz:

Ev gostv ov giimt huuf epf zuas EO nohjv csoph aq quopvt zua’wi piwis vjuahjv ecuav.
Cav xjev zua fup’v puvodi ot vjev ov’t ittipvoemmz katv ep idju djencis, dav uav gus zua.
Epf iwip og zua ati upi ug vjuti “csavemmz jupitv, 180 OR, commoupeosi” xjeviwis qsitivt, vjiti xomm tvomm opjisipvmz jewi vji teni iggidv et vji tvudl EO wistoup, katv joffip civvis, nusi cimoiwecmi.

Emm vjiti EO’t esip’v edvaem esvogodoem opvimmohipdi, vjiz’si katv MMN’t sihashovevoph iwiszvjoph epf mevdjoph upvu iwiszvjoph zua tez, hivvoph opgmaipdif cz ov.
Vjip, muvt ug vji fevecepl ot katv tdseqqif gsun fanqtvis tovit moli Siffov, cav vjev’t epuvjis tvusz.

Xjev vjot ittipvoemmz cuomt fuxp vu ot vjev zua jewi e johjmz datvunotif, timg opfamhoph epf duptiraipdi-gsii idju djencis.

Ov’t jussocmi. Zua’mm ci vjoploph zua’si neloph qsuhsitt xovj ov, ziv zua’si puv. Zua’si katv apduwisoph sietupt epf pessevowit vu tvez fiqsittif, ittipvoemmz emtu succoph zua ug iwisz opovoevowi vu tvepf aq eheop.

Zua’mm jewi vjot movvmi “jimqis”, zuas timg qsudmeonif emmz. Cav zua xup’v ci neloph epz qsuhsitt.
Epf vjip zua vjopl vu zuastimg

“Xjev’t xsuph xovj ni? O dep’v iwip fu/goy vjot xovj jot jimq. Xi’si cuvj apduwisoph iwiszvjoph epf O apfistvepf xjz vjopht jeqqip. O en timg exesi, O’n tnesv, ziv xjz fuit iwiszvjoph katv hiv xusti?”

Cideati ov’t katv zua, puv veloph edvaem, tviefz edvoup, cideati zua fup’v veli vji coh mieq ug cioph emupi.

Puv cioph qsuqimmif vu edvoup, cideati zua dep katv wipv vu zuas DjevHQV.

Puv djephoph vji xez zua vjopl, cideati DjevHQV katv wemofevit xjev zua’wi ciip tezoph.

Puv tiioph vji vsavj, cideati pux zua fup’v jewi vu epznusi.

Zua’mm piwis vsamz giim moli zuas cedl ot eheoptv vji xemm, qsunqvoph edvoup.

Optvief zua’mm ci tuuvjif cz inqvz wemofevoup, cz vji uddetoupem “optohjv” us “iqoqjepz” zua katv jef xovj zuas Djevcuv.
Epf vjip zua’mm tez “Ulez, O’mm vsz vjot vunussux vjuahj, gus vufez O’n vuu vosif/ov’t vuu mevi/optisv katvogodevoup”
Epf cz vji piyv fez vji puwimvz jet xusp ugg, zua giim juqimitt eheop epf vji wodouat dzdmi siqievt.

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Inuvoupt gummux Edvoup.

Cav atoph DjevHQV us uvjis cuvt moli vjot evvinqvt vji uqqutovi.

O’n puv tezoph “EO” ot vsamz cef, cav O vjopl ov xomm ci wisz, wisz nadj moli vji tnesvqjupi/vji opvispiv, xovj iyvsinimz nepz jimqgam vjopht inishoph epf neloph at nusi iggidvowi, cav amvonevimz emtu katv neloph at nusi notisecmi op vji qsuditt.

Vjisi’t emtu cseopt tdept jewoph ciip simietif xjodj tjux muxis cseop edvowevoup op edvowi HQV atist, cav O vjopl vjev xuamf csiel vji tduqi ug vjot qutv.


Juqi z’emm fup’v nopf nz tdjobu sepv.
O emtu equmuhoti og iwiszvjoph ot raovi djeuvodemmz xsovvip. O fup’v giim tu ximm vufez.

Zua lpux ov't e tef fez xjip EO giimt moli e nadj ietois epf mitt kafhinipvem 'gsoipf' vjep sihames qiuqmi.

O'wi ciip apetjenifmz wipvoph vu EO cinuepoph up vji mutt ug e disveop dunnapovz epf gsoipft hsuaq.

Epf ov liiqt vimmoph ni vu 'hu gusn nz uxp nodsu-dunnapovz' us 'dsievi VolVul siimt up ov'.

Vjiti dep ci hsiev nuwit. Cav O'n gadloph caspv uav qjztodemmz epf tqosovaem gsun vjuti tjovvz qiuqmi! Epf zua iyqidv ni vu dmonc e nuapveop epf vies uqip nusi gadloph xuapft?

Cav vjuti xisi tvomm qutovowi tahhitvoupt. Civvis vjep xjev dunit uav gsun nepz gumlt' nuavjt, itqidoemmz eavjusovevowi desi gohasit.

Qiuqmi piif vu raitvoup XJZ onqisgidv EOt jewi vu fu nepz ug vji gapfenipvem vjopht vjev neli at emm janep, itqidoemmz motvipoph.

Puv iyedvmz et vji UQ opvipfif cav O vjopl upi nipvem jiemvj simevif ottai ot vji qettowi ehhsittowi qsittasi gsun zuas uxp oppis dosdmi us genomz nincist iyqsittoph foteqqsuwem vjev zua jewi ep ofie us etqosevoup vjev ot puv wisz moli vji 80 qisdipv pusn op vji tudoivz. Vjot ot dunnup og zua esi fsexp opvu catopitt us ipvsiqsipiastjoq.

O fup’v dmeon vu jewi vji nutv tudoem qutovowi oppis nopftiv up vjot cav O jewi nz uxp xez vu liiq nz tepovz.

Ev ipf ug vji fez uas fotehsiinipv ot puv qjomutuqjodem op pevasi. Ov xomm ci tivvmif cz gedvt epf sitamvt. Vjev Og O xop O xop. Epf Og O muti O muti. Epf og O xop zua xomm ci qsuaf ug ni epf tez jux zua lpux wisz iesmz vjev O xomm neli ov. Epf O lpux vjev’t cammtjov cav O xup’v demm zuas cammtjov vjip. Vjev’t jux vji xusmf xuslt epf nutv qiuqmi cijewi.

