You gave up a lot for this man. Now what? Are you ready to walk away?
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Free registration at the forum removes this block.You gave up a lot for this man. Now what? Are you ready to walk away?
The hot/cold behavior is meant to disarm you... to control you... That behavior is self-serving. He has some classic patterns... like you giving up your life for him...One of the things that Kung Fu steve mentioned is that no one can do this for me and I have to find my own internal motivation. I spent a lot of today going through videos from people who have 'been there and done that'.
Here's what is confusing to me. In some cases...he is so kind and so supportive. For example, today I asked him if he knew anyone at xyz business...to hook me up with a job opportunity there. He immediately jumped in and tried to help. He even said that if I got that job...we could move closer to it... 10000% opposite of what he's told me before...
And btw this 'job' would be to help me interally fund my new business...if the investors don't come through.
I just wonder why sometimes he's nice...sometimes he is HORRIBLE.
And yes...I'm ready. I'm working up the strength and the exit plan...and doing positive affirmations to help me get through these days.....
I just wonder why sometimes he's nice...sometimes he is HORRIBLE.
This is how many abusive or just "bad" relationships go.
Get drunk, beat her, wake up, make her breakfast, blow her a kiss, call her to apologize at lunch, come home, beat her...
(beating was just an example, could be put downs, being a jerk, ignoring, gaslighting, whatever...)
I'd agree that if you already go to therapy, you should bring this up there and really start focusing in on all the things you've brought up here. If it's couples therapy you should really try going solo to say all the things you can't say with him in the room.
It sounds like you just want someone to make up your mind for you. Even though you acknowledge that it's "on you", it doesn't sound like you really believe that - you want a coach or mentor or therapist or someone to look at your example and tell you what to do. And it kind of sounds like you're looking for one to not only tell you what to do, but agree with you at the same time.
Consider that the reason it's so easy for strangers to give hard advice to any situation is because we lack emotional investment in the situation. You have a million feelings pulling you in every direction, and strangers do not. You say he's a jerk - we say leave. It's an easy equation for a stranger to solve. All your pull-backs and excuses and justifications are just your emotions trying to prevent you from being hurt by the difficult situation you are faced with.
Usually when someone gives the right, but hard, answer - the go-to excuse is 'you don't understand'. You hate your job? Well then leave it and find another - "oh, but you don't understand". My boyfriend is an a**hole - well leave them and find another - "oh, but you don't understand". My mother is stealing from me and screwed up my credit - well move and cut ties with her - "oh, but you don't understand". My employer isn't paying me what I'm legally owed - well get a lawyer - "oh you don't understand". Every bad situation always has that "oh you don't understand" line from the victim and that's just pure emotion clouding you from making that decision that everyone else sees clear as day.
This is also why victims (or just people in bad places) can never seem to tell the story "right". They always go on and on and on but for some reason nobody else relates to it, they just keep seeing that easy choice and it must be because you aren't telling it right, they don't understand, there's more to it than you're saying and you just can't say it right.... it's all nonsense. You're emotionally invested and every fiber of your being pulls you away from the hard choices to protect you from the extremely unpleasant change you don't want to make.
Most victims would rather live with the discomfort they know vs the discomfort they don't. People who get beaten at least know what being beaten is like - but who knows what will happen if they try to leave! So they take the beatings they know over the unknown future that seems scarier. The good times cloud the bad. They find all the good that they'll leave behind and cling to it, no matter how dimly lit is it.
Don't leave anyone because strangers on the internet told you to - but you should really consider if any of what I said applies to you and think long and hard about it. If you want someone to be sensitive to your feelings - talk to your therapist about it, or find a new one to get "fresh eyes" on the situation. A life coach is not going to be sensitive, they are going to be cold and direct (like many of us are/were). Therapists try to work through your feelings, coaches make hard and fast calls easily to get your sh*t together. Ultimately though, as everyone has said - it's up to you, not them.
You should probably ask a legal person about your situation. My advice would be to consider him your ex-fiancee.
