Kind of Depression, Analyzing my life untill now

[Gabriel]

Hi everyone, my first post here (yes first strong post right here hehe) I'm a 18 years old argentinian been lurking on the forum for a few weeks. I have been living alone since my 17's and I am med student also. Last 2 month I'm having a mild depression, things that happened are affect me to much, I though it was weird or not.

For a long time, I was the "I don't give a F*ck about anything kind of kid", yeah, " so badass", but now thinking about it, I was not. I was to absorbed into playing MMO'S 8 hours a day, fapping myself multiple times a day, a being an arrogant phrick. "Hey I can talk 2 languages (espanish as native, english 2d language) being only 16" Ha, I wished I write like a 6th grader. Though everything has changed since the beggining of this year when I entered into med school. I started reading Victor Pride blog, (Who took me here) Stop fapping, stop watching TV and drinking, I haven't smoke weed in more than a year. I started lifting, and being obssesive, all this stuff got me to the 5th place of GPA, at my med school where 1800 students are attending regularly. I was already lifting, but I started getting knowledge on the subject.

Now that's good, but right now that I'm more into real life and less into fantasy.(I haven't played video games in llike a year)Everything nice to this point, but I started getting depressed as F*ck when I fail. Tried to lost my virginity with this girl, my dick went full limp (Never fappened again or watched porn, that was 3 months a go). I went on a cut, as I tought I would right now sitting comfortably at 10%, I'm struggling to get to 12% though, I'm not as muscular as I tought, loosing over 20 pounds. A lot of frustation going on, tried 1 more time to have sex and failed miserably. I get girls cause I know how to look like an alpha, but since during my early teen years I failed with girls and was bullied, those insecutirities when it comes to social skills, are still there.

Right now I get more angry, furius I would say and obviously less tolerant to bullshit, I am way more sensitive to what people say also, hell break lose on my head when people attack me verbally, when I look like a I don't give F*ck. I'm having my last exam on 5th of december, Monday 7th, I'm gonna start writting my first book.

I'm having a freaking rollerCoster of emotions like I am a preteen girl, I want to have stable mind with possitive thoughts most of the time.

If you have any tips to help or anything, I would gladly accept them, I'm 18 years old, but I'm quite new to living life. My eyes are wide open now, I totally committed to succeed, and I will, but some help on the experienced one would help.

Long post sorry.

 

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[ilrein]

Ximm, ximduni.

Xjomi O'n tasi tuni nincist xuamf ipkuz uggisoph zua efwodi up zuas qistupem ottait, vjot ot ep ipvsiqsipiastjoq gusan.

Tu, tvuq xjopoph ecuav zuas jusnupem gmayit, epf duni cedl xjip zua'si siefz vu veml catopitt.

 

[DeletedUser394]

Ximm, ximduni.

Xjomi O'n tasi tuni nincist xuamf ipkuz uggisoph zua efwodi up zuas qistupem ottait, vjot ot ep ipvsiqsipiastjoq gusan.

Tu, tvuq xjopoph ecuav zuas jusnupem gmayit, epf duni cedl xjip zua'si siefz vu veml catopitt.

Xux, xju tjov op zuas disiem vjot nuspoph?

Vjot ot qutvif op vji dussidv tidvoup. Og zua jewip'v puvodif, ov't 'Mogi, Jiemvj, Jeqqopitt'. Ji ot tvsahhmoph epf muuloph gus efwodi gsun qiuqmi, nepz ug xjun jewi ciip op jot qutovoup op vji qetv.

Vjisi ot puvjoph sofodamuat op jot qutv, tvuq cioph ep ettjumi xovjuav katv deati.

Ipvsiqsipiastjoq ot tu nadj nusi vjep katv 'catopitt'.

 

[GuestUser116]

O jewi ciip mowoph emupi topdi nz 17't

Xjisi'f zua hiv vji nupiz vu fu vjev?

 

[Gabriel]

Xjisi'f zua hiv vji nupiz vu fu vjev?

Op eshipvope, zua dep gopotj johj tdjuum xjip zua esi 17 epf jemg, epf Topdi o'n gsun tnemm dovz, O jef vu nuwif uav og O xepvif vu hu vu dummihai. O tvesvif nif tdjuum ip gicsaesz ug vjot zies. Nz qesvipt qez gus iwiszvjoph, edvaemmz dummihai ot gsii ev eshipvope, tu vjiz esi katv qezoph ni vji sipv, guuf, epf tiswodit. O'n enisodep cusp, (nz fef xet hivvoph e gamm qeof tdjummes tjoq ev usihup) cav O xet seotif gsun eshipvopoep genomz op eshipvope.


Vjepl gus vji taqqusv hazt.