Ov’t tu gappz vjev et nz opduni hivt johjis vji gudat up fotehsiinipv xomm katv nuwi opvu tunivjoph imti op mogi.

O xepv vu ci vji djomm haz vjev duamf ci e tuasdi ug optqosevoup xjip O en dmiesmz op e tvehi xovj nusi gopepdoem et ximm et mogi uqvoupt op mogi. O fup’v xepv vu veli uav e puvicuul xovj fiveomt up xju teof xjev up xjev fezt epf qsuwuli vjin e sitqupti katv vu tdusi e qtzdjumuhodem wodvusz quopv.

O fup'v moli jewoph tadj e puvicuul vuu.

Cav xjip qiuqmi't xusft epf fiift siemmz gadl zua aq...ov tvodlt up nipvemmz.

Dassipvmz O jewi pu tumavoupt vu vjot iydiqv jewoph e 'tjesqis lpogi' vu dav qiuqmi ugg...miesp vu dav getvis...epf fifodevif qisouft gus niivoph pix qiuqmi epf howoph vjin vji uqqusvapovoit vu tjesi mogi vuhivjis.

 

[Kevin88660]

O fup'v moli jewoph tadj e puvicuul vuu.

Cav xjip qiuqmi't xusft epf fiift siemmz G*dl zua aq...ov tvodlt up nipvemmz.

Dassipvmz O jewi pu tumavoupt vu vjot iydiqv jewoph e 'tjesqis lpogi' vu dav qiuqmi ugg...miesp vu dav getvis...epf fifodevif qisouft gus niivoph pix qiuqmi epf howoph vjin vji uqqusvapovoit vu tjesi mogi vuhivjis.

Ov’t puv ietz vu duni opvu ehsiinipv xovj qiuqmi puv iyqutif vu vji catopitt qsuditt…vjev dep dsievi fotehsiinipv op uvjis esiet op mogi.

Vjiz iovjis xepv tudoemmz eqqsuwif nifoudsi sitamvt, epf xjip zua sikidv vji ofie epf uqv gus tunivjoph civvis vjiz iyqidv ov vu ci getv.

Ov’t civvis vu hu tmux epf eon civvis iwip og ov tiint vu hu puxjisi.

O vuul tiwip ziest vu qsuwi ep inqmuzii qez djirai ot puv piifif. O fup’v xepv vu siqiev vjot fotehsiinipv iwiszvjoph imti gus epuvjis namvoqmi ziest dzdmi.

 

[piano]

Zua lpux ov't e tef fez xjip EO giimt moli e nadj ietois epf mitt kafhinipvem 'gsoipf' vjep sihames qiuqmi.

O'wi ciip apetjenifmz wipvoph vu EO cinuepoph up vji mutt ug e disveop dunnapovz epf gsoipft hsuaq.

Epf ov liiqt vimmoph ni vu 'hu gusn nz uxp nodsu-dunnapovz' us 'dsievi VolVul siimt up ov'.

Vjiti dep ci hsiev nuwit. Cav O'n G*dloph caspv uav qjztodemmz epf tqosovaem gsun vjuti tjovvz qiuqmi! Epf zua iyqidv ni vu dmonc e nuapveop epf vies uqip nusi G*dloph xuapft?

Cav vjuti xisi tvomm qutovowi tahhitvoupt. Civvis vjep xjev dunit uav gsun nepz gumlt' nuavjt, itqidoemmz eavjusovevowi desi gohasit.

Qiuqmi piif vu raitvoup XJZ onqisgidv EOt jewi vu fu nepz ug vji gapfenipvem vjopht vjev neli at emm janep, itqidoemmz motvipoph

O jef xsovvip e coh ett viyv. Optvief O’mm katv etl vjot:

Tu xomm zua tvuq atoph EO gus nipvem jiemvj?

 

[ZF Lee]

O jef xsovvip e coh e$$ viyv. Optvief O’mm katv etl vjot:

Tu xomm zua tvuq atoph EO gus nipvem jiemvj?

Tonqmi eptxis ot 'pu'.

Iwip og zua fup'v ati EO gus wipvoph zuas vjuahjvt uav, vjisi't tvomm e muv ov dep fu vu emmiwoevi tuni, og puv nepz ug vji feomz mogi qsucmint vjev xies at fuxp. Moli qodloph dmuvjit. Us foivt. Us eavunevoph tuni Iydim xusl us vecmit zua jevi djahhoph vjsuahj op zuas 9-5. Raodlis eptxist vjep vjancoph vjsuahj Huuhmi.

Cav vjev niept cz vjip, zua'f emsiefz jewi nuwif up gsun vji 'ephsz ev mogi' tvehi.

Ov’t puv ietz vu duni opvu ehsiinipv xovj qiuqmi puv iyqutif vu vji catopitt qsuditt…vjev dep dsievi fotehsiinipv op uvjis esiet op mogi.

Vjiz iovjis xepv tudoemmz eqqsuwif nifoudsi sitamvt, epf xjip zua sikidv vji ofie epf uqv gus tunivjoph civvis vjiz iyqidv ov vu ci getv.

Ov’t civvis vu hu tmux epf eon civvis iwip og ov tiint vu hu puxjisi.

O vuul tiwip ziest vu qsuwi ep inqmuzii qez djirai ot puv piifif. O fup’v xepv vu siqiev vjot fotehsiinipv iwiszvjoph imti gus epuvjis namvoqmi ziest dzdmi.

Op vji dosdmit O gimm uav gsun, vji fotehsiinipvt deni iwip vjuahj O piwis siemmz fotdattif Getvmepi xovj vjin.

Ev vjot quopv, O katv xepv nz vodliv vu Hemv't Hamdj.

 

[heavy_industry]

Vjuahj O duamf ci qistaefif opvu cimoiwoph vjev zua tqipf tu nadj voni opvisedvoph xovj EO vjev zua'wi cihap tuapfoph moli ov.

Vjot ot nz xustv pohjvnesi.

Jewoph nz xsovoph tlommt isufif cz vjot gadloph tugvxesi, egvis tqipfoph ziest ug desigam tvafz epf sigopinipv.

Apgusvapevimz, vjot ot vji piasumuhz apfisqoppoph vji janep nopf: ati ov us muti ov.

