johnnyqt25
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- Jul 8, 2011
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Hello everyone. I don't where to start. I guess I'll start off by telling you how much of a loser I am. I'm 34 and still live with my dad. I dropped out of college to support my mom's cancer treatment, but she passed away recently. And on top of that I was just laid off from my job and my girlfriend left me.
I'm not sure what to do anymore. It's hard finding a job without a college degree and I'm not looking forward to going back to the slow lane. Since last month, I've been on the fast lane teaching myself HTML, CSS, and PHP. I've learned the basics of HTML/CSS within a week, but having difficulty with PHP. PHP is harder than I thought and I don't know if I'll ever get it. I was really motivated to learn it too, but now I'm not so sure of anything anymore. Some times I just feel like giving up on everything. I even thought about buying a gun to blow my brains out or run my car off a cliff somewhere. Please tell me life is going to get better than this, because it doesn't look so good right now...
I'm not sure what to do anymore. It's hard finding a job without a college degree and I'm not looking forward to going back to the slow lane. Since last month, I've been on the fast lane teaching myself HTML, CSS, and PHP. I've learned the basics of HTML/CSS within a week, but having difficulty with PHP. PHP is harder than I thought and I don't know if I'll ever get it. I was really motivated to learn it too, but now I'm not so sure of anything anymore. Some times I just feel like giving up on everything. I even thought about buying a gun to blow my brains out or run my car off a cliff somewhere. Please tell me life is going to get better than this, because it doesn't look so good right now...
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