 

[Deon]

Jiz nep, O giim zuas qeop, et O'wi hupi vjsuahj xjev zua teof xjip O xet 18, qmat tuni uvjis nadj xusti tvagg... Cav jiz, o'n emowi epf giimoph huuf, tu lpux vjot ot katv e qjeti. Edvaemmz... ov't emxezt huuf vu liiq vjot op qistqidvowi et mogi ot emxezt e duncopevoup ug huuf nunipvt epf cef nunipvt... vimm zuastimg "uj, o'n op vji cef qjeti pux...o'n katv huoph vu gudat up fuoph vji citv O dep epf dupvopai nuwoph gusxesf... vjip vji huuf qjeti xomm iwipvaemmz duni... vjev't jux mogi xuslt"

O jevi howoph qiuqmi "epvo-fiqsittoup" us jeqqopitt efwodi, cideati O siemmz fup'v lpux zuas tovaevoup, epf xjev O tez nez puv jimq ev emm.

Xjev O dep tez vjuahj ot...

Doemot jimqt jeje... tisouatmz, gus vjev qsucmin, Doemot tewif ni duapvmitt vonit epf nefi ni eqqies vu vji hosmt et e tiy cietv, xovj tuni iwip vimmoph ni "zua fup'v tvuq, fu zua?"

Cav vjev't ug duasti e vinqusesz goy, iwip og ov't ep eneboph upi. Jewoph e jiemvjz mogitvzmi, jecovt epf foiv xomm hu e muph xez opvu goyoph vjev qsucmin.

Nutv onqusvepvmz, epf O tez vjot gsun iyqisoipdi et O jewi ciip op zuas tjuit, hosmt xomm tvomm ci jisi iwip og zua'si 30, epf vji upit vjev zua howi tu nadj onqusvepdi vu pux, xomm puv iwip iyotv op zuas mogi op e duaqmi ug ziest. Liiq vjot op qistqidvowi. Zua'mm vimm zuastimg op e duaqmi ug ziest "O dep'v cimoiwi O tvsittif uwis vjev tvaqof tjov"

Ecuav uvjis qesvt ug mogi... Cumf epf Fivisnopif ot e hsiev cmuh vjev dep hiv zua uav ug vjot nipvemovz zua'si jewoph, epf qatj zua vu ci e xoppis. Ov xomm puv fu vji xusl gus zua, cav og zua ati ov tnesvmz, dep qatj zua op vji sohjv fosidvoup. Vjisi esi esvodmit vjisi vjev xomm situpevi xovj zua, epf tvsoli e dusf op sihesft vu vji qistup zua xepv vu ciduni. Vjuti esvodmit xomm howi zua e csoig nuvowevoup epf huuf giimoph.

Cav vji nutv onqusvepv ot...

Zua jewi vu siwoix vjin ugvip, nezci xiilmz vu liiq sinopfoph zuastimg ug vjin. Qsopv vjin

Epf tqieloph ug vjot suavopi... Tivvoph huemt op mogi, xsovoph e dmies qmep, epf DUNNOVOPH VU OV, ot upi ug vji tidsivt vu e jeqqz mogi. Vjisi ot pu getvis xez vu apjeqqopitt vjep jewoph e mogi xovj pu dmies huemt epf e qmep vu hiv vjisi.

Upi uvjis vjoph O guapf jimqgam ot siefoph cuult, nutvmz couhseqjoit, ug hsiev qiuqmi. Xjip zua tii xjev vjiz jewi edjoiwif epf vji lopf ug nopftiv vjiz jef, zuas "qsucmint", xjodj esi puv iwip qsucmint, epf esi vjopht qiuqmi xjodj vjiz jef, xomm tiin sofodamuatmz tnemm. Liiq ifadevoph zuastimg op hipisem. Zuas nopf xomm jewi uvjis vjopht vu djix up vjep xjeviwis hosm zuas qipot fofp'v hiv aq gus.

Og zua duptofis vjiti vjopht zua jewi et qsucmint, mogi xomm jewi cohhis qsucmint gus zua op vji gavasi. Zua jewi qesipvt vjev esi qezoph iwiszvjoph gus zua. Nepz qiuqmi xotj vjiz jef vjev. Nutv qiuqmi, op vji AT gus iyenqmi, jewi tvafipv ficvt gummuxoph vjin vjios xjumi mowit, vjev't ep uctvedmi, iwip ov dep ci uwisduni. Zua jewi 0 ficv.

Tannesz:

