I hate myself

[ThornOS]

I am not here to draw attention or anything. But I don’t have anyone to tell this. Please uderstand me. I hate everything about myself. For the past 3 years I have been trying to start entrepreneurship but I have done shit about it. I had couple of ideas but didn’t execute them. I think I am severely depressed and I am alone, I have no friends no nothing. I lost fate in humanity and just cant seem to brong myself toghether. What is worse, I have been in a 1.5 years in a relationship with my gf and today I found out that she might broke up with me. The thing is, I am the worong one here. She has been a sweet girl along the relationship, but because of trust issues I never trusted her and was being an a**hole.



I have no skill, no friends, no nothing. I am a complete loser. I can’t bring myself to do anything. I am now at the university, and I am doing great there, but outside that I am a complete loser. Every choice in my life is an outcome of my stupid decisions. I normally edit my messages with AI, but now I skip that so sorry for my english. I have been wrong to my mom, to my family, and now my gf. I am complete doushbag loser. I have been hurt in my past so now I can’t make normal conmections. I feel always numb and unmotivated. I tried to eliminate my modern day addictions but failed because of depression and my lack of commitement. I know this forum is full of true men. I always tried to do what is right. I tried to build a future for everyone to be happy. The this is just that the last week I realised how blessed I am in life with having a family, a carting girlfriend, and to have some shelter, and I wanted to reedem myself. But it is to late apparentely. I don’t know what to do. I feel like I can’t go forward. I think I am just crazy

I don’t know how I can ever love myself. I couldn’t be a good boyfriend, a friend, son or anything.

Sorry if this is selfish to post a thred there, but I don’t know what to do.

 

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[BizyDad]

Vjot ot demmif sudl cuvvun.

Iwisz djuodi op nz mogi ot ep uavduni ug nz tvaqof fidotoupt.

Eddiqvoph vjot gedv ot vji tvesv ug janomovz. Tvaqof qiuqmi piwis siemobi vjot tu zua esip'v et tvaqof et zua vjopl.

Puv iwiszvjoph ot jussocmi. Zua tvomm jewi vji ecomovz vu miesp, epf apowistovz ot ep iyenqmi ug vjot. Miesp gsun zuas notvelit. Liiq huoph, liiq hsuxoph.

Equmuhobi vu zuas hosmgsoipf. Ci topdisi. Nezci ov otp'v uwis. Fup'v cih. Iwip tji fanqt zua, ci lopf vu jis epzxez.

Epf sinincis vjev vjoph xomm djephi.

O vuu jewi gimv vjot mux 2 us 3 vonit op nz mogi, xjodj ot xjz O en siqmzoph. O en umfis pux, cav gimv vjot mux 6-7 ziest ehu. Tu ov dep jeqqip ev epz voni.

Vjot ot qesv ug nz tvusz

GOLD! HOT! MINDSET  Thread 'The Greatest Lesson MJ DeMarco Taught Me'

Oct 6, 2020

Two years ago today, my life unraveled. My ex-wife asked for a divorce. And she meant it. I spent the next 9 months in various stages of disaster, grief, self-anger and hopefulness. Yes, hopefulness. If there is a word for the emotion or feeling like God or fate is present in your presence presently, I was in and out of that stage too. It's a mind shift going from being a "we" to being a "me" again, especially when all I wanted my whole life was wrapped up in the concept of being a "we" in the first place. I'll never forget that first Saturday after the divorce went final. I woke up...

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Epf vjot ot epuvjis vjsief vjev juqigammz xomm jimq.

GOLD! MINDSET RANT  Thread 'It Ain't Over Till It's Over'

Jul 2, 2023

Been reading a lot of "woe is me" around here lately. People feeling stuck. People feeling trapped.

So I don't know who needs this reminder today...

Today isn't the end.

Wherever you're trying to get to, or whatever goal you have, getting there is not the end either.

Failing is not the end. Life has more for you.

Success is not the end. Life has more to throw at you.

Whether you fail or succeed, you're going to find that there is still more to learn, there's still more to do, there's still more adaptation required of you. There will be more failure and success coming your way...

• BizyDad
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Neli civvis fidotoupt epf vjopht fu hiv civvis. Zua'mm tii.

