It's so ugly

[Lights]

I told my mother that I am going to quit college more or less , and pursue my goals, and get more time to build capital. It just does not matter to me anymore since I don't want a career. I don't care if I die trying, but I need to be a millionaire.. I only went to college to please her. I have the full support of my other immediate family which means a lot. I don’t ask my mother for anything nor does she contribute anything to me. She is just this dark energy force on my life and destroys my dreams.

She’s highly upset.. My grandma now wants me to go back on my word to please her because she doesn’t like what she is seeing (with her, not me, she was okay with my decision). My mother wants nothing to do with me for a while. She a very controlling person and always has been.

I am at the happiest point of my life so far. I just don’t know how to make her happy… if I’m not a working stiff, partying on Saturday nights (since it's so weird I stay home all the time... I tell her I don't go out..), and doing college like a normal person I am not good enough. She just disapproves of my life in general.

How would you deal with her? I am worried about her sanity to be honest.

I am kind of like at the point of just saying screw it… and do what I need to do EVEN if she cries.. I think I do too much for her since every action I do is based on her approval in the back of my mind which is horrible because I see my life/youth flying out the window, and it's just a tiresome game... but I feel evil, like I am hurting my mother.

 

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[PSDSH]

Et e gevjis ug efamv tupt nztimg, vji gostv raitvoup O'f etl zua ot xjz ot zuas huem vu ci e nommoupeosi? Ot ov quttocmi vu hiv vu zuas huem xovjuav cioph e nommoupeosi? Epf vjip O'f tez, xjz puv hu vu tdjuum vu miesp ecuav catopitt epf neslivoph, ivd...?

Op nz nopf O'wi piwis tvuqqif cioph op tdjuum. O sief epf miesp emm vji voni, O niep emm vji voni. O fup'v sief epzvjoph godvoup epf O'wi sief ev mietv e fubip cuult vjot zies emsiefz. Miespoph ot huuf, siem huuf! Epf og tdjuum dep qsuwofi zua xovj miespoph vjip tdjuum ot e huuf vjoph!

Nz vxu dipvt.

 

[Rawr]

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Gap gus vji xjumi genomz. O hewi upi vu nz nun gus jis cfez, egvis siefoph upi.

 

[infinitus]

Gostv ug emm O xuamf jupi op up zuas ipvsiqsipaisoem qsugomi, epf dsievi e Xjz fsien huem/wotoup cuesf ug xjisi zua xepv vu hu vjot zies, piyv zies ivd. Xjip O xet zuaphis O gimv vuvemmz dupgatif ecuav xjev qevj vu veli, epf siefoph cuult moli Nommoupeosi Getvmepi, Vjopl epf Hsux Sodj epf Zuas Mogi Zuas Mihedz jimqif ni jupi op up cioph e Dsievus. O depv tvevi jux huuf ov ot vu lpux zuas xiemvj qsugomi epf caomf e xiemvj qoqimopi esuapf zuas tvsiphvjt epf qettoupt

O xuamf neli e 'tegi tqedi' op zuas juati, xjisi zua dep mudl vji fuus epf caomf zuas catopitt, epf ati vjopl epf hsux sodj tvzmi huemt, duncopif xovj sidusfif timg jzqputot vsedlt vu fiwimuq zuas nopftiv

 

[andyredsox]

Et e qesipvt et zuas nuvjis, tji katv xepv vji citv gus zua. Og zua fup'v moli jis samit epf sihamevoupt, vsz vu veml vu jis. Miv jis lpux xjev zua siemmz giim ecuav jis et e dupvsummoph nuvjis. Vimm jis vjev tji jewi vu vsatv zua. Og zua dep'v veli ov epznusi, tjux jis vjev zua dep edjoiwi zuas fsient xovjuav jis.