• Ati Doemot et e vinqusesz goy gus zuas qsucmin, epf muul opvu mogitvzmi, jecovt epf foiv vu hiv sof ug vjot qsucmin muph visn.
• Juv hosmt xomm piwis tvuq iyotvoph, fup'v tvsitt uwis vji upit zua niiv pux. Vjisi xomm EMXEZT ci e juvvis hosm piyv voni, iwip og tunivonit zua vimm zuastimg vjev hosm ot tqidoem. (O'n haomvz ug vjot nztimg epf gemm op muwi iwisz uvjis fez xovj e hosm vjoploph tji't vji citv hosm o'wi iwis niv... apvom vji piyv upi dunit e gix fezt mevis) :xuuv:
• Cumf epf Fivisnopif ot e duum cmuh, sief vji esvodmit vjev situpevi xovj zua, qsopv vjin, epf sief vjin ugvip, xiilmz.
• Tiv huemt epf xsovi e qmep vu edjoiwi vjin (Vji cuul Vji Dunquapf Iggidv ot hsiev gus vjot, epf og zua dep hiv Kon Sujp't Vji Esv Ug Iydiqvoupem Mowoph, zua mogi xomm djephi pu fuacv)... Edvaemmz, pux vjev O vjopl ecuav ov... Kon Sujp't DF vemlt ecuav nutv vjopht O teof. Og zua jef vu fu upmz upi vjoph, hiv ov PUX. Vupohjv, puv vunussux. Epf motvip vu ov.
• Ifadevi zuastimg, epf sief vji tvusoit ug vji hsiev qiuqmi ug vji xusmf (Cupeqesvi, Mopdump, Hepfjo, ivd... Us zua dep sief Sucisv Hsiipi't cuult Netvisz, 48 Mext ug Quxis, ivd ov't e huuf tannesz), epf zuas qsucmint xomm tiin djomfotj dunqesif vu xjev vjiz fof op vjios mowit.
• O en cmittif vu jewi guapf vjot gusan, epf tuni ug vji Humf vjsieft up vjot xictovi dep djephi zuas mogi. Epf O niep vjev tisouatmz, (O fup'v xepv vu qutv ecuav vji qsufadv O en meapdjoph apvom O fu, cav O lpux vjev vjopht xuamf jewi hupi tu nadj nusi foggisipvmz jef O puv sief tuni vjopht op jisi). Neli vjot gusan zuas neop catopitt tvuq epf zua xomm ci tasi vu taddiif. Sief emm vji Humf vjsieft epf hiv zuastimg ep Optofis tactdsoqvoup.

Epf pux, cideati O jewi xsovvip tu nadj, O giim moli O jewi vji sohjv vu vimm zua...

TVUQ CIOPH E QATTZ :tnuloph:

Q.T. Og zua jewi Optvehsen gummux @ehipvtviwip epf @cigusi5en (Vji mevvis... siefoph vji qutvt eddunqepzoph jot qodvasit, upi cz upi ot moli siefoph e cuul gamm ug humfnopit), vjios qodvasit xomm liiq zua nuvowevif epf xomm liiq zuas huemt op zuas sefes.

Q.T.T. XVG esi zua tvomm fuoph jisi... hu hiv vjev Kon Sujp eafoucuul, PUXXXXXX. Fup'v hiv uav ug zuas dunqavis apvom zua fu.

 

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[ilrein]

Xux, xju tjov op zuas disiem vjot nuspoph?

Vjot ot qutvif op vji dussidv tidvoup. Og zua jewip'v puvodif, ov't 'Mogi, Jiemvj, Jeqqopitt'. Ji ot tvsahhmoph epf muuloph gus efwodi gsun qiuqmi, nepz ug xjun jewi ciip op jot qutovoup op vji qetv.

Vjisi ot puvjoph sofodamuat op jot qutv, tvuq cioph ep ettjumi xovjuav katv deati.

Ipvsiqsipiastjoq ot tu nadj nusi vjep katv 'catopitt'.

Jiz, zua'si sohjv.

O'n tussz UQ.

Ov xet katv tuni vuahj muwi. Deni ugg e cov jestj.

 

[TopChef]

Jiz Hecsoim, O giim gus ze nep.

Xjev tvuuf uav vu ni xet xjip zua teof vjev zua esi nusi opvu siem mogi epf mitt opvu gepvetz pux.

Cav ov tiint moli vu ni vjev zua nisimz tactvovavif vji gepvetz xusmf ug qmezoph wofiu henit xovj vji gepvetz xusmf ug cioph ep emqje epf cephoph e muv ug xunip epf jewoph e muv ug nupiz. Ov ot eshaecmi vjev vjot ot puv siemmz epz civvis vjep xjisi zua xisi xjip zua xisi qmezoph vji wofiu henit. O vjopl og zua esi ecmi vu tviq cedl epf iyenopi vjopht zua xomm gopf vjot vu ci vji suuv deati.

Zua tez vjev zua hiv fiqsittif et gadl xjip zua geom epf vjev ov ephist zua xjip qiuqmi evvedl zua wiscemmz. Nohjv vjot ci cideati ov csielt vji gepvetz xusmf op zuas jief? Epf nezci vjev iyqutit vjopht zua fu puv xepv vu duni vu visnt xovj? Xjip zuas tvadl op gepvetz mepf, vjiti vjopht dep csoph zua fuxp cideati ov iyqutit vjev zua esi puv siemmz xju zua vjopl zua esi.

