I don't know why is it but I don't feel like I love people. I wasn't much social in my childhood and teens and still the same. The reason? When I was a kid my father forbade me to go outside and made me focus completely on my studies. As a result I didn't have much friends and still don't. I don't have any mental problem. But it has become my comfort zone and my unfortunate behaviour. The place I live in is very isolated which further fuels this behaviour. The city is far from where I live.I have to ride a bus(but I will do that just to make new friends)I don't know where to go to meet people. It's on my mind that if i go outside who will I meet. I feel selfish and isolated from the life. I see people having fun and think to myself, why can't I be happy like them. I really want to love people. How do I make place for people in my heart when it's all worldly business. What do I do to get out of this damn bubble. I want friends who are real friends not just people I know. Help me with this.
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