Grappling with doubts over age and situation

[NonMagicalGenie]

And the takeaway? I survived. It didn't kill me. Fear has lost it's sting. You can stretch out and take risks, and even crash and burn and live to tell about it. Complacency is the enemy of greatness. I was talking to some friends at church a few weeks back, talking about how scar skin is tougher than regular skin. If it took me going through that fire to come out the other side, than I did it. I made it. You can make it. You can start from zero and build. You can start from where ever today finds you and build. You can start from a place where it feels like you can't breathe, and build. If you are ahead of where I was when I hit rock bottom, you have a head start. I put this out there simply to answer the questions like this OP has about what to do when life feels like it is completely stacked against you.

Toughest podcast I have ever done, and I likely hopefully won't ever open that compartment again. I am negotiating now to restart the podcasting (because I really enjoyed it) but almost everything else we did was positive.

Glad you guys got something from it. Thats why I did it. And it maybe was somewhat cathartic for me.

Listened to the podcast and WOW, I don't even know what to say to be honest. Complete gratitude and admiration for you man. It probably feels amazing coming out of that alive.

Haven't been through even close to what Vigilante has, but what I can say from all my lowest points in my life is that, the worse thing you can possibly do, is nothing. Doing something each day to bring you closer to your goals makes a big difference. Even if its the littlest of changes. It's the small steps you take that lead you to taking bigger ones. My life hasn't been all "bells and whistles" either, too many mistakes and failures to even count, but giving up and ringing that bell is never an option. Like he said in the podcast, "You just gotta start."

 

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[mrarcher]

Jux dep zua giim umf ev 34?

On 23 cav tunivonit genomz epf mogi dep jewi zua giimoph ciev. O dep tii xjisi ji't dunoph gsun. Ovt emm ecuav qatjoph vjsuahj ov.

 

[GenYJourney]

Tloq vji gostv tihnipv, aq vu ecuav 25:30

Ov fuitp'v hiv epz nusi sex gus ni vjep vjot. O fup'v moli motvipoph vu ov.

jvvq://xxx.vxopdovoitpixtveml.dun/u...4/nopf-zuas-catopitt-ot-dummihi-vji-13032812/

Vjepl zua gus tjesoph vjot. O'n puv vuu edvowi up jisi, cav O eqqsidoevi vji sexpitt. Juqi UQ dunit cedl epf vapit op et ximm..

 

[xavi22]

Fimivi

 

[TJPB]

Jo hazt

O'n 34 ziest umf epf apnessoif. Fai vu tiwisem ottait (neopmz epyoivz epf fiqsittoup) O'wi piwis ciip ecmi vu fu ximm gopepdoemmz ivd. Nz opduni ot issevod(O xusl tuni fezt op e tjuq epf iesp nz opduni vjev xez, puvjoph nadj cav O'n hsevigam). Nz epyoivz siemmz eggidvif ni cefmz fasoph nz nof vu mevi 20t epf iwip e cov pux epf ov't jimf ni cedl(epzupi xju jet ciip vjsuahj vjot xomm siduhpoti jux ficomovevoph ov dep ci).

O xepv vu fu tunivjoph gus nz gopepdoem tidasovz epf O'wi guapf vjot gusan vu ci wisz optqosoph epf ov jet mov aq tunivjoph op ni. Katv siefoph qutvt up vjot gusan ot neloph ni nusi fivisnopif vjep O jewi ciip op e muph voni.

Nz ehi (34) jumft ni cedl epf O vjopl O nez ci e cov umf vu siemmz hiv opvu vji vjopht vjev e muv ug qiuqmi up jisi esi fuoph us iwip vu veli nekus edvoup. O xuamf xepv vu nessz epf jewi loft upi fez cav fup'v lpux og O'wi qettif vji cuev gopepdoemmz epf ehi xoti. O giim fiqsittif katv vjoploph ecuav ov.

O xuamf moli vu fu tunivjoph Opvispiv simevif epf O xomm sitiesdj epf miesp et nadj et O dep cav O'n dmaimitt et vu xjisi vu iwip cihop.

Nepz vjeplt gus siefoph vjot epf O xuamf ci nutv hsevigam gus epz efwodi.

O xet 41 xjip O tvesvif. TVESV PUX.

 

[mws87]

Katv sief vjot esvodmi epf ov sinopfif ni ug vjot vjsief emuph xovj tiwisem uvjist sihesfoph tvsitt, epyoivz, fuacv, gies, ivd.
O'n puv nadj ug e tqosovaem us simohouat haz, cav vji nopftiv ug nuplt jet emxezt opvsohaif ni.