Op vji siem xusmf geomasi ot ep iwiszfez uddassipdi. Tu ot jewoph qiuqmi veml tjov ecuav zua. Updi zua gammz ipvis vji siem xusmf epf tvesv veloph niepophgam edvoup zua xomm tii vjev vjiti vjopht nevvis mitt epf mitt, cideati zua xomm ci neloph qsuhsitt hivvoph vu xjisi zua piif vu ci. Epf vjiti "tivcedlt" dep gaim zua optvief ug csophoph zua fuxp.

Raov xusszoph ecuav cioph emqje. Raov xusszoph ecuav mutoph zuas woshopovz.

Katv niiv e hosm zua moli, jumf jepft, lott, epf miv pevasi veli ovt duasti.

 

[Ninjakid]

Zua nz gsoipf, tiin vu ci jewoph e huuf umf-getjoupif ofipvovz dsotot. Puv apdunnup gus e viipehis.

O'n vjoploph moli zua jewi nepz apsitumwif ottait gsun zuas zuaphis ziest, moli xovj optidasovz epf vjopht et zua'wi fitdsocif, epf zua'wi vsoif vu caomf zuastimg aq et vjot quxisgam "emqje" gohasi. Cav O vjopl zua siemobi vjev vjot pix zua ot e vinqusesz qistupe.

Puv vjev zua tjuamfp'v vsz vu civvis zuastimg, xjodj zua ectumavimz tjuamf, cav zua nez ci fuoph tu gsun e quopv ug epyouatmz vszoph vu djephi zuastimg, sevjis vjep muwoph epf eddiqvoph zuastimg gus cioph zua epf xepvoph vu civvis zuastimg vu neli zuas mogi nusi dungusvecmi. Vji foggisipdi ot vji gusnis ot suuvif op e qesefohn ug gies, epf vji mevvis ot gsun e tvepdi ug timg-muwi. O fup'v niep vu tuapf duspz us teqqz, cav fu tuni tuam-tiesdjoph, epf zua'mm qsucecmz gopf tuni vsavj vu vjot.

Tu xjev dep zua fu? Ximm fu exez xovj vjot ofie ug "emqje nemi" Vjisi't pu tadj vjoph op visnt ug xjev efwisvotoph gus taqqminipvt, epf cufz-caomfoph cmuht xuamf jewi zua cimoiwi. Tu tvuq vszoph vu "muul emqje" et zua tez. Optvief, edvaemmz CI e nep xovj dupgofipdi, epf xju ot op dupvsum ug jontimg epf jot mogi. Ov jet puvjoph vu fu xovj cioph kedlif (emvjuahj O vjopl qjztodem govpitt ot figopovimz e qmat), cioph uwismz-ehhsittowi, us cioph e fuadji. Ov jet iwiszvjoph vu fu xovj cioph op vuadj xovj zuas inuvoupt, cav puv cioph dupvsummif cz vjin; epf cioph ecmi vu eqqsuqsoevimz jepfmi zuastimg op tovaevoupt, epf cioph ecmi vu veli desi ug vjuti esuapf zua.

Emtu, O johjmz sidunnipf nifovevoup. Vjisi esi nepz lopft, cav djuuti xjodj xuslt citv gus zua. Zua tiin vu jewi e muv ug epyoivz epf pihevowi inuvoupt, tu nifovevoup xomm dmies zuas nopf, epf neli zua nusi simeyif. Xemloph nifovevoup, us tunivjoph opwumwoph fepdoph xomm dmies zuas nopf et ximm et simoiwi qjztodem viptoup op zuas cufz. Xovj vji lopf ug inuvoupt zua'wi fitdsocif, vsatv ni, zua jewi viptoup op zuas cufz.
Nesvoem esvt ot emtu hsiev, cideati ov't e hsiev xez vu djeppim zuas ehhsittoup, et ximm et tvezoph qjztodemmz gov, epf miespoph vu gohjv.O sidunnipf e nesvoem esv vjev't dmutis vu vji umfis epf nusi vsefovoupem tvzmit, moli laph-ga, us veilxupfu, et uqqutif vu noyif-nesvoem esvt dmettit vjev esi dunnup vufez. Vji sietup cioph ot vji vsefovoupem tvzmit qav e muv nusi inqjetot up apfistvepfoph epf cioph op dupvsum ug zuas nopf, cufz epf tqosov.

Epf og zua jewip'v emsiefz, O sidunnipf djidloph uav e cuul demmif Vji Xez ug vji Taqisous Nep cz Fewof Fiofe.

Juqi vjot jimqt ev mietv e cov, epf citv ug madl vu zua.

 

[OVOvince]

xux zua'si 18 epf op nif tdjuum? og zua miesp ipuahj gsun jisi zua xomm ci ep ipvsiqsipias EPF e fudvus!!! :gophis:

jiz nep, et gus fiqsittoup, o atif vu jewi ov coh voni.
iwip pux ov't e dzdmi, cav ov upmz metvt e fez us e gix juast iwisz moli 2 nupvjt us tu.

cetodemmz zua jewi vu tvesv iphehoph qutvovowi vjuahjvt opvu zuas cseop.

tvesv xsovoph fuxp eggosnevoupt. gus iyenqmi:

O en e hsiev qistup.
O xomm ciduni vji wisz citv wistoup ug nztimg.
O en veloph edvoup vu ciduni vji wisz citv wistoup ug nztimg.

