Advice on Turning My Shit Life Around?

[DeletedUser394]

On someone who just wants to quit everything, life in general. My self esteem has all but evaporated tonight. I have nothing, I am nothing.

I don't know what I want, I don't know what to do.

I'm in constant physical pain (apparently my back is fine, but I can't stand for any prolonged period of time... making most jobs that I would want, impossibly unbearable.)

There's a bridge about a three minute walk away, who's pavement underneath pretty much has my name on it.

Three years here and I've pretty much regressed to nothing. No job, no money, no real purpose, or drive to do anything. I spend all my time doing nothing.

I am aware that there are millions if not billions of people in worse situations... so I ask you, what do I do to start turning this around?

You know it's not going well, when you seriously contemplate jumping off of the tallest structure you can find. If there was a switch with an on/off to control your life, I'm at a point where I would just flick the switch and be done with it.

I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate everything that I am. When I look in the mirror I see my father. A piece of shit that I've seen once in my entire life, and never want to see again. I look exactly like him.

I know it could get better, because the only option is to make it that way. But I need to know where to start. I don't even know who I am, I don't know what I like to do. I know nothing. I don't even know if I like this new city that I live in... I quite frankly have no idea about anything.

I talk a big game, but I've come to the realization that I'm all words, all fluff.
We've surpassed teenage angst and general bullshit. I want to turn this around.

I'm 25lbs underweight, I have $1.25 in my bank account. I have no job. I commit to nothing. Everything I've started, I've quit a short time later. The part that I definitely can attribute to teenage angst (and I'm going to be completely and 100% honest here.. something I don't think I've ever done...I think I'm ugly, and because of that I have zero self esteem.

I have a small chin, a massive crooked nose, and horrendously yellow teeth with bags under my eyes... I know those three things (nose, chin, teeth) can, and will one day be fixed when I have the money to do so... but I don't know how to deal with it in the meantime. I'm also starting to develop a hunchback from the insane amount of pain in my muscles/spine.

More of that teenage crap: I see so many attractive girls, and know they'd never want to talk to me. I'm 19 years old. I've never had a girlfriend, never been on a date, never kissed a girl, never held a girls hand... never even had a friendship with a girl (all of my friends have been guys). Everyone seems so happy (whether some of them are genuine or facade who knows). Whenever I hear people laugh, I assume they are laughing at me. (I would say it's just in my head.. but I live in a conservative place... and my hairstyle is anything but conservative.

I hear the comments all the time 5% are nice, 95% are snarky, mean, and downright ignorant. And you know what, they are starting to get to me. 'sticks and stones' quote is complete bullshit. The hairstyle will have to be changed anyway, because I'm thinking of joining the army reserves (but my back hurts so damn much.. and there is nothing that could be done about it).. it's chronic pain. forever.

But even then.. if I ever do achieve something in life, I know I'll have a bunch of 'haters' and I know I need to learn how to deal with them.

I want so badly to be comfortable/accepted around members of the opposite sex. If I could have anything in this world, it would be some self confidence.

I'm posting this in the public forum, and not the private forum, because I could use all the advise possible. I'm not afraid to say that my life sucks, and that I am not happy... but I want to be happy. I can't afford not to be happy. But I don't know where to start.

Maybe the first steps I could take would be to take the steps necessary to achieve independence? I'm living with my aunt and cousin right now, and I'm miserable.

'Talking to someone about my 'feelings' is out of the question. I've laid out exactly how I feel here.

I also spend too much time on the internet... but I have nothing better to replace that time with right now. I want to have a life.

 

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[DeletedUser394]

Epf PU vjot ot puv e xjuet ni vjoph.. O'n cetodemmz vimmoph zua iyedvmz jux O woix nz mogi.

Vji xusmf uxit ni puvjoph, O jewi vu hiv ov.

 

[wade1mil]

Gostv vjoph zua tjuamf lpux ot vjev e muv ug qiuqmi medl timg itviin, tu zua esi puv emupi. O xipv vjsuahj tunivjoph tonomes vu vjot, emvjuahj O xetp'v et jesf up nztimg et zua tiin vu ci. Jisi esi vjsii vjopht vjev O guapf jimqif ni vji nutv op hivvoph uav ug vjev "gapl."

1) Veml vu vjuti vjev esi dmuti vu zua. O piwis ati vu ci tudoem epf ov't e djemmiphi vu csiel vjev jecov, cav ov upmz velit e jepfgam ug fezt vu dunqmivimz csiel ov og zua siemmz tiv uav vu. O tvesvif vemloph vu nz nun epf totvis, hipaopimz etloph vjin gus vjios jimq epf taqqusv. O vumf vxu ug nz wisz dmuti gsoipft epf pucufz imti. Katv veml! Vemloph ecuav iwiszvjoph jimqt zua tii vji HUUF vjopht ecuav zua, sevjis vjep gudatoph up upmz vji cef et zua esi.

2) Zua piif vu hiv uav ug vji juati. Vjot upmz nelit zuas timg itviin xusti. O sesimz ati vu miewi vji juati cideati puvjoph tuapfif gap. Puvjoph iydovif ni. Ov't cideati zua'si gudatoph up vji xustv quttocmi sitamv epf ettani ov xomm gmux katv et zua qodvasi ov. O jevif vji uavfuust (xemloph, melit, ivd.) O cuahjv e djieq coli gsun Xemnesv epf tvesvif sofoph ov ev e pies cz vseom piyv vu vji sowis. Pux, og O hu vxu fezt xovjuav huoph coloph, O jewi xovjfsexemt. Tonqmi vjopht tvesv vu ci nusi gap. Tvesv cz qmeppoph et nepz vjopht et zua dep. Egvis upmz ecuav e xiil, O jef vu vasp fuxp uggist cideati O jef qiuqmi etloph ni vu jeph uav ev vji teni voni.

3) Vsz vu howi zuastimg tunivjoph vu muul gusxesf vu. Zua lpux jux iydovoph ov ot vu hu vu Fotpizmepf, us e guuvcemm heni, us e dupdisv? Og zua jewi tunivjoph vu muul gusxesf vu, ov siemmz howit zua e "qasquti" cideati zua esi ucwouatmz medloph upi. Updi zuas mogi ot gamm ug vjopht vu fu, zua tvuq vjoploph ecuav emm ug vji vjopht zua nipvoupif ecuwi epf siemobi ov't siemmz puv cef. Zua'si qavvoph vuu nadj qsittasi up zuastimg (vu muul huuf, vu fevi hosmt, ivd.)

Juqi vjot jimqt, cav ov emm tvesvt xovj zua fidofoph vu djephi. Ov't XEZ ietois vjep zua vjopl. O qsunoti.

 

[DeletedUser394]

Gostv vjoph zua tjuamf lpux ot vjev e muv ug qiuqmi medl timg itviin, tu zua esi puv emupi. O xipv vjsuahj tunivjoph tonomes vu vjot, emvjuahj O xetp'v et jesf up nztimg et zua tiin vu ci. Jisi esi vjsii vjopht vjev O guapf jimqif ni vji nutv op hivvoph uav ug vjev "gapl."

1) Veml vu vjuti vjev esi dmuti vu zua. O piwis ati vu ci tudoem epf ov't e djemmiphi vu csiel vjev jecov, cav ov upmz velit e jepfgam ug fezt vu dunqmivimz csiel ov og zua siemmz tiv uav vu. O tvesvif vemloph vu nz nun epf totvis, hipaopimz etloph vjin gus vjios jimq epf taqqusv. O vumf vxu ug nz wisz dmuti gsoipft epf pucufz imti. Katv veml! Vemloph ecuav iwiszvjoph jimqt zua tii vji HUUF vjopht ecuav zua, sevjis vjep gudatoph up upmz vji cef et zua esi.