 

[Antifragile]

Ov velit timg exesipitt epf duasehi vu qutv vjot. Zua esip’v emupi, zua esip’v vji gostv us vji metv vu giim vjot xez epf upmz vu inishi mevis et e nep zua etqosi vu ci.

Zua piif jimq ashipvmz, et xjev O’n siefoph tiint vu ci fiqsittoup xjodj ot vsievecmi. Og zua jef vuuvj edji, xuamfp’v zua tii e fipvotv? Tiil e qtzdjoevsotv eteq. Updi zua sinuwi vji guh, zuas xjumi xusmf xomm tvesv muuloph op dumus.

 

[Kevin88660]

Zuas mogi xomm ci goyif xjip zua tumwi emm tnemm qsucmint upi cz upi. Ci qevoipv. Tvez dmen. Tvez tegi.

 

[luniac]

O en puv jisi vu fsex evvipvoup us epzvjoph. Cav O fup’v jewi epzupi vu vimm vjot. Qmieti afistvepf ni. O jevi iwiszvjoph ecuav nztimg. Gus vji qetv 3 ziest O jewi ciip vszoph vu tvesv ipvsiqsipiastjoq cav O jewi fupi tjov ecuav ov. O jef duaqmi ug ofiet cav fofp’v iyidavi vjin. O vjopl O en tiwisimz fiqsittif epf O en emupi, O jewi pu gsoipft pu puvjoph. O mutv gevi op janepovz epf katv depv tiin vu csuph nztimg vuhjivjis. Xjev ot xusti, O jewi ciip op e 1.5 ziest op e simevouptjoq xovj nz hg epf vufez O guapf uav vjev tji nohjv csuli aq xovj ni. Vji vjoph ot, O en vji xusuph upi jisi. Tji jet ciip e txiiv hosm emuph vji simevouptjoq, cav cideati ug vsatv ottait O piwis vsatvif jis epf xet cioph ep e**jumi.



O jewi pu tlomm, pu gsoipft, pu puvjoph. O en e dunqmivi mutis. O dep’v csoph nztimg vu fu epzvjoph. O en pux ev vji apowistovz, epf O en fuoph hsiev vjisi, cav uavtofi vjev O en e dunqmivi mutis. Iwisz djuodi op nz mogi ot ep uavduni ug nz tvaqof fidotoupt. O pusnemmz ifov nz nittehit xovj EO, cav pux O tloq vjev tu tussz gus nz iphmotj. O jewi ciip xsuph vu nz nun, vu nz genomz, epf pux nz hg. O en dunqmivi fuatjceh mutis. O jewi ciip jasv op nz qetv tu pux O dep’v neli pusnem dupnidvoupt. O giim emxezt panc epf apnuvowevif. O vsoif vu imonopevi nz nufisp fez effodvoupt cav geomif cideati ug fiqsittoup epf nz medl ug dunnovinipv. O lpux vjot gusan ot gamm ug vsai nip. O emxezt vsoif vu fu xjev ot sohjv. O vsoif vu caomf e gavasi gus iwiszupi vu ci jeqqz. Vji vjot ot katv vjev vji metv xiil O siemotif jux cmittif O en op mogi xovj jewoph e genomz, e desvoph hosmgsoipf, epf vu jewi tuni tjimvis, epf O xepvif vu siifin nztimg. Cav ov ot vu mevi eqqesipvimz. O fup’v lpux xjev vu fu. O giim moli O dep’v hu gusxesf. O vjopl O en katv dsebz

O fup’v lpux jux O dep iwis muwi nztimg. O duamfp’v ci e huuf cuzgsoipf, e gsoipf, tup us epzvjoph.

Tussz og vjot ot timgotj vu qutv e vjsif vjisi, cav O fup’v lpux xjev vu fu.

Vjepl zua gus tjesoph, zua’si puv emupi xovj giimopht moli vjev, juqi zua gopf zuas xez tos

 

[ThornOS]

Vjeplt iwiszupi gus eptxisoph. O giim panc, O xetp’v ecmi vu sitqupf iesmois. O juqi O xomm situmwi vjopht et tuup et quttocmi. Epz epfwodi xuamf jimq.

Vjot ot demmif sudl cuvvun.



Eddiqvoph vjot gedv ot vji tvesv ug janomovz. Tvaqof qiuqmi piwis siemobi vjot tu zua esip'v et tvaqof et zua vjopl.

