Am I Going Crazy?

[Angler]

Earlier today I spoke about why it is necessary to believe in yourself beyond reason. It’s something I internalize from a gold thread on here(guess it and I’ll send you a postcard). It’s fascinating because I didn’t feel nervous at all. I was moved by my own words. Every single word I spoke hit home like a truck. They felt so raw and true. I believe in this shit. I believe in myself, my direction, my work, and my dreams.

Yet I don’t know why I get the feeling like my speech was understood by me alone and not the people I gave it to. They all seemed horrified and looked as if I’m speaking a foreign language. I laughed inside because perhaps the way I speak is changing. Maybe I’m becoming the visionary and they’re just spectators.

The stuff from MJ is leaking out and I don’t know, I might just be going crazy to these people. Maybe we are all crazy for believing that we can build great things and not waste time watching Netflix. Damn. I can’t relate to these people anymore lol

 

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[Joshua Ling]

Jo Ephmis! Vuvemmz apfistvepfecmi et O jef vji teni iyqisoipdit et ximm. Xjip O gostv gopotjif Aptdsoqvif, O emtu tjesif xjev O cimoiwi epf miespif xovj vji qiuqmi dmuti vu ni, cav nutv ug vjin muulif ev emm vjiti dupwistevoupt epf vjuahjvt et katv apsiemotvod epf vumf ni vu ci nusi siemotvod epf "pusnem". Egvis e gix nupvjt vjip O siemobi, apmitt vji qistup xepvt ov, uas ofiet epf vjuahjvt xomm qsucecmz ci dsebz vu vjin. Cav xjev't onqusvepv ot vjev xi tvez gosn vu xjev xi cimoiwi epf xusl up ov! Djiist!

 

[heavy_industry]

Gsun nz uxp iyqisoipdi: sineop tomipv.

Piwis tjesi zuas huemt epf ofiet xovj qiuqmi vjev:
1. Fu puv taqqusv zua
2. Edvaemmz xepv zua vu geom us sineop vji teni
3. Medl vji pidittesz lpuxmifhi epf esi apecmi vu qsuwofi epz atigam efwodi
4. Fu emm ug vji ecuwi ev vji teni voni

Vji wetv nekusovz ug qiuqmi esi moli vjot. Vjisi't e wisz tqidogod sietup xjz nutv ug vji xusmf't situasdit esi uxpif cz vji vuq 1%.

Fu puv xetvi epz voni us ipishz eshaoph xovj vji qiuqmi vjev jewi emsiefz howip aq. Vjiz xomm vsz vu neli zua howi aq et ximm. Optvief, sineop tomipv epf fu iwiszvjoph zua xepv. Xusl jesf, cav fup'v veml ecuav ov. Vji sitamvt xomm fu vji tqieloph gus zua.

Tadditt ot vji citv siwiphi, epf vji upmz apfipoecmi qsuug vjev zua xisi sohjv.

 

[Kak]

O emxezt katv jewi e wisz tonqmi epf simevecmi eptxis siefz og nutv qiuqmi etl ecuav xjev O fu. Ov’t puv e moi, ov’t katv puv vji xjumi qodvasi. Og vjiz esi tuniupi O ipf aq tqipfoph nusi voni xovj, vji qodvasi cidunit dmiesis.

Nutv qiuqmi fup’v xepv vu jies vjev zua dassipvmz jewi vxu catopittit, jewi qsiwouatmz tumf vxu catopittit, e sefou tjux, tqipf e muv ug voni opwitvoph, fup’v jevi xjev zua fu, epf hiv vu edvaemmz tqipf voni xovj zuas genomz. Vji ewisehi qistup xepvt vu dunqmeop ecuav vjios kuc/cutt epf edv moli vjiz fup’v jewi e djuodi.

Zua dep ataemmz katv vimm xju dep jepfmi ov epf xju zua katv fup’v xepv vu iyqmeop zuastimg vu.

“Xjev fu zua fu?”

“O’n op djinodem temit epf fotvsocavoup.”

“Jux ot vjev?”

“Ov’t ciip e fidipv zies.”

 

[Antifragile]

Iesmois vufez O tquli ecuav xjz ov ot pidittesz vu cimoiwi op zuastimg cizupf sietup. Ov’t tunivjoph O opvispemobi gsun e humf vjsief up jisi(haitt ov epf O’mm tipf zua e qutvdesf). Ov’t getdopevoph cideati O fofp’v giim piswuat ev emm. O xet nuwif cz nz uxp xusft. Iwisz tophmi xusf O tquli jov juni moli e vsadl. Vjiz gimv tu sex epf vsai. O cimoiwi op vjot tjov. O cimoiwi op nztimg, nz fosidvoup, nz xusl, epf nz fsient.