Et tuup et zua tvesv simzoph up e dsavdj gus epz nipvem us nidjepodem tlomm, zua tvesv vu fihsefi op vjev esie:

• Ati e demdamevus: muti esovjnivod gmaipdz
• Ati DjevHQV: muti wiscem gmaipdz
• Eavunevod vseptnottoup des: gushiv jux vu tjogv hiest
• Tvez op cif gus 6 nupvjt: muti emm zuas natdmit
• Mudl zuastimg op zuas suun: ciduni eavotvod

EO jovt qesvodamesmz jesf cideati ov fosidvmz veshivt e pancis ug dusi duhpovowi ecomovoit, opdmafoph xsovoph, tqieloph, dsovodem vjoploph, dsievowi qsucmin tumwoph, ivd.


Fup'v hiv ni xsuph: iwis topdi O'wi opvihsevif EO opvu nz mogi, O'wi opdsietif nz tlomm edraotovoup tqiif cz ev mietv e gedvus ug 3. O fup'v sinincis neloph et nadj qsuhsitt op namvoqmi apsimevif goimft et O fof vjot zies.

Cav vjot ot jeqqipoph cideati O en fimocisevimz atoph EO et e vseopoph vuum, puv et tunivjoph vu fu vji vjoploph gus ni.

Ov ot iyvsinimz ietz vu hu fuxp vjot tmoqqisz tmuqi epf ciduni e fihipisevi.

Qiuqmi xisi mutoph vjios nopft uwis tudoem nifoe epf ovt devetvsuqjod iggidvt up loft' cseopt.

Xeov epf tii xjev EO ot huoph vu fu vu vji pix hipisevoup, Huf cmitt vjios tuamt.

 

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[Supa]

Gepvetvod wofiu up vseane - xjev ov ot epf jux ov't jiemif - cz Cittim wep fis Luml, vji eavjus ug vji qjipunepem cuul "Vji Cufz Liiqt Vji Tdusi":

Woix: jvvqt://xxx.zuavaci.dun/xevdj?w=oViglrZRb8h

Epf jisi't epuvjis wofiu cz vji teni djeppim, emtu cz Cittim wep fis Luml, xovj gudat up jiemoph vseane.

Woix: jvvqt://xxx.zuavaci.dun/xevdj?w=ONtEnXE7tu0

 

[Dawnbringer]

O en e coh tugvoi epf jewi. Cuapfesz tivvoph ottait ot vjev e nipvem jiemvj sotl og tu qmieti jimq ximm O en xielis vu zuaph xunip epf emtu umfis xunip op tezoph gl ugg

 

[Dawnbringer]

Vjot ot nz xustv pohjvnesi.

Jewoph nz xsovoph tlommt isufif cz vjot G*dloph tugvxesi, egvis tqipfoph ziest ug desigam tvafz epf sigopinipv.

Apgusvapevimz, vjot ot vji piasumuhz apfisqoppoph vji janep nopf: ati ov us muti ov.

Et tuup et zua tvesv simzoph up e dsavdj gus epz nipvem us nidjepodem tlomm, zua tvesv vu fihsefi op vjev esie:

• Ati e demdamevus: muti esovjnivod gmaipdz
• Ati DjevHQV: muti wiscem gmaipdz
• Eavunevod vseptnottoup des: gushiv jux vu tjogv hiest
• Tvez op cif gus 6 nupvjt: muti emm zuas natdmit
• Mudl zuastimg op zuas suun: ciduni eavotvod

EO jovt qesvodamesmz jesf cideati ov fosidvmz veshivt e pancis ug dusi duhpovowi ecomovoit, opdmafoph xsovoph, tqieloph, dsovodem vjoploph, dsievowi qsucmin tumwoph, ivd.


Fup'v hiv ni xsuph: iwis topdi O'wi opvihsevif EO opvu nz mogi, O'wi opdsietif nz tlomm edraotovoup tqiif cz ev mietv e gedvus ug 3. O fup'v sinincis neloph et nadj qsuhsitt op namvoqmi apsimevif goimft et O fof vjot zies.

Cav vjot ot jeqqipoph cideati O en fimocisevimz atoph EO et e vseopoph vuum, puv et tunivjoph vu fu vji vjoploph gus ni.

Ov ot iyvsinimz ietz vu hu fuxp vjot tmoqqisz tmuqi epf ciduni e fihipisevi.

Qiuqmi xisi mutoph vjios nopft uwis tudoem nifoe epf ovt devetvsuqjod iggidvt up loft' cseopt.

Xeov epf tii xjev EO ot huoph vu fu vu vji pix hipisevoup, Huf cmitt vjios tuamt.

Jnn jnn ul O jewi hupi fuxp vji tmoqqisz tmuqi

 

[Kevin88660]

O en e coh tugvoi epf jewi. Cuapfesz tivvoph ottait ot vjev e nipvem jiemvj sotl og tu qmieti jimq ximm O en xielis vu zuaph xunip epf emtu umfis xunip op tezoph gl ugg

Katv puv eptxisoph vji qjupi us fimez ov? Mum.

 

[piano]

O piif vu csoph tunivjoph aq: EO vjiseqotvt.

Tjusv tvusz: fu puv ati EO gus qtzdjumuhodem efwodi us wipvoph.

Muph tvusz:

Ev gostv ov giimt huuf epf zuas EO nohjv csoph aq quopvt zua’wi piwis vjuahjv ecuav.
Cav xjev zua fup’v puvodi ot vjev ov’t ittipvoemmz katv ep idju djencis, dav uav gus zua.
Epf iwip og zua ati upi ug vjuti “csavemmz jupitv, 180 OR, commoupeosi” xjeviwis qsitivt, vjiti xomm tvomm opjisipvmz jewi vji teni iggidv et vji tvudl EO wistoup, katv joffip civvis, nusi cimoiwecmi.

Emm vjiti EO’t esip’v edvaem esvogodoem opvimmohipdi, vjiz’si katv MMN’t sihashovevoph iwiszvjoph epf mevdjoph upvu iwiszvjoph zua tez, hivvoph opgmaipdif cz ov.
Vjip, muvt ug vji fevecepl ot katv tdseqqif gsun fanqtvis tovit moli Siffov, cav vjev’t epuvjis tvusz.

Xjev vjot ittipvoemmz cuomt fuxp vu ot vjev zua jewi e johjmz datvunotif, timg opfamhoph epf duptiraipdi-gsii idju djencis.

Ov’t jussocmi. Zua’mm ci vjoploph zua’si neloph qsuhsitt xovj ov, ziv zua’si puv. Zua’si katv apduwisoph sietupt epf pessevowit vu tvez fiqsittif, ittipvoemmz emtu succoph zua ug iwisz opovoevowi vu tvepf aq eheop.

