road_runner
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- Feb 23, 2012
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I have reached a point where i realized that my further growth is not happening as i am not getting much back from life. I work at home as kind of freelancer, (have two jobs) i can do them in 4-5 hours a day both and get paid good money. I can no longer find motivation to keep earning. Let alone developing further. I have enough money , living in a poor country working for foreign companies with no boss and no working time. I have started to feel gloomy and even sad. I lack social contacts, the few friends i have are all sidewalkers and no one shares my goals. So even if i spend some time with them it's far from quality one.
I was thinking of going for some evening courses or stuff like that, but can't find anything that is at least a bit useful to me. Signed up for a gym+swimming pool but i can't stand going in peak hours after work. So when i go during the day there is almost no one else there, as most people have to be at their office and i again ended up not communicating with anyone.
I can't seem to break this circle, i make money, i can save up to 25k euro per year without a slightest problem, i am interested in what i do. I have a house paid off, new car that is almost paid off.
However outside of work and material stuff i am completely lost. I have a wife and a kid but each day i feel more detached from them.
To me it looks like i have forgotten how to enjoy life.
I would appreciate any advice on how to get back into feeling the beauty of life, when i was a kid i remember i was able to.
I was thinking of going for some evening courses or stuff like that, but can't find anything that is at least a bit useful to me. Signed up for a gym+swimming pool but i can't stand going in peak hours after work. So when i go during the day there is almost no one else there, as most people have to be at their office and i again ended up not communicating with anyone.
I can't seem to break this circle, i make money, i can save up to 25k euro per year without a slightest problem, i am interested in what i do. I have a house paid off, new car that is almost paid off.
However outside of work and material stuff i am completely lost. I have a wife and a kid but each day i feel more detached from them.
To me it looks like i have forgotten how to enjoy life.
I would appreciate any advice on how to get back into feeling the beauty of life, when i was a kid i remember i was able to.
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