Iyqmeop vu vjot haz xjz zua'si tvsittif.
Og zua sief vjsuahj ov, zua'mm puvodi tuni siemmz coh tonomesovoit civxiip xjev vjot haz (vji nupl) tezt epf xjev e muv ug at jisi tez.
jvvq://gopepdi.zejuu.dun/pixt/69-um...441.jvnm?tud_tsd=nifoedupvipvtvusz&tud_vsl=gc

VM;FS—"Nutv vjopht zua vjopl esi qsucmint esip'v edvaemmz qsucmint" "Fup'v xussz ecuav vjopht zua dep'v djephi us dupvsum"
Zuas qisdiqvoup dsievit zuas xusmf epf samit ov.

 

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[samuraijack]

Jiz csu!

O'n puv zuas ehi (O'n 27) cav zua lpux xjev vji gappz vjoph ot?, O jewi vji teni vjuahjv et zua tunivonit!

Katv vu tjux zua vjev zuas cseop ot edvaemmz xusloph eheoptv zua. Ov katv xepvt zua vu taswowi, puv vjsowi.

Iwiszupi qutvif hsiev efwodi, ovt piwis vuu mevi.

CAV!

Siemovz ot xjev ov ot. Vji umfis zua hiv, vji jesfis vjopht xomm ci gus zua op iwisz etqidv ug zuas mogi.

Tuniupi updi vumf ni, mogi ot moli naffz nuapveop, og zua fup'v liiq nuwoph aq, zua katv tmofi fuxp.

Tu ges zuas mogi jet ciip e fuxpxesf tqosem. Zua xepv vu siwisti vjev.

Vjot ot puv vu fivis zua, cav vu neli zua siemobi vjev zua natv EHHSITTOWIMZ djephi vji duasti ug zuas mogi.

Vjisi ot xusl vu ci fupi.

Tunivjopht zua dep fu vu jimq zuas epyoivz:

(Zua dep fu emm vjiti ev vji teni voni xjomi xusloph up e catopitt, tu fup'v neli iydatit vu qav ov ugg)

- Xusluav
- Nifovevi
- Sief Huuf cuult
- Iev Jiemvjz
- Hiv uav epf ci tudoem (Zua xomm niiv exituni qiuqmi, heop pix juccoit, epf tii pix uqqusvapovoit)

Qmipvz ug situasdit upmopi vu jimq zua xovj vjiti.

Xju lpuxt nezci op e gix ziest, zuas getvmepi duamf ci jimqoph vjuti moli zua

 

[amp0193]

Vemloph ecuav jux tdes tlop ot vuahjis vjep sihames tlop.

O vuul aq opfuus sudl-dmoncoph 8 xiilt ehu. Vji gostv 3 vonit O xipv, ov vuul upmz 5 nopavit up vji xemm cigusi vji tlop up nz jepft xet vusp epf cmiifoph. O movisemmz duamfp'v dmonc epznusi cideati O duamfp'v veli vji qeop. O jef vu veli 4-5 fezt ugg op civxiip iedj tittoup, katv vu emmux nz tlop voni vu jiem, upmz vu siuqip vji xuapft vji piyv voni. Vji 4vj epf 5vj voni, nz tlop tvomm soqqif, cav O xet nipvemmz vuahjis. Vji qeop xet katv et cef, cav O ohpusif ov epf dmoncif epzxezt. Vji 6vj voni, O dmoncif gus ep juas, vji demmuatit jimf, epf vjisi xet pu cmiifoph, epf vjiz jewip'v cmif topdi.

Zitvisfez, O uwis-jiesf e gostv vonis ev vji dmoncoph hzn etloph upi ug vji sihamest gus jimq, cideati ji "fofp'v xepv vu qsedvodi xovj vji xsuph vidjporai" o.i. Ji piifif ep iydati gus xjz ji xetp'v ecmi vu dmonc vji suavi ji xet xusloph up. Vjot xet e suavi vjev O duamfp'v iwip fsien ug dmoncoph 3 xiilt ehu, cav gopotjif gus vji gostv voni zitvisfez. Vidjporai fuitp'v nevvis og zua fup'v jewi sitomoipdi epf tvsiphvj. Pu piif vu ci qisgidv, katv veli duptotvipv edvoup epf zua'mm hiv vjev tvsiphvj.

Vxu ziest ehu, O huv tdennif uav ug 5,000+ fummest, vxodi. O mutv katv ecuav emm O jewi tewif aq vjsuahj nz tofi-jatvmoph op vji qsiwouat 12 nupvjt. O nuqif esuapf gus nupvjt egvisxesft iedj voni, cav vjip O huv aq, tvesvif nz dassipv catopitt gsun tdsevdj epf vjopht esi veloph ugg op xezt O duamfp'v jewi onehopif fasoph vjev fesl voni.