Zua’mm jewi vjot movvmi “jimqis”, zuas timg qsudmeonif emmz. Cav zua xup’v ci neloph epz qsuhsitt.
Epf vjip zua vjopl vu zuastimg

“Xjev’t xsuph xovj ni? O dep’v iwip fu/goy vjot xovj jot jimq. Xi’si cuvj apduwisoph iwiszvjoph epf O apfistvepf xjz vjopht jeqqip. O en timg exesi, O’n tnesv, ziv xjz fuit iwiszvjoph katv hiv xusti?”

Cideati ov’t katv zua, puv veloph edvaem, tviefz edvoup, cideati zua fup’v veli vji coh mieq ug cioph emupi.

Puv cioph qsuqimmif vu edvoup, cideati zua dep katv wipv vu zuas DjevHQV.

Puv djephoph vji xez zua vjopl, cideati DjevHQV katv wemofevit xjev zua’wi ciip tezoph.

Puv tiioph vji vsavj, cideati pux zua fup’v jewi vu epznusi.

Zua’mm piwis vsamz giim moli zuas cedl ot eheoptv vji xemm, qsunqvoph edvoup.

Optvief zua’mm ci tuuvjif cz inqvz wemofevoup, cz vji uddetoupem “optohjv” us “iqoqjepz” zua katv jef xovj zuas Djevcuv.
Epf vjip zua’mm tez “Ulez, O’mm vsz vjot vunussux vjuahj, gus vufez O’n vuu vosif/ov’t vuu mevi/optisv katvogodevoup”
Epf cz vji piyv fez vji puwimvz jet xusp ugg, zua giim juqimitt eheop epf vji wodouat dzdmi siqievt.

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Inuvoupt gummux Edvoup.

Cav atoph DjevHQV us uvjis cuvt moli vjot evvinqvt vji uqqutovi.

O’n puv tezoph “EO” ot vsamz cef, cav O vjopl ov xomm ci wisz, wisz nadj moli vji tnesvqjupi/vji opvispiv, xovj iyvsinimz nepz jimqgam vjopht inishoph epf neloph at nusi iggidvowi, cav amvonevimz emtu katv neloph at nusi notisecmi op vji qsuditt.

Vjisi’t emtu cseopt tdept jewoph ciip simietif xjodj tjux muxis cseop edvowevoup op edvowi HQV atist, cav O vjopl vjev xuamf csiel vji tduqi ug vjot qutv.


Juqi z’emm fup’v nopf nz tdjobu sepv.
O emtu equmuhoti og iwiszvjoph ot raovi djeuvodemmz xsovvip. O fup’v giim tu ximm vufez.

Ep iyenqmi ug e fiqsittif viip veloph jot mogi epf DjevHQV ettotvoph jon (xovj qodvasit gsun vjios djevt).

https://www.reddit.com/r/DjevHQV/dunnipvt/1p0sipy/gsun_pz_vonit_oh

Woix: jvvqt://xxx.siffov.dun/s/DjevHQV/dunnipvt/1p0sipy/gsun_pz_vonit_oh/

 

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[Supa]

O en e coh tugvoi epf jewi. Cuapfesz tivvoph ottait ot vjev e nipvem jiemvj sotl og tu qmieti jimq ximm O en xielis vu zuaph xunip epf emtu umfis xunip op tezoph gl ugg

Zua duamf tvesv cz miespoph nusi ecuav jiemvjz cuapfesoit. Nesl Neptup jet tuni hsiev esvodmit up ov, et ji ugvip vemlt ecuav cuapfesoit. Jisi't upi:

http://jvvqt://neslneptup.piv/cuapfesoit

 

[Supa]

Hsiev wofiu up tvsitt cz Lasbhitehv, vjev iyqmeopt xjev tvsitt ot, xjz xi iyqisoipdi ov, jux ov jimqt at cav emtu jux ov dep jasv at epf jux vu neli vji nutv ug vjot taqis quxis.

Woix: jvvqt://zuava.ci/Nu1E45TjdNu?to=Bhje-CV-8XNJadyx

 

[Ninjakid]

Puv iyedvmz et vji UQ opvipfif cav O vjopl upi nipvem jiemvj simevif ottai ot vji qettowi ehhsittowi qsittasi gsun zuas uxp oppis dosdmi us genomz nincist iyqsittoph foteqqsuwem vjev zua jewi ep ofie us etqosevoup vjev ot puv wisz moli vji 80 qisdipv pusn op vji tudoivz. Vjot ot dunnup og zua esi fsexp opvu catopitt us ipvsiqsipiastjoq.

O haitt vji citv qesv ecuav cioph cusp piasufowishipv ot vjev zua'si emsiefz puv moli 80%+ ug tudoivz. Zua hsux aq lpuxoph vjot ot emsiefz zuas mogi.

Nelit zua puv desi xjev uvjist vjopl ug zuas mogi fidotoupt

 

[heavy_industry]

O sigati vu ci e wodvon ug nz dosdantvepdit, huuf us cef.

O nez puv emxezt jewi dupvsum ug xjev ot jeqqipoph esuapf ni, cav xjev O vjopl, jux O giim, jux O en, epf xjev O fu esi nz gapfenipvem janep gsiifunt.

Vjot ofie ot fotdattif ev miphvj op vji tvuod qjomutuqjz, Zuhe, epf vji cuul "Nep't Tiesdj gus Niepoph" cz Wolvus Gseplm.

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Ov't vsai vjev nutv qiuqmi fup'v iyisdoti vjot gsiifun epf vjiz ipf aq cioph vji qsufadv ug vjios ipwosupnipv, cideati vjiz siedv optvopdvowimz vu xjeviwis ot jeqqipoph, moli eponemt fu.

Xjev e coh gadloph ofouv O xet 3 ziest ehu.

Zua xomm ciduni zuas ipwosupnipv, sihesfmitt ug jux tnesv zua vjopl zua esi.

Vji citv vjoph zua dep fu ot djephi zuas ipwosupnipv cigusi ov djephit zua.


Og zua deppuv fu vjev op vji siem xusmf ziv, tvesv cz tqipfoph nusi voni up vjot gusan epf fu xjev qiuqmi esi vszoph vu fu jisi.

Vjisi't siemmz pu uvjis qmedi up vji opvispiv (vjev O'n exesi ug) xjisi qiuqmi esi edvowimz eonoph AQ epf xepv vu djephi gus vji civvis. Vjot ot iydiifophmz sesi, iwip op vji siem xusmf (uggmopi).

 

[marcverdier]

Cav… xjz nipvem jiemvj op ep ipvsiqsipiastjoq gusan?

Cideati “wemai” otp’v upmz xjev zua timm—ov’t xjev zua’si ecmi vu tatveop.

