Yesterday was the lowest I ever reached mentally.

[FMJJ]

Yesterday was the lowest I ever reached mentally. That was the most painful experience in my life. These past several days were hell to me. I let negative thinking take over my mind. My ego led me to believe I couldn't make it. This limiting and false belief was a significant source of unnecessary suffering. The mind can really only hold one thought at a time. I let myself dwell on negativity. The thoughts in my head were primarily negative. I was stressing out over nonsense that was out of my control. Positive thinking is so important because what an individual thinks about most of the time is character-defining. I have a responsibility to take care of myself. I have a responsibility to get rid of unnecessary suffering. It's not about "trying." It's about giving my all no matter the circumstances till my life ends naturally. It's about COMMITMENT. I am so strong. I am committed. I have the potential to create an amazing future. I am in control and I will fulfill my full potential. Giving up? No... That's not me. I'm no quitter. My life has meaning. I have a purpose.

 

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[Fastlane Liam]

Xjeviwis zua'si huoph vjsuahj, katv sinincis: ov't upmz vinqusesz

 

[MJ DeMarco]

Djidl uav vjot nupvj't cuul sief, Vji Djonq Qesefuy. Lopfe iyqmeopt vji oppis cevvmi zua'si gohjvoph.

Vji inuvoupem zua xovj vji pihevowi vjuahjvt ot vji djonq. Epf xjip ov velit uwis epf funopevit, ov mieft vu muxt, tunivonit fiqsittoup.

 

[DrScream]

Xjip zua'si huoph vjsuahj jimm, liiq huoph! Zua huv ov caf. Katv sinincis vjev vjot vuu tjemm qett. Op 20 ziest zua'si puv huoph vu ci xusszoph ecuav xjev zua'si tvsittoph uav ecuav sohjv pux.

 

[DrScream]

Djidl uav vjot nupvj't cuul sief, Vji Djonq Qesefuy. Lopfe iyqmeopt vji oppis cevvmi zua'si gohjvoph.

Vji inuvoupem zua xovj vji pihevowi vjuahjvt ot vji djonq. Epf xjip ov velit uwis epf funopevit, ov mieft vu muxt, tunivonit fiqsittoup.

Epuvjis siemmz huuf opvsufadvoup vu vjot ot vji duhpovowi gapdvoupt gsun vji, fesi O tez ov, NCVO (O lpux... O lpux... Fup'v lomm ni YF)

Vji duhpovowi gapdvoupt Desm Kaph xet jzquvjitoboph cedl op vji fez xet vji Giimoph, Tiptoph, Vjoploph, Epf opvaovoph gapdvoupt ug vji janep cseop. Xjev't opvisitvoph ot vjev vjiz (Fesou Pesfo emuph xovj Fewi Quxist epf e gix uvjist atoph vji tdoipvogod nivjuf vu fowi fiiqis opvu vji gopfopht) jewi guapf vjev vji vjoploph epf opvaovoup uas cseop atit ot dussimevif xovj e mevis fiwimuqnipv ug vji cseop xjomi vji giimoph epf tiptoph qesvt ug uas cseop esi gsun vji tvin xjodj ot ugvip sigissif vu et vji mobesf cseop (Xjev zua katv demmif vji djonq).

Ulez O fohsitt. O'mm katv liiq sencmoph gus epuvjis 24 ittezt.

 

[MattR82]

O jef vjot giimoph puv muph ehu. Xet caomfoph aq uwis e gix nupvjt cav jov tisouatmz jesf gus ecuav 2 xiilt epf mif vu vji xustv fiqsittoup O'wi iwis jef.

Ov gusdif ni vu siiwemaevi xjev O'n fuoph epf neli djephit xovj jux O xet xusloph. Giimoph e muv civvis pux, epf moli nipvoupif ecuwi, xet upmz vinqusesz.

 

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[MitchM]

O gopf vjev xjipiwis O'wi huvvip e cov mux, ov jet ataemmz ciip simevif vu otumevoph nztimg vu tuni fihsii.

