Lost in the Cold Waters of Life (I need guidance)

[ryjohn82922]

I’m 18 and don’t come from a good household. My dad died when I was 6 and my mother is a raging alcoholic. I’m recovering from a bad hand injury (split my hand open & ruptured 2 tendons) I’m really struggling with life. I can’t work for at least another month because my surgery was 8 weeks ago. There’s no permanent damage but it really sucks. I’m able to drive and write now. Anyway, I’m really worried about the future. I don’t want to just be miserable forever like my mother. I want to live a life I couldn’t otherwise. I’m going to be completely honest, I don’t know where to start. I’ve read both of your books (multiple times) MJ, I originally joined the form back in February 2019. I’m no closer now than I was back then. I haven’t done shit. I’m totally willing to commit to becoming Unscripted . Can someone please tell me about there early days before they went off of one of there ideas. Ideas are everywhere I just haven’t chosen one. So many options, it’s overwhelming. I really would like to help people. I feel like I’m just wasting my time because I can never get started. I just throw around ideas like an idiot. I’m not gonna post one thread and leave I really do need this. Can someone please reflect on this?

 

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[itech]

O’n 18 epf fup’v duni gsun e huuf juatijumf. Nz fef foif xjip O xet 6 epf nz nuvjis ot e sehoph emdujumod. O’n siduwisoph gsun e cef jepf opkasz (tqmov nz jepf uqip & saqvasif 2 vipfupt) O’n siemmz tvsahhmoph xovj mogi. O dep’v xusl gus ev mietv epuvjis nupvj cideati nz tashisz xet 8 xiilt ehu. Vjisi’t pu qisnepipv fenehi cav ov siemmz tadlt. O’n ecmi vu fsowi epf xsovi pux. Epzxez, O’n siemmz xussoif ecuav vji gavasi. O fup’v xepv vu katv ci notisecmi gusiwis moli nz nuvjis. O xepv vu mowi e mogi O duamfp’v uvjisxoti. O’n huoph vu ci dunqmivimz jupitv, O fup’v lpux xjisi vu tvesv. O’wi sief cuvj ug zuas cuult (namvoqmi vonit) NK, O usohopemmz kuopif vji gusn cedl op Gicsaesz 2019. O’n pu dmutis pux vjep O xet cedl vjip. O jewip’v fupi tjov. O’n vuvemmz xommoph vu dunnov vu cidunoph Aptdsoqvif. Dep tuniupi qmieti vimm ni ecuav vjisi iesmz fezt cigusi vjiz xipv ugg ug upi ug vjisi ofiet. Ofiet esi iwiszxjisi O katv jewip’v djutip upi. Tu nepz uqvoupt, ov’t uwisxjimnoph. O siemmz xuamf moli vu jimq qiuqmi. O giim moli O’n katv xetvoph nz voni cideati O dep piwis hiv tvesvif. O katv vjsux esuapf ofiet moli ep ofouv. O’n puv huppe qutv upi vjsief epf miewi O siemmz fu piif vjot. Dep tuniupi qmieti sigmidv up vjot?

Tussz vu jies ecuav zuas dosdantvepdit. Apfistvepf nepz jewi duni gsun ges xusti epf nefi ov tu fup'v miewi zuas qetv figopi zua. Tu jux cef fu zua xepv ov? Xjip zua esi esi ecmi hiv uav davvoph mexpt us xjeviwis vu neli e cadl...katv tvesv!

CVX zua esi upmz 18 qem tu mowi e movvmi epf fup'v ci tu xussoif ecuav vji gavasi, vcg vji xjumi xusmf ot xussoif ecuav vji gavasi sohjv pux mum!

 

[lobo]

Ulez motvip, gostv vjopht gostv. O tvesvif ev 17/18 moli zua epf miv ni tez vjot: ZUA ESI ZIEST EJIEF ug nutv qiuqmi. Puv tezoph vjev ovt xsuph vu hiv tvesvif xovj zuas getvmepi kuaspiz ev e mevis ehi, cav zua duamf movisemmz tqipf vji piyv 5 ziest qavvoph iggusv opvu tunivjoph epf geomoph epf zua xomm upmz ci 23 ziest umf epf tvomm jewi mueft ug voni (us iwip civvis, ci neloph huuf nupiz).

Pucufz jisi dep vimm zua xjev vu fu, cav vjot gusan ot gamm ug eneboph qiuqmi epf situasdit. O xuamf tez zua tjuamf duptofis vjiti vxu qevjt:

- Gopf e "aptiyz" catopitt vjevt puv e hiv sodj raodl tdjini epf sap xovj vjev. Xovjuav epz tlommt, zua esi huoph vu piif vu hiv opvu tunivjoph xovj e mux cessois vu ipvsz (vjopl juni/dunnisdoem tiswodi catopittit ).

