I'm generally a highly self motivated person and when I focus on something I want, I ALWAYS get it or "die trying".
No. A highly motivated person goes and gets what they want. Over 3 years ago you made a post about your plan and people told you it was too slow and that you needed to change it and make it faster/go do something about it. You didn't.
"You miss 100% of the shots you don't take" Wayne Gretzky
"Every strike brings me closer to the next home run" Babe Ruth
These are the quotes you have in your profile but you don't follow them. Why do you have them there then?
There's people that are motivated and get things done, and then there's people that talk about being motivated and don't get things done. Right now you're in the wrong category. The only mentor you'll find is an unsuccessful one because someone who mentors someone is only going to mentor someone who's going to get after it. You won't get after it so they'd be wasting their valuable time.
You want to have money like everyone else. That's not motivation. That's a dream. Right now it's a dream that you're not doing anything to make happen.
Once you stop tricking yourself into thinking you're motivated and realize that you need to go do something if you really want to be successful, your life will change.