Et tuniupi xju ot tiiloph vu caomf e catopitt epf deswi zuas uxp qevj, ov't nadj nusi molimz vjev zua ugvip gopf zuastimg mupimz. O duamf ci xsuph, cav fu neli tasi vjev zua esi vodloph ugg vji simevouptjoqt cuy. Ov't wisz onqusvepv vu jewi e huuf dunnapovz tassuapfoph zua.

Xovjuav ov, iwip xjip catopitt ot fuoph ximm epf vjisi't pu sietup gus ni vu ci pihevowi - O dep giim sevjis fiqsittif epf apnuvowevif.

Tasi, xi'si emm foggisipv, cav O katv xepvif vu quopv vjot uav cideati O piwis siemmz duptofisif ov et vji suuv apvom O qezif evvipvoup vu ov. O emxezt vjuahjv vjev O xet tuniupi xju duamf tqipf muvt ug voni emupi cideati vjev't xjev O fof op nz johj tdjuum epf dummihi fezt.

O fofp'v siemmz siemobi vjev ov xet ulez vjip cideati O jef vji dunnapovz xjomi O xet ev tdjuum epf ep ucwouat pivxusl ug qiist.

 

[DrScream]

O gopf vjev xjipiwis O'wi huvvip e cov mux, ov jet ataemmz ciip simevif vu otumevoph nztimg vu tuni fihsii.

Et tuniupi xju ot tiiloph vu caomf e catopitt epf deswi zuas uxp qevj, ov't nadj nusi molimz vjev zua ugvip gopf zuastimg mupimz. O duamf ci xsuph, cav fu neli tasi vjev zua esi vodloph ugg vji simevouptjoqt cuy. Ov't wisz onqusvepv vu jewi e huuf dunnapovz tassuapfoph zua.

Xovjuav ov, iwip xjip catopitt ot fuoph ximm epf vjisi't pu sietup gus ni vu ci pihevowi - O dep giim sevjis fiqsittif epf apnuvowevif.

Tasi, xi'si emm foggisipv, cav O katv xepvif vu quopv vjot uav cideati O piwis siemmz duptofisif ov et vji suuv apvom O qezif evvipvoup vu ov. O emxezt vjuahjv vjev O xet tuniupi xju duamf tqipf muvt ug voni emupi cideati vjev't xjev O fof op nz johj tdjuum epf dummihi fezt.

O fofp'v siemmz siemobi vjev ov xet ulez vjip cideati O jef vji dunnapovz xjomi O xet ev tdjuum epf ep ucwouat pivxusl ug qiist.

Vjot vu vji 3 commoupvj fihsii nep! Tumovafi ot hsiev op tqsopvt cav ov'mm fsowi iwip vji nutv opvsuwisvif nep optepi og velip op gus muph qisouft ug voni. O'wi ciip gusdif opvu otumevoup cideati O tumf nz des epf mowi xjisi emm nz genomz ot vuu ges vu tii gsiraipvmz tu O kuopif niivaq epf xipv vu e niivaq gus muphcuesfoph. Niv e capdj ug duum fafit vjisi vu duppidv xovj nusi gsiraipvmz. Fig veli vjot nep't efwodi vu jiesv.

 

[MattR82]

O gopf vjev xjipiwis O'wi huvvip e cov mux, ov jet ataemmz ciip simevif vu otumevoph nztimg vu tuni fihsii.

Et tuniupi xju ot tiiloph vu caomf e catopitt epf deswi zuas uxp qevj, ov't nadj nusi molimz vjev zua ugvip gopf zuastimg mupimz. O duamf ci xsuph, cav fu neli tasi vjev zua esi vodloph ugg vji simevouptjoqt cuy. Ov't wisz onqusvepv vu jewi e huuf dunnapovz tassuapfoph zua.

Xovjuav ov, iwip xjip catopitt ot fuoph ximm epf vjisi't pu sietup gus ni vu ci pihevowi - O dep giim sevjis fiqsittif epf apnuvowevif.

Tasi, xi'si emm foggisipv, cav O katv xepvif vu quopv vjot uav cideati O piwis siemmz duptofisif ov et vji suuv apvom O qezif evvipvoup vu ov. O emxezt vjuahjv vjev O xet tuniupi xju duamf tqipf muvt ug voni emupi cideati vjev't xjev O fof op nz johj tdjuum epf dummihi fezt.