I started a business early this year and my partner was not supportive. It was a software platform that helped in his area of business. He is a doctor.
So i suggested he might be willing to help me market it and sell it. He said no. He was very rude and said he would never be “my bitch”.
So i got it off the ground myself and got very lucky to find an investor for a small portion. That was when my fiance got interested. He then he started giving advice. He offered valuable information and it helped me and my investor/developer. But then he began demanding to be in meetings w my developer. He said it was OUR business. (The legal documents only list me and i did that on purpose).
He became threatening and during arguments said he COULD sue me after the fight he would say he would never do that, but I should be aware that he COULd.
My developer/investor (one in the same) backed out and said that it was mainly because of my fiance. He felt that I should have told him more about our level of romantic involvement up front and that he was not comfortable with the fact that HE noticed my fiance positioning himself as part owner of the company. He is gone. He said NO MORE. My fiance blamed me and suggested that I went to him and secretly told him that he was threatening to sue...and that scared him off. But that's not the case. I never said a word, because I knew that would have been a red flag.
Well i started getting meetings for NEW investors. I took him to the first meeting and he explained why it was so good in his area of expertise. He took over the meeting and then later told me that no one would invest because i looked pissed off and i look like drama.
They did ask who owns the business and i said i do.
Fortunately i got a second meeting. I asked who they wanted at that meeting. They said it was just an intro meeting to more investors so just me was fine.
My partner went batshit crazy. I got that text about 45 minutes before and i told him it was ok. He was going to drive with me anyway downtown. He could just drop me off like he always does.
He was mad. Very mad. He said that i am showing my true colors. And they aren’t pretty. That I only praise the almighty God of money. I don’t respect him or the relationship. That I am money hungry and he thinks I will leave him once i get the funding. He said he will no longer help me. And he may even cancel some of the things he already did for me.
He said i should have mandated that he is in the meeting because we are a team. (Which he says i don’t understand the definition of) Ans he screamed and yelled at me until he dropped me.
He said “guarantee you fail”. I said wow. Thanks. He said that i can’t explain like he can in his area of expertise and that I make mistakes.
He said “good luck cause this is going to need every ounce”.
I went in. I was flustered but i did ok. I got a third meeting.
When i came out he just kept yelling. Said he won’t help me anymore. And that since i won’t put his name on the company it looks really bad. That anyone with 2 cents would know that I didn’t accomplish this myself. (Since he has expertise in the field that my software serves)
He said life with me is not fun. That all i do is argue. (He was the one arguing!) and that i should make a decision because he’s so sick of my behavior.
I had always said why do you need your name on legal docs when we are supposed to be married? He said great. Now you are blackmailing me into marrying you? Either you marry me or you get nothing?!
I just happened to look at an email on his phone today that he sent to a colleague of his == trying to help "me" get into a new sector. The problem is this email -- he tells this "friend" of BOTH of ours -- that WE started this business together and that WE are doing outreach. He says it's "OUR" business.
So it's clear...that he is indeed positioning himself as partner or co founder....and my investor/developer was right. He is trying to state that it's "his" business too.
What would you do? He feels he has helped so much...and that while I paid him 1k a month as a consultant...it's not enough for him...
I asked him how much equity he wants. he wouldn't commit. I said 3%? 5%? He said no....and he wouldn't sign an NDA or any documents that prevent him future ownership.
I started a business early this year and my partner was not supportive. It was a software platform that helped in his area of business. He is a doctor.
So i suggested he might be willing to help me market it and sell it. He said no. He was very rude and said he would never be “my bitch”.
So i got it off the ground myself and got very lucky to find an investor for a small portion. That was when my fiance got interested. He then he started giving advice. He offered valuable information and it helped me and my investor/developer. But then he began demanding to be in meetings w my developer. He said it was OUR business. (The legal documents only list me and i did that on purpose).
He became threatening and during arguments said he COULD sue me after the fight he would say he would never do that, but I should be aware that he COULd.
