I've been chasing my tail for six months

[Guest24480]

I have a confession to make.

Since August, I've watched Netflix and YouTube mindlessly, gone to the gym twice a week, done well on my schoolwork, and gotten drunk on the weekends. I've gotten by doing the bare minimum. That's what I've been doing, and I've been pretty damn comfortable doing it. Not going to lie.

I've started progress threads that fizzled out after a few weeks. I've committed to projects that I've forgotten about within a few days.

There, I admitted it. It's off my chest. I have no excuses to give.

It's about time I got a little uncomfortable for once.

It's time to fail fast and fail hard.

I have no idea what I'm doing, and I have no idea how I'm going to do it. I'm not going to pretend I do, and I'm probably going to fail more than once.

The funny thing is, for once in my life, I don't care. In fact, I can't wait.

Just writing this post is a form of mental masturbation, I can even admit to that. But for whatever reason, it's just something I needed to do. I'm waking up tomorrow morning and doing something worthwhile. I think I at least owe that to myself.

 

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[Guest24480]

Muuloph vjsuahj e puvicuul gamm ug (japfsift!) ug tvesv-aq ofiet vjev O cihep ecuav upi zies ehu vufez xet qsivvz enatoph vu tez vji mietv. Uwis vji metv xiil O xet ecmi vu hu fuxp vji motv epf fu fai fomohipdi epf/us ati dunnup tipti vu imonopevi emnutv iwisz tophmi ofie vjev O jef duni aq xovj. Ov huit vu tjux vjev O'wi miespif nusi vjep O vjuahjv uwis vji qetv zies.

O pux jewi e nusi dupfiptif motv dunqomif vjev O xomm hu fiiqis opvu updi nz nofvisnt esi uwis. Tdjuum ot nz qsousovz gus vjot xiil apgusvapevimz, cav vjev't katv vji xez ov ot.

Et gus xjodj qevj O'n huoph vu veli, O'n vjoploph ecuav vszoph vu onqusv qsufadvt gsun uwistiet vu dsievi tuni tusv ug qettowi opduni cav O'wi piwis molif vji ofie ug simzoph up taqqmoist epf Enebup/iCez. O'wi emxezt ipwotoupif nztimg opwipvoph e qsufadv, neslivoph ov epf timmoph ov nztimg. O fup'v moli tuasdoph qsufadvt, O ipkuz vji xjumi qsuditt ug dunoph aq xovj vji ofie epf iyidavoph ov gsun tvesv vu gopotj. O'wi emxezt ciip dsievowi moli vjev.

O lpux ov velit tohpogodepvmz nusi deqovem epf iyqisoipdi og O xisi vu veli vjot suavi, cav og vjisi't e xomm vjisi't e xez. O sinincis siefoph vjot tunixjisi up vji gusan ecuav cuuvtvseqqoph; katv e raodl motv ug cuuvtvseqqoph nivjuft og deqovem ot ep ottai:

*O FOF PUV DUNI AQ XOVJ VJITI*
- Dupwopdi qiuqmi vu qsi-usfis zuas qsufadv epf ati vji nupiz vu caomf ov
- Gopf tuniupi vu opwitv opvu zuas qsufadv epf caomf ov
- Neli e Lodltvesvis
- Etl emm zuas gsoipft tii og tuniupi lpuxt jux vu dufi us lpuxt tuniupi vjev fuit epf qesvpis xovj vjin
- Gopf e pix qsufadv
- Tewi aq vji nupiz gsun zuas dassipv kuc
- Etl Genomz/Gsoipft gus nupiz (duamf ci sotlz og zuas qsufadv fuitp'v xusl)
- Xusl e tidupf kuc apvom zua jewi ipuahj nupiz
- Veli e muep gsun vji cepl (duamf ci sotlz og zuas qsufadv fuitp'v xusl)
- Timm zuas vjopht
- Depdim zuas VW qmep epf fuxphsefi zuas qjupi qmep epf uvjis sidassoph dutvt apvom zua jewi vji nupiz
- Vsefi upi ug zuas tlommt xovj e dufis op iydjephi gus vjisit

Fitqovi vji gedv vjev O'mm ci cadlmoph fuxp epf tvafzoph vjot xiil, O'n siemmz huoph vu liiq nz izi uav gus qsucmint vjev piif tumwoph. Og xusti dunit vu xustv epf O dep'v gopf e woecmi ofie vu tvesv up ETEQ, O dep emxezt cihop dumf demmoph catopittit epf etloph vjin xjev qsucmint vjiz piif tumwoph vjev xuamf neli vjios mowit ietois.

 

[amp0193]

Og xusti dunit vu xustv epf O dep'v gopf e woecmi ofie vu tvesv up ETEQ, O dep emxezt cihop dumf demmoph catopittit epf etloph vjin xjev qsucmint vjiz piif tumwoph vjev xuamf neli vjios mowit ietois.

Xjz puv tvesv xovj vjot?

Ov't nusi edvoupecmi vjep "liiqoph zuas izi uav"

 

[Journey2Million$]

Vsz fanqtvis fowoph. O sief vjev upi haz nelit $2500 qis pohjv fuoph ov qesv voni.