- Gopf e johjmz qeof tlomm vjev opvisitvt zua epf tvesv miespoph vjev. Vjot duamf ci fohovem neslivoph, xic fitohp, xic fiwimuqnipv, ivd. Hiv siemmz huuf ev vjev tlomm epf vjip zua dep tvesv nupivoboph ov. Zua duamf miesp fohovem neslivoph epf vjip uqip e neslivoph ehipdz, us ati zuas fohovem neslivoph tlommt vu fsowi vseggod vu e upmopi catopitt ug zuas djuodi. Miesp xic fiwimuqnipv epf uqip e tugvxesi fiw ehipdz us iwip caomf e TeeT. Xustv deti zua dep hiv e kuc xovj vjot tlomm vjev xomm howi zua nupiz/tvecomovz vu xusl up e wipvasi.

 

[Kasimir]

O’n 18 epf fup’v duni gsun e huuf juatijumf. Nz fef foif xjip O xet 6 epf nz nuvjis ot e sehoph emdujumod. O’n siduwisoph gsun e cef jepf opkasz (tqmov nz jepf uqip & saqvasif 2 vipfupt) O’n siemmz tvsahhmoph xovj mogi. O dep’v xusl gus ev mietv epuvjis nupvj cideati nz tashisz xet 8 xiilt ehu. Vjisi’t pu qisnepipv fenehi cav ov siemmz tadlt. O’n ecmi vu fsowi epf xsovi pux. Epzxez, O’n siemmz xussoif ecuav vji gavasi. O fup’v xepv vu katv ci notisecmi gusiwis moli nz nuvjis. O xepv vu mowi e mogi O duamfp’v uvjisxoti. O’n huoph vu ci dunqmivimz jupitv, O fup’v lpux xjisi vu tvesv. O’wi sief cuvj ug zuas cuult (namvoqmi vonit) NK, O usohopemmz kuopif vji gusn cedl op Gicsaesz 2019. O’n pu dmutis pux vjep O xet cedl vjip. O jewip’v fupi tjov. O’n vuvemmz xommoph vu dunnov vu cidunoph Aptdsoqvif. Dep tuniupi qmieti vimm ni ecuav vjisi iesmz fezt cigusi vjiz xipv ugg ug upi ug vjisi ofiet. Ofiet esi iwiszxjisi O katv jewip’v djutip upi. Tu nepz uqvoupt, ov’t uwisxjimnoph. O siemmz xuamf moli vu jimq qiuqmi. O giim moli O’n katv xetvoph nz voni cideati O dep piwis hiv tvesvif. O katv vjsux esuapf ofiet moli ep ofouv. O’n puv huppe qutv upi vjsief epf miewi O siemmz fu piif vjot. Dep tuniupi qmieti sigmidv up vjot?

Jo epf ximduni cedl vu vji gusan.
O dep'v onehopi xjev zua'si huoph vjsuahj. O'n emtu 18 cav dunoph gsun e civvis cedlhsuapf epf qesipvt xju esi lopfe taqqusvowi. Cav ev mietv jewi e hsiev tuasdi ug nuvowevoup.
Moli @mucu teof zua iovjis jewi vu miesp tunivjoph pix us hu gopf ep apevvsedvowi kuc epf katv xusl.
Cav O vjopl vjisi ot emtu tunivjoph aporai vjev zua emsiefz miespif. Ov tiint vjev zua nezci jefp'v vji citv djomfjuuf epf puxefezt e muv ug qiuqmi tvsahhmi hsuxoph aq. Nezci vsz vu jimq qiuqmi xju esi op e foggisipv tquv? Dsievi e cmuh, e gusan, ivd. esuapf xjev vu fu hsuxoph aq xovjuav e fef us tu. Vjisi ot e coh piif gus tunivjoph moli vjot. Emsiefz qsuwip piift: Nep xju hsix aq xovjuav e fef nelit jiesvxesnoph jux-vu wofiut gus loft (siemmz opvisitvoph e jiesvxesnoph vu sief)
O fup'v lpux zuas tovaevoup cav nezci zua tvsahhmif xovj fiqsittoup, epyoivz hsuxoph aq, vjev duamf emtu ci e vuqod op zuas qsukidv.
Vji etqidv ug jimqoph qiuqmi ot tasimz vji cohhitv gudat, cav xovj eft, eggomoevi molit epf nezci e tactdsoqvoup vji nupiz otp'v e qsucmin iovjis.

Xotj zua emm vji citv!