My developer/investor (one in the same) backed out and said that it was mainly because of my fiance. He felt that I should have told him more about our level of romantic involvement up front and that he was not comfortable with the fact that HE noticed my fiance positioning himself as part owner of the company. He is gone. He said NO MORE. My fiance blamed me and suggested that I went to him and secretly told him that he was threatening to sue...and that scared him off. But that's not the case. I never said a word, because I knew that would have been a red flag.
Well i started getting meetings for NEW investors. I took him to the first meeting and he explained why it was so good in his area of expertise. He took over the meeting and then later told me that no one would invest because i looked pissed off and i look like drama.
They did ask who owns the business and i said i do.
Fortunately i got a second meeting. I asked who they wanted at that meeting. They said it was just an intro meeting to more investors so just me was fine.
My partner went batshit crazy. I got that text about 45 minutes before and i told him it was ok. He was going to drive with me anyway downtown. He could just drop me off like he always does.
He was mad. Very mad. He said that i am showing my true colors. And they aren’t pretty. That I only praise the almighty God of money. I don’t respect him or the relationship. That I am money hungry and he thinks I will leave him once i get the funding. He said he will no longer help me. And he may even cancel some of the things he already did for me.
He said i should have mandated that he is in the meeting because we are a team. (Which he says i don’t understand the definition of) Ans he screamed and yelled at me until he dropped me.
He said “guarantee you fail”. I said wow. Thanks. He said that i can’t explain like he can in his area of expertise and that I make mistakes.
He said “good luck cause this is going to need every ounce”.
I went in. I was flustered but i did ok. I got a third meeting.
When i came out he just kept yelling. Said he won’t help me anymore. And that since i won’t put his name on the company it looks really bad. That anyone with 2 cents would know that I didn’t accomplish this myself. (Since he has expertise in the field that my software serves)
He said life with me is not fun. That all i do is argue. (He was the one arguing!) and that i should make a decision because he’s so sick of my behavior.
I had always said why do you need your name on legal docs when we are supposed to be married? He said great. Now you are blackmailing me into marrying you? Either you marry me or you get nothing?!
I just happened to look at an email on his phone today that he sent to a colleague of his == trying to help "me" get into a new sector. The problem is this email -- he tells this "friend" of BOTH of ours -- that WE started this business together and that WE are doing outreach. He says it's "OUR" business.
So it's clear...that he is indeed positioning himself as partner or co founder....and my investor/developer was right. He is trying to state that it's "his" business too.
What would you do? He feels he has helped so much...and that while I paid him 1k a month as a consultant...it's not enough for him...
I asked him how much equity he wants. he wouldn't commit. I said 3%? 5%? He said no....and he wouldn't sign an NDA or any documents that prevent him future ownership.
1. You already know the answer to this question. Seriously everyone knows the dynamic of the relationship they are in. You can only choose to ignore it.
2. You're not going to leave him because he’s a very good looking…surgeon.. I'm sure you enjoy all the drama because you already know about his past but you're still together.
3. You don't really care about this business and your investor/developer saw right through you. You only came to this forum to bitch about your fiance because your bestie would not understand the context to your drama that so happens to involve a business twist.
4. Finally do everyone a favor and tell us what business it is so a real entrepeneur on this forum can start working on it and actually get it done.
I dont agree here. You have to understand I was asking him to go into business with me...launch it with me...it would be "our business". He would co-sign for a line of credit and we would do this together.
His response was that I will fail. That he won't EVER be my bitch or sell anything FOR me. He isn't like that...and it will never work and I should stick to my day job.
That's when I got the investor/developer and that's when I chose to leave him out.
I should say the formation lawyers heard my concerns about him threatening to sue me for trying to help me or offer advice. So, they suggested making him a paid consultant to establish his role in the beginning of the company....
He’s been married twice before…left his first wife while she was pregnant with their third child (for the neighbor)….
I didn’t know this until I was already engaged and living with him. \
Here's what is confusing to me. In some cases...he is so kind and so supportive.