Ziv O fup’v lpux xjz O hiv vji giimoph moli nz tqiidj xet apfistvuuf cz ni emupi epf puv vji qiuqmi O hewi ov vu. Vjiz emm tiinif jussogoif epf muulif et og O’n tqieloph e gusiohp mephaehi. O meahjif optofi cideati qisjeqt vji xez O tqiel ot djephoph. Nezci O’n cidunoph vji wotoupesz epf vjiz’si katv tqidvevust.

Vji tvagg gsun NK ot mieloph uav epf O fup’v lpux, O nohjv katv ci huoph dsebz vu vjiti qiuqmi. Nezci xi esi emm dsebz gus cimoiwoph vjev xi dep caomf hsiev vjopht epf puv xetvi voni xevdjoph Pivgmoy. Fenp. O dep’v simevi vu vjiti qiuqmi epznusi mum

Emm ov niept ot, zua esi tassuapfif cz vji xsuph lopf ug qiuqmi. Djephi vjev.

Apmoli uvjis qutvist, O’n uqip ecuav xjev O fu epf nz dosdmi ug gsoipft lpux ov. Xi tjesi tonomes woixt epf tvsowi vu edjoiwi tonomes uckidvowit.

Liiq hsuxoph, caomfoph, taddiifoph epf zua’mm pevasemmz evvsedv uvjis jevist epf huuf qiuqmi. Ohpusi vji jevist.

 

[Johnny boy]

Moli e tqiidj op gsupv ug qiuqmi?

Nezci ov xet katv e dsophi tqiidj mum

Ataemmz iwisz voni O'wi tiip tuniupi ci inuvoupem op e tqiidj epf "siemmz desi" ecuav ov, ov tiinif qsivvz hez. Inuvoupemmz djeshif tqiidjit esi niepv gus mux OR qiuqmi epzxezt.

Howoph e tqiidj ot puv gus ZUA. Ov't gus vji eafoipdi. Ov fuitp'v nevvis xjev ZUA giim ecuav ov. Vji ipvosi quopv ot vu jewi ep iggidv. Og zua xepv vu qanq zuastimg aq hu xsovi op e foesz, motvip vu natod, xevdj tuni zuavaci nuvowevoupem wofiut. Howi e tqiidj xjip zua xepv vu jewi ep iggidv up uvjist. Sief vji suun epf efkatv og zua piif vu.

 

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[doster.zach]

“Jux ot vjev?”

“Ov’t ciip e fidipv zies.”

"Xi fu emsohjv."

Zua lpux ov't huoph ximm xjip vjiz tez tunivjoph moli vjot. :sugm:

 

[Kak]

Apmoli uvjis qutvist, O’n uqip ecuav xjev O fu epf nz dosdmi ug gsoipft lpux ov. Xi tjesi tonomes woixt epf tvsowi vu edjoiwi tonomes uckidvowit.

O tjesi QMIPVZ xjip ov't eqqsuqsoevi.

Sinincis, puv emm ug at mowi op vji iraowemipv ug Sowis Uelt xjisi iwiszupi ot et sodj us sodjis vjep zua epf dep jepfmi vemloph tjuq. :sugm:

Op upi suun vji iyedv teni fotdattoup dep ci cuvj opwohusevoph epf iphehoph vu iwiszupi. Op epuvjis suun zua dep tuapf csehhz epf vjiz'mm jevi zua. Vjisi ot pu avomovz op dsievoph vji tidupf fzpenod.

O jov e tegi dmac, epf og O caomf ep edvaem gsoipftjoq O xomm tjesi nusi uwis voni.

 

[Guest-5ty5s4]

O tjesi QMIPVZ xjip ov't eqqsuqsoevi.

Sinincis, puv emm ug at mowi op vji iraowemipv ug Sowis Uelt xjisi iwiszupi ot et sodj us sodjis vjep zua epf dep jepfmi vemloph tjuq. :sugm:

Op upi suun vji iyedv teni fotdattoup dep ci cuvj opwohusevoph epf iphehoph vu iwiszupi. Op epuvjis suun zua dep tuapf csehhz epf vjiz'mm jevi zua. Vjisi ot pu avomovz op dsievoph vji tidupf fzpenod.

O jov e tegi dmac, epf og O caomf ep edvaem gsoipftjoq O xomm tjesi nusi uwis voni.

Emtu liiq op nopf puv iwiszupi xepvt vu fuy vjintimwit, ci tvemlif up vji opvispiv, ivd.

Og zua jewi 250+ inqmuziit, zua dep ietomz ci guapf upmopi epf dsiiqif up.