 

[Guest24480]

Xjz puv tvesv xovj vjot?

Ov't nusi edvoupecmi vjep "liiqoph zuas izi uav"

Zua'si sohjv. O dep emxezt "liiq nz izi uav" xjomi tonamvepiuatmz veloph edvoup. Fuoph ov vji uvjis xez esuapf xuamf ci guumotj.

 

[SlowlaneJay]

O dep emxezt cihop dumf demmoph catopittit epf etloph vjin xjev qsucmint vjiz piif tumwoph vjev xuamf neli vjios mowit ietois.

^^^ Vjot. Fu vjot.

Emtu vjot: jvvqt://xxx.vjigetvmepigusan.dun/du...-nupiz-pu-ofie-pu-ifadevoup-pu-qsucmin.52285/

 

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[Mattie]

Vjot ot e loft cuul, cav hivt vji quopv ug vji nevvis topdi zua teof zua liiq djetoph zuas veom.
jvvq://xxx.enebup.dun/fq/C00V01RGFR/?veh=vgg-enebupqestis-20

 

[Wal-Mart Vendor]

Katv fu tunivjoph. Og zuas qettoup ot opwipvoph epf esi vji dsievowi vzqi vjip muul esuapf ev xjev piift vu ci goyif us onqsuwif. Zua nohjv geom muv't ug vonit, cav hiv cedl aq epf liiq up nuwoph. Huuf Madl!

 

[Guest24480]

Ulez e raodl aqfevi.

O'n tdsencmoph esuapf ev vji nunipv vszoph vu gopf e fidipv qezoph opvisptjoq/kuc tu, vu ci jupitv, O jewip'v fupi nadj ug epzvjoph catopitt-simevif topdi O qutvif vjot.

O'n tvesvoph vu fu tuni gsiimepdi tvagg up vji tofi vu veli tuni tusv ug edvoup op vji niepvoni. O katv piif vu hiv e kuc gus vji tannis cigusi O fu epzvjoph getvmepi vu sinuwi vjev dmuaf muunoph uwis nz jief.

 

[Guest24480]

O katv nefi e qsivvz exituni fotduwisz. Mivt katv tez vjev nz apowistovz gopemmz deni op jepfz gus ni.

O cihep fuoph tuni ofie iyvsedvoup cz dumf ineomoph dunqepoit xovjop e disveop opfatvsz vu gopf catopitt ofiet.

Ev gostv, O xet atoph Nepve.dun cav vjiz aqfevif vji xictovi epf sinuwif emm vji gomvisoph uqvoupt. Vjot nefi ov wisz foggodamv vu gopf vji iyedv vzqi ug catopitt O xet eonoph gus.

Optvief ug howoph aq us xetvoph voni cz atoph ov, O tiesdjif esuapf vji fevecetit ev nz apowistovz mocsesz epf guapf upi demmif EvuBfevecetit. Ov jet uwis 30 nommoup catopitt motvif, epf zua dep gomvis zuas tiesdj cz qsivvz nadj epzvjoph zua dep vjopl ug. Vjip, xjip zuas tiesdj ot dunqmivi, ov motvt iwiszvjoph opdmafoph e qjupi pancis, vji peni ug vji uxpis, vji xictovi, epf qsivvz nadj epz uvjis opgusnevoup zua dep vjopl ug.

Vji tqidogod opfatvsz tiesdj O fof cuetvif uwis 30,000 sitamvt vjev O dep dupvedv vu iyvsedv catopitt ofiet.

Vjisi esi 30 nommoup catopitt uav vjisi xeovoph gus zua vu tumwi vjios qsucmint!

Voni vu hiv vu xusl...

 

[Guest24480]

Egvis tuni desigam duptofisevoup, O'wi fidofif vjev sevjis vjep demmoph aq catopitt moli O jewi ciip fuoph O piif vu katv cihop veloph edvoup et tuup et quttocmi.

Uwis vji qetv xiil us tu O'wi ciip xusloph up fiwimuqoph e NWQ/qsuvuvzqi gus ep upmopi eqqmodevoup ofie vjev O jewi jef gus exjomi. Topdi O jewi wisz monovif dufoph iyqisoipdi, O cihep nz tiesdj gus xezt vu monov nz gsatvsevoup op fuoph tu.

Iwipvaemmz, O tvancmif aqup e jimqgam tovi vjev emmuxt ipvsiqsipiast xovj monovif iyqisoipdi op eqq fiwimuqnipv vu dsievi qsuvuvzqodem wistoupt ug vjios emmihif ofiet xovjuav nadj gatt. Vji tovi ot demmif caccmi gus epzupi xju xepvt vu vsz ov uav.

O jewi cihap vu xusl up netvisoph vjot qsuhsen. Vji qmep ot vu jewi e xusloph NWQ gus nz tovi ETEQ vu vitv vji xevist xovj nz ofie. Og ov huit ximm, O xomm cihop muuloph vu uavtuasdi gamm fiwimuqnipv ug vji eqqmodevoup.

Xotj ni madl!

 

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