First of all I'd like to say hello to the forum and thank you to MJ for creating this great resource!
I'm a 33 year old man that is one step above rock bottom. I've spent years as a dopamine junky chasing short term rewards. Drugs, promiscuity, junk food, gaming, and a host of terrible decisions on my part have left me with nearly nothing. My enabling parent, who is near breaking point dealing with me, is the only thing keeping me from sleeping in my car.
I've definitely been a sidewalker my whole life, working as a cook in lots of kitchens and dealing drugs on the side. A few months back I got turned on to Big Herc and Wes Watson on YouTube who helped knock some sense into me and convinced me to get out of the game. Now I'm just a line cook.
I'm putting in work toward the long term now. Got up at 5am today to work out before I go wear myself out cooking for 12 hours. Probably going to be too tired to study afterwards, but damn am I going to try.
I hope to use this post as a journal of sorts. Any advice on my situation and roadmap is appreciated.
Heading to work, will check in later tonight for some motivation to keep grinding for the future!
I'm a 33 year old man that is one step above rock bottom. I've spent years as a dopamine junky chasing short term rewards. Drugs, promiscuity, junk food, gaming, and a host of terrible decisions on my part have left me with nearly nothing. My enabling parent, who is near breaking point dealing with me, is the only thing keeping me from sleeping in my car.
I've definitely been a sidewalker my whole life, working as a cook in lots of kitchens and dealing drugs on the side. A few months back I got turned on to Big Herc and Wes Watson on YouTube who helped knock some sense into me and convinced me to get out of the game. Now I'm just a line cook.
I'm putting in work toward the long term now. Got up at 5am today to work out before I go wear myself out cooking for 12 hours. Probably going to be too tired to study afterwards, but damn am I going to try.
I hope to use this post as a journal of sorts. Any advice on my situation and roadmap is appreciated.
Heading to work, will check in later tonight for some motivation to keep grinding for the future!
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