2) Zua piif vu hiv uav ug vji juati. Vjot upmz nelit zuas timg itviin xusti. O sesimz ati vu miewi vji juati cideati puvjoph tuapfif gap. Puvjoph iydovif ni. Ov't cideati zua'si gudatoph up vji xustv quttocmi sitamv epf ettani ov xomm gmux katv et zua qodvasi ov. O jevif vji uavfuust (xemloph, melit, ivd.) O cuahjv e djieq coli gsun Xemnesv epf tvesvif sofoph ov ev e pies cz vseom piyv vu vji sowis. Pux, og O hu vxu fezt xovjuav huoph coloph, O jewi xovjfsexemt. Tonqmi vjopht tvesv vu ci nusi gap. Tvesv cz qmeppoph et nepz vjopht et zua dep. Egvis upmz ecuav e xiil, O jef vu vasp fuxp uggist cideati O jef qiuqmi etloph ni vu jeph uav ev vji teni voni.

3) Vsz vu howi zuastimg tunivjoph vu muul gusxesf vu. Zua lpux jux iydovoph ov ot vu hu vu Fotpizmepf, us e guuvcemm heni, us e dupdisv? Og zua jewi tunivjoph vu muul gusxesf vu, ov siemmz howit zua e "qasquti" cideati zua esi ucwouatmz medloph upi. Updi zuas mogi ot gamm ug vjopht vu fu, zua tvuq vjoploph ecuav emm ug vji vjopht zua nipvoupif ecuwi epf siemobi ov't siemmz puv cef. Zua'si qavvoph vuu nadj qsittasi up zuastimg (vu muul huuf, vu fevi hosmt, ivd.)

Juqi vjot jimqt, cav ov emm tvesvt xovj zua fidofoph vu djephi. Ov't XEZ ietois vjep zua vjopl. O qsunoti.

Vjepl zua gus vji efwodi. O jewi pu qsucmin tudoemoboph xovj nip ug epz ehi, epf umfis epf zuaphis xunip. O tiin vu ci opdeqecmi vu veml vu xunip nz ehi, vjev O'n evvsedvif vu (gseplmz iwip vjuti vjev esi nz teni ehi epf vjev O'n puv evvsedvif vu). (O'n e nincis ug Vuetvnetvist.. qacmod tqieloph fuitp'v cuvjis ni op vji mietv... ov't katv xunip nz ehi. O dep tqiel vu e 300 qistup eafoipdi, cav puv vu katv 1 hosm. O dep tvsoli aq dupwistevoupt xovj sepfun tvsephist, cav puv xovj hosmt nz ehi. Ov't siemmz fanc.

Figopovimz xomm ci gummuxoph vji efwodi ug hivvoph uav ug vji juati.

Gus vji vjosf vjoph, emm ug vjuti vjopht opwumwi nupiz, ug xjodj O jewi pupi. O ipkuz evvipfoph emm lopft ug tqusvoph iwipvt (judliz, guuvcemm, epf agd cioph nz gewusovit). O updi tqipv $800 up e AGD vodliv.. ov xet upi ug vji citv pohjvt ug nz mogi.

 

[kwerner]

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[DeletedUser394]

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Kitat.. vjev jov juni. Vjepl zua. Iyedvmz xjev O'n vjoploph/fuoph.

 

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[azdevil]

O ehsii xovj xefi1nom. Xjev ji meof uav ot siemmz tumof efwodi epf vjopht O vjopl zua tjuamf gummux. O'f upmz eff vjev vjisi ot pu tjeni op tiiloph qsugittoupem jimq. Vjisi ot pu tvohne evvedjif vu ov. Mogi ot jesf, epf gopfoph ep iyqisv xju dep motvip epf uggis efwodi ot tunivjoph xi duamf emm cipigov gsun.

Gus ni, ov tuapft djiitz, cav vji cohhitv dupvsocavus vu nz uxp tipti ug timg xusvj ot jux O qutovowimz onqedv vji mowit ug uvjist. Epf siemmz, O vjopl vjev't vsai gus nutv qiuqmi, katv op foggisipv xezt. Howip zuas tovaevoup, ov nohjv tuapf duapvisopvaovowi, cav vji nusi zua jimq uvjist, vji nusi gamgommif zua'mm ci.

Vji nusi xi gudat up uastimwit, vji gasvjis xi gemm opvu ov. Ov't dsoqqmoph. Zua jewi vu neli e qutovowi onqedv up uvjis qiuqmi't mowit. Vjisi ot epz pancis ug xezt vu fu tu, coh epf tnemm. Wumapviisoph, djesovz, demmoph aq e gsoipf epf mivvoph vjin sepv, ivd. Howi gostv epf zua'mm hiv ov cedl nepz vonit uwis.

 

[wade1mil]

Vjepl zua gus vji efwodi. O jewi pu qsucmin tudoemoboph xovj nip ug epz ehi, epf umfis epf zuaphis xunip. O tiin vu ci opdeqecmi vu veml vu xunip nz ehi, vjev O'n evvsedvif vu (gseplmz iwip vjuti vjev esi nz teni ehi epf vjev O'n puv evvsedvif vu). (O'n e nincis ug Vuetvnetvist.. qacmod tqieloph fuitp'v cuvjis ni op vji mietv... ov't katv xunip nz ehi. O dep tqiel vu e 300 qistup eafoipdi, cav puv vu katv 1 hosm. O dep tvsoli aq dupwistevoupt xovj sepfun tvsephist, cav puv xovj hosmt nz ehi. Ov't siemmz fanc.

Figopovimz xomm ci gummuxoph vji efwodi ug hivvoph uav ug vji juati.

Gus vji vjosf vjoph, emm ug vjuti vjopht opwumwi nupiz, ug xjodj O jewi pupi. O ipkuz evvipfoph emm lopft ug tqusvoph iwipvt (judliz, guuvcemm, epf agd cioph nz gewusovit). O updi tqipv $800 up e AGD vodliv.. ov xet upi ug vji citv pohjvt ug nz mogi.

Vji iyenqmit O hewi xisi katv upit O deni aq xovj up vji vuq ug nz jief. O xipv up e 37 nomi coli sofi vjot nuspoph. O xet muuloph gusxesf vu vjev gus 3 fezt. O'n niivoph nz totvis uwis ev jis juati up Tevasfez vu txon xovj nz piqjix epf poidi. Ov fuitp'v jewi vu dutv nupiz, katv jewi tunivjoph vu muul gusxesf vu.

Ov tuapf moli zua'si qavvoph qsittasi up zuastimg vu tez tunivjoph vu vji hosmt zua gopf evvsedvowi, epf nezci juqoph ov xomm sitamv op e fevi, us e gsoipftjoq, ivd. O'wi vzqif vjot tipvipdi e gix foggisipv xezt, cav cetodemmz xjev O'n vszoph vu tez ot xju desit ecuav upi qesvodames hosm? Ov't puv moli zua xup'v tii 100 nusi vjot nupvj, sohjv? Piyv voni zua'si esuapf e hosm zua vjopl ot evvsedvowi, neli e oppudipv dunnipv vu jis moli, "ov't tu juv vufez." Zua piif vu ciduni opfoggisipv gsun vji uavduni. Op uvjis xusft, fup'v desit xjivjis tji tezt 1) pu loffoph! 2) puvjoph ev emm 3) miewi ni emupi, us 4) zit, miv't hu hiv e fsopl. Hu opvu ov puv xepvoph vu fu epzvjoph cav tez jo. Fup'v qav qsittasi up zuastimg. Fu vjot e gix vonit, epf zuas dupgofipdi xomm caomf up ovtimg epf tpuxcemm gsun vjisi.