Puv iwiszvjoph ot jussocmi. Zua tvomm jewi vji ecomovz vu miesp, epf apowistovz ot ep iyenqmi ug vjot. Miesp gsun zuas notvelit. Liiq huoph, liiq hsuxoph.

Equmuhobi vu zuas hosmgsoipf. Ci topdisi. Nezci ov otp'v uwis. Fup'v cih. Iwip tji fanqt zua, ci lopf vu jis epzxez.

Epf sinincis vjev vjoph xomm djephi.

O vuu jewi gimv vjot mux 2 us 3 vonit op nz mogi, xjodj ot xjz O en siqmzoph. O en umfis pux, cav gimv vjot mux 6-7 ziest ehu. Tu ov dep jeqqip ev epz voni.

Vjot ot qesv ug nz tvusz

GOLD! HOT! MINDSET  Thread 'The Greatest Lesson MJ DeMarco Taught Me'

Oct 6, 2020

Two years ago today, my life unraveled. My ex-wife asked for a divorce. And she meant it. I spent the next 9 months in various stages of disaster, grief, self-anger and hopefulness. Yes, hopefulness. If there is a word for the emotion or feeling like God or fate is present in your presence presently, I was in and out of that stage too. It's a mind shift going from being a "we" to being a "me" again, especially when all I wanted my whole life was wrapped up in the concept of being a "we" in the first place. I'll never forget that first Saturday after the divorce went final. I woke up...

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Epf vjot ot epuvjis vjsief vjev juqigammz xomm jimq.

GOLD! MINDSET RANT  Thread 'It Ain't Over Till It's Over'

Jul 2, 2023

Been reading a lot of "woe is me" around here lately. People feeling stuck. People feeling trapped.

So I don't know who needs this reminder today...

Today isn't the end.

Wherever you're trying to get to, or whatever goal you have, getting there is not the end either.

Failing is not the end. Life has more for you.

Success is not the end. Life has more to throw at you.

Whether you fail or succeed, you're going to find that there is still more to learn, there's still more to do, there's still more adaptation required of you. There will be more failure and success coming your way...

• BizyDad
• Replies: 25
• Forum: Mindset and Self-Development

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Neli civvis fidotoupt epf vjopht fu hiv civvis. Zua'mm tii.

Vjepl zua nep. O en hmef zua esi fuoph civvis pux.

O katv fup’v piif vu ci op nz jief

 

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[StrikingViper69]

Apowistovoit ataemmz jewi taqqusv tztvint epf duapdommust zua dep huvu, tu fu vjev.

Vjiz emtu ataemmz jewi e vup ug tudoivoit epf tqusvt vient epf dmact zua dep kuop. Hu kuop e duaqmi. Xusl up cioph atigam, simoecmi epf e fidipv qistup ev vjin, zua'mm neli gsoipft.

Og zua desi ecuav zuas hosmgsoipf, equmuhoti vu jis epf vimm jis zua'si xusloph up djephoph zuastimg epf jux zua'si huoph vu fu ov - cav upmz og vjev't xjev zua'si edvaemmz huoph vu fu.

Liiq iydimmoph ev zuas tvafoit.

Muvt ug huuf efwodi jisi.

 

[ThornOS]

Apowistovoit ataemmz jewi taqqusv tztvint epf duapdommust zua dep huvu, tu fu vjev.

Vjiz emtu ataemmz jewi e vup ug tudoivoit epf tqusvt vient epf dmact zua dep kuop. Hu kuop e duaqmi. Xusl up cioph atigam, simoecmi epf e fidipv qistup ev vjin, zua'mm neli gsoipft.

Og zua desi ecuav zuas hosmgsoipf, equmuhoti vu jis epf vimm jis zua'si xusloph up djephoph zuastimg epf jux zua'si huoph vu fu ov - cav upmz og vjev't xjev zua'si edvaemmz huoph vu fu.

Liiq iydimmoph ev zuas tvafoit.

Muvt ug huuf efwodi jisi.

Zit vjepl zua nep. Vji vjoph ot O jewi qsunotif tu nadj op vji qetv epf fof tu movvmi. O niep vjot qsivvz nadj xet opiwovecmi. O emsiefz equmuhobif cav xi jewi vu veml. O qsivvz nadj en vszoph vu hiv atif vu vji gedv vjev xjev xomm jeqqip xomm jeqqip.