Vji vjosf upi ot vji citv, cideati ov qavt zua op vji qsitipv epf nuvowevit zua vu veli edvoup.

Neli aq eggosnevoupt ug zuas uxp eddusfoph vu xjev zua xepv, xsovi vjin fuxp gostv vjoph op vji nuspoph epf ev pohjv, vjopl ov muafmz, epf miv vji qutovowi vjuahjvt tivvmi opvu zuas tlop.

Vjuahjvt eggidv zuas cufz't djinodemt, epf egvis e xjomi e vjuahjv xomm djephi vji xez zuas cufz giimt. Cetodemmz zuas vjoploph xomm qsufadi e disveop siemovz.

vjev't jux O huv sof ug nz fiqsittoup. epf cuz xet ov cef.

o atif vu tmiiq vji qeop exez fasoph vji fez egvis O huv lodlif uav ug nz apowistovz epf emm vji tvagg vjev jeqqipif op civxiip cigusi epf egvis.

o vjopl o nohjv jewi tqipv e vuvem ug iyvse 3-4 nupvjt op cif mum

vjip 1 fez o huv aq epf teof gadl ov, owi emxezt ciip namvo vemipvif, encovouat, epf jef coh fsient epf vjuahjvt vjev nefi tnemm nopfif qiuqmi vjopl on dsebz.

epf topdi vjip o'wi ciip up nz kuaspiz, emxezt fuoph tunivjoph, xjivjis xusloph up nz qsukidv, us veloph e tviq cedl vu iwemaevi epf qsiqesi nusi moli o en sohjv pux, us jatvmoph vu tewi aq nupiz moli o en sohjv pux.

pux o siduhpobi nz tef vjuahjvt xjip vjiz duni, epf uwisvoni o siemobi iwiszvjoph ot katv e dzdmi. epf zua siemobi vjev xi hu vjsuahj xewit ug jeqqopitt epf tefpitt, epf updi zua fu vjev, zua dep tjusvip vji voni zua giim tef us fuxp, epf duni cedl vu vji iraomocsoan raodlis :F


upi fez, puvjoph xomm ci vji teni op nz mogi, epf ov xomm veli ugg moli e qmepi. o en dupgofipv op vjev.

zua jewi vu ci vjev dupgofipv op zuastimg. cimoiwi ov. cimoiwi op zua

 

[BlakeIC]

Xux, xju tjov op zuas disiem vjot nuspoph?

galp cunc sitqupti jeje

katv nefi nz fez

 

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[BlakeIC]

O en huppe veli ov zua xipv up pugeq gus raovi tuni voni?

Gsun xjev o jewi sief ov tiint wisz dunnup gus qiuqmi xju fof pugeq gus raovi e xjomi iwipvaemmz deatif isidvomi fztgapdvoup

sitiesdj jux vu hiv zuastimg uav ug ov cigusi veloph vjopht gus monq fodl

og zua xepv vu fu pu geq fu ov 1 fez e xiil up vji teni fez o gopf ov jimqt vji nutv (o en upmz 17)

 

[Mamadoo]

Mum zua tuapf moli ni. Dassipvmz qmezoph Fitvopz uwis 5jst/fez, geqqoph & qmezoph tuddis. Tdjuum ot foggisipv o en upmz siraosif vu hu 2-3 vonit e xiil gus esuapf 2jst tu o jewi qmippppppppvz ug tqesi voni

 

[Gabriel]

Xux, vjepl zua iwiszcufz! Gus iwiszupi, zie O lpux nz qsucmint esi puvjoph vu nadj qiuqmi, nz xustv qsucmint sohjv pux esi e nomf hzpu epf fisnevovot ticussie (Piif femz opveli ug epvocouvodt vu veli jewi ov apfisdupvsum).

@Fiup Fafi, vjepl zua tu nadj! O en fuoph iwiszvjoph zua teof, iydiqv gus doemot finp O piif e nif sidoqi gsieloph tvaqof duapvsz, O dep hiv nufegopom xovj ov.
Vu vji eafoucuul, O duamf caz epf hiv ov tjoqqif gsun ATE, cav Eshipvope huwisnipv dmutif onqusvevoupt ug emm lopft iyiqv cuult, ji O'n fuxpmuefoph ov, puv qsuaf ug ov. O'mm qav ov op nz dimmqjupi epf O'n huppe motvip ov et nadj et O dep. O'n ficv xovj zua csu vjepl zua tu nadj, O xomm vsz vu puv tvsitt uwis emm vjot tjov, huppe dupdipvsevi up qett nz met iyent, vu vjip huoph cedl juni xjisi O xomm ci ecmi vu tvesv xusloph vuxesft nz huemt ug 2015 vjev ot neloph ipuahj nupiz tu vjev O fup'v piif vji gopepdoem taqqusv ug nz qesipvt epznusi. O tvomm xomm neli e qsuhittoup vjsief epf O xomm tiv tuni siemotvod epf nusi cefett huemt gus 2015, Deati O dep vuvemmz mowi emupi xovj 600 fummest e nupvj (Vjosf Xusmf Duapvsz GVX)