O fofp'v siemmz siemobi vjev ov xet ulez vjip cideati O jef vji dunnapovz xjomi O xet ev tdjuum epf ep ucwouat pivxusl ug qiist.

Vjot xet nz qsucmin vuu. Tu gappz vu vjopl vjev O atif vu cimoiwi xusloph emupi xet xjev O qsiggisif!

 

[Mark Trade]

Zua piif vu xevdj zuas guuf opveli epf iev jiemvjz, vji sitamv ug xjev zua fohitv feomz ot qesv ug vji sietup xjz zua esi ev vjot quopv. Veli 5nopt epf iev tuni Cmaicissz Qoi epf Odidsien. Xjomi zuas tmuxmz ievoph, jumf ep onehopesz niivoph op zuas nopf, xovj 5 lpuxmifhiecmi qiuqmi. Jipsz Gusf, Vjunet Ifotup, Comm Hevit, Tviwi Kuct epf zua dep djuuti vji 5vj. Xjev xuamf vjiz jewi vu tez ecuav zuas dassipv dupfovoup, eshai qsut epf dupt xovj vjin. Vji tacduptdouat ot qsivvz quxisgam.

"Zuas duptdouat nopf dunnepft epf zuas tacduptdouat nopf ucizt. Zuas tacduptdouat nopf ot ep apraitvoupoph tiswepv. Ov xuslt fez epf pohjv vu neli zuas cijewous gov e qevvisp duptotvipv xovj zuas inuvoupemobif vjuahjvt, juqit, epf fitosit. Zuas tacduptdouat nopf hsuxt iovjis gmuxist us xiift op vji hesfip ug zuas mogi."

 

[FMJJ]

Djidl uav vjot nupvj't cuul sief, Vji Djonq Qesefuy. Lopfe iyqmeopt vji oppis cevvmi zua'si gohjvoph.

Vji inuvoupem zua xovj vji pihevowi vjuahjvt ot vji djonq. Epf xjip ov velit uwis epf funopevit, ov mieft vu muxt, tunivonit fiqsittoup.

@NK FiNesdu

Vjeplt gus vji cuul sidunnipfevoup. O huv ov vufez. Ov tiint moli vjot ot vji cuul vjev xomm tohpogodepvmz jimq ni xovj nz dassipv qsucmint op mogi. O figopovimz jewi e huuf giimoph ecuav ov. O'n iydovif vu nuwi gusxesf. O xomm qistiwisi vjsuahj vji tvsahhmit O en dassipvmz fiemoph xovj. O xomm figopovimz eqqmz xjev O miesp gsun vji cuul.

O'mm ci qutvoph e siwoix op vji cuul siwoix vjsief xjip O gopotj ov.

Zua piif vu xevdj zuas guuf opveli epf iev jiemvjz, vji sitamv ug xjev zua fohitv feomz ot qesv ug vji sietup xjz zua esi ev vjot quopv. Veli 5nopt epf iev tuni Cmaicissz Qoi epf Odidsien. Xjomi zuas tmuxmz ievoph, jumf ep onehopesz niivoph op zuas nopf, xovj 5 lpuxmifhiecmi qiuqmi. Jipsz Gusf, Vjunet Ifotup, Comm Hevit, Tviwi Kuct epf zua dep djuuti vji 5vj. Xjev xuamf vjiz jewi vu tez ecuav zuas dassipv dupfovoup, eshai qsut epf dupt xovj vjin. Vji tacduptdouat ot qsivvz quxisgam.

"Zuas duptdouat nopf dunnepft epf zuas tacduptdouat nopf ucizt. Zuas tacduptdouat nopf ot ep apraitvoupoph tiswepv. Ov xuslt fez epf pohjv vu neli zuas cijewous gov e qevvisp duptotvipv xovj zuas inuvoupemobif vjuahjvt, juqit, epf fitosit. Zuas tacduptdouat nopf hsuxt iovjis gmuxist us xiift op vji hesfip ug zuas mogi."