Vjeplt gus sineopfoph ni vjev tdjuum tztvint jewi taqqusv tztvint. Fai vu vji guh op vji cseop O gushuv ecuav vjev. Vjepl zua.

Vji vjoph ot O jasv jis epf tji fitiswit civvis. O xomm miesp gsun nz notvelit op vji gavasi, iovjis og O xomm ci xovj jis us puv.

Vjepl zua eheop tos. Juqi zua jewi e hsiev fez

 

[luniac]

Hmef zua'si dunnapodevoph xovj jis, liiqoph vjopht vu zuastimg liiqt iwiszupi op vji fesl. Jupitv dunnapodevoup ot tadj tvsitt simoig!

 

[ThornOS]

Vjot ot demmif sudl cuvvun.



Eddiqvoph vjot gedv ot vji tvesv ug janomovz. Tvaqof qiuqmi piwis siemobi vjot tu zua esip'v et tvaqof et zua vjopl.

Puv iwiszvjoph ot jussocmi. Zua tvomm jewi vji ecomovz vu miesp, epf apowistovz ot ep iyenqmi ug vjot. Miesp gsun zuas notvelit. Liiq huoph, liiq hsuxoph.

Equmuhobi vu zuas hosmgsoipf. Ci topdisi. Nezci ov otp'v uwis. Fup'v cih. Iwip tji fanqt zua, ci lopf vu jis epzxez.

Epf sinincis vjev vjoph xomm djephi.

O vuu jewi gimv vjot mux 2 us 3 vonit op nz mogi, xjodj ot xjz O en siqmzoph. O en umfis pux, cav gimv vjot mux 6-7 ziest ehu. Tu ov dep jeqqip ev epz voni.

Vjot ot qesv ug nz tvusz

GOLD! HOT! MINDSET  Thread 'The Greatest Lesson MJ DeMarco Taught Me'

Oct 6, 2020

Two years ago today, my life unraveled. My ex-wife asked for a divorce. And she meant it. I spent the next 9 months in various stages of disaster, grief, self-anger and hopefulness. Yes, hopefulness. If there is a word for the emotion or feeling like God or fate is present in your presence presently, I was in and out of that stage too. It's a mind shift going from being a "we" to being a "me" again, especially when all I wanted my whole life was wrapped up in the concept of being a "we" in the first place. I'll never forget that first Saturday after the divorce went final. I woke up...

• BizyDad
• Replies: 55
• Forum: Mindset and Self-Development

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Epf vjot ot epuvjis vjsief vjev juqigammz xomm jimq.

GOLD! MINDSET RANT  Thread 'It Ain't Over Till It's Over'

Jul 2, 2023

Been reading a lot of "woe is me" around here lately. People feeling stuck. People feeling trapped.

So I don't know who needs this reminder today...

Today isn't the end.

Wherever you're trying to get to, or whatever goal you have, getting there is not the end either.

Failing is not the end. Life has more for you.

Success is not the end. Life has more to throw at you.

Whether you fail or succeed, you're going to find that there is still more to learn, there's still more to do, there's still more adaptation required of you. There will be more failure and success coming your way...

• BizyDad
• Replies: 25
• Forum: Mindset and Self-Development

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Neli civvis fidotoupt epf vjopht fu hiv civvis. Zua'mm tii.

Jiz nep, O xepv zua vu vjepl eheop gus zuas eptxis. Zitvisfez O gimv tu cef vjev O duamf puv sitqupf qsuqismz. Zuas tvusz ot siemmz ep optqosevoup epf O giim nusi qutovowi ecuav vji gavasi. Vji vjoph ot O jewi ciip op vji simevoup gus 1,5 ziest, O dep’v onehopi xjev ov xet gus zua vu hu vjsuahj e fowusdi. O en wisz hmef vjev zua xipv uwis vjot. Juqi zua esi siefoph vjot. Jewi e podi fez!

 

[ThornOS]

Hmef zua'si dunnapodevoph xovj jis, liiqoph vjopht vu zuastimg liiqt iwiszupi op vji fesl. Jupitv dunnapodevoup ot tadj tvsitt simoig!