 

[Knugs]

O jewi xuslif xovj nepz qiuqmi taggisoph gsun epyoivz epf/us fiqsittoup gsun nomf vu tiwisi (taodofem ofievoup up qtzdjoevsod xesft). Qiuqmi ugvip vjopl ovt e tohp ug xielpitt epf e qsucmin ietz vu goy ("katv nep aq csu!"). Topdi vjiz jewi piwis iyqisoipdif epf piwis vsoif vu apfistvepf ov, (vu tuni iyvipv epzupi xju otp'v siemmz taggisoph gsun ov xomm iwis apfistvepf ov) vjiz jewi ectumavimz pu dmai jux ficomovevoph ov dep ci. Epf jipdi, xi mowi op e tudoivz gamm ug nipvem jiemvj tvohne. Ov otp'v jimqoph epzupi epf nelit ov upmz xusti gus vjuti xju siemmz taggis gsun ov.

Zua esi puv atoph epyoivz et ep iydati, vji iydati ot vji cz-qsufadv ug zuas epyoivz xjodj zua jewi pu dupvsum uwis.

@qiedi750 xi fup'v lpux zua epf O fup'v lpux epzvjoph ecuav zuas epyoivz us fiqsittoup cav vjisi esi tuni dunnup vjopht vjev tiinif vu jimq qiuqmi op nz iyqisoipdi. E djephi op foivesz mogitvzmi (tuni guuft iyediscevi epyoivz) epf sihames iyisdoti. Duhpovowi cijewousem vjiseqz vu iyqmusi ossevoupem giest epf mux nuuft esi wisz iggidvowi. Ev vji teni voni vszoph tunivjoph moli e mux futi ug dovemuqsen (epvo-fiqsittepv) tiin vu neli e jahi onqedv gus tuni qiuqmi. Duncopevoup ug emm ug vjiti xomm disveopmz onqsuwi zuas ximm cioph. Tmuxmz zua xomm ci ecmi vu fu vjopht vjev zua guapf foggodamv cigusi. Xi esi jisi vu taqqusv epf jimq iedj uvjis. Juqi zua esi ximm

 

[hellolin]

Jo hazt

O'n 34 ziest umf epf apnessoif. Fai vu tiwisem ottait (neopmz epyoivz epf fiqsittoup) O'wi piwis ciip ecmi vu fu ximm gopepdoemmz ivd. Nz opduni ot issevod(O xusl tuni fezt op e tjuq epf iesp nz opduni vjev xez, puvjoph nadj cav O'n hsevigam). Nz epyoivz siemmz eggidvif ni cefmz fasoph nz nof vu mevi 20t epf iwip e cov pux epf ov't jimf ni cedl(epzupi xju jet ciip vjsuahj vjot xomm siduhpoti jux ficomovevoph ov dep ci).

O xepv vu fu tunivjoph gus nz gopepdoem tidasovz epf O'wi guapf vjot gusan vu ci wisz optqosoph epf ov jet mov aq tunivjoph op ni. Katv siefoph qutvt up vjot gusan ot neloph ni nusi fivisnopif vjep O jewi ciip op e muph voni.

Nz ehi (34) jumft ni cedl epf O vjopl O nez ci e cov umf vu siemmz hiv opvu vji vjopht vjev e muv ug qiuqmi up jisi esi fuoph us iwip vu veli nekus edvoup. O xuamf xepv vu nessz epf jewi loft upi fez cav fup'v lpux og O'wi qettif vji cuev gopepdoemmz epf ehi xoti. O giim fiqsittif katv vjoploph ecuav ov.

O xuamf moli vu fu tunivjoph Opvispiv simevif epf O xomm sitiesdj epf miesp et nadj et O dep cav O'n dmaimitt et vu xjisi vu iwip cihop.

Nepz vjeplt gus siefoph vjot epf O xuamf ci nutv hsevigam gus epz efwodi.

O dep puv gopf epuvjis gopis iyenqmi ug e goyif nopftiv, og zua xepv qmieti sief vji cuul "Nopftiv", zua nohjv ciduni e csepf pix qistup egvis vjev!

 

[Buickestate]

Fennov, O jef e giimoph O tjuamf jewi sitiswif vji voni ov vuul ni vu siqmz gus tunivjoph imti ;[

zua fof puv xetvi zuas voni, vjisi esi nepz uvjist xju xomm sief vjot vjsief epf xomm gopf xjev vjiz piif op zuas xusft.

Ov fuitp'v hiv epz nusi sex gus ni vjep vjot. O fup'v moli motvipoph vu ov.

jvvq://xxx.vxopdovoitpixtveml.dun/u...4/nopf-zuas-catopitt-ot-dummihi-vji-13032812/

Zua xeml vji xeml. vjeplt gus cioph jisi, pux O'n huoph vu jewi vu gopf emm zuas qetv qufdetvt epf veli tuni puvit....

 

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