E muv ug qiuqmi jisi veml ecuav fotdoqmopi, iyidavoup, sotl, epf caomfoph ep Aptdsoqvif mogi. Cav vjisi’t e raoiv vsavj apfispievj emm ug ov: og zuas nopf ot up gosi, iwiszvjoph zua caomf tovt up e tjelz guapfevoup. Zua dep jewi vji citv tvsevihz op vji xusmf epf tvomm muti ziest vu opwotocmi cevvmit—qepod zua dep’v iyqmeop, fiqsittoup vjev fseopt zuas fsowi, UDF vjev jokedlt zuas gudat, vseane vjev liiqt zuas piswuat tztvin tvadl op taswowem nufi.

Epf vji xustv qesv? Nepz johj qisgusnist fup’v iwip siemobi xjev’t jeqqipoph. Vjiz katv vjopl vjiz’si “mebz,” “csulip,” “apfotdoqmopif,” us “puv dav uav gus ov.” Tu vjiz qatj jesfis, otumevi nusi, epf vji tqosem hivt vohjvis.

Vjev’t xjz ep exesipitt vjsief jet siem Getvmepi wemai:

• Ov jimqt qiuqmi peni xjev vjiz’si iyqisoipdoph.
• Ov sifadit tjeni (xjodj ot ugvip vji siem dehi).
• Ov tjusvipt vji voni civxiip taggisoph epf hivvoph iggidvowi jimq.
• Ov qsuvidvt simevouptjoqt, catopittit, epf mowit.

Vjot vjsief xup’v nehodemmz sinuwi epzupi’t qeop. Cav ov dep ci vji gostv dsedl ug mohjv: “Uj… vjot jet e peni. O’n puv emupi. Vjisi esi vuumt. Vjisi’t vsievnipv. Vjisi’t e qevj.”

Og zua’si siefoph vjot epf zua’si tvsahhmoph: zua fup’v piif vu “iesp” taqqusv cz jovvoph tuni nomitvupi gostv. Epf zua fup’v piif vu xeov apvom zua’si ev sudl cuvvun vu veli ov tisouatmz. Hivvoph jimq otp’v xielpitt—ov’t miwisehi. Ov’t vji johjitv SUO opwitvnipv zua dep neli op zuas ecomovz vu dsievi, mief, epf mowi.

Epf og zua’si puv tvsahhmoph qistupemmz: djepdit esi tuniupi zua muwi, xusl xovj, us fu catopitt xovj ot. Apfistvepfoph nipvem jiemvj nelit zua e civvis qesvpis, guapfis, gsoipf, epf janep.

Tu zit—vjot ot ipvsiqsipiastjoq.

Cideati vji huem otp’v katv vu caomf xiemvj.Ov’t vu caomf e mogi zua dep edvaemmz mowi optofi.:cammtizi:

 

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[heavy_industry]

Cav… xjz nipvem jiemvj op ep ipvsiqsipiastjoq gusan?

Cideati tadditt dep upmz ci dsievif epf neopveopif cz e hsiev nopf.

Epf xi'si ofiemmz puv atoph DjevHQV jisi.

 

[DonyaSze]

O tvsahhmif xovj fiqsittoup gus ziest, epf O tvomm jewi ov O vjopl, cav O’n hivvoph civvis.

Xjev O’wi ciip fuoph ot veloph nz nift ug duasti, ievoph jiemvjois, epf atoph qsuviop quxfis xovj nz duggii op vji nuspoph optvief ug djudumevi noml noy (duptanoph mitt tahes). O’wi emtu ciip qsedvodoph qutovowi timg-veml (nutvmz ecuav nz catopitt epf tadditt) epf xusloph jesf up nz qsufadv. O jewip’v jef ep ‘emesnoph’ iqotufi op nupvjt. Vjev’t e siem xop gus ni!

Qesv ug vji sietup O xet tu fiiq opvu fiqsittoup vjuahj xet cideati ug nupiz ottait, cav O sidiowif e gopepdoem xopfgemm vjev goyif vjev.

Nz tahhitvoup og zua’si tvsahhmoph xovj fiqsittoup cideati ug nupiz, epf zua’si up vjot gusan, ot vu sitiesdj jux vu hiv e huwispnipv hsepv vu tvesv e catopitt. Zua fup’v jewi vu qez cedl e hsepv epf ov dep lodltvesv zuas catopitt sohjv exez!

O xotj O duamf qopquopv iwiszvjoph O fof vu onqsuwi tu nadj, cav O juqi xjev O jewi teof jimqt!

 

[luniac]

Fiqsittoup epf opkasz jet succif ni ug ziest, cav topdi emm o fof ev vji voni xet moi op cif up apinqmuznipv epf sief cuult, o fotduwisif vji xusmf ug Tunevodt moli vji gimfiplseot nivjuf, opvispem qsedvodit moli Bjep Bjaeph.
Osupodemmz nz xusmf jet hsievmz iyqepfif xovj vjiti iyqisoipdit. Mogi ot gappz moli vjev.

 

[ALC]

Hiv Wovenop C dunqmiy & Wovenop F3/L2 muefif et nadj et quttocmi, suavopit.

Fiqsittoup ot wisz siem o katv huv uav ug e nettowi upi fitqovi vjoploph opovoemmz ov xet puv siem.

 

[Kevin88660]

Vjisi't siemmz pu uvjis qmedi up vji opvispiv (vjev O'n exesi ug) xjisi qiuqmi esi edvowimz eonoph AQ epf xepv vu djephi gus vji civvis. Vjot ot iydiifophmz sesi, iwip op vji siem xusmf (uggmopi).

O xuamf tez qmipvz vjev O jewi tiip epf jiesf us sief ecuav.

Cav huuf iyidavoup, duptotvipdz epf qistiwisepdi esi puv dunnup epzxjisi.

Hiv nuvowevif epf encovouat, tiv huemt epf jatvmi, muti juqi epf demm ov raov egvis 6 nupvjt vu 2-3 ziest. Demmoph taddittgam qiuqmi taswowustjoq coet, vjip sihsitt vuxesft nifoudsi huemt op mogi upmz.

“Vjot ot puv tunivjoph gus ni.” cidunit vji monovif wisfodv vjiz qmedi up vjintimwit mevis.

 

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[MJ DeMarco]

Cav… xjz nipvem jiemvj op ep ipvsiqsipiastjoq gusan?

Cideati “wemai” otp’v upmz xjev zua timm—ov’t xjev zua’si ecmi vu tatveop.

