What If I have everything or nothing

[VIVEKSINGHJADONS]

So straight to the point I am an existing entrepreneur, owned a B&M business and in search of a new business.

I have a comfortable life, I drive a nice car (according to local standards) a Jeep, I have no mortgage, I am the one who is earning the most in my family. I live in my father's house because he is no more and I have to support my mother ( in my country it is uncommon to live separate from your parents) although my mother is greater support for me rather then I am for her.

I have two beautiful children. My daughter is 6 years old and my son is 1 month old. I have plenty of time to play with my daughter. Looking from far I have a perfect life. But still, I am far away from what I want.

But what I think is that the trajectory of my life is not right. A few lines from @Kak in a recent thread in which he said- "we all know someone has tossed vision away for television and alcohol. Tossed ambition away for what is comfortable". I am not a television guy but yes for alcohol I have spent too much. I have a separate place for drinking. I have a life which is too much comfortable. What I am thinking maybe I am the guy who is tossing away his vision for alcohol. I have all the wisdom, still, I found myself unable sometimes to choose the right path. I am in search of a new venture where I can provide value but I found myself unable to find that and it's already more than 3 years ( and that's because I have the mentality of a consumer). Is it that difficult to apply things in real life after knowing everything? I am very thankful that I have found these books and this forum and that too because I believe " What you seek, is seeking you- Rumy".(I have read that too in a book.)

 

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