I just wonder why sometimes he's nice...sometimes he is HORRIBLE.
..
Stop wondering, it's called abuse. In your case it is mental, but as others have said it could be physical, and may even turn into that.
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Thanks so much for everyone who has posted today. Sorry I missed these and I appreciate each and every response.
I have thought long and hard as one of the earlier posters said....about the excuses I make for him. I make a million excuses. And it's true the fear of the unknown seems to be greater than the pain of staying.
There are so many good things that I could have ...if I just sprung out. WHY I can't seem to do it today -- or tomorrow -- seems to be a mystery to me.
I am a fighter. I am strong enough and I know I have the drive to be okay without him.
I made a plan last night. I'm going to use the next 7 days to get all of my papers in order and everything ready. I will leave him....but I know from past experience...I must disappear. I cant tell him or he will beg and plead or the drama will make me stay....when he cries....I break down.
I called a lawyer today to see if I could possibly get a protective order -- that way I can use it as evidence as well -- if I ever need it for a questioning investor etc.
I'm going to do it... but I am TERRIFIED. no question. I should feel good. But, I feel the sadness in my stomach and I haven't even left yet. It's the fear of being alone and the fear of not having anyone else... I know it's stupid.
I'm not getting any younger and I don't see this getting any better. He's been married 2 times before....so I doubt the third (given our history) is going to be the lucky charm.
Good for you. Your feelings are normal and natural. Yes, it will be strange to be alone. You can do it and find comfort in that quiet.Thanks so much for everyone who has posted today. Sorry I missed these and I appreciate each and every response.
I have thought long and hard as one of the earlier posters said....about the excuses I make for him. I make a million excuses. And it's true the fear of the unknown seems to be greater than the pain of staying.
There are so many good things that I could have ...if I just sprung out. WHY I can't seem to do it today -- or tomorrow -- seems to be a mystery to me.
I am a fighter. I am strong enough and I know I have the drive to be okay without him.
I made a plan last night. I'm going to use the next 7 days to get all of my papers in order and everything ready. I will leave him....but I know from past experience...I must disappear. I cant tell him or he will beg and plead or the drama will make me stay....when he cries....I break down.
I called a lawyer today to see if I could possibly get a protective order -- that way I can use it as evidence as well -- if I ever need it for a questioning investor etc.
I'm going to do it... but I am TERRIFIED. no question. I should feel good. But, I feel the sadness in my stomach and I haven't even left yet. It's the fear of being alone and the fear of not having anyone else... I know it's stupid.
I'm not getting any younger and I don't see this getting any better. He's been married 2 times before....so I doubt the third (given our history) is going to be the lucky charm.
I started a business early this year and my partner was not supportive. It was a software platform that helped in his area of business. He is a doctor.
So i suggested he might be willing to help me market it and sell it. He said no. He was very rude and said he would never be “my bitch”.
So i got it off the ground myself and got very lucky to find an investor for a small portion. That was when my fiance got interested. He then he started giving advice. He offered valuable information and it helped me and my investor/developer. But then he began demanding to be in meetings w my developer. He said it was OUR business. (The legal documents only list me and i did that on purpose).
He became threatening and during arguments said he COULD sue me after the fight he would say he would never do that, but I should be aware that he COULd.
My developer/investor (one in the same) backed out and said that it was mainly because of my fiance. He felt that I should have told him more about our level of romantic involvement up front and that he was not comfortable with the fact that HE noticed my fiance positioning himself as part owner of the company. He is gone. He said NO MORE. My fiance blamed me and suggested that I went to him and secretly told him that he was threatening to sue...and that scared him off. But that's not the case. I never said a word, because I knew that would have been a red flag.
Well i started getting meetings for NEW investors. I took him to the first meeting and he explained why it was so good in his area of expertise. He took over the meeting and then later told me that no one would invest because i looked pissed off and i look like drama.
They did ask who owns the business and i said i do.
Fortunately i got a second meeting. I asked who they wanted at that meeting. They said it was just an intro meeting to more investors so just me was fine.