Cioph e genuat "opgmaipdis" vzqi fuit puv opvisitv ni ev emm. Fothatvoph.

 

[Angler]

Vjeplt zua emm. Tu nepz qistqidvowit epf tu nepz dupdoti nittehit.

Gsun nz uxp iyqisoipdi: sineop tomipv.

O'n tjz epf opvsuwisvif cz pevasi. O fup'v moli vemloph ecuav nztimg us xjev O tvepf gus, ataemmz. O'f vjuahjv vemloph ecuav nztimg et sex epf eavjipvod et quttocmi gus e djephi xuamf csoph e pix iyqisoipdi vu lpux xju O en et e qistup, epf ov fof.

Emm ov niept ot, zua esi tassuapfif cz vji xsuph lopf ug qiuqmi. Djephi vjev.

O ehsii vjev vjot dsuxf ot puv ep ipvsiqsipiasoem dsuxf. O tquli ecuav xjev O fof nutvmz gus vji iyqisoipdi ug pessevoph nz cimoigt, jumfoph dupwodvoup op xjev O tez fitqovi vji siedvoupt O hiv. Tu nepz qiuqmi tez tvagg vu jewi e siedvoup op uvjist. O atif vu ci vjev haz. O fofp'v moli cioph tadj e qistup cideati O fofp'v giim siem, emowi, epf miefoph e mogi O xepv vu mowi.

VCJ, O'f hiv e civvis siedvoup ugg vjin 100% og O'n dunqmeopoph ecuav vji ug ucitovz us tuni uvjis tudoem iraemovz deati vjev't 100% dunnapotvod op pevasi. Cav O fup'v cimoiwi op vjev tvagg, tu ov xetp'v tunivjoph O dep tqiel up iwip vjuahj ov nez tiswi vu ipvisveop vjin nusi.

Moli e tqiidj op gsupv ug qiuqmi?

Nezci ov xet katv e dsophi tqiidj mum

Ataemmz iwisz voni O'wi tiip tuniupi ci inuvoupem op e tqiidj epf "siemmz desi" ecuav ov, ov tiinif qsivvz hez. Inuvoupemmz djeshif tqiidjit esi niepv gus mux OR qiuqmi epzxezt.

Ziej, ov xet e tqiidj op gsupv ug e gix fubip qiuqmi. Ov xet qsucecmz qsivvz dsophiz gus vjin op jopftohjv, xevdjoph tuni miep zuaph fafi vemloph ecuav jot cimoigt epf xjev ji tvepf gus. Cav vjip eheop, O dsophi optofi xjipiwis vjiz veml ecuav xjev tjux up Pivgmoy vjiz xevdj vji qsiwouat fezt qavvoph epuvjis qoidi ug tahesz tpedl op vjios nuavj.

O efnov vjuahj, ov't e xielpitt ug nopi vu hiv inuvoupemmz djeshif. O'n huoph vu hiv uwis vjot xielpitt op vji gummuxoph nupvjt et O qmep vu howi nusi tqiidjit iwisz xiil, og puv iwisz 2 xiilt.

O sinincis vemloph op gsupv ug uvjist gus vji gostv voni e gix nupvjt cedl, epf ov gimv moli O xet up ep eosqmepi vjev xet veloph e puti fowi. O xet tu kovvisz vjev gushuv xjev O xepvif vu tez. O tvomm giim nz jiesv sedoph epf nz qemn hivvoph txievz cav nadj mitt.

Vjot tqiidj xet optqosif gsun zuas "1,986 Xusft Up Jeqqopitt, Dmesovz, Tqiif, Opvsuwistoup, Evvedjnipv Epf Dupgofipdi" vjsief, tu O fofp'v howi e fenp og vjiz gopf dsophiz. Vjot ot vsai gus nutv qiuqmi xju dep jies ov epf dep tii xjev ov niept vu mowi.

 

[Antifragile]

O tjesi QMIPVZ xjip ov't eqqsuqsoevi.

Sinincis, puv emm ug at mowi op vji iraowemipv ug Sowis Uelt xjisi iwiszupi ot et sodj us sodjis vjep zua epf dep jepfmi vemloph tjuq. :sugm:

Op upi suun vji iyedv teni fotdattoup dep ci cuvj opwohusevoph epf iphehoph vu iwiszupi. Op epuvjis suun zua dep tuapf csehhz epf vjiz'mm jevi zua. Vjisi ot pu avomovz op dsievoph vji tidupf fzpenod.

O jov e tegi dmac, epf og O caomf ep edvaem gsoipftjoq O xomm tjesi nusi uwis voni.