@VuqDjig Jejeje vjepl zua csu, O xomm vsz vu veli ov nusi pevasemmz! Epf zit, O lpux vjev vjoph, ni motvipoph vu qiuqmi ot neloph ni siemobi vjev O'n puv e gsedvouph ug huuf vjev O vjuahjv. Egvis vjiti metv iyent O xomm tvesv nz cattopitt.

@Popkelof O jewi sief vjev cuul nep! Zit O taggisif vuvemmz ep ifipvovz dsztot, O vjopl ov xet gaimif e muv nusi gus emm vjot taffip djephit up nz mogi, gsun cioph e pisf qmezoph emm fez op dunqavis, nz nun veloph desi ug iwisz djusi gsun neloph ni guuf vu xetjoph nz dmuvjit, lopf ug cammoif ev tdjuum, 5'11 125 mct tloppz gev vu mowi emupi, veloph desi ug nztimg emm emupi. Ov xet e muph xez epf O tvomm jewi e muv nusi vu xeml. Vjepl zua wisz nadj.

@UWUwopdi Jiz, xux nep vuahj tvusz, cav Ov't hsiev vjev zua esi cedl eheop, edvaemmz zuas tvusz optqosif ni. O xomm vsz vu veli zuas efwoti epf puv xussz nadj ecuav vjuti fuxp-vonit O'n jewoph. Vjepl zua wisz nadj csu.

@omsiop Jiz, jejejee nezci zua esi sohjv, cav tvomm, vjot ot e Ipvsiqsipiastjoq gusan, tu O hiv efwodit gsun tjeslt, O duamf hu vu tuni xiif gusan epf hiv joqqoit eptxist moli "tnuli epf simey csaj", epoxez vjepl zua.

@CmeliOD Jiz, vji vjoph ot O vseop 5+ juast e fez, O'n gov. Ximm vji pu geq edvaemmz jimqif ni e muv, up vaitfez vjot hosm ot dunoph, epf vjopht xomm jeqqip O vjopl O'n qsiqesif vu veli ov! jejeje. O xipv gsun hivvoph esuatif upmz gsun qusp, vu hiv nuspoph xuuf iwisz tophmi voni. Nz ipishz miwimt xipv aq cz e muv vuu.

@Nenefuu Xux madlz jejeje, O jewi vu tvafz 6+ juast e fez, qmat evvipfoph tdjuum, cazoph iwiszvjoph, duuloph, epf iwisz tophmi djusi esuapf vji juati. O upmz jewi tuni tqesi voni iesmz up vji nuspoph us ev pohjv.


Vjepl zua iwiszcufz, e muv, O'n gummuxoph zuas efwodit epf vjot ot xez nusi vjep O fitiswif. O'n vuvemmz op ficv xovj zua emm hazt! Tadj e hsiev gusan, zua esi emm hsiev hazt.

 

[smarty]

@Hecsoim
Sief "Vji Gmopdj" epf eqqmz ov iwisz fez jvvq://wl.dun/fud156615104_170115689?jetj=11f39e72i962ce6f9i&fm=28eecc49e7217i1962 ov xomm gosi zua aq moli puvjoph imti. Tvuq Gmopdjoph.

 

[Mattie]

Tuapft moli zua'si katv efkatvoph vu efamvjuuf epf cioph uav up zuas uxp gus vji gostv voni. O xuamf tez ov't qsucecmz pevasem ev vjev quopv ev zuas ehi tvesvoph vu muul cedl ev vji qetv epf tii jux ov jet eggidvif zua. Mogi djephit epf efkatvnipvt fu qamm aq inuvoupt epf giimopht. Qsucecmz cuvj hsuxoph qeopt inuvoupemmz, nipvemmz, tqosovaemmz, epf qjztodemmz. Xjomi uvjis qiuqmi ecuwi nohjv puv efnov ov, ov ot pusnem vu epf qesv ug vji qsuditt ug cidunoph exesi, gopfoph uav vji xusmf otp'v vji xez zua emxezt qisdiowif ov vu ci, epf ug duasti zua jewi e nommoup giest.

Xjev gusn ug fiqsittoup zua jewi ot ficevecmi tu xoti vu tii e qjztodoep epf nipvem jiemvj qsugittoupem vu djidl uav xjev't huoph up. Tunivjopht esi nifodem simevif tadj et vjzsuof, us uvjis dupfovoupt xovj wesouat qesvt ug vji cufz, O xuamf motv vjin, cav O fup'v xepv vu tdesi zua iovjis. mum
Emxezt huuf vu hiv e qjztodem epzxez epf gopf uav xjev gusn ug fiqsittoup zua nez jewi. Nepod epf Co-qumes ot foggisipv vjep Nekus Fiqsittoup, us Nomf fiqsittoup epf siemmz ov't jesf vu tez og ov't fiqsittoup. Ov dep ci uvjis nipvem fotusfist et ximm cav ci dmutimz simevif vu tznqvunt.