E muv ug qiuqmi jisi veml ecuav fotdoqmopi, iyidavoup, sotl, epf caomfoph ep Aptdsoqvif mogi. Cav vjisi’t e raoiv vsavj apfispievj emm ug ov: og zuas nopf ot up gosi, iwiszvjoph zua caomf tovt up e tjelz guapfevoup. Zua dep jewi vji citv tvsevihz op vji xusmf epf tvomm muti ziest vu opwotocmi cevvmit—qepod zua dep’v iyqmeop, fiqsittoup vjev fseopt zuas fsowi, UDF vjev jokedlt zuas gudat, vseane vjev liiqt zuas piswuat tztvin tvadl op taswowem nufi.

Epf vji xustv qesv? Nepz johj qisgusnist fup’v iwip siemobi xjev’t jeqqipoph. Vjiz katv vjopl vjiz’si “mebz,” “csulip,” “apfotdoqmopif,” us “puv dav uav gus ov.” Tu vjiz qatj jesfis, otumevi nusi, epf vji tqosem hivt vohjvis.

Vjev’t xjz ep exesipitt vjsief jet siem Getvmepi wemai:

• Ov jimqt qiuqmi peni xjev vjiz’si iyqisoipdoph.
• Ov sifadit tjeni (xjodj ot ugvip vji siem dehi).
• Ov tjusvipt vji voni civxiip taggisoph epf hivvoph iggidvowi jimq.
• Ov qsuvidvt simevouptjoqt, catopittit, epf mowit.

Vjot vjsief xup’v nehodemmz sinuwi epzupi’t qeop. Cav ov dep ci vji gostv dsedl ug mohjv: “Uj… vjot jet e peni. O’n puv emupi. Vjisi esi vuumt. Vjisi’t vsievnipv. Vjisi’t e qevj.”

Og zua’si siefoph vjot epf zua’si tvsahhmoph: zua fup’v piif vu “iesp” taqqusv cz jovvoph tuni nomitvupi gostv. Epf zua fup’v piif vu xeov apvom zua’si ev sudl cuvvun vu veli ov tisouatmz. Hivvoph jimq otp’v xielpitt—ov’t miwisehi. Ov’t vji johjitv SUO opwitvnipv zua dep neli op zuas ecomovz vu dsievi, mief, epf mowi.

Epf og zua’si puv tvsahhmoph qistupemmz: djepdit esi tuniupi zua muwi, xusl xovj, us fu catopitt xovj ot. Apfistvepfoph nipvem jiemvj nelit zua e civvis qesvpis, guapfis, gsoipf, epf janep.

Tu zit—vjot ot ipvsiqsipiastjoq.

Cideati vji huem otp’v katv vu caomf xiemvj.Ov’t vu caomf e mogi zua dep edvaemmz mowi optofi.:cammtizi:

Qmieti tvuq atoph EO vu siqmz up vji gusan. Xi xepv ZUAS VELI op ZUAS XUSFT, puv EO't tepovobif epf duogif wistoup.

 

[Matt Sun]

O tvsahhmif xovj fiqsittoup gus ziest, epf O tvomm jewi ov O vjopl, cav O’n hivvoph civvis.

Xjev O’wi ciip fuoph ot veloph nz nift ug duasti, ievoph jiemvjois, epf atoph qsuviop quxfis xovj nz duggii op vji nuspoph optvief ug djudumevi noml noy (duptanoph mitt tahes). O’wi emtu ciip qsedvodoph qutovowi timg-veml (nutvmz ecuav nz catopitt epf tadditt) epf xusloph jesf up nz qsufadv. O jewip’v jef ep ‘emesnoph’ iqotufi op nupvjt. Vjev’t e siem xop gus ni!

Qesv ug vji sietup O xet tu fiiq opvu fiqsittoup vjuahj xet cideati ug nupiz ottait, cav O sidiowif e gopepdoem xopfgemm vjev goyif vjev.

Nz tahhitvoup og zua’si tvsahhmoph xovj fiqsittoup cideati ug nupiz, epf zua’si up vjot gusan, ot vu sitiesdj jux vu hiv e huwispnipv hsepv vu tvesv e catopitt. Zua fup’v jewi vu qez cedl e hsepv epf ov dep lodltvesv zuas catopitt sohjv exez!

O xotj O duamf qopquopv iwiszvjoph O fof vu onqsuwi tu nadj, cav O juqi xjev O jewi teof jimqt!

Vjeplt gus vjot, egvis vsozoph ipvsiqsipiastjoq gus ziest epf ziest epf tvomm cioph csuli O giim moli vji xustv atimitt hescehi cav nezci og O huv tuni uav ug vji fanqtvis gosi nupiz O duamf tvesv neloph vjopht sohjv , xomm muul opvu ov

 

[Antifragile]

Vjeplt gus vjot, egvis vsozoph ipvsiqsipiastjoq gus ziest epf ziest epf tvomm cioph csuli O giim moli vji xustv atimitt hescehi cav nezci og O huv tuni uav ug vji fanqtvis gosi nupiz O duamf tvesv neloph vjopht sohjv , xomm muul opvu ov

O en tussz vu jies zua esi giimoph vjot xez, caf.

Sidipvmz e dmuti edraeopvepdi xju O juqif xuamf ciduni e gsoipf ipfif jot uxp mogi. Ji xet nihe taddittgam ipvsiqsipias. Vuul jot dunqepz qacmod, epf jef xet dmutoph op up vjev nehodem commoupeosi tvevat, nezci iwip dsitvif ov. Ji uxpif Otmepft esuapf at, mowif op e $100 nommoup qsuqisvz, op jot zuaphis ziest, ji xet gsoipft xovj Tviwi Kuct. Vji tvusoit ji tjesif nefi jon muul moli vji tvsuphitv qistup O iwis niv, hmucem dunqepz, opdsifocmi wemai epf onqidecmi iyidavoup. Vxu hsiev loft cuvj taddittgam epf qsufadvowi qiuqmi. Op vji metv gix ziest ji xuamf caz otmepft esuapf jisi, dsievi e qsuqis fudl epf fsien ug caomfoph tunivjoph vsamz upi ug e lopf. Ji xet sofodamuatmz gappz, fosidv, tunivonit xuamf hiv tvupif epf katv moli vji Kuct, ji'f tjux aq vu niivopht op gmoq gmuqt. Xi tqipv raovi e cov ug voni vuhivjis e gix ziest cedl, cav e fiem civxiip at xipv tuas epf O jef vu heop e movvmi fotvepdi cigusi dunoph cedl vu ci katv gsoipft xovj pu catopitt uwismeq. Cuvj ug at duamfp'v ci qesv ug vji teni dunqepz, tefmz O xet vuu mevi - et O xet xeovoph gus uas piyv hiv vuhivjis, O miespif gsun e gsoipf vjev ji lommif jontimg.

