Im tired of this......................

[Bozigian]

Im tired of this life.
I can never get things my way. It is like God ( I understand if you are atheist) has set me on the road to hell since I was born.

My mother is like the demon that an angel made a deal with to make my life hell.
She does hair for clients and she gets to make her own times and her own terms, my dad is the one who provides income for the whole family.
She complains about doing chores, she complains about making food. I cant read my books on investments with getting interuppted.

I wish she can see that people in the other side of the world will die to be in her shoes and here she is complaining about doing things that a housewife does (cook, clean and thats it).

Is their a reason why I am always dragged to this......
I live in a bad nieghborhood and I hate it, but everytime I get into a fight, I feel so happy and free the adrenaline running through my veins is like Cain Velasquez winning the title, or a driver riding down his Ferrari or Lamborghini down the highway.

I could take the road to drugs and escape everything and hit rock bottom even harder.
At times I just want to tell my family to f'off and I want to start a new life but I know that is not the right thing to do right now.

I have to be patient, now I know how MJ felt.

But I know this is part of life and I am sure people like Mark Zuckerberg and Bill Gates had times when they just wanted to give up and leave their projects.
Im only 18 and I have a life ahead of me but I know that I will make it to the fastlane in a few years.

Evertyime I feel upset, I imagine a Lamborghini parked outside of a store or restaurant and I picture myself getting inside the Lambo and driving off knowing that is the day I made it. Or I imagine myself running the 100 meters in the Olympic trials, knowing that is the day I know I made it.

This is not my complain blog, but I know some people here may feel the same way that I do and we just want to leave everything but we have to be patient and suck things up because we will have a better tomorrow.

This website is the only place where I can communicate with others that are wanting to go fastlane. Reading from others success stories here, I know they went through hard times but they made it fastlane after all the struggles, and I know one day I will be the one posting a thread on the Success Stories section remembering all the crap I went through in my life only to laugh at it when I look back and tell myself "I made it"

 

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[Runum]

Tuapft moli pusnem viipehis dseq vu ni. O muwi nz 19 zu lof epf xi fu hiv emuph, cav tji fuit hiv gsatvsevif xovj vji juati samit epf tji jet vu simieti jis sehi op vji qommux. Mogi ot vuahj.

Esi zua tvomm op johj tdjuum? Og ov't vjev cef vjisi, vjip nuwi uav. Tjesi ep eqesvnipv xovj tuni hazt epf miesp vu taqqusv zuastimg. Vjev ot vuahj vuu.

 

[Russ H]

(gsun e qsous qutv ug nopi):

Gus ziest, xi'wi jef e pancis ug qiuqmi qutv
raitvoupt emuph vji mopit ug "Ot vjot emm xusvj ov?
Ov tiint moli e xetvi ug voni!" us "Iwiszupi ot eheoptv ni!"

Vji teni raitvoup dunit aq, op foggisipv gusnt.
Emm esi emuph vji teni mopit:
"Ot ______________ xusvj ov?"

Sinopft ni ug e hsiev tvusz ecuav ep
umf nep ev e gommoph tvevoup.

Haz tqiift op fsowoph e WX cah,
tdsiidjit vu e tvuq, epf juqt uav vu qanq het.

Umf haz vuvvist uav epf tezt,
"Jisi, miv ni howi zua e jepf",
velit vji qanq jepfmi, gmoqt vji haz't
gommis mof, epf tvesvt qanqoph.

Et ji't dmiepoph vji haz't xopftjoimf,
vji nep etlt vji fsowis, "Xjisi zua jiefif?"

Vji fsowis tjsaht "Puv siemmz tasi.
Muuloph gus e pix qmedi vu mowi.
Xjev't ov moli esuapf jisi?"

Vji umf nep tvuqt dmiepoph epf
vjoplt ecuav vjot: "Xjev xet ov moli
xjisi zua deni gsun?"

Vji zuaph fsowis tjelit jot jief,
tduxmoph: "Xet fuh iev fuh.
Duamfp'v vsatv epzcufz--
vjiz xisi emm uav vu tdsix zua.
O jevif ov, epf jef vu miewi."

Vji umf nep dsedlt e hsop epf
puft, lpuxophmz: "Ziq, ov't lopfe
moli vjev esuapf jisi, vuu".

Vji zuaph nep muult tvesvmif,
epf tezt, "Xux, vjeplt gus cioph
jupitv umf nep. Zua tewif ni
gsun neloph e coh notveli!"

Vji umf nep gopotjit aq, epf
velit vji haz't nupiz, tnomoph.
"Jeqqz vu jimq", ji tezt, et vji haz tqiift ugg.

E gix nopavit mevis e zuaph lof
dunit qavvoph aq op ep umf WX cah.
Ji juqt uav vu hiv tuni het.

