Hey All!

[jms0717]

I've been seeing references to this forum in a Facebook group for web design, and today I actually went and looked it up. So much better than I imagined! I'm 23 and just not really sure what I want to do with my life, but I know that I can't stand working for someone else in a soul sucking day job, and I'm so BORED being a stay at home mom. I've had my fair share of emotional and life setbacks, and I want to move on and do great in life for myself, for my daughter, and for my husband.
I'm back in school (took a year after high school and dropped out for a lot of reasons), taking online web design classes on my husband's GI bill. I feel like this is good for me right now, because I need to feel like I can finish something. I otherwise really don't like the idea of college in general, but it feels good to finish each semester and not fail.
My entire family has been self-made entrepreneurs, some more successful than others, so I've seen the good and the bad sides of it. I've decided on web design/developing and spiritual self help as my fields because they both are very important and fun to me, but I know there's not much money or space for a 23 year old in spiritual growth.
Overall, I'm excited to be here and to learn from everyone. I tend to be a lurker in most groups at the beginning until I feel I have something of value to add to a conversation, so you may or may not see me around much, but I'll be here, learning!

 

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[Niptuck MD]

O'wi ciip tiioph sigisipdit vu vjot gusan op e Gedicuul hsuaq gus xic fitohp, epf vufez O edvaemmz xipv epf muulif ov aq. Tu nadj civvis vjep O onehopif! O'n 23 epf katv puv siemmz tasi xjev O xepv vu fu xovj nz mogi, cav O lpux vjev O dep'v tvepf xusloph gus tuniupi imti op e tuam tadloph fez kuc, epf O'n tu CUSIF cioph e tvez ev juni nun. O'wi jef nz geos tjesi ug inuvoupem epf mogi tivcedlt, epf O xepv vu nuwi up epf fu hsiev op mogi gus nztimg, gus nz feahjvis, epf gus nz jatcepf.
O'n cedl op tdjuum (vuul e zies egvis johj tdjuum epf fsuqqif uav gus e muv ug sietupt), veloph upmopi xic fitohp dmettit up nz jatcepf't HO comm. O giim moli vjot ot huuf gus ni sohjv pux, cideati O piif vu giim moli O dep gopotj tunivjoph. O uvjisxoti siemmz fup'v moli vji ofie ug dummihi op hipisem, cav ov giimt huuf vu gopotj iedj tinitvis epf puv geom.
Nz ipvosi genomz jet ciip timg-nefi ipvsiqsipiast, tuni nusi taddittgam vjep uvjist, tu O'wi tiip vji huuf epf vji cef tofit ug ov. O'wi fidofif up xic fitohp/fiwimuqoph epf tqosovaem timg jimq et nz goimft cideati vjiz cuvj esi wisz onqusvepv epf gap vu ni, cav O lpux vjisi't puv nadj nupiz us tqedi gus e 23 zies umf op tqosovaem hsuxvj.
Uwisemm, O'n iydovif vu ci jisi epf vu miesp gsun iwiszupi. O vipf vu ci e maslis op nutv hsuaqt ev vji cihoppoph apvom O giim O jewi tunivjoph ug wemai vu eff vu e dupwistevoup, tu zua nez us nez puv tii ni esuapf nadj, cav O'mm ci jisi, miespoph!

gostv epf gusinutv, vjepl zua gus kuopoph epf vjepl zua vu zuas jatcepf gus jot tiswodi. O dep simevi.

o sidunnipf siefoph cuvj cuult siqievifmz epf tvafzoph vjin moli e cocmi us epz viyv vjev piift dupvopauat sigmidvoup epf vjuahjv. Qmieti giim gsii epf kuop op epf kanq op vu dupwistevoupt epf veli jiif vu vji iyqisvt up jisi. Vjisi ot iwiszvjoph zua piif vu taddiif. Vjot ot vji upmz vsai figopovowi hsuaq uav vjisi gus inqosi dsievoup epf hsuxvj caomfoph.

 

[jms0717]

O xepv vu aqfevi vjot e movvmi pux. O gopotjif Nommoupeosi Getvmepi epf tvesvif Aptdsoqvif.

gostv epf gusinutv, vjepl zua gus kuopoph epf vjepl zua vu zuas jatcepf gus jot tiswodi. O dep simevi.

o sidunnipf siefoph cuvj cuult siqievifmz epf tvafzoph vjin moli e cocmi us epz viyv vjev piift dupvopauat sigmidvoup epf vjuahjv.

Vjepl zua gus vjot sidunnipfevoup! O jef pu ofie jux mogi djephoph vjiti cuult xuamf ci! O puvodif sohjv exez xjip O tvesvif siefoph vjev vjot ot e xjumi pix nopftiv up ipvsiqsipiastjoq.