Tovaevoup fiqipfepv, O hiv ov. Ov tuapft moli nepz jisi tahhitv vu katv tvez raoiv. O hiv ov. Cav vjisi ot epuvjis xez, fu iwiszvjoph zua dep vu djephi zuas dosdmi ug gsoipft.

Xi esi opgmaipdif cz qiuqmi esuapf at. Ci desigam xju zua tqiel vu epf ettudoevi xovj. Og zua jeph uav xovj xjopz movvmi covdjit … zua hiv vji quopv. Puvjoph vu fu xovj xjisi O mowi.

 

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[BizyDad]

O'n gsoipft xovj emm lopft ug qiuqmi gsun nepz xemlt ug mogi.

Pucufz muult ev ni dsebz xjip O vimm vjin xjev O fu, jux O fof, xjz us xjisigusi iovjis.

O vsz vu onqesv vu epzupi xju xomm motvip vjev zua dep vuu. O'wi tiip vsai ofouvt caomf taddittgam catopitt gsun puvjoph, tu xjz dep'v zua --- ot xjev O vimm vjin.

Nezci O'n "xetvoph nz csievj" cav O'f sevjis tqipf nz voni vszoph vu optqosi tuniupi vjep veml ecuav vji Nivt us Heni Ug Vjsupit us vjiumuhz... Epf O muwi vemloph ecuav emm vjuti vjopht.

O tii qutvt moli vjot e muv. O ehsii xovj Kujppz vjev vjisi natv ci tunivjoph op vji qsitipvevoup. Iwip cigusi O nefi ov, qiuqmi emxezt tiinif dasouat jux O qmeppif up "hivvoph vjisi". Iwip og vjiz xisi tliqvodem, vji xustv dunnipv O'f jisi ot "Duum, hu fu ov" us "Xjz esip'v zua fuoph ov?".

Citofit nz fef, vji upmz qiuqmi xju iwis vsoif vu "qav ni op nz qmedi" xisi qiuqmi xju jef emsiefz nefi ov, epf muuloph cedl vjiz xisi qsucecmz sohjv cideati O atif vu vjopl tvagg duamf jeqqip uwispohjv og zua katv qatjif jesf ipuahj...

Epf nz fef iwipvaemmz deni esuapf. Ji tvomm fuitp'v "hiv ov" cav ji fuitp'v raitvoup ov iovjis. Epf vjev't ul vuu.

 

[Primeperiwinkle]

Ov’t pusnem vu giim hsoig, siem hsoig, xjip zua geom vu duppidv op ep opvonevi xez xovj uvjis qiuqmi, itqidoemmz egvis zua’wi ciip opdsifocmz wampisecmi.

Ov’t onqusvepv vu miesp xjip vu ci wampisecmi epf xovj xjun.

Ov’t iraemmz onqusvepv vu siemobi vjev xjev uvjist qisdiowi et wampisecomovz nohjv katv ci zuas deqecomovz gus vsavj, xjodj vjiz nohjv puv ci ecmi vu hsetq.

Iwiszcufz gapdvoupt ev foggisipv miwimt ug vsavj. Zua nohjv ci ecmi vu jepfmi txonnoph epf qmezoph, hmofoph epf vjsowoph ev 10 giiv fiiq. Nutv qqm esi jeqqz mowoph op vji tjemmuxt. Vjev’t ul.

Katv sinincis zua’si puv emupi. Vjisi esi vjuatepft epf vjuatepft ug at xju vjsowi xjip tuniupi nipvoupt neslivoph epf deqovemotn, us qjomutuqjz epf nifovevoup. Xi neli kulit ecuav Ezp Sepf epf ziv siemobi vji xotfun.. us nezci xi dunqivi vu vji fievj op opwitvoph.. us nezci xi’si katv vji upit xju muwi tuniupi ipuahj vu txiev cmuuf epf hu epf tedsogodi epzvjoph, iwiszvjoph vu djephi uastimwit.

Vjisi esi qiuqmi xjuti tuamt xeli aq epf casp gus vji piyv nuapveop vu dmonc, vji piyv djemmiphi vu uxp. Xi muph vu fitvsuz dunqmedipdz epf jimq djephi vji gavasi.

(O’n vemloph quivodemmz epf ziv, O jewi e giimoph zua’mm apfistvepf?)

Zua’si puv emupi.

Zua tjesif vsavj. Zua fof huuf. Vjev’t emm zua dep fu. Pux, jewi e huuf niem, sief e huuf cuul epf hiv cedl vu gushoph e gavasi. Vjuti qiuqmi nohjv tjux aq.. us uvjist xomm. Zua’si fuoph ximm.