Sometimes Change Is Necessary

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We all need change in our lives, in order to make room for better things. For example I moved on with my relationships, because some of them were toxic and yielded unhappiness. It is the case with my family and my old friends but I guess it has happened for a reason and I try to see this as a positive event. Last week I dumped my long time best friend and it hurts. The cause is loss of relationships and the effect is that I can be alone and put a lot of time into my music and work on my behaviors.

I am in a period of intense piano playing and composition and I hope to be able to write my music and publish it in the future. Classical music. A lot of waltzes. For now, I play by memory and I can happily say that my memory has improved a lot with music playing and it is sharper than ever before. I remember everything. I don't care if it takes 10 years, as long as I'm happy and have enough money to not depend on someone else who can say you're fired, or otherwise a boss. And live financially independent, meaning that my expenses would be much lower than my income so I could afford a nice place and go to Italy.

I have a lot of serious health issues but I won't let them ruin my life! I'm tired of being in pain, sick and tired, so I've made some changes in my diet and I sleep less, only 5 to 6 hours, and take walks. The results will never be perfect unfortunately. I am very sick, but I understand it's a process.

Thanks for reading.

 

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