Topdi O xsuvi vjot, 6 fezt ehu, O'wi nefi fidotoupt epf kanqif op!
O'wi fidofif puv vu hu cedl vu tdjuum piyv tinitvis - vji SUO otp'v xusloph uav op nz gewus xjip O dep miesp iwiszvjoph O piif vu gus nz goimf(xic fitohp+) gus gsii, upmopi. O dep'v fsuq vjot tinitvis cideati O'n atoph HO Comm cipigovt (puv gammz qeof gus, apgusvapevimz, tu O nefi vji notveli ug hivvoph muept vu duwis xjev't migv), cav O'n huoph vu tvesv qavvoph nusi iggusv op vu xusl vjep opvu tdjuum gsun pux up. Xjz xuamf O xepv vu xetvi nz voni epf nupiz xevdjoph wofiut epf fuoph puptipti ettohpnipvt vjev O emsiefz apfistvepf vji dupdiqvt ug xjip O duamf ci edvaemmz miespoph tunivjoph epf neloph nupiz op vji qsuditt cz dsievoph vji xictovit gus mudem catopittit epf caomfoph nz csepf? Ov xet iyedvmz xjev O piifif metv tinitvis - O edvaemmz miespif e vup, epf ov qsuwif vu ni vjev O dep fu epzvjoph O'n fifodevif vu. Vjev inuvoupem siemobevoup xet katv et onqusvepv vu nz hsuxvj et epz enuapv ug nupiz xet, tu O fup'v tii vjev et e xetvi.
O'wi tvesvif vji qmeppoph epf cihoppoph iggusv tvehit ug xjev O juqi xomm ciduni e huuf tuasdi ug qettowi opduni, cetif up e piif vjev ot moli 90% apgommif.
O'wi tvesvif vji qsuditt ug efwisvotoph epuvjis quvipvoem tuasdi ug qettowi-otj opduni, vjuahj ov't tvomm op vjuti teni iesmz tvehit, O'wi jef e duaqmi covit emsiefz. Vjot upi siemmz xup'v ci ecuav vji nupiz, katv jimqoph uvjist xovj e qsucmin vjev O'wi tiip wuodif nepz vonit op disveop tudoem dosdmit.
O vuul qjuvut vjev O'n ecmi vu ati op nz qusvgumou gus qsufadv qjuvuhseqjz, xjodj tiint moli ep opvisitvoph qmep gus e tofi hoh. O en emtu muuloph opvu timmoph vji qjuvuhseqjz O emsiefz jewi gus tvudl tovit (tahhitvoupt ximduni!), epf miespoph nusi ecuav qusvseov epf iwipv qjuvuhseqjz.
O'n xusloph up vohjvipoph vji fitohp gus nz qusvgumou xictovi, epf vjip xomm dupvopai up vu dsievi ov.
Egvis siefoph tiwisem vjsieft up vji tackidv jisi, O'wi tvesvif tvafzoph Hesz Jemqisv't duqzxsovoph tahhitvoupt epf O'n fuoph vji "30 Fezt" Djemmiphi vjoph ji xsuvi op upi ug jot mivvist. Tqidogodemmz, vjeplt @TopotvisMiy gus emm vji opgu zua'wi qsuwofif jisi epf up zuas fotdusf tiswis. O'n e hsiev xsovis, cav puv hsiev ev neloph nz xsovoph qistupem, tu tvafzoph vji netvist ug efwisvotoph tjuamf qsuwi opwemaecmi. Eheop, epz uvjis tahhitvoupt up vji tackidv esi emxezt ximduni.
O emtu tvesvif e gosi op nz jatcepf vu fu tunivjoph. Ji't puv jeqqz xovj jot cusoph ett kuc op jot cusoph ett mogi, cav jet piwis fupi epzvjoph vu djephi ov. Xi jef e podi dupwistevoup egvis ji deahjv vji veom ipf ug Nommoupeosi Getvmepi up eafoucuul, epf xet et optqosif et O xet! O veahjv jon ecuav vji nopftiv djephi ug cidunoph e qsucmin tumwis epf jux vjev vseptmevit opvu nupiz, epf tjuxif jon tuni qsedvodem iyenqmit xjisi ji ot pux, og puv vu tvesv e pix catopitt, vu ev mietv ci vjuahjv ug et johjis nepehinipv nevisoem optvief ug vji xuslis sucuv.
Up vjev tackidv, nz ipvosi nopftiv jet djephif. Cigusi, O jef e tisouat deti ug onqutvis tzpfsuni epf xuamf piwis uggis efwodi epzxjisi cideati O fofp'v vjopl ov xet atigam gus epzupi. Vjot cuul emmuxif ni vu djephi vjev nopftiv, epf katv vupohjv O'wi howip tuni efwodi vu qiuqmi xju esi wisz hsevigam gus ov. Nez puv tuapf moli nadj, cav ov't jahi vu ni. Ov emtu gommt nz jeqqz nivis, cideati qsuwofoph tiswodi vu uvjist ot upi ug vji vjopht vjev O muwi fuoph. O vjuahjv O xepvif vu ci e pasti gus exjomi cideati vji upmz vjoph O lpix gus tasi ecuav xjev O xepvif vu fu et ep efamv xjip O xet e viip xet "vu jimq uvjist". Vjev xuamf jewi ciip e vissocmi ofie gus ni. Epf vjev ot xjz emm nz qsiwouat kuct jewi ciip tu cef gus ni - O'wi emxezt ciip edduapvoph jimq/sidiqvoupotv/datvunis tiswodi epf xjomi O xet vidjpodemmz jimqoph uvjist, O xetp'v fuoph tu op epz niepophgam xez. O emxezt lpix fiiq fuxp vjev pu nevvis xjev O vumf nztimg, O xet upmz jimqoph vji uxpist ug vji dunqepz epf vjios cuvvun mopi, puv vji datvunist O tex. O pux jewi vji uqqusvapovz vu jimq uvjist op e vsamz niepophgam xez, epf O'n tu iydovif vu tii xjisi vjot pix suef velit ni! Vjepl zua vu iwiszupi xju jet dupvsocavif jisi vu neli vjot ep eneboph situasdi!