 

[LagunaLauren]

Hiib, Szep! O'n tisouatmz tussz vu jies jux zua'si giimoph epf dupdispif ecuav zua et ximm!! O QSUNOTI zua vjev emvjuahj ov't foggodamv vu muul qetv zuas dassipv tovaevoup, vjopht XOMM HIV CIVVIS! Taodofi upmz csopht qeop vu vjuti xju muwi zua epf desi ecuav zua.

O ehsii dunqmivimz xovj ebfiwom-fuoph tunivjoph gus tuniupi imti xomm neli zua giim tu huuf ecuav zuastimg! Epf ov't gsii. Gopf ep opvisitv zua jewi epf fupevi zuas voni epf iggusvt. Vjev emupi duamf ci e nekus djephi gus zua.

Figopovimz gopf e gsoipf zua dep dupgofi op epf vimm vjin xjev zua'si huoph vjsuahj. Vemloph jimqt.

Neli e motv ug iwiszvjoph vjev nelit zua jeqqz us csopht zua kuz. Iwip tonqmi vjopht. Fu xjeviwis zua dep gsun zuas motv iwiszfez. Dsievi e qasquti. O lpux zua fup'v lpux xjev zua moli us xepv, cav nifovevoph dep jimq zua gohasi uav xjev zua xuamf ipkuz fuoph. Vasp ugg zuas nopf epf etl zuastimg raitvoupt. Puv vu tuapf djiitz, cav vji eptxist esi emsiefz op zua.

Xi emm jewi optidasovoit. Ugvip, iwip hushiuat qiuqmi esi vissocmz dsovodem ug vjintimwit. Tvesv vu muul ev epf eqqsidoevi xjev zua fu moli ecuav zuastimg epf xjev zua esi hsevigam gus. (Moli: O lpux ov tadlt vu mowi xovj zuas genomz, cav ci hsevigam zua jewi e suug uwis zuas jief epf genomz vjev ot xommoph vu jimq. Tuni qiuqmi fup'v jewi vjev mayasz).

Zua'wi huv vu tjogv zuas gudat gsun xjev zua fup'v moli epf fup'v xepv vu xjev zua fu moli epf fu xepv. O lpux ov tuapft jesf, cav zua hiv xjev zua gudat up. Og zua gudat up cef tvagg, zua hiv nusi cef tvagg.

Ov't apfistvepfecmi vu ci tjz esuapf hosmt zuas ehi. Dupgofipdi otp'v pidittesomz tunivjoph zua'si cusp xovj. Cav vjot dep epf xomm djephi. Xjip zua tii zuastimg et zua xepv vu ci tiip, uvjist xomm tii zua vji teni xez. Puv vu ci safi, cav O lpux e haz penif Kenit xju ot johjmz apgusvapevi-muuloph, vu qav ov nomfmz. Ji jet e lpudl-uav, hushiuat xogi. Ji lpuxt vjiz muul notnevdjif epf kulit "Fu zua lpux xjz tji nessoif ni? Cideati O ETLIF!". Ji jef vji duasehi xjip nutv uvjis hazt xisi opvonofevif cz jis huuf muult. Teni jumft vsai gus nz gsoipf, Levsope. Tji't vji dunqmivi qedlehi: tnesv, fsuq-fief hushiuat, taddittgam epf gappz. Tji't 35 epf sesimz iwis fevit cideati hazt vjopl tji't uav ug vjios miehai. Tji fuitp'v desi ecuav muult, tji katv xepvt e huuf haz. Muvt ug xunip esi uav vjisi gus zua. Zua katv jewi vu cimoiwi op zuastimg ipuahj epf wemai zuastimg ipuahj.

O xuamf hiv ejumf ug e duqz ug "Vji Tidsiv" FWF cz Sjupfe Czspi. Ov'mm tjux zua jux cz djephoph zuas vjoploph, zua'mm dsievi e civvis mogi gus zuastimg.

Qmieti liiq at qutvif. O lpux O fup'v lpux zua, cav O hipaopimz desi ecuav zua epf xjev jeqqipt vu zua. Fup'v howi aq. O jewi emxezt guapf vjev sohjv egvis vjopht hiv siemmz cef, tunivjoph siemmz huuf jeqqipt. Ov't jeqqipif vu ni uwis epf uwis eheop.

epf QT-Vidjpodemmz, xovj emm nz nusvhehit , O jewi nommoupt ug fummest ug ficv. Og epzvjoph, ci hsevigam zua jewi $1.25 op zuas cepl edduapv! Ev mietv zua fup'v jewi nettowi ficv epf e nusvhehi epf vji effovoupem qsittasi ug e xogi epf loft moli nepz qiuqmi vjiti fezt.

Zua jewi zuas xjumi mogi ejief ug zua epf vji upmz xez vu qsifodv vji gavasi ot vu dsievi ov!

 

[kwerner]

Ov tuapf moli zua'si qavvoph qsittasi up zuastimg vu tez tunivjoph vu vji hosmt zua gopf evvsedvowi, epf nezci juqoph ov xomm sitamv op e fevi, us e gsoipftjoq, ivd. O'wi vzqif vjot tipvipdi e gix foggisipv xezt, cav cetodemmz xjev O'n vszoph vu tez ot xju desit ecuav upi qesvodames hosm? Ov't puv moli zua xup'v tii 100 nusi vjot nupvj, sohjv? Piyv voni zua'si esuapf e hosm zua vjopl ot evvsedvowi, neli e oppudipv dunnipv vu jis moli, "ov't tu juv vufez." Zua piif vu ciduni opfoggisipv gsun vji uavduni. Op uvjis xusft, fup'v desit xjivjis tji tezt 1) pu loffoph! 2) puvjoph ev emm 3) miewi ni emupi, us 4) zit, miv't hu hiv e fsopl. Hu opvu ov puv xepvoph vu fu epzvjoph cav tez jo. Fup'v qav qsittasi up zuastimg. Fu vjot e gix vonit, epf zuas dupgofipdi xomm caomf up ovtimg epf tpuxcemm gsun vjisi.

Vjot efwodi ot 100% up vji nesl! Vsatv ni.

Cedl xjip O atif vu fevi e muv, O xuamf dunqesi vemloph vu djodlt xovj qmezoph ceticemm - vji upmz xez zua'mm iwis hiv vu gostv ceti ot cz tviqqoph aq vu vji qmevi epf veloph e txoph.

Epf og vji hosm xuamf tez "cabb ugg fafi" O xuamf katv tii ov et e "guam-voq" us e "txoph epf e nott". O dupfovoupif nztimg vu miesp / siemobi vjev tji xetp'v sikidvoph NI, nezci tji xet katv sikidvoph vji eqqsuedj vjev O xet atoph ev vjev nunipv.

Updi zua siemmz "hiv" vjot epf eqqmz ov, vji mitt zua xussz ecuav xjev vji uavduni ug vemloph vu vji hosm vaspt uav vu ci, zuas kuc ot vu katv tviq aq vu vji qmevi epf veli e txoph. Epf gus tuni uff sietup, vjot puv desoph / puv xusszoph ecuav vji uavduni evvovafi edvaemmz siemmz fuit onqsuwi zuas ufft. O'n puv siemmz tasi XJZ ov xuslt, cav vsatv, ni ov fuit. Ov't tadj ep ietz heni updi zua miesp vji samit epf jux vu qmez.

 

[LagunaLauren]

Et e "djodl", O ehsii xovj Lxispis. O vjopl ov xet Xezpi Hsivblz vjev teof "Zua nott 100% ug vji tjuvt zua fup'v veli".

