My Execution Diary
9 months ago I wanted to be a digital marketer. I was working abroad at the time as a physical worker. I decided that I want to start my journey to be a digital marketer. I started with free stuff: articles and official papers. But it wasn't enough. I bought a course and started learning from it. While I was abroad learning was a disaster. I was managing to learn like for 2 hours maximum. I was ultra exhausted at the time. 12-14 hours with riding to the destination and back. I tried to use every free time in a work to peek to the materials on my phone.
When I got back to my country I started to learn things more rapidly, but I know it wasn't the pace I am capable of. It was an okay pace, good in general. I studied more and more, but I could learn more, I was just lazy. Living with the parents back then made me lazy as hell. After 2 months I stopped for 2 months. I was just laying in my bed. Alone and unemployed. I dropped out from the collage earlier. After the 2 months of doing nothing period I came back to learning a bit. In general I am not happy from the pace I am doing things. Most of the time I think I am not disciplined enough, or maybe even at all.
I was learning and all and months ago I started figuring out that in my country is a program that I can join to. They pay me for learning digital marketing and after that they pay me for my internship for 3 months. But there are 2 problems - first one - I need to move to the different city in order to be able to even try to join the program. Second one - It is the last 3 days to join and they said it is impossible to do the whole paper work and all. At first I panicked, then accepted the failure, but after that I focused on doing the right things (my psychologist helped me - I fund it myself by money I earned abroad). I actually did most of the work in 1 day, second day I had to do one last thing. That was great feeling.
And now I found the internship, done the courses and yeah, I pushed myself into the 9-5 prison. I didn't even notice that. Today was officially my first day there. In the meantime, approximately 3-4 months ago, I bought INSIDERS. I tried to do something with that, but I just managed to read some things that were useful, but I didn't even have courage to actually do them. Every time I read about something I don't do these things. I am kinda sick of it, but I have to work through it I guess.
I forgot about the whole fastlane vision and I cannot just give up while working a 9-5 job so I decided to make a diary here. Hopefully it'll be helpful for some of you guys.
The whole idea is to make a very small but consistent steps in the right direction (the fastlane direction). Let's see if I can manage to do that.
Stay safe
9 months ago I wanted to be a digital marketer. I was working abroad at the time as a physical worker. I decided that I want to start my journey to be a digital marketer. I started with free stuff: articles and official papers. But it wasn't enough. I bought a course and started learning from it. While I was abroad learning was a disaster. I was managing to learn like for 2 hours maximum. I was ultra exhausted at the time. 12-14 hours with riding to the destination and back. I tried to use every free time in a work to peek to the materials on my phone.
When I got back to my country I started to learn things more rapidly, but I know it wasn't the pace I am capable of. It was an okay pace, good in general. I studied more and more, but I could learn more, I was just lazy. Living with the parents back then made me lazy as hell. After 2 months I stopped for 2 months. I was just laying in my bed. Alone and unemployed. I dropped out from the collage earlier. After the 2 months of doing nothing period I came back to learning a bit. In general I am not happy from the pace I am doing things. Most of the time I think I am not disciplined enough, or maybe even at all.
I was learning and all and months ago I started figuring out that in my country is a program that I can join to. They pay me for learning digital marketing and after that they pay me for my internship for 3 months. But there are 2 problems - first one - I need to move to the different city in order to be able to even try to join the program. Second one - It is the last 3 days to join and they said it is impossible to do the whole paper work and all. At first I panicked, then accepted the failure, but after that I focused on doing the right things (my psychologist helped me - I fund it myself by money I earned abroad). I actually did most of the work in 1 day, second day I had to do one last thing. That was great feeling.
And now I found the internship, done the courses and yeah, I pushed myself into the 9-5 prison. I didn't even notice that. Today was officially my first day there. In the meantime, approximately 3-4 months ago, I bought INSIDERS. I tried to do something with that, but I just managed to read some things that were useful, but I didn't even have courage to actually do them. Every time I read about something I don't do these things. I am kinda sick of it, but I have to work through it I guess.
I forgot about the whole fastlane vision and I cannot just give up while working a 9-5 job so I decided to make a diary here. Hopefully it'll be helpful for some of you guys.
The whole idea is to make a very small but consistent steps in the right direction (the fastlane direction). Let's see if I can manage to do that.
Stay safe
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