My partner went batshit crazy. I got that text about 45 minutes before and i told him it was ok. He was going to drive with me anyway downtown. He could just drop me off like he always does.
He was mad. Very mad. He said that i am showing my true colors. And they aren’t pretty. That I only praise the almighty God of money. I don’t respect him or the relationship. That I am money hungry and he thinks I will leave him once i get the funding. He said he will no longer help me. And he may even cancel some of the things he already did for me.
He said i should have mandated that he is in the meeting because we are a team. (Which he says i don’t understand the definition of) Ans he screamed and yelled at me until he dropped me.
He said “guarantee you fail”. I said wow. Thanks. He said that i can’t explain like he can in his area of expertise and that I make mistakes.
He said “good luck cause this is going to need every ounce”.
I went in. I was flustered but i did ok. I got a third meeting.
When i came out he just kept yelling. Said he won’t help me anymore. And that since i won’t put his name on the company it looks really bad. That anyone with 2 cents would know that I didn’t accomplish this myself. (Since he has expertise in the field that my software serves)
He said life with me is not fun. That all i do is argue. (He was the one arguing!) and that i should make a decision because he’s so sick of my behavior.
I had always said why do you need your name on legal docs when we are supposed to be married? He said great. Now you are blackmailing me into marrying you? Either you marry me or you get nothing?!
I just happened to look at an email on his phone today that he sent to a colleague of his == trying to help "me" get into a new sector. The problem is this email -- he tells this "friend" of BOTH of ours -- that WE started this business together and that WE are doing outreach. He says it's "OUR" business.
So it's clear...that he is indeed positioning himself as partner or co founder....and my investor/developer was right. He is trying to state that it's "his" business too.
What would you do? He feels he has helped so much...and that while I paid him 1k a month as a consultant...it's not enough for him...
I asked him how much equity he wants. he wouldn't commit. I said 3%? 5%? He said no....and he wouldn't sign an NDA or any documents that prevent him future ownership.
Yes, he is abusive.I think abuse is a strong word for a guy that’s just a douche. People throw that word around a lot. Mentally taxing and and a**hole yes. Abusive? Really?
Yes, he is abusive.
I started a business early this year and my partner was not supportive. It was a software platform that helped in his area of business. He is a doctor.
So i suggested he might be willing to help me market it and sell it. He said no. He was very rude and said he would never be “my bitch”.
I think abuse is a strong word for a guy that’s just a douche. People throw that word around a lot. Mentally taxing and and a**hole yes. Abusive? Really?
I will leave him....but I know from past experience...I must disappear. I cant tell him or he will beg and plead or the drama will make me stay....when he cries....I break down.
I called a lawyer today to see if I could possibly get a protective order -- that way I can use it as evidence as well -- if I ever need it for a questioning investor etc.
I don't throw the word around much either - I think today's society has become FAR too emotionally sensitive and coddled.
That being said, I think this crossed the line from "douche" to "abuse" the moment he went from not believing in her (douche) to threatening legal action and trying to trick his way into a good deal when he sees it, and using her feelings as the leverage. That kind of manipulation crosses a line with even the not-so-sensitive crowd (like myself).
But as always, there's three sides to every story - hers, his, and the truth.
Worth noting that while I make my own opinions known based on this story - it's purely based on this story. If I were to meet this guy in real life I'd happily talk to him on the basis of a clean slate. I think it's irresponsible to make any action or judgement based on one side of any story.
Again, again, again - please make sure you are doing this because it's true and what you believe is right. Not because of a bunch of strangers on the internet told you to. People tend to color stories with their emotions and if enough people support it, the story teller is very prone to believing their own embellishments.
We use this psychology as a tool in entrepreneurship and life - but when used positively we call them affirmations, meditation, priming.... when used negatively, you are just believing your own lies and embellishments to disastrous results.
Please take real life seriously.
Has he ever been physically abusive?So...yeah... i feel this is emotionally abusive.
Has he ever been physically abusive?
I did have to have surgery.
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