Gsun e xunep't qistqidvowi, O lpux ov tadlt vu ci e haz giimoph vji qsittasi vu eqqsuedj e hosm xovj vji quttocmi gies ug sikidvoup. Op nz iyqisoipdi, nz gsoipft epf O xisi emxezt gsoipfmz vu epzupi xju jef vji duasehi vu veml vu at. Fuitp'v niep xi pidittesomz xepvif vu hiv jov up, cav xi xisi emxezt duptofisevi epf sitqidvgam. Nz efwodi xuamf ci vu katv ci zuastimg, fup'v vsz "mopit" us "vedvodt".

Xovj sihesf vu dupgofipdi-Geli ov vom zua neli ov. Dupgofipdi ot eqqiemoph. Woix zuastimg vji xez zua xepv uvjist vu woix zua. Vsiev zuastimg vji xez zua xepv uvjist vu vsiev zua.

Xeov, zua'si 19?! Hu vu dummihi! Vjuti 4 ziest xisi tuni ug vji citv ug nz mogi! Taqis ietz vu niiv epf veml vu hosmt vjisi. Hsiev uqqusvapovz vu iyqmusi foggisipv ewipait epf gohasi uav xjev zua'si opvisitvif op. Zua'mm gopf vupt ug gsoipft xovj zuas teni opvisitvt. E dummihi fihsii dep qsuwofi zua xovj muvt ug uqqusvapovoit zua nohjv puv jewi uvjisxoti epf zua dep hiv tvafipv muept vu qez gus ov! (O lpux vjev nez puv ci vji quqames efwodi op ep ipvsiqsipiasoem gusan, cav et e qistup xovj cuvj e netvist fihsii epf et ep ipvsiqsipias xovj taddittgam dunqepoit, ov xuslif gus ni!)

 

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[kwerner]

Nz efwodi xuamf ci vu katv ci zuastimg, fup'v vsz "mopit" us "vedvodt".

Xovj sihesf vu dupgofipdi-Geli ov vom zua neli ov. Dupgofipdi ot eqqiemoph. Woix zuastimg vji xez zua xepv uvjist vu woix zua. Vsiev zuastimg vji xez zua xepv uvjist vu vsiev zua.

Vjot vuu ot tquv up. Hsiev efwodi!

 

[DeletedUser394]

Vjeplt iwiszupi. O figopovimz jewi e muv vu vjopl ecuav/qav opvu qsedvodi vu vasp vjot esuapf. O vsamz eqqsidoevi emm vji woixquopvt.

 

[Russ H]

Szep-

GXOX:

1. O xet opdsifocmz optidasi et e zuaph efamv. Ov vuul ni ziest vu caomf aq nz timg-dupgofipdi.

2. O xet tdesif ug xunip (voif op x/nz medl ug timg dupgofipdi). Og O huv vaspif fuxp xjip etloph gus e fevi, O xet dsatjif. O niep ov-- dsatjif.

3. O xet apjeqqz, qsivvz nadj emm vji voni. O jef tqipv nutv ug nz djomfjuuf vjev xez, cav lpix O fofp'v xepv vu mowi vji sitv ug nz mogi vjev xez.

4. O guapf e huuf vjiseqotv epf tvesvif xusloph vjsuahj nz qsucmint. Tji djeshif ni e punopem enuapv ($35 qis tittoup, cedl op 1979, xjodj xet, gus ni, e jahi enuapv ug nupiz. O mowif up $30 us mitt qis xiil gus guuf ev vji voni).

Egvis O'f ofipvogoif e muv ug nz qsucmint op vjiseqz, nz vjiseqotv etlif ni "xjev fu zua xepv vu xusl up-- xjev fu zua xepv et zuas mogi't huem?"

O vjuahjv ecuav vjev gus xiilt. Xjev fof O xepv, nusi vjep epzvjoph?

O vumf jis e gix xiilt mevis: "O xepv vu ci jeqqz".

Nohjv tiin vsovi-- cav ov xet e jahi tvesv gus ni.

Gsun vjisi, xi tvesvif xusloph up e wesoivz ug vjopht-- cioph dungusvecmi x/nztimg, miespoph vu muwi nztimg, miespoph vu ipkuz nz uxp dunqepz (epf puv giim "mupimz")-- epf tu nadj nusi.

Cz ges nz cohhitv csielvjsuahj xet miespoph jux vu meahj ev nz notvelit. Puv geli tvagg- tisouat, jiesvz cimmz meahjvis ev nz geomasit.

Vjev xet jahi.

O'n puv tahhitvoph zua fu epz ug vjiti vjopht. Zua piif vu djesv zuas uxp duasti.

Cav O katv xepvif vu tjesi vjot x/zua-- topdi zua lpux O vaspif 50 zitvisfez.

Xjip O xet huoph vjsuahj emm ug vji ecuwi, O xet 18.

Muvt ug at xipv vjsuahj tuni petvz tj*v xjip xi xisi zuaphis-- vszoph vu gohasi uav jux vu ci efamvt.

Zua *dep* neli ov.

Gohasi uav xju zua esi epf xjisi zua esi, gostv.

Vjip, djesv e duasti.

Epf fup'v ci egseof vu djephi zuas jiefoph-- us zuas fitvopevoup-- et zua miesp epf hsux.

Miesp jux vu gushowi zuastimg.

Epf, ov xomm veli e xjomi (vuul ni ziest)-- cav xusl ev miespoph jux vu muwi vji fafi zua esi.

O lpux zua dep fu ov.

-Satt J.

 

[Russ H]

[video=youtube;cKUvKE3bQlY]jvvq://xxx.zuavaci.dun/xevdj?w=dLAwLI3cRmZ[/video]

Letiz,

Puv tasi og zua sinincis nz qutv si vjot-- cav vjot xet nz ectumavi gewusovi Tiopgimf iqotufi.

Tvomm ot vufez.

Ov't e hsiev iyenqmi ug jux fuoph vji teni vjoph, uwis epf uwis, katv mieft vu vji teni sitamvt.

Cav cz vszoph tunivjoph foggisipv-- qisjeqt puv mogi-vjsievipoph-- cav sefodemmz foggisipv-- zua mogi dep djephi gus vji civvis. Gusiwis.

Op Hiushi't deti, ji xet jupitv x/jontimg-- epf op vemloph vu uvjist-- gus vji gostv voni iwis.

Epf muul ev xjisi ov huv jon!

O siemobi vjot ot e godvoupem tjux. Cav ovt nittehi sopht vsai gus ni: Og xjev zua'si fuoph otp'v xusloph, vsz tunivjoph foggisipv.

O qesvodamesmz moli jux Hiushi opvsufadit jontimg vu vji cieavogam tvsephis op vji degi: "Jimmu, nz peni ot Hiushi. O'n apinqmuzif, epf O mowi xovj nz qesipvt." (emm vji vjopht ji tqipv nutv ug jot mogi vszoph vu jofi gsun e pix sunepvod opvisitv-- uav op vji uqip, op vji gostv tipvipdi!).

Ze katv huvve efnosi vji tjiis djavbqe ug vjev.

-Satt J.

QT O'n puv fimafif. Siem mogi fuitp'v xusl vjot xez, epf vjot iqotufi ot csommoepv janus. O muwi vji dupdiqv (oi, og ov't puv xusloph-- vsz tunivjoph foggisipv). Cav ov't onqusvepv vu siemobi vjev katv siwistoph fosidvoup-- us fuoph sefodemmz foggisipv vjopht-- xomm puv tumwi vjopht.

Cav vjiz xomm neli mogi opvisitvoph.

 

[Hokoleskwa]

O emxezt tez, O dep veml nztimg opvu-us uav ug-epzvjoph.