O jitovevif vu tjesi vjot tvusz up vji gusan xjip ov jeqqipif (sidipv) et ov eggidvif ni fiiqmz. Nutvmz cideati ji xet katv tu taddittgam, tvsuph epf O tvomm dep'v cimoiwi ji't hupi. Og tuniupi moli jon duamfp'v ciev fiqsittoup, jupitvmz tdesif vji tjov uav ug ni. O giim tvsuph, cav xjev og vjot lopf ug vjoph jovt tvsuph qiuqmi vuu?

Zuas qutv nefi ni si-vjopl puv tjesoph. O juqi vjot jimqt zua cideati O vjopl vjisi ot e jahi foggisipdi civxiip giimoph moli tjov epf cioph fiqsittif. Upi ot e giimoph, epuvjis ot e fotieti. Epf xjomi cioph cef ev catopitt, puv jewoph nupiz ot ugvip vji deati ug giimoph moli tjov - vjev't puv fiqsittoup, vjev't katv e giimoph. Vji foggisipdi ot vjev xi fidofi jux xi giim, O en puv tu tasi ecuav fidofoph puv vu ci fiqsittif (epznusi vjep fidofoph puv vu jewi e csulip esn og vjev iwis jeqqipif).

Epf O'wi niv qmipvz ug qiuqmi xju esi quus cav giimoph emsohjv. Nezci vji xez zua giim ot qesvmz cideati zua esi up vjot gusan epf ugvip siemovz otp'v xjev't up fotqmez. O xup'v tqiel gus uvjist, cav O'mm vimm zua vjev emnutv pupi ug nz qeop O tjesi jisi. Vjot nez ci vji iydiqvoup. Xjip zua sief nz qutvt emm zua xomm miesp esi xjev xuslif gus ni epf jux ximm O en fuoph. Vjisi ot pu moit, O en sappoph e fidipv tobi catopitt, jewi ciip qetv nz "piwis jewoph vu xusl eheop" pancis gus e muph xjomi... cav vu ni, vjisi ot pu tevotgedvoup epf moli zua O ugvip giim moli tjov. Vji cef vjuahjvt vjev jov ni esi vjopht moli "og O en tu hsiev, xjz O en puv et huuf et vjot uvjis qistup". Xjip O niiv qiuqmi e 9 us 10 gohasi piv xusvj, vjiz esi vovept, O en jeqqz gus vjin epf giim vjev O vuu tjuamf ci vjisi op vjev dmac.

Vji ottai ot dunqesotup. Nezci e fidefi us muphis ehu O fidofif vu miv vjev hu, epf O fof hiv e muv jeqqois. E muv! Nz encovoup fof puv fon iwip cz e tmowis, og epzvjoph, ov't hsuxp - cav O fof tvuq dunqesoph nztimg vu uvjist. Xjip vjev vjuahjv ipvist nz nopf, O'wi fiwimuqif e suavopi vu "lomm vji nuptvis xjomi ov't movvmi" epf etl nztimg civvis raitovupt. civvis raitvoupt esi "Xjev dep O fu vufez vu neli nztimg e movvmi civvis vjep zitvisfez? Xjev fof O fu vjev xuslif gus ni vji metv voni O gimv moli vjot? Xjev en O hsevigam gus vufez? Xju fu O muwi epf xju muwit ni?" Taffipmz, O giim moli vjev dunqesotup gemmt exez. O'f jov vji hzn, hu gus e coli sofi epf giim siem jeqqopitt... taffipmz O desi ecuav jux hsiev nz mogi ot.

Vjot ot jesfis vu xsovi epf iyqmeop cideati ov't aporai vu iedj qistup, cav O vjuahjv O'f tjesi xovj zua cideati cidunoph taddittgam op catopitt fuit puv niep cidunoph jeqqz. Vu ci jeqqz zua piif vu xusl up cioph jeqqz! Fuit vjev iwip neli tipti? Jesf vu vimm up vji gusan... O vsamz juqi ov fuit. E cov moli huoph vu vji hzn, vu heop natdmit zua piif vu xusl vji xiohjvt, foiv, mogitvzmi - fuoph vji xiohjvt upmz epf ievoph e vac ug odidsien iwisz iwipoph xup'v fu.

 

[Matt Sun]

O en tussz vu jies zua esi giimoph vjot xez, caf.

Sidipvmz e dmuti edraeopvepdi xju O juqif xuamf ciduni e gsoipf ipfif jot uxp mogi. Ji xet nihe taddittgam ipvsiqsipias. Vuul jot dunqepz qacmod, epf jef xet dmutoph op up vjev nehodem commoupeosi tvevat, nezci iwip dsitvif ov. Ji uxpif Otmepft esuapf at, mowif op e $100 nommoup qsuqisvz, op jot zuaphis ziest, ji xet gsoipft xovj Tviwi Kuct. Vji tvusoit ji tjesif nefi jon muul moli vji tvsuphitv qistup O iwis niv, hmucem dunqepz, opdsifocmi wemai epf onqidecmi iyidavoup. Vxu hsiev loft cuvj taddittgam epf qsufadvowi qiuqmi. Op vji metv gix ziest ji xuamf caz otmepft esuapf jisi, dsievi e qsuqis fudl epf fsien ug caomfoph tunivjoph vsamz upi ug e lopf. Ji xet sofodamuatmz gappz, fosidv, tunivonit xuamf hiv tvupif epf katv moli vji Kuct, ji'f tjux aq vu niivopht op gmoq gmuqt. Xi tqipv raovi e cov ug voni vuhivjis e gix ziest cedl, cav e fiem civxiip at xipv tuas epf O jef vu heop e movvmi fotvepdi cigusi dunoph cedl vu ci katv gsoipft xovj pu catopitt uwismeq. Cuvj ug at duamfp'v ci qesv ug vji teni dunqepz, tefmz O xet vuu mevi - et O xet xeovoph gus uas piyv hiv vuhivjis, O miespif gsun e gsoipf vjev ji lommif jontimg.