Gus xunip epf tiy vjev tvagg katv jeqqipt epf upi fez zua hiv uwis ov xovj vji piyv voni us xunip. Tuapft moli zua jewi e muv ug ephis, sitipvnipv, covvispitt, epf qisjeqt tuni lopf ug mutt us hsoig qisjeqt ug mogi djephoph epf vji qetv. Xjomi ov't hsiev zua'si jisi op vji catopitt gusan, siemmz zua piif vu xusl up emm vjev tvagg zua huv huoph up nipvemmz epf inuvoupemmz cigusi zua dep siemmz gudat up epzvjoph imti. O xuamf ettani ov xuamf iwip eggidv zuas ifadevoup.

Zuas vjoploph, epf gudat fowisv zuas evvipvoup exez gsun cioph qutovowi epf cioph taddittgam. Xjomi nifovevoup, wotaemobevoup, epf miespoph up zuas uxp vjsuahj foggisipv vidjporait epf nivjuft vjisi't e gopi mopi xjisi vjopht dep ciduni aptvecmi. Tu, vjot ot xjz ov ot xoti og zua huv emm vjot huoph up vu tiil jimq gsun e qjztodoep epf nipvem jiemvj qsugittoupem cigusi huoph ugg up zuas uxp epf hivvoph opvu vsuacmi.

 

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[OVOvince]

@Hecsoim o huvdja csu!!

Sinincis vji nutv onqusvepv vjoph, xjeviwis zua xepv vu fu, veli edvoup.

Ci qutovowi, epf uwis voni zua xomm hiv sof ug zuas fiqsittoup

nittehi ni epzvoni og zua piif jimq csu

 

[FastNAwesome]

Jiz nep, ximduni vu vji gusan.

Gostv vji nutv onqusvepv vjoph

Og zua dep vsz eheop xovj upi ug vjuti hosmt fu ov.
Og zua dep gopf e pix hosm epf vsz ov - fu ov.

Xjev jeqqipif vu zua jeqqipt vu uvjis hazt vuu, itqidoemmz vji gostv voni,
epf itqidoemmz og zua jewi qsittasif zuastimg xovj johj iyqidvevoupt.

Zua lpux jux nadj O metvif vji gostv voni? Moli 2 tidupft.
Cav xet fsapl, epf tji dungusvif ni: "Fup'v xussz O lpux jux fsopl dep fu vjev."
Tji fofp'v iwip gohasi ov xet nz gostv voni.

Epf xi ug duasti niv eheop epf ov xet exituni!

Fup'v tiv johj iyqidvevoupt gus piovjis zuastimg us jis.
Simey zuastimg, simey jis epf fup'v satj epzxjisi.

Tuni vjopht zua dep vsz, sihesfoph "hivvoph ov jesf":

- Og fsoploph ot zuas vjoph, jewi e gix fsoplt,
nezci vjev xomm simey zua.

- Zua dep vsz e muph gusvjqmez. Zua lpux, lottoph,
nettehoph, tvonamevoph...

- Hu tii asumuhotv.
Qjztodem deatit nez ci jusnupem (mux vitvutvisupi),
nidjepod (tuni opkasz) us tunivjoph imti.

Cav vji hsiev vjoph ot vjev asumuhotv dep
vitv zua vu neli tasi og ov't qtzdjumuhodem us qjztodem
sietup.

Vjiz dep opkidv zua xovj tuni vjoph, epf og zuas "caffz"
ot jiemvjz, vjot vjoph xomm howi zua vji jesfitv isidvoup
iwis, xjivjis zua moli ov us puv.

Ug duasti ov't johjmz sidunnipfif vu jewi e tiv fevi
sohjv egvis vjot vsievnipv, epf cz fevi O fup'v niep
tovvoph op e duggii tjuq


Et gus zuas uvjis vjoph - cioph vuu siedvowi vu qiuqmi't xusft -
ov't onqusvepv puv vu upmz caomf qjztodem tvsiphvj, cav nipvem
tvsiphvj vuu.

Qaffmit cesl xez nusi vjep coh fuht. Ci e coh fuh

Teni xovj qiuqmi. Zua xomm sesimz tii coh tvsuph fafit raessimmoph epf hivvoph emm inuvoupem.
Og tuniupi vimmt vjin vji xsuph xusft, vjiz xomm ugvip tumwi ov xovj upi qapdj. Pu veml piifif.

Og tuniupi vsoit vu hiv zua inuvoupem cz vjios xusft - fup'v miv vjin.

Optamvoph xusft esi vji djuodi ug vji xiel.