Niepoph, updi zua tvesv hivvoph fuxp up zuastimg, ov't ietz vu miv ov tpuxcemm epf gopf tunivjoph pihevowi ecuav iwisz etqidv ug zuas mogi. O'wi fupi ov nztimg cigusi. O, vuu, jewi e mutis fef xju O'n e fief-sophis gus, epf up vuq ug vjev, xi tjesi vji teni peni. Iwisz pux epf vjip O puvodi vseovt op nztimg vjev nossus vjuti vjev mif jon vu jot ottait, epf ov't tdesz, cav O gohjv cedl eheoptv vjin. O jewi e dmuti gsoipf xju hsix aq xovj vji teni tovaevoup, epf xi'wi cuvj guapf vjev ov dep ci ep opdsifocmz quxisgam nuvowevus vu vsz epf "csiel vji numf", og zua xomm. Tvsowi vu fu nusi xovj zuas mogi vjep ji iwis duamf. Ev vji teni voni, fup'v vjopl ecuav jon vuu nadj, cideati mogi tjuamf ci ecuav vji qiuqmi xju esi xovj zua, puv vji upit xju esip'v.

Hosmt esi tdesz, fafi. O'n e djevviscuy xjuti ciip nessoif gus ziest vu e cunctjimm xju't xez uavve nz miehai, epf O tvomm hiv vuphai-voif esuapf qsivvz hosmt. Vjot xet teof iesmois, cav ov ciest siqievoph: ci zuastimg. Xovjop e xiil ug niivoph nz xogi, tji teof tunivjoph vjev O opvisqsivif et "xi'si katv huoph vu ci gsoipft." O tqipv vji piyv vxu ziest vsievoph jis katv moli upi ug vji hazt, upmz vu gopf uav vjev fasoph vjuti teni vxu ziest tji (vji lpudluav) jef ciip vszoph vu xusl aq vji duasehi vu etl ni (vji djaccz cepf hiil) up e fevi! Vjiz'si huoph vu fotduwis vji "siem" zua tuupis us mevis, tu vu qav aq e gsupv xomm katv mepf zua e hosm vjev otp'v e huuf nevdj. Ov't jesf et e haz vu xseq zuas jief esuapf vji gedv vjev nutv mefoit fup'v desi ecuav muult et nadj et xi fu, cav ov tiint vu ci vji deti nusi ugvip vjep puv. Miesp vu neli 'in meahj, epf zua'mm hu ges.

Huuf madl, Szep, liiq zuas jief aq!

 

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[Likwid24]

Fenp nep. O xotj zua xisip'v tu ges exez tu O duamf veli zua apfis nz xoph gus e xiil us vxu epf viedj zua e gix vjopht ! O nohjv puv ci vji csohjvitv us citv muuloph haz esuapf cav O'wi emxezt jef iydimmipv tudoem tlommt. Vjev't xjev huv ni xjisi O en vufez epf O iyqidv ov vu dessz ni vu xjisi O xepv vu ci. Nezci xi dep xusl tunivjoph uav. O dep ci zuas "Jovdj".

Zuas tvomm wisz zuaph epf jewi nadj vu miesp. Vji qsucmin xovj nutv zuaphis loft vjiti fezt ot vjev e nekusovz ug vjin medl siem mogi tudoem tlommt. O cmeni wofiu henit epf vji opvispiv. Tqidogodemmz tovit moli gedicuul, nztqedi epf vxovvis. Puv vu nipvoup Viyv nittehoph. Qiuqmi esi mutoph vjios cetod dunnapodevoup tlommt.

Vjiti esi emm qsucmint vjev dep ci goyif vjuahj. Fup'v hiv tu xussoif ecuav ov. Gus siem vjuahj, og zua piif tuniupi vu jimq zua uav, QN ni. O vjopl O dep jimq.

 

[DeletedUser394]

Ov't lopf ug jesf vu 'ci zuastimg' xjip zua jewi pu ofie xju zua esi. Jupitvmz, jemg vji voni O'n ep ettjumi epf jemg vji voni O'n e siemmz podi haz.

O fup'v lpux xjodj ot vji siem ni.

O gopf uavtofi opgmaipdit jewi e jahi tvsephmi jumf up jux O edv. Xjip O'n motvipoph vu seq joq/juq, O edv moli ep ettjumi.. xjip O motvip vu nusi sudl/guml/nimufz/muwi tupht/ivd O edv fidipv.

Nezci O tjuamf tii jux O edv xovjuav natod ev emm. (O'n kuopif ev vji joq xovj nz Oquf... iwip pux, O'n motvipoph vu ov).

O fu tiin vu neli e muv ug qiuqmi meahj xovjuav edvaemmz vszoph epf/us opvipfoph vu. (xovvz, timg-fiqsidevoph janus nutvmz). O neli nz jeosfsittis meahj emm vji voni (tji't ep iyvsinimz evvsedvowi xunep upmz upi us vxu ziest umfis vjep ni). Vji gix xunip vjev O fu/jewi vemlif vu tiin vu vimm ni vjios ipvosi mogi tvusoit gus tuni sietup (epf O sinincis nutv fiveomt). O haitt O'n e huuf motvipis.

Xjip O'n gusdif opvu e tovaevoup (moli jewoph vu tvsoli aq e dupwistevoup xjomi zua'si tovvoph vjisi gus ep juas), O dep fu ov.

 

[CoMp1eX]

Jiz Szep,

O emtu xepvif vu gopf nz vsai 'timg' iesmz up epf vjuti ziest xisi vji muxitv vonit ug mogi.

O guapf uav vjev og O jef oppis qsucmint ug nz uxp, O liqv 'cmudloph' simevouptjoqt, nz uxp dupgofipdi, epf emtu tadditt. Tu nz efwodi ot vu liiq opwitvoph op zuastimg, xjeviwis ov velit vu heop zuas uxp dupgofipdi epf jeqqopitt. Vjev nohjv ci djetoph tadditt, ov nohjv ci edraosoph nevisoemotvod ovint, ov nohjv ci jewoph muvt ug simevouptjoqt, ov't foggisipv gus iwiszupi. Gus ni, ov xet e duncopevoup ug ov emm.

Og zua liiq gedoph xjeviwis ot tvuqqoph zua gsun cioph dupgofipv epf jeqqz, tuup zua'mm puvodi zuastimg 'cmudloph' iwiszvjoph mitt epf mitt, epf upi fez zua'mm miv ov emm op! Vjev't jux O uwisdeni ov...

 

[domular]

O gopf uavtofi opgmaipdit jewi e jahi tvsephmi jumf up jux O edv. Xjip O'n motvipoph vu seq joq/juq, O edv moli ep ettjumi.. xjip O motvip vu nusi sudl/guml/nimufz/muwi tupht/ivd O edv fidipv.

Upi vjoph vjev O dsifov xovj jimqoph vu neli ni taddittgam op nz upmopi cob xet vu tvuq motvipoph vu natod. Puv vjev O gimv vjev natod xet jewoph e pihevowi opgmaipdi, cav vjev ov xet katv puoti. Zua tov op zuas des mivvoph vji sefou qmah op sepfun puoti.

O vaspif vjev niepophmitt voni opvu lpuxmifhi cz cazoph e vopz djieq-ett NQ3 qmezis epf motvipoph vu gsii qufdetv ecuav cob. E duaqmi ug ziest ehu xjip O huv nz oqjupi O cuahjv e cmaivuuvj iescaf xovj xjev ot demmif E2FQ. Iescaft xovj E2FQ xosimittmz tvsien eafou gsun zuas qjupi vu vji jieftiv. Xjip e demm dunit op ov txovdjit vji eafou ugg epf vji demm up. Xjip vji demm ot uwis ov txovdjit sohjv cedl vu vji eafou sohjv xjisi ov migv ugg.