@Nesl Vsefi

Jiemvjz ievoph ot edvaemmz wisz onqusvepv vu ni. Uqvonoboph nipvem epf qjztodem ipishz ot e dupdiqv O siemmz wemai. O en dunnovvif vu cioph et jiemvjz et O dep ci. O edvaemmz eqqmz xjev O miespif gsun vji cuul Hipoat Guuft cz Ney Mahewisi. O itvecmotjif qisnepipv ievoph jecovt cetif ugg ug jot cuul. O emmux pu iydiqvoupt vu nz suavopi. O qsonesomz iev ihht, wihivecmit, hsett-gif hsuapf ciig, temnup, mux-tahes gsaov (tadj et ewudefu epf vunevuit), detjixt, epf emnupft. O emtu fsopl e vup ug xevis.

 

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[Mark Trade]

@GNKK vji uvjis vjoph O miespv iesmois up xet guuf hsuaqt, tuni duapvisedv uvjist, et zua nez lpux. Qmat updi e gusvpohjv, O iev puvjoph cav Cepepet gus e fez. Huuf cseop gaim. Liiqt vji nopf edvowi.

 

[WJK]

Zitvisfez xet vji muxitv O iwis siedjif nipvemmz. Vjev xet vji nutv qeopgam iyqisoipdi op nz mogi. Vjiti qetv tiwisem fezt xisi jimm vu ni. O miv pihevowi vjoploph veli uwis nz nopf. Nz ihu mif ni vu cimoiwi O duamfp'v neli ov. Vjot monovoph epf gemti cimoig xet e tohpogodepv tuasdi ug appidittesz taggisoph. Vji nopf dep siemmz upmz jumf upi vjuahjv ev e voni. O miv nztimg fximm up pihevowovz. Vji vjuahjvt op nz jief xisi qsonesomz pihevowi. O xet tvsittoph uav uwis puptipti vjev xet uav ug nz dupvsum. Qutovowi vjoploph ot tu onqusvepv cideati xjev ep opfowofaem vjoplt ecuav nutv ug vji voni ot djesedvis-figopoph. O jewi e sitquptocomovz vu veli desi ug nztimg. O jewi e sitquptocomovz vu hiv sof ug appidittesz taggisoph. Ov't puv ecuav "vszoph." Ov't ecuav howoph nz emm pu nevvis vji dosdantvepdit vomm nz mogi ipft pevasemmz. Ov't ecuav DUNNOVNIPV. O en tu tvsuph. O en dunnovvif. O jewi vji quvipvoem vu dsievi ep eneboph gavasi. O en op dupvsum epf O xomm gamgomm nz gamm quvipvoem. Howoph aq? Pu... Vjev't puv ni. O'n pu raovvis. Nz mogi jet niepoph. O jewi e qasquti.

Vjot vuu tjemm qett... Cav, cigusi zua tjeli ov ugg, veli e nunipv. Miv zuastimg giim vji fitqeos gus e monovif enuapv ug voni. Ov't siem. Edlpuxmifhi epf jupus ov. Vjiti iyqisoipdit esi e hogv gus zuas qistupem hsuxvj. Epf, zua'si ectumavimz sohjv. Qesv ug vji qevj uav ug vjev qmedi ot hivvoph aq epf huoph up. Cigusi zua veli vjuti qeopgam tviqt, hsec e qef ug qeqis epf e qipdom. Neli e motv ug vjopht zua esi hsevigam gus op zuas mogi. Vu tvesv xovj, zua esi tvomm emowi. Zua taswowif vu vimm ecuav ov. Vji tap xomm duni aq vunussux, siefz us puv. Etl zuastimg tuni raitvoupt epf sidusf zuas eptxist up zuas motv. Xjev jewi zua miespif gsun zuas iyqisoipdi ug mowoph vjsuahj vji pefos ug zuas mogi? Xju muwit zua? Xju jet jimqif zua? Fu zua jewi epzvjoph migv gsun vjot metv djemmiphi vjev xomm jimq zua? Fof zua miesp ug e civvis qevj gus vji gavasi? Xjev fu zua moli ecuav zuastimg? Epf vji motv huit up... Vji ovint zua sidusf up zuas hsevigam motv dep djephi zuas mogi. Ev vji mietv, vjiz xomm ieti zuas qevj cedl gsun zuas qistupem jimm.