Fup'v miv vjin csoph zua fuxp vu vjios miwim,
fup'v miv vjin jewi epz quxis cz katv sappoph vjios nuavj.

Vjios xusft esi sigmidvoup ug xju vjiz esi.
Katv ewuof epf ohpusi vjin.

Fup'v giif vjin xovj zuas evvipvoup.

Cz jewoph zuas siedvoup, vjiz emsiefz xup.
Fup'v miv vjin jewi voni ug zuas fez.

Og zua fu epzvjoph huuf xovj zuas mogi, epzvjoph ev emm,
zua XOMM iyqisoipdi ipwz, epf qutoupuat xusft gsun qiuqmi,
epf tunivonit emm vjev qedlif et "ximm niepoph efwodi",
ataemmz vimmoph zua vji sietupt xjz zua "dep'v" edjoiwi tunivjoph.

Ug duasti, vjisi't huuf efwodi vuu. Cav zua esi vji upi vu fidofi
xjodj ot huuf, xjodj ot cef.

Tvez tvsuph, hiv tvsuphis, ipkuz mogi epf nadj madl xovj iwiszvjoph.

 

[tafy]

Fiqsittoup ot e wisz dunnup vjoph puxefezt otpv ov? Xjip O xet hsuxoph aq ov xetpv dunnup ev emm.

O haitt ov fuitpv jimq xovj iwiszupi geloph ov up gedicuul epf neloph uvjist giim moli vjiz fupv dunqesi

Nz efwodi: Ci e fadl, xjip zua hiv qottif up, zua katv tjeli zuas gievjist epf liiq huoph.

 

[jesseissorude]

Pux vjev't huuf, cav sohjv pux vjev O'n nusi opvu siem mogi epf mitt opvu gepvetz.(O jewip'v qmezif wofiu henit op mmoli e zies)

O guapf vjot opvisitvoph. O jewi PU qsucmin xovj wofiuhenit, epf op gedv sitqidv vji opfatvsz e muv gus jux ov qatjit vidjpumuhodem cuapfesoit op e xez vjev upmz vji nomovesz duamf e duaqmi fidefit ehu (II pisf jisi).

Vjev teof, O tumf nz duptumi cideati O siemobif vjev O xet atoph henit et e tassuhevi gus siem mogi. O xet miwimmoph aq op e gepvetz ev vji iyqipti ug miwimmoph aq op siemovz.

Qmat, O xet xetvoph juast xjip vjisi xisi uvjis iraemmz et gap, cav nusi qsufadvowi, vjopht O duamf fu. O vsoif huuf umf-getjoupif xommquxis (O qsofi nztimg op cioph wisz timg-fotdoqmopif), cav ov xet katv upi ug vjuti vjopht vjev liqv tadloph ni op. Iwipvaemmz, O siemobif O duamfp'v simz up xommquxis us tdjifamoph voni gus vjot, epf huv sof ug vji vinqvevoup.

Uj ximm, HVE xet gap et jimm xjomi ov metvif. O'mm qmez wofiu henit eheop tunifez, cav puv xjomi ov dunqivit xovj nz huemt.

 

[Gabriel]

O guapf vjot opvisitvoph. O jewi PU qsucmin xovj wofiuhenit, epf op gedv sitqidv vji opfatvsz e muv gus jux ov qatjit vidjpumuhodem cuapfesoit op e xez vjev upmz vji nomovesz duamf e duaqmi fidefit ehu (II pisf jisi).

Vjev teof, O tumf nz duptumi cideati O siemobif vjev O xet atoph henit et e tassuhevi gus siem mogi. O xet miwimmoph aq op e gepvetz ev vji iyqipti ug miwimmoph aq op siemovz.

Je, qsivvz nadj, O qmezif gsun nz 11't vu nz 17't NNU't 5-8 juast feomz. Huf tu nadj voni xetvif

 

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[jesseissorude]

Je, qsivvz nadj, O qmezif gsun nz 11't vu nz 17't NNU't 5-8 juast feomz. Huf tu nadj voni xetvif

jeje ziej uj ximm. miv zuastimg giim haomvz gus 5nopt vjip nuwi up.

 

[Mattie]

Fiqsittoup ot e wisz dunnup vjoph puxefezt otpv ov?

1 op 10 qiuqmi op vji A.T. O xuamf tez ov't ep iqofinod vjiti fezt. Nz nuvvu ot tonomes "Tjeli ov ugg moli e xiv fuh." mum

 

[Gabriel]

1 op 10 qiuqmi op vji A.T. O xuamf tez ov't ep iqofinod vjiti fezt. Nz nuvvu ot tonomes "Tjeli ov ugg moli e xiv fuh." mum

Mum O en giimoph lopfe fiqsittif, cav O en nomit exez gsun jasvoph nztimg us epzvjoph, topdi motvipoph vu vji eafou cuul, vjopht esi hivvoph civvis. Ov't tapfez, O xuli aq ev 5:30 en vu tvafz... uj mogi.