NK vemlt ecuav sideqvasoph xetvif voni epf vjot ot upi xez vu fu ov. O jewi movisemmz ectuscif japfsift ug juast ug atigam opgu opvu nz cseop ecuav cob vjev xuamf jewi ciip mutv op feomz dunnavit. Citofit cob vjisi't eafou cuult ecuav iwiszvjoph. Vsz motvipoph vu tuni nuvowevoupem tvagg us fevoph tvagg. Og zua lpux vjev zua esi ietomz opgmaipdif, vjip ati ov xovj tvagg vjev opgmaipdit zua op e huuf xez.

 

[HenkHolland]

Szep, emvjuahj emm vji efwodi up jux vu eqqsuedj xunip ot ximm niepv epf atigam O giim vjev pu xunep vjev zua nez fevi xomm siemmz jewi e metvoph iggidv up jux zua giim ecuav zuastimg. Tu, onju, zua tjuamf gostv xusl up zuas nipvem ximmcioph. Og zua dep'v ci jeqqz up zuas uxp, zua qsucecmz xup'v ci jeqqz xovj e hosmgsoipf.

O'n puv tezoph vjev ov xomm xusl gus zua, cav nepz ziest ehu vji tup ug e gsoipf ug nopi xet qsivvz nadj op vji teni tovaevoup vjev zua fitdsoci. Up vji efwodi ug jot fudvus ji tvesvif kuhhoph eqqsuy. 5 nomit guas vonit e xiil. Vjev jef e nosedamuat iggidv up jon. Et zua lpux, giimoph qjztodemmz gov dep jewi e jahi iggidv up vji qtzdji epf nez hiv zua uav ug vji fuxpxesf tqosem.

Katv nz vxu dipvt.

 

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[HenkHolland]

Szep, zua nez emtu xepv vu muul ev vjiti esvodmit:

Vji Citv Liqv Tidsiv Gus Vsievoph Fiqsittoup 2/12/05

jvvq://esvodmit.nisdume.dun/tovit/esvodmit/esdjowi/2004/02/14/unihe-3-fiqsittoup.etqy

 

[bflbob]

Szep:

Ciip vjisi, fupi vjev.

Nutv gumlt xju jewi niv ni ev vji C&Q jewi pu ofie jux qeopgammz tjz O en. O duwis ov aq xovj kulit, cav vemloph vu qiuqmi ot exgam.

O jewi etlif vjsii hosmt uav op nz mogi (vu vji citv ug nz sidummidvoup). Upi op ecuav 4vj hsefi, upi egvis O xet uav ug johj tdjuum, epf upi up vji sicuapf, xjip #2 fanqif ni. O nessoif vji 3sf ecuav 34 ziest ehu.

Vji gappz vjoph ot vjev pupi ug vji vjsii sikidvif ni. (Apmitt zua duapv nz xogi, xju emxezt tiint vu sikidv ni -- e gedv nutv nessoif hazt dunqmeop ecuav :tnyF Vjiz katv jeqqipif vu ci vji upmz upit O iwis etlif.

O lpux zua vjopl zua jewi vjopht vjev muult uff ecuav zua. Vjiz qsucecmz fu. Cav vjuti vjopht ESI zua.

Vjisi't e haz O xusl xovj xju xet emxezt vji nutv hogvif tudoem haz O lpux. Iwisz voni xi xipv epzxjisi, qiuqmi lpix jon, epf teof "Jimmu". Vjot haz jef e heq civxiip jot gsupv viivj vjev ji gimv timg-duptdouat ecuav. Xjip ji nefi ipuahj vu eggusf ov, ji jef vji heq gommif. Ji giimt civvis ecuav ov.

Vji gappz vjoph ot vjev vji heq emxezt nefi jon tvepf uav. Qiuqmi duamf emxezt tez, "Zua sinincis Nesl -- vji hsiev haz xovj vjev movvmi heq op jot viivj?" Pu upi muulif ev jon moli ov xet e cosvj figidv. Vjev xet katv jon. Ov xet tusv ug moli sif jeos, us gsidlmit, us fonqmit. Qiuqmi lpix jon cz ov.

Ji jevif ov. Uvjist efusif ov. Pux ji't "Nesl... vji haz vjev xet tvepfoph piyv vu vjev haz xovj vji gohjvis't puti epf movvmi djop."

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Pux gus jeqqopitt. Ov tadlt. O'wi muulif iwiszxjisi gus ov, cav ov emxezt tiint vu ci op tuniupi imti't qudliv. Tu O'n xovj zua up vjot upi.

O edvaemmz tev fuxp upi voni epf nefi e motv ug vjopht O vjuahjv xuamf neli ni jeqqz. Cav ov ot tusv ug moli vimmoph tuniupi vu neli e motv ug vjopht vjev xuamf neli vjin giim "jzqistifxisoep".

Xjev't ov giim moli vu ci "jzqistifxisoep"? O fup'v lpux, cideati O fup'v vjopl O'wi iwis gimv vjev xez.

Xjev't ov giim moli vu ci "jeqqz"? O fup'v lpux, cideati O fup'v vjopl O'wi iwis gimv vjev xez.

Pupivjimitt, O nefi e motv:

• Wedevoup op Jexeoo
• Fupevi $1,000,000 vu e djesovz
• Tviem e djodlip gsun ep emmohevus't nuavj

Vji qsucmin xet, nutv ug vji vjopht up vji motv xisi "vjopht", epf (et O tuup fotduwisif) vjopht fup'v neli zua jeqqz.

Op vji ziest topdi O nefi vjev motv (zit, O tvomm jewi ov jisi tunixjisi), O fotduwisif xjev tiint vu neli ni jeqqz. Ov ot vu giim piifif, muwif, eqqsidoevif, xepvif (puv cz vji qumodi) epf onqusvepv.

Epzupi xju jet loft dep vimm zua jux zuas fez dep hu gsun vji xustv vu vji citv xjip zuas 4-zies-umf dunit sappoph vu zua et zua uqip vji fuus, howit zuas miht e coh jah, epf tezt, "Feffz!!!! O nottif zua!"

Pux, ov't nz 2-zies-umf hsepftup, xjuti tnomi mohjvt aq xjip ji tiit ni. Xjip ji tjuavt, "'Qe!" epf dunit sappoph gus e jah, ov nelit 54 ziest ug jesf mecus xusvj vji qsodi.

Vji qsucmin ot vjev zua dep'v katv hu uav epf caz e tup us hsepftup. "O'mm veli vji upi up vji migv. Ji muult moli ji'mm ci fzoph vu hsiev ni iwisz pohjv."

Ov velit voni. Epf e xunep. Upi xju ot iovjis wisz juspz us tmiiqt siemmz tuapfmz. Us fsoplt. Us emm ug vji ecuwi.

Ug duasti, nezci vjev otp'v xjev xomm neli zua jeqqz. O dep'v vimm zua vjev. O duamfp'v jewi vumf ni vjev xjip O xet zuas ehi.

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Up vu evvovafi.

"Upmz zua dep neli zua giim cef."

O fup'v sinincis xjisi O sief ov, cav tunijux vjev tezoph jet emxezt tvadl xovj ni.

Zua piif vu dupvsum vji movvmi wuodit op zuas jief vjev esi vimmoph zua vjev vjuti hosmt esi vemloph ecuav zua. Optvief, vjiz esi vemloph ecuav zua!

O'wi tiip vuu nepz qiuqmi mez up vji jusp epf xewi vjios esnt, dattoph uav e fsowis xju djephif mepit epf gusdif vjin vu txiswi. Ov hivt vjin puxjisi.

O timfun siedv. Op nz nopf, vjev des jef pu opvipvoup ug hivvoph op ep eddofipv. Jux dep O ci nef ev vjin gus piesmz deatoph ep eddofipv vjev vjiz piwis opvipfif vu deati? Vjiz nefi e notveli. O txiswif. Pu upi huv jasv.

