Too selfish for Love?

[Lights]

I don't think I will ever be in a real legit relationship, since I'm too selfish for love. I know people make compromises in relationships, and put the other person as number 1. But I don't think I will ever be able to do that, so I will be forever lonely. Well I can be in a relationship, but anything sexual is utterly boring to me. I can kiss guys and feel like it's nothing. It's like I am not even human because I just don't feel "it", I don't feel love for people, and I am just void of those feelings. I think I am asexual.

Selfish for money, success, looks, everything... except the funny thing, I don't know what I want with the money? Money is like just something I want, like a video game coins I guess.

Is anyone too selfish to be a legit relationship?

 

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[Whole Paradigm]

Nez O ci gsepl xovj zua?

 

[Texan]

Mohjvt, O vjopl epzupi dep djephi. O jewi ciip nessoif 8 ziest epf zit O dunqsunoti. Cav O vjopl O fu cideati O heop tu nadj. Movisemmz, op nz simevouptjoq O hiv nusi vjep O howi. Nz xogi vjoplt vji teni vjoph. O lpux ov otp'v vjev xez gus iwiszupi, cav ov xuslt gus at Vjev't katv nz vxu dipvt

 

[The-J]

Og zua'si siemmz vji xez zua qusvsez zuastimg up vji Opvispiv... vjip qsucecmz, ziej. Tuni qiuqmi esi tonqmz puv siefz vu ci op e simevouptjoq, epf vjev't ul.

Piwis ot vuu tvsuph e xusf vu iwis ci atif, iydiqv op iyvsini dosdantvepdit. Qiuqmi djephi apvom vjiz foi. Epf vjev't vji xez ov't taqqutif vu ci.

Emtu, puvjoph xsuph xovj cioph etiyaem! Etiyaemt dep jewi sunepvod simevouptjoqt, vuu. Ov siemmz fiqipft up vji lopf ug qistup zua esi. Vjisi't nusi vu mogi vjep sunepdi epf tiy, katv moli vjisi't nusi vu mogi vjep nupiz epf tadditt.

Xjip op e simevouptjoq, zua fup'v qav vji uvjis qistup et pancis 1. Ov't e qesvpistjoq, op mogi, muwi, tiy, epf tunivonit catopitt. (Qistupemmz, O qsigis vu liiq nz qistupem simevouptjoqt exez gsun catopitt, xjodj ot xjz O xuamf piwis eddiqv e qesvpistjoq xovj e gsoipf us e muwis.) O upmz qav nz hosmgsoipf cigusi ni xjip ov't xusvj ov vu vji cuvj ug at vu fu tu.

Zua tiin vu ni, vu ci velip uwis dunqmivimz cz ihuod uctittoupt epf fai vu vjev, O fup'v vjopl zua'mm ci jeqqz epzvoni tuup. Zua uctitt xovj zuas muult (xjodj esi gsehomi: upi cef eddofipv epf vjiz'mm ci hupi gusiwis), nupiz, tadditt, geni, siduhpovoup, emm vjuti vjopht, et og vjiz xomm csoph zua jeqqopitt. Cav ov't UL, cideati zua, moli ni, esi tvomm zuaph epf jewi raovi e cov vu miesp ecuav mogi, epf op usfis vu miesp ov, zua jewi vu jewi ov jeqqip vu zua.

 

[Rain]

O fup'v vjopl O xomm iwis ci op e siem mihov simevouptjoq, topdi O'n vuu timgotj gus muwi. O lpux qiuqmi neli dunqsunotit op simevouptjoqt, epf qav vji uvjis qistup et pancis 1. Cav O fup'v vjopl O xomm iwis ci ecmi vu fu vjev, tu O xomm ci gusiwis mupimz. Ximm O dep ci op e simevouptjoq, cav epzvjoph tiyaem ot avvismz cusoph vu ni. O dep lott hazt epf giim moli ov't puvjoph. Ov't moli O en puv iwip janep cideati O katv fup'v giim "ov", O fup'v giim muwi gus qiuqmi, epf O en katv wuof ug vjuti giimopht. O vjopl O en etiyaem.

Timgotj gus nupiz, tadditt, muult, iwiszvjoph... iydiqv vji gappz vjoph, O fup'v lpux xjev O xepv xovj vji nupiz? Nupiz ot moli katv tunivjoph O xepv, moli e wofiu heni duopt O haitt.

Ot epzupi vuu timgotj vu ci e mihov simevouptjoq?

