Just curious as to what you grabbed onto for strength during all those low times, and at what point exactly did you feel like you "made it?"
Love your quote of "cash in the bank helps me sleep at night." I just told my wife about that this morning and how that's my new motto.
In my book I describe what I call "the daily practice" which I described earlier on this thread. It's corny but it's the oNLY thing that helped me.
I will tell you: one time I tried something else - My ex was leaving me, it was Thanksgiving and I was eating in a deli, and I was going broke and losing my house.
So I put an ad on Craigslist saying, "I'm a psychic and will answer all questions".
I only answered the questions sent to me by women.
The results are in my book.
But basically, the daily practice I describe is better.
In terms of when I feel like I "made it".
I was talking to my wife about this recently (good that we both talk to our wives):
I was telling her when things are going very well I sometimes am anxious that I can't keep it going this well. And when things are going poorly I get anxious they will continue poorly.
This is an issue for me. Most of the time now, I'll admit, things are going pretty well. But I never feel like I've made it. I have to try harder to not try so hard.