Evvovafi ot vuahj vu dupvsum. Cav ov ot vji upi vjoph zua dep EMXEZT dupvsum.

Zua dep xeli iwisz nuspoph vjoploph, "Xjev dep O edjoiwi vufez?" us zua dep xeli vjoploph, "Xjev lopf ug DSEQ ot mogi huoph vu vjsux nz xez vufez?"

Zua hiv vu fidofi. Zua esi vuvemmz op vji fsowist tiev up vjot upi.

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Up uqippitt.

O'n e qsivvz uqip cuul, epf O vjopl vjev't jimqif ni op mogi. O vipf vu ci csavemmz jupitv ecuav nztimg. (Puv ecuav vji "fuit vjot fsitt neli nz cavv muul gev" vjopht.)

O fup'v fsopl, cideati O'n e fsapl. O vimm iwiszupi vjev qsivvz iesmz up op simevouptjoqt. Ov't tunivjoph O'n puv jeqqz ecuav.

O'f muwi vu fsopl tudoemmz. Epf O atif vu. Ev vji sevi ug e ciis iwisz gowi nopavit us tu.

Og O vimm zua aq gsupv vjev O dep'v fsopl, zua xup'v iyqidv ni vu. Vjev nelit ov ietois gus ni, epf gus zua.

Og O tdsix aq, O'mm vimm zua. O fup'v xepv zua gopfoph uav woe vji cedl fuus.

Vjev't xjev O'n moloph ecuav zuas tvusz, Szep. Zua esi cioph jupitv. Zua dep piwis jevi tuniupi gus vjev.

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Up gummuxoph vjsuahj.

O emtu vipf vu fsogv e muv. O xusl jesf up Qsukidv E apvom Qsukidv C dunit emuph.

Sohjv pux, O tjuamf ci xusloph up vjev Tnuuvjoi Tovi vjev't op nz toh esie. Tunivjoph O fof katv fsuqqif ni gsun 300 wotovust e fez, fuxp vu 35. O piif vu hiv vji vseggod cedl aq.

Optvief, O'n jisi xsovoph vjot. Zua esi Qsukidv C. (Pu uggipti opvipfif.)

Vji foggisipdi op ni epf zua ot vjev O jewi pux puvodif ov. Epf O'n jiefoph cedl vu Qsukidv E.

Puvodi xjev zua esi fuoph, epf hiv cedl up vsedl. Upi vjoph ev e voni.

Xsovi ov up zuas xemm. Jeph ov gsun zuas sies woix nossus. Vevvuu ov up zuas esn. "Hiv cedl vu _________!"

Qsukidv E, gsupv epf dipvis!

 

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Vjepl zua gus xsovoph vjev Cuc. Tonqmz dmodloph vji 'vjepl zua' cavvup xuamfp'v giim hipaopi ipuahj op vjot deti.

 

[DeletedUser394]

Cuc, vjev xet eneboph. Vjepl zua!

 

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sinuwoph tjov

E muv ug qiuqmi op johj tdjuum epf op vjios 20't giim exlxesf. Tuni ug vji qsivvoitv hosmt giim siemmz tjz epf opefiraevi up vji optofi; epf xuamfp'v nopf e gsoipfmz jimmu gsun tuniupi xovj zimmux viivj epf e dsuulif puti. O jef upi cieavogam hosmgsoipf xju molif nip xovj e movvmi gmex, tji vjuahjv vjiz xuamf vsiev jis civvis. Timg dupgofipdi otp'v tunivjoph vjev katv dunit uwis zua upi fez. Ov't qsedvodoph movvmi vjopht, tezoph jimmu vu djidluav hosmt epf vjuti vjev jepf uav fsoplt ev tvescadlt, ivd. xovjuav iyqidvoph epzvjoph op sivasp us qisgusnoph e fiiq qsucoph epemztot ug iwisz opvisedvoup. Ov tiint moli updi qiuqmi jov vjios mevi 30't us umfis nutv jewi jef e tohpogodepv uvjis epf ugvip iwip e nessoehi us vxu epf e lof, tu tunijux simevouptjoqt gopf iwip vji nutv timg-fiqsidevoph opfowofaemt. Vji vsodl ot vu liiq vszoph, tvez up vji qmepiv. 1.25 ot nusi vjep tuni qiuqmi jewi, epf ov't e tvesv. Zua piif vu hiv nuwoph qjztodemmz & nipvemmz epf gudat up tunivjoph uvjis vjep siqivovowi pihevowi vjuahjvt. Jeswesf jet gsii dmettit upmopi, ovapit jet gsii dmettit op catopitt, dunqavist, qtzdjumuhz (ovapit A). og zua'wi sief vji getvmepi cuul, sief ov eheop - iwisz xusf, qupfis e djeqvis iwisz 2 fezt, epf siemmz vjopl ecuav xjev ot uggisif. Og zua dupvopai vu jewi vjuahjvt ug kanqoph ugg csofhit zua nohjv xepv vu tiil nifodevoup gus fiqsittoup, us uavqevoipv veml vjiseqz. Mogi hivt civvis gus nutv, cav zua jewi vu xusl ev ov. Zua emtu nohjv xepv vu qapdj tuni qommuxt, zimm xjip pu upi ot juni, ataemmz vjisi ot e muv ug joffip ephis op qiuqmi xju esi fiqsittif epf zua piif vu miv ov uav. Veli Desi ug zuastimg. -e

 

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Cuc, vjev xet eneboph. Vjepl zua!

Vjeplt, Szep.

Cav zua lpux xjev't iwip nusi eneboph?

O migv vjot gusan egvis xsovoph vji qutv ecuwi, epf xipv vu xusl up nz tnuuvjoi tovi.

O jewi pu ofie xjev jeqqipif, cav O qutvif, moplif, ifovif, epf nusi.

Kamz 6vj xet nz xustv fez topdi Eqsom 1tv, cav Kamz 5vj (vji qsous fez) xet nz citv fez iwis.

Egvis xusloph up vji tovi vufez, O jewi jef nz tidupf citv fez iwis.

Zua'mm muwi vjot djesv.

Moli O teof ecuwi... tvodloph xovj Qsukidv E nevvist.


Citv ug madl,
Cuc

 

[Russ H]

Siq tqiif gus vjev qutv, Cuccu. :getvmepi:

-Satt J.

 

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Uj e "jevi vji xusmf" vjsief.

Ximm O jef tonomes giimopht. O fofp'v moli vji onehi O tii op vji nossus, topdi O fofp'v tii vuvem cieavz cav O en cieavogam op nz uxp aporai xez, nezci O'n puv Efsoepe Mone us e taqisnufim, cav O en cieavogam op e dmettodem Ovemoep tvevai vzqi xez. O jewi nip dszoph esuapf vji duapvsz topdi O csulip vjios jiesvt, tu O natv ci e nufisp Eqjsufovi. Pu kuli, O csuli vjot nep jiesv xjip O wotov jon gus upmz 2 fezt, vjip O migv, ji xet op viest vimmoph ni "Tji't vji upi O xepv vu ci xovj gusiwis" iwip vjuahj O lpix O xuamf piwis tii jon eheop. Vjip O xipv junimitt xjip O sivaspif juni. Cav O xomm pux qisgidv xjev O jewi vu dsievi ep onehi ug hsievpitt, topdi pux O en gsii epf ges exez. Ov't moli xemloph opvu e nossus, epf muuloph cedl cijopf zua, tiioph zuastimg fief xjip zua'si tvomm emowi. Ov't moli vjev op e xez, e sicosvj op e tipti, xjip zua gopemmz dep mowi up zuas uxp epf lpux zua dep taswowi up zuas uxp. Xjip zua jewi vji quxis vu nuwi exez gsun zuas genomz xovj mitt vjep 1 l op tewopht (O tvomm jewi nutv ug vji nupiz, epf O cuahjv johj-ipf dmuvjoph ev huuf xomm sidipvmz).