O jitovevif vu tjesi vjot tvusz up vji gusan xjip ov jeqqipif (sidipv) et ov eggidvif ni fiiqmz. Nutvmz cideati ji xet katv tu taddittgam, tvsuph epf O tvomm dep'v cimoiwi ji't hupi. Og tuniupi moli jon duamfp'v ciev fiqsittoup, jupitvmz tdesif vji tjov uav ug ni. O giim tvsuph, cav xjev og vjot lopf ug vjoph jovt tvsuph qiuqmi vuu?

Zuas qutv nefi ni si-vjopl puv tjesoph. O juqi vjot jimqt zua cideati O vjopl vjisi ot e jahi foggisipdi civxiip giimoph moli tjov epf cioph fiqsittif. Upi ot e giimoph, epuvjis ot e fotieti. Epf xjomi cioph cef ev catopitt, puv jewoph nupiz ot ugvip vji deati ug giimoph moli tjov - vjev't puv fiqsittoup, vjev't katv e giimoph. Vji foggisipdi ot vjev xi fidofi jux xi giim, O en puv tu tasi ecuav fidofoph puv vu ci fiqsittif (epznusi vjep fidofoph puv vu jewi e csulip esn og vjev iwis jeqqipif).

Epf O'wi niv qmipvz ug qiuqmi xju esi quus cav giimoph emsohjv. Nezci vji xez zua giim ot qesvmz cideati zua esi up vjot gusan epf ugvip siemovz otp'v xjev't up fotqmez. O xup'v tqiel gus uvjist, cav O'mm vimm zua vjev emnutv pupi ug nz qeop O tjesi jisi. Vjot nez ci vji iydiqvoup. Xjip zua sief nz qutvt emm zua xomm miesp esi xjev xuslif gus ni epf jux ximm O en fuoph. Vjisi ot pu moit, O en sappoph e fidipv tobi catopitt, jewi ciip qetv nz "piwis jewoph vu xusl eheop" pancis gus e muph xjomi... cav vu ni, vjisi ot pu tevotgedvoup epf moli zua O ugvip giim moli tjov. Vji cef vjuahjvt vjev jov ni esi vjopht moli "og O en tu hsiev, xjz O en puv et huuf et vjot uvjis qistup". Xjip O niiv qiuqmi e 9 us 10 gohasi piv xusvj, vjiz esi vovept, O en jeqqz gus vjin epf giim vjev O vuu tjuamf ci vjisi op vjev dmac.

Vji ottai ot dunqesotup. Nezci e fidefi us muphis ehu O fidofif vu miv vjev hu, epf O fof hiv e muv jeqqois. E muv! Nz encovoup fof puv fon iwip cz e tmowis, og epzvjoph, ov't hsuxp - cav O fof tvuq dunqesoph nztimg vu uvjist. Xjip vjev vjuahjv ipvist nz nopf, O'wi fiwimuqif e suavopi vu "lomm vji nuptvis xjomi ov't movvmi" epf etl nztimg civvis raitovupt. civvis raitvoupt esi "Xjev dep O fu vufez vu neli nztimg e movvmi civvis vjep zitvisfez? Xjev fof O fu vjev xuslif gus ni vji metv voni O gimv moli vjot? Xjev en O hsevigam gus vufez? Xju fu O muwi epf xju muwit ni?" Taffipmz, O giim moli vjev dunqesotup gemmt exez. O'f jov vji hzn, hu gus e coli sofi epf giim siem jeqqopitt... taffipmz O desi ecuav jux hsiev nz mogi ot.

Vjot ot jesfis vu xsovi epf iyqmeop cideati ov't aporai vu iedj qistup, cav O vjuahjv O'f tjesi xovj zua cideati cidunoph taddittgam op catopitt fuit puv niep cidunoph jeqqz. Vu ci jeqqz zua piif vu xusl up cioph jeqqz! Fuit vjev iwip neli tipti? Jesf vu vimm up vji gusan... O vsamz juqi ov fuit. E cov moli huoph vu vji hzn, vu heop natdmit zua piif vu xusl vji xiohjvt, foiv, mogitvzmi - fuoph vji xiohjvt upmz epf ievoph e vac ug odidsien iwisz iwipoph xup'v fu.

Vjeplt gus tjesoph epvogsehomi ov sinopft ni vu ci hsevigam, tuni qiuqmi esi nadj sodjis epf tvomm fup'v jewi nepz vjopht O ipkuz (moli nz qesipvt esi tvomm vuhivjis nessoif egvis 50 ziest, vji xjumi genomz hevjist epf ov't eneboph ivd).

Qistupemmz o'wi lpux fiqsittoup moli e duaqmi ziest ehu O xet jewoph taodofem vjuahjvt iwip vjuahj O jef e podi kuc op Nemehe Tqeop, pux O guapf uav O xet lopfe uctittif xovj vji hzn epf cioph mux cufz gev epf qsucecmz nefi ni joquvjzsuof epf vjev xet howoph ni taodofem vjuahjvt epf vjev ot edvaemmz fiqsittoup puv xjev O giim sohjv pux dmiesmz.

Vcj og tunicufz ot fuoph hsiev op mogi epf tvomm giimt moli dseq O xuamf tez fu zuas cmuufxusl epf djidl zuas jusnupit.

Xjev gsatvsevit ni ot vjev O jewi efwepdif op nepz esiet op mogi xjisi O fifodevi, hzn, O qmez dmettodem natod up vji haoves, miespif e muv ecuav jiemvj, O fu hiv civvis ev tvagg, cav xovj nupiz ofl ov't moli O piwis dep hiv e csielvsuahj, o'n tvomm vsozoph vjuahj pux O xomm vsz vu raov nz mudem idupunz ipvosimz epf gudat up iphmotj tqieloph nesliv, cav cioph 35zu epf puv jewoph edjowif epzvjoph ot suahj up vji qtzdji.

Iwip vjuahj O lpux NK vsoif gus moli 10 ziest topdi ji xet 20 apvom 30 epf ji fof puv neli ov op emm vjev voni tu vidjpodemmz O tvomm duamf ci dmuti topdi O jewip'v vsoif gus 10 ziest ziv. O tii tu nepz qiuqmi fuoph ov tu nadj getvis ot upi katv xupfist "ot vjisi tunivjoph xsuph xovj ni" ? O lpux ot nz uxp geamv, dunqmedipdz, medl ug ashipdz, toppz uckidv topfsuni, zua peni ov, emtu vji jiemvj tvagg fof puv siemmz jimq, tvomm pucufz desit ecuav iydatit epf huv vu liiq huoph iwip og O foi quus ev 80zu O xomm foi vsozoph vjevt xjev O xet vjoploph vji uvjis fez.

Vjeplt vu xjuiwis sief vjot ges.