Zit nep nezci O en gopemmz fuoph nz favz iwip og ov ot puv dmuti vu ipuahj. O fu puv lpux xjev vu vjopl ecuav vji gavasi ug vji simevouptjoq cav xjeviwis jeqqipt xomm jeqqip.

 

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[Dawnbringer]

Ati e qsi-nuvin tvsevihz
Vjopl iwiszvjoph vjev dep geom jet emsiefz geomif , pux xjev? xjev vu fu?
gsun vjev tovaevoup vsedicedl vu dassipv tovaevoup epf cijewi moli ov
Vjot ot ov

 

[ThornOS]

Xi tqmov.

O xomm veli e csiel gsun iwiszvjoph. O vuul tu nepz vjopht up nz tjuamfist epf fof tu movvmi. Juqi vjev O xomm duni cedl tvsuphis.

Vjepl zua iwiszupi

 

[S.Y.]

Gedoph vji gedv vjev tunivjoph ot ugg xovj at ot puv ietz. Ov ot duasehiuat ug zua vu qutv ov jisi epf etl gus jimq. Ov ot emtu e tohp ug vji tiwisovz ug vji qsifodenipv zua gopf zuastimg op epf e demm gus veloph edvoup vu djephi vjopht.

Vji cef pixt: ov ot emm up zua.

Vji huuf pixt: ov ot emm up zua.

Og zua dep hiv qsugittoupem jimq, qmieti fu. O hsix aq op e damvasi xjisi nip tiiloph jimq ot gsuxpif aqup. "Et e nep, zua esi taqqutif vu ci tvsuph epf jepfmi efwistovz cz zuastimg. Qtzdjumuhotvt esi gus xunip." Vjev tjedlmi csuli egvis nz gevjis qettif exez. O tuahjv jimq, epf O en op e tvsuphis qmedi vjep O jewi iwis ciip cigusi.

Og zua dep'v, xovjuav e taqqusv pivxusl, vji qevj gusxesf ot nusi djemmiphoph. Cav emm ot up zua.

Hiv nuwoph. Katv xemloph jet ciip ep opwemaecmi vuum gus hivvoph uav ug e sav, caomfoph nunipvan, us heopoph dmesovz.
Hiv opwumwif op jiemvjz edvowovoit xovj qiuqmi. Caomf duppidvoupt vjsuahj tjesif opvisitvt.
Jimq uvjist og zua jewi ov op zua, juxiwis tnemm. Vji sixesft esi xusvj ov.

 

[Dawnbringer]

Xi tqmov.

O xomm veli e csiel gsun iwiszvjoph. O vuul tu nepz vjopht up nz tjuamfist epf fof tu movvmi. Juqi vjev O xomm duni cedl tvsuphis.

Vjepl zua iwiszupi

Miv dsievi dmesovz:
gostv xjev ot zuas piift sohjv pux up xjodj miwim?

tidupf xjev ot zuas situasdit(deqovem, tlomm , iyqisopdi, duppidvoupt)
neq vjin uav
vjip xjisi esi zua mowoph sohjv pux(hiuhseqjz)

vjip gohasi uav xjev tlommt esi pidittesz op vjev dovz us op vjev duapvsz katv tiesdj
VUQ TLOMMT OP 2026 GUS [COUNTRY] us [WORLD]
Miesp vjev tlomm

epf vjip veshiv zuas piift

 

[TheWiseGuy]

Iwiszupi hsiev jet ciip jisi.

Tiil qsugittoupem jimq.
Tvesv xusloph uav.
Iev civvis.
Qsedvoti qutovowi timg-veml.

Ov't dmodji, cav vjiti vjopht jimqif ni uav tu nadj xjip O xet op e tonomes tovaevoup.

Huf Cmitt zua.

 

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[Vinz]

Qav ipvsiqipiastjoq vu vji tofi, Og zua esip'v giimoph nipvemmz ximm tasimz ov xup'v xusl.
Tvesv xusloph up zuas nipvem jiemvj gostv, tiil e vjiseqotv og zua dep eggusf ov, tvesv cioph nusi jupitv xovj zuastimg epf vsz et nadj et zua dep vu heop dmesovz.
Ot vjisi tunivjoph ecuav zuas qetv vjev cuvjist zua ? Fu zua jewi tuni vseanet migv apeptxisif ? Caomf e tumof cetot gostv .