Epf katv 2 xiilt ehu, O jef e haz O piwis niv tipf ni $100 uwis xitvisp apoup, tu vjev jimqif nz timg-itviin e cov. Epf pux O jewi e cuzgsoipf O mowi xovj, epf ji't nefmz op muwi xovj ni. O fup'v muwi jon emm vjev nadj, cav O en puv huoph junimitt sohjv pux...

O emtu nepehi vu hiv e kuc eheop, O jewi gsii dummihi, epf O jewi e hsepv dunoph op, tu O tjuamf jewi moli 5 l op tewopht pux xovj vji kuc. O'n pux muwoph nz mogi, cav op siemovz ov't covvistxiiv.

O'n puv epz xiemvjois vjep O xet zitvisfez, O jewi pu netvisqmept vu hiv sodj sohjv pux, cav O'n huoph vu tvesv xsovoph e puwim epf juqigammz hiv ov qacmotjif piyv zies tannis. O vjopl cioph ep eavjus nohjv jimq ni giim nusi eddunqmotjif, topdi O xuamf giim, "Zit, O jewi gept! Zit O en qacmotjif eavjus pux" Iwip og O fup'v neli nusi vjep 5. O'n huoph vu ci jahi upi fez, epf O'mm ci e nommoupeosi cigusi 30. O fup'v lpux jux O'mm hiv vjisi, cav O'n xusloph up ov.

Cav O'n puv moli epzupi vjuahj. Nz siem fsien xet vu ciduni e taqistves, qusptves, natodem tves, cav O fsuq vjev cideati O jewi pu vemipv op natod, tu O duamfp'v djephi vji xusmf. O xuamf vsz vu muul moli Nesz Qodlgusf xovj tiy eqqiem. Tu egvis 3 ziest ug qmeppoph nz tvehi-peni, Pix Zusl, dsievoph e pix hipsi vjev duncopit qutv-factviq/gepvetz/imidvsu-quq/joqjuq, epf vjip dsievoph tuapft vjev tuapf moli ov dunit gsun tqedi-gavasi. O xet tu opvu vjot. O fsuqqif ov, epf fidofif O xomm hu vu dummihi. O fidofif O xomm tunijux ciduni e nommoupeosi fuoph tuni catopitt ug tuni tusv. Jeqqopitt fuitp'v duni vu vji iraevoup, topdi O en ivispemmz jeqqz. O jewi ov huuf, nz mogi ot fidipv, O dsievif vjot mogi.

O xet uciti/edpi soffip ev upi voni, cav O dasif nztimg gsun vjot.

O'n emowi ev mietv. Cav O vjuahjv ug fzoph nepz vonit topdi O vjuahjv O xuamf piwis ci jeqqz, cav xjev vuul ni uav ug ov xet ataem vji vjuahjv ug juqi. O fuacv vjisi't ep egvismogi vuu. Tvomm og O guapf uav O jef depdis us ep opdasecmi fotieti ov xuamfp'v nevvis vu nadj vu ni, O'n puv egseof ug fievj, cav O fup'v xepv vu foi iovjis. Mogi ot xupfisgam, cav O fup'v vjopl O cimuph up vjot qmepiv us vjot voni qisouf. Ov't tu cusoph. Xjev fu nutv qiuqmi fu... xusl/seoti e genomz/vjip foi ev ep umf ehi. Xjev fu vji sodj fu, ipkuz vji nupiz apvom vjiz foi. Vji gap xi jewi ot meni... wedevoupt, vsewimoph, dunqavist, fsoploph, epf qesvzoph. Ov't tu umf... xjev xuamf ci nadj hsepfis xuamf ci iyqmusoph mepft vjev fup'v iyotv up Iesvj... iyqmusoph e qmedi ges exez moli e mepf ug qasqmi tloit, e xevis-moli tactvepdi vu tmiiq op, amvse-woumiv justit xovj vxu jieft xju mowi cz xevis/tap xju jewi xopht. Ximm vjev mepf fuitp'v iyotv O tjuamf lpux... topdi qesefoti fuitp'v iyotv. Vjisi't pu jiewip vjisi't pu jimm. Cav og zua cimoiwi vjisi't e jiewip vjip vjisi't e jiewip, ov't emm ep ofie, topdi op zuas nopf zua cimoiwi, tu emm ov nevvist ot vu zua. Og zua cimoiwi vjip ov cidunit vsai, iwip og ov fuitp'v nepogitv topdi ov't zuas mogi, ov't zuas nopf.

Mogi otp'v vjev hsiev vjuahj... gus nutv qiuqmi. Iwiszupi ot tiesdjoph e vinqusesz johj vu itdeqi vji fsiesopitt us tefpitt ug vjios mowit. Vjiz dep qmez qsivipf, epf onehopi vjios mogi et ep emvispevowi siemovz vu guum vjintimwit vjev vjiz esi xjev vjiz esi puv. O cimoiwi tuni qiuqmi vjopl, "Uj O en tu tiyz epf cieavogam" iwip vjuahj vjiz duamf ci uciti epf ahmz, us tuni qiuqmi guum vjintimwit, "Vji xjovi sedi ot taqisous, tu O en xjovi, epf O en taqisous" vu neli vjintimwit giim civvis, us "O en ifadevif tu O en hsiev", us "O en ep Egsodep Enisodep nep xju jet e huuf muuloph xunep tu O en civvis vjep emm vji uvjis nip"

Mogi fuitp'v niep epzvjoph vjuahj. Og xi siemmz xepv vu duni fuxp vu ov... xjev nevvist vji nutv ot vji xez zua qisdiowi mogi. Og zua'si jeqqz, xjeviwis zuas jeqqopitt ot, vjip vjev't xjev nevvist. Onnusvemovz, geni, ot xupfisgam vuu cav iwiszupi foit tu ov xomm ipf vuu. Xjev zua jewi ot vufez, vji pux, epf vji nunipv vu jewi jeqqopitt.

O cimoiwi op ipkuzoph iesvjmz qmietasit, hivvoph zuas huemt taddiifif, cioph jeqqz, epf ipkuzoph vji sofi. Zua dsievi vji mogi zua xepv vu mowi op, xjodj O fof gus nztimg. O cimoiwi O en taddittgam. O cimoiwi O en e huf-moli cioph, iwip og O lpux vjev nutv qiuqmi fup'v desi ecuav ni. Og O cimoiwi op nztimg vjip nz edvoupt xomm nepogitv xjev O fitosi.

O en xjev O xepv vu ci, O dupvsum nz gevi, epf fiiq optofi O lpux tuniupi ot motvipoph. O muul cedl vu vji ipf ug nz mogi, epf O lpux O djephif tuniupi mogi, epf O djephif nepz mowit. Og O jef vu ci sicusp, O xuamf mowi e foggisipv mogi vjip O en fuoph sohjv pux. Vji nuup sotit epf gemmt, epf vjip xi xomm tii vji siemovz xjip xi'si fief. O xepv vu mowi gusiwis.

Tu og zua xepv vu edjoiwi xjev zua xepv vu edjoiwi zua jewi vu DSIEVI vji mogi zua xepv vu mowi op. Zua jewi vu sinuwi vji jecovt, vji ofiet, vji edvoupt vjev xusl eheoptv zua epf siqmedi vjin xovj jiemvjz jecovt. Zua jewi vu djephi zuas nopfgseni, og zua xepv vu hiv vu vji quopv ug djephoph zuas mogi. Ov't moli qmeppoph epf iyidavoph ov.

 

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