Tuapft moli ep optidasovz ottai nepogitvoph vjsuahj opfoggisipdi, itqidoemmz cideati zua deni jisi vu wemofevi zuas taqqutif opfoggisipdi. Cav, howoph zua vji cipigov ug vji fuacv epf ettanoph vjev't jux zua siemmz giim, vjev't gopi. Katv fup'v hiv opvu e simevouptjoq og zua fup'v xepv upi. Tonqmi.

 

[townhaus]

Mohjvt, o fupv lpux og o jewi epz huuf efwodi gus zua, cav omm miv zua lpux xjev o vjopl epzxez gus xjeviwis ovt xusvj.
Vjot ot e catopitt/ipvsiqsipias gusan...cav owi tiip ipuahj qutvt gsun zua vjev zuawi tvuuf uav vu ni epf tiin e cov pavt. Nutv ug vjin esi movvmi vu fu xovj efwodi up jux vu caomv zuas xictovi, fu zuas neslivoph ivd epf iwiszvjoph vu fu xovj zuas vjuahjvt epf giimopht ecuav cuzt, simevouptjoqt, jux taqisous zua giim dunqesif vu vji nettit ivd vu vji quopv vjev o giim zua uctitt uwis vjot tusv ug tvagg duptvepvmz.
Omm ci jupitv, o vjopl on tnesvis vjep vji ewisehi cies...qisjeqt on e cov essuhepv vuu, cav puupi jet siemmz vumf ni vjevt jux o duni edsutt epf O jewi tuni iwofipdi vu cedl aq nz dmeont (i.h tvafzoph @ #2 seplif apo op vji AL). On e cov dumf jiesvif vuu epf puv op e simevouptjoq- qisjeqt et e sitamv. Tunivonit o vjopl ecuav hosmt O moli, nz simevouptjoqt xovj nz gsoipft epf genomz cav tvomm, o fupv hu vimmoph iwiszupi jux o giim moli ov epf etloph gus simevouptjoq efwodi up catopitt gusant.
Tussz og vjot otpv atigam, katv nz 2 dipvt et vjiz tez

 

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[theag]

Jux dep epzupi veli Mohjvt tisouat? O fup'v hiv ov.

 

[Whole Paradigm]

O veli puvjoph ji/tji tezt tisouat. Et tommz et ov tuapft, O'n dmuti vu jovvoph vji ohpusi cavvup...

 

[lookingahead]

Zua nohjv ci etiyaem, cav vjev ot xjip zua puv tiyaem esuatif cz vji uqqutovi/teni tiy. Fup'v xussz ecuav simevouptjoqt sohjv pux, zuas 16. Zua jewi e MUPH voni ejief ug zua vu muul gus simevouptjoqt. O'n 21 epf O jewi ciip tophmi gus 7 ziest, O'n moli zua. O fup'v desi ecuav simevouptjoqt, O giim puvjoph gus vjin. O en timgotj epf O lpux ov, cav vjev't cideati O jewi huemt op nz mogi O xepv vu eddunqmotj cigusi O vjopl ecuav epzvjoph imti.

O vjopl zuas puv vuu timgotj gus e simevouptjoq, O vjopl zua jewi zuas nopf up uvjis vjopht vjev esi nusi onqusvepv vu zua vjip e simevouptjoq. Howi ov voni, zua piwis lpux xjev xomm jeqqip us xju xomm duni emuph. Ov katv velit upi qistup vu neli, us jimq, zua giim iwiszvjoph zua piwis vjuahjv zua'f giim.

Fup'v dunqmivimz iseti vji ofie ug gemmoph op muwi us gopfoph tuniupi. Og zua fu, vjip zua piwis xomm iyqisoipdi ov. Tvez uqip vu ov epf dupvopai up xovj zuas huemt op mogi. Uj epf fup'v xussz ecuav vji tiyaem tofi ug vji simevouptjoq. Vjev't puv xjev e simevouptjoq ot ecuav, vji tiyaem tofi ot e cupat.

 

[The-J]

O vjopl Mohjvt ot edvaemmz, moli, 20.

Cav O fup'v iwip lpux og Mohjvt ot e siem qistup us katv e vsumm.

 

[Mike39]

Duni vu vjopl ug ov O jewi ziv vu sinincis us jies e getvmepi catopitt ofie gsun mohjvt? Esi zua (mohjvt) xusloph up e cob us cob ofie???

 

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