KJ’s Journey

[KJBe]

Over the past week or so I’ve become quite ‘depressed’ and bad habits have sprung up.

I didn’t go into work today, I woke up after my shift started and just didn’t even bother to message. All motivation or want was gone. Just pure reality that I’m still in shackles.

I want to do things, see places and live free in a world of MASSIVE abundance but im earning £70 a day; getting me NOWHERE.

I’d love to say I have an idea or some direction but really right now; I don’t. Only thing which seems more opportunistic local to me is a friend who said these elderly people would pay us £15 an hour to do their garden: sure I’d enjoy the work more and the pay is better but it’s not really going to lift things.


I think I was majorly distracted on side goals and things that don’t truly serve me to the highest potential. Writing this I feel that “you got this” voice and some motivation but really proof is in the starter, main course and pudding.

I’m going to take a walk, haven’t had a week/day like this in a while of feeling this low. Before this my goal was to save for a tiny home to live on the land through my job but really I think it was a distraction; albeit it would be nice for me to have my own living place.

Another idea sprung to mind alike mine of growing microgreens. It’d produce a wage of £30,000 every harvest but take me two years until the first harvest and a lot of learning. Albeit, I want to do this still and learn it but not more than I want freedom; especially to travel.

 

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[KJBe]

Ximm,

Emm O’mm tez ot on sitiesdjoph vji gietocomovz ug e mudem uqqusvapovz.

Ov tvsadl ni vufez moli humf

 

[KJBe]

Gadl, O’n siemmz ev traesi upi. Cav vjev’t ulez, O tvesv cz hivvoph e guapfevoupem kuc.

O’wi siemmz tvsahhmif gopfoph e kuc gus vji qetv zies xjodj jet tiv ni cedl e muv tu O’n nuwoph vu nz nant juati (xjisi nz qd ot vuu). Vjisi’t xez nusi kuct op vji esie vjisi emuphtofi e dovz piescz. Op nz dassipv qmedi ug mowoph, vjisi ot movvmi.

Ciip taqis fotvsedvif topdi nz metv qutv up nz qsuhsitt foesz. O jewi e muph visn wotoup vjuahj epf e qmep gus e tovi vu neli nztimg ipuahj detj gus pux.

Cetodemmz topdi Nesdj O’wi ciip fotvsedvif cz wesouat vjopht cav op tuni xezt jewi guapf nusi uav ug xjev O vsamz xepv vu fu tiqesevi vjep catopitt. Madlomz gus ni O siraosi movvmi nupiz gus vji mogitvzmi O xepv, opgedv O duamf xusl gus 4 ziest epf iesp ipuahj.

Cav catopitt et emxezt ot vji citv xez epf O’n puv mivvoph e fuunis nopftiv (O miespv e muv ecuav PXU, vji dussaqvoup epf nettowi evsudovz op vji xusmf vjot zies) us epz effodvoupt tvuq ni.

*efnopt qmieti nuwi nz umf vjsief epf eff vjot et pix qutv?

 

[MJ DeMarco]

*efnopt qmieti nuwi nz umf vjsief epf eff vjot et pix qutv?

Nuwif qis zuas siraitv....

 

[KJBe]

O’wi siemotif nutv ug vjot zies O jewi ciip gudatif up iyvispem vjopht, sevjis vjep nz opvispem timg.

Pux O’wi txovdjif vu gudatoph up nz opvispem timg (us nezci nz tztvin?) epf umf “qsucmint” us “qevvispt” jewi tvesvif vu fottoqevi. Pux O en nuwoph opvu jiemvjois xezt, miewoph gsoipftjoqt epf gudatoph up hivvoph nztimg vu e guapfevoup.

Xuamf siemmz sidunnipf vu epzupi jisi vu nifovevi epf si-emohp vjios ipishz dipvsit optofi, vu liiq cufz/cseop dujisipv. Og zua’si opvispemmz opdujisipv vjip zua’mm liiq siqievoph opdujisipv qevvispt op mogi epf xomm tvsahhmi vu qsufadi.