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Introduciton of myself without filter.
(It‘s a part of my lifestory in a nutshell)
Writing this message is pretty out of my comfortzone, it shows how important the community is and I love it to go trough fear. I was born in June 1998 as a sunshine. With about 3 years my brother was born very ill, he had all five types of apnea. That trauma changed the whole family. (He made it trough this time and is healthy) During my childhood i was deeply connected with nature and different as other children. You can call me a little wierdo. If I could be a fruit, I would choose to be a wildstrawberry. Pudding and helping people to remember love makes me happy. As a teenager I forgot parts of myself and was partying and living scripted life with a 9 to 5 job and all what’s included. In 2019 a trip alone to Bali changed my life completed, I listened to myself. Remembered that I am here to spread love, to help humanity remember love. As a teen I made what others say makes you happy and forgot what makes me happy. It makes me happy to help Mother Earth. But what brought earth into this crisis? I think there are many reasons. One reason is the unhappy human: if I am unhappy I treat myself and my surroundings badly. So I wanted to solve the problem by the roots. And canceled my „safe“ job in a medicine laboratory (because for me the concept was often more making money out of diseases than helping) and start a job as waitress. Oh it was so beautiful! All kinds of people opened their hearts during the time, because I was real and saw the heart of the person and not the masks, which they put on to protect themselves. Then I realized that it’s not consistent, the happiness is gone after a few days, and I am not working for my own business and am the different of free. So I learned Kundalinidance and was reading many books about spirituality and health. Last year I quit the job and started a business the arts of love, a school where I want to help people remember love. The last months I could do not a lot. I don’t feels good that i need to make money with this love project. That was so much pressure for me. In this time the script knocked on my door, my family and some friends. I don’t have a television, eat vegan, meditate, read books, love it to spend real conscious time with friends and nature and don’t drink alcohol. My grandpa and dad think I am crazy, they want a scripted life for me. I was sad that they don’t believe in me and don’t see me and that’s ok i love them and they only want „the best“ (they know) for me. I was at my deepest financial point on my 25th birthday this year, I had 8 € on my bank account. My partner gave me the millionaires fastlane and my eyes opened. I realized that I was on the sidewalk and I was a moneychaiser. That truth hurts and my ego wanted to run away and screamed. Because of meditation I learned to observe it. My mindset is shifting, I sow new seeds, some of the sow seeds are growing and more and more I remember my mission on earth to build a bridge between spirituality and earth and to help humanity remember love and finding happiness. Thank you MJ for guiding me, for helping me to remember. Thank you for reading a part of my story. Thank you for you and thank your for us.
With love, peace and joy
Jess
(It‘s a part of my lifestory in a nutshell)
Writing this message is pretty out of my comfortzone, it shows how important the community is and I love it to go trough fear. I was born in June 1998 as a sunshine. With about 3 years my brother was born very ill, he had all five types of apnea. That trauma changed the whole family. (He made it trough this time and is healthy) During my childhood i was deeply connected with nature and different as other children. You can call me a little wierdo. If I could be a fruit, I would choose to be a wildstrawberry. Pudding and helping people to remember love makes me happy. As a teenager I forgot parts of myself and was partying and living scripted life with a 9 to 5 job and all what’s included. In 2019 a trip alone to Bali changed my life completed, I listened to myself. Remembered that I am here to spread love, to help humanity remember love. As a teen I made what others say makes you happy and forgot what makes me happy. It makes me happy to help Mother Earth. But what brought earth into this crisis? I think there are many reasons. One reason is the unhappy human: if I am unhappy I treat myself and my surroundings badly. So I wanted to solve the problem by the roots. And canceled my „safe“ job in a medicine laboratory (because for me the concept was often more making money out of diseases than helping) and start a job as waitress. Oh it was so beautiful! All kinds of people opened their hearts during the time, because I was real and saw the heart of the person and not the masks, which they put on to protect themselves. Then I realized that it’s not consistent, the happiness is gone after a few days, and I am not working for my own business and am the different of free. So I learned Kundalinidance and was reading many books about spirituality and health. Last year I quit the job and started a business the arts of love, a school where I want to help people remember love. The last months I could do not a lot. I don’t feels good that i need to make money with this love project. That was so much pressure for me. In this time the script knocked on my door, my family and some friends. I don’t have a television, eat vegan, meditate, read books, love it to spend real conscious time with friends and nature and don’t drink alcohol. My grandpa and dad think I am crazy, they want a scripted life for me. I was sad that they don’t believe in me and don’t see me and that’s ok i love them and they only want „the best“ (they know) for me. I was at my deepest financial point on my 25th birthday this year, I had 8 € on my bank account. My partner gave me the millionaires fastlane and my eyes opened. I realized that I was on the sidewalk and I was a moneychaiser. That truth hurts and my ego wanted to run away and screamed. Because of meditation I learned to observe it. My mindset is shifting, I sow new seeds, some of the sow seeds are growing and more and more I remember my mission on earth to build a bridge between spirituality and earth and to help humanity remember love and finding happiness. Thank you MJ for guiding me, for helping me to remember. Thank you for reading a part of my story. Thank you for you and thank your for us.
With love, peace and joy
Jess
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