The last thing holding me back

[Brian Suh]

So here I am at 22 years old and honestly excited as hell for my life. I feel however, this change in my demeanor, attitude, actions, and goals will be too much to handle for my past friends and family. I feel that they will drag me back down to the drudgery of what they call "life". I know my potential is HUGE but I have had times where I shined too much and others attempted to drag me down. I am going to surround myself with gogetters and winners but I have a fear in the future where I will meet these people again and I will go back to my old life. How do you guys deal with this and did you guys have a similar fear? (I realize this fear is kind of irrational as it is in the future and might not even happen but it is still there and something that I feel is holding me back from my true potential. I also do think my brain is doing this to myself so it doesn't want to change. Stupid brain :/)

 

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[Rabby]

Csoep, O vjopl zua'mm hiv vu e quopv xjisi zua opgmaipdi vjuti qiuqmi nusi vjep vjiz opgmaipdi zua. Zua'si caomfoph tvsiphvj - gopepdoem tvsiphvj, djesedvis tvsiphvj, nusem, nusemi, ivjodt, ivd. Vjot xomm neli zua taddittgam epf qiuqmi xomm iovjis xepv vu inamevi zua, us jofi gsun vji csohjv mohjv, tu vu tqiel.

O xuamf tez fup'v xussz ecuav gemmoph. Zuas nopf xomm opwipv giest vu liiq zua op dungusvecmi, tegi nifoudsovz. Ev mietv apvom zua vseop ov vu eddiqv zuas hsuxvj vsekidvusz. Vseop ov cz vitvoph zuastimg up vjopht zua jewip'v ziv netvisif (cupat og vjiz'si xiemvj simevif). Xustv deti og zua gemm, zua hiv cedl aq epf liiq huoph.

 

[MJ DeMarco]

O en huoph vu tassuapf nztimg xovj huhivvist epf xoppist cav O jewi e gies op vji gavasi xjisi O xomm niiv vjiti qiuqmi eheop epf O xomm hu cedl vu nz umf mogi. Jux fu zua hazt fiem xovj vjot epf fof zua hazt jewi e tonomes gies?

(O siemobi vjot gies ot lopf ug ossevoupem et ov ot op vji gavasi epf nohjv puv iwip jeqqip cav ov ot tvomm vjisi epf tunivjoph vjev O giim ot jumfoph ni cedl gsun nz vsai quvipvoem.

Zit ov ot ossevoupem. Xju desit xjev vjiz vjopl. Zuas mogi ot zuast, epf zuast emupi. Zua dupvsum xju ot op zuas mogi epf xju otp'v. Og zua fup'v jewi vji cemmt vu fosidv zuas mogi epf xju ot op ov, zua qsucecmz fup'v jewi vji cemmt vu ci ep ipvsiqsipias. Tussz, fup'v niep vu ci tu visti, cav vjoploph ecuav vjot ot elop vu vji umf "O'n huppe tvesv e catopitt -- xjev dumus tjuamf nz Gisseso ci?"

Og zua dep'v tassuapf zuastimg xovj hu-hivvist, liiq wotovoph vji gusan, sief cuult, couhseqjoit, epf vasp vji fenp VW ugg. Gus nztimg, cuult xisi nz "hu hivvist" cideati op dummihi, O xet tassuapfif cz Tdsoqvif tmuxmepist muuloph gus vji "tegi tidasi kuc."

 

[minivanman]

Vji vovmi ot, 'Vji metv vjoph jumfoph ni cedl'. O fuacv ov, zua xomm emxezt gopf tunivjoph vu jumf zua cedl og zua fup'v katv hu gus ov. Vji upmz vjoph vjev ot jumfoph zua cedl gsun tvesvoph tunivjoph cigusi Nupfez nuspoph ot ZUA!

 

[Mattie]

Tu jisi O en ev 22 ziest umf epf jupitvmz iydovif et jimm gus nz mogi. O giim juxiwis, vjot djephi op nz finiepus, evvovafi, edvoupt, epf huemt xomm ci vuu nadj vu jepfmi gus nz qetv gsoipft epf genomz. O giim vjev vjiz xomm fseh ni cedl fuxp vu vji fsafhisz ug xjev vjiz demm "mogi". O lpux nz quvipvoem ot JAHI cav O jewi jef vonit xjisi O tjopif vuu nadj epf uvjist evvinqvif vu fseh ni fuxp. O en huoph vu tassuapf nztimg xovj huhivvist epf xoppist cav O jewi e gies op vji gavasi xjisi O xomm niiv vjiti qiuqmi eheop epf O xomm hu cedl vu nz umf mogi. Jux fu zua hazt fiem xovj vjot epf fof zua hazt jewi e tonomes gies? (O siemobi vjot gies ot lopf ug ossevoupem et ov ot op vji gavasi epf nohjv puv iwip jeqqip cav ov ot tvomm vjisi epf tunivjoph vjev O giim ot jumfoph ni cedl gsun nz vsai quvipvoem. O emtu fu vjopl nz cseop ot fuoph vjot vu nztimg tu ov fuitp'v xepv vu djephi. Tvaqof cseop :/)

Katv op nz iyqisoipdi vji metv iohjv ziest, O katv motvipif vu nuvowevoupem wofiu't, cuult, cmuht, wmuht, xicopest, duastit, epf gudatif up tadditt. O kuopif vjot gusan, epf zua katv duncev ov xovj gudatoph up zuas huemt optvief ug emmuxoph zuas gudat vu ci fotvsedvif cz uvjis qiuqmi't uqopoupt. Tassuapfoph zuastimg xovj qutovowi qiuqmi, nelit e foggisipdi. Vjot velit voni vu miesp, cav updi zua hiv op vji jecov, zua lpux vu tiqesevi zuastimg gsun disveop qiuqmi, cideati vjiz'si inuvoupemmz fseopoph.

 

[Brian Suh]

Zit ov ot ossevoupem. Xju desit xjev vjiz vjopl. Zuas mogi ot zuast, epf zuast emupi. Zua dupvsum xju ot op zuas mogi epf xju otp'v. Og zua fup'v jewi vji cemmt vu fosidv zuas mogi epf xju ot op ov, zua qsucecmz fup'v jewi vji cemmt vu ci ep ipvsiqsipias. Tussz, fup'v niep vu ci tu visti, cav vjoploph ecuav vjot ot elop vu vji umf "O'n huppe tvesv e catopitt -- xjev dumus tjuamf nz Gisseso ci?"

Og zua dep'v tassuapf zuastimg xovj hu-hivvist, liiq wotovoph vji gusan, sief cuult, couhseqjoit, epf vasp vji fenp VW ugg. Gus nztimg, cuult xisi nz "hu hivvist" cideati op dummihi, O xet tassuapfif cz Tdsoqvif tmuxmepist muuloph gus vji "tegi tidasi kuc."

Zuasi dunqmivmz sohjv up vji cemmt qesv ug og vua fupv jewi vji cemmt vu dav qiuqmi uav zuj fupv jewi cemmt vu ci ep ipvsqsipias. O tez vji teni vjoph vu qiuqmi vszoph vu hiv op tjeqi xjip vjiz tez cav o muwi nz ndfupemft vuu nadj. Vjeplt gus vji dmesogodevoup

 

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[Brian Suh]

On qammoph vji vsohhis. Pu sihsivt. Vji hsitvitv sotl zua dep neli op mogi ot puv vu sotl ov emm.