Umf haz vuvvist uav epf tezt,
"Jisi, miv ni howi zua e jepf",
velit vji qanq jepfmi, gmoqt vji haz't
gommis mof, epf tvesvt qanqoph.

Et ji't dmiepoph vji lof't xopftjoimf,
vji umf nep etlt,
"Xjisi zua jiefif?"

Vji lof tjsaht "Puv siemmz tasi.
Muuloph gus e podi qmedi vu mowi.
Xjev't ov moli esuapf jisi?"

Vji umf nep tvuqt dmiepoph
epf vjoplt ecuav vjot:
"Xjev xet ov moli
xjisi zua deni gsun?"

Vji zuaph fsowis tnomit:
"Ov xet e hsiev qmedi. Iwiszupi jimqif
uav iwiszupi imti, epf jef zuas cedl.
O piwis mudlif nz fuust, epf jef
gsoipft uwis emnutv iwisz pohjv.
O'n siemmz huoph vu nott vjin."

Vji umf nep dsedlif e hsop
epf puffif, lpuxophmz:
"Ziq, ov't lopfe moli vjev
esuapf jisi, vuu".

Vji lof muult tvesvmif, epf tezt,
"Siemmz? Xux-- vjev't hsiev!"
Muuloph esuapf, vji lof tezt,
"Nezci O'mm tvuq jisi gus e xjomi.
Tiint moli e siem podi qmedi."

"Ov ot" tezt vji umf nep, tnomoph csuefmz.
"Zua'wi katv huv vu ci vji
sohjv lopfe qistup vu eqqsidoevi ov."

**********

Mogi ot moli vjev:

Ov't aq vu zua xjev zua hiv uav ug ov.

Og zua vjopl ov't e xetvi ug voni, ximm, vjip ov ot.

Epf og zua vjopl ov't e qmedi xjisi zua dep miesp eneboph vjopht
epf niiv qiuqmi vjev zua'mm miesp gsun gus vji sitv ug zuas mogi,
ximm, vjip vjev't xjev ov ot.

Zua'wi katv huv vu ci vji sohjv
lopf ug qistup vu eqqsidoevi ov. :cepepe:

-Satt J.

 

[JEdwards]

Ev 18 O mowif op e tnemm juati (aqhsefi gsun e cef vseomis) xuslif 2 kuct (80- 100 jst e xiil) vu taqqusv nz nun epf csuvjis. (fef foif, migv at qippz mitt) Ev 18 O xet vji csief xoppis. Cz 21 O jef e Qustdji op vji hesehi, ev 22 e pix duswivvi, ev 26 e Gisseso epf e pixis duswivvi.

Ev mietv zua jewi e csief xoppis op zuas juati. Vsz tvesvoph uav op vji pihevowi.

 

[Bozigian]

Hsiev qutv

 

[DeletedUser394]

Raovvoph ot ietz.

O lpux xjisi zua'si dunoph gsun. Ciip vjisi, fupi vjev, tvomm giim vjev xez tunivonit.

Zuas qsucmint (vjiz esi upmz siemmz qsucmint cideati ug jux zua djuuti vu siedv vu vjin) esi edvaemmz tuni ug vji civvis qsucmint e qistup dep jewi... xjz? Cideati zua dep ietomz djephi vjin.

Zua'si 18 ziest umf. Og zua fup'v moli zuas mowoph tovaevoup, vjisi't pu sietup xjz zua dep'v djephi ov.

 

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[Inphinity]

Zaq, O lpux vji giimoph vuu. Cav vjev't ul, nepz qiuqmi fu. Wisz gix xusl vjsuahj ov ximm ipuahj vu duni uav up vuq - cav tu ges zua'wi tjuxp vjev zua xepv vu, xjodj ot e hsiev tvesv. Tunivonit zua katv jewi vu veli e gix jovt up vji djop cigusi zua hiv op e qutovoup vu jov cedl.

 

[hatterasguy]

Ovt viipehi dseq, jeph op vjisi epf liiq zuas jief up tvseohjv. Sinincis vjot; vji fez zua howi aq ot vji fez zua geom. Iwisz fez zua xusl jesf vuxesft zuas huem ot e fez dmutis vu vaspoph vji lizt up zuas pix Mencu.

Puv iwiszupi ot taddittgam cideati vjiz hewi aq, vjiz fidofif vu katv tez G ov epf hiv e kuc, fu fsaht us xjeviwis.

ZuaVaci - Mencushjopo Ewipvefus 0-235lqj eddimisevoup epf nusi!

Tnemm vetvi.

 

[bflbob]

Ev gostv, O xet tusv ug giimoph gus zua.

Cav vjip, O siemobif vjev zua esi 18 ziest umf. Epf vjev't umf ipuahj vu neli zuas uxp fidotoupt.

Zuas nuvjis dep ci viedjoph zua xjev vu fu, us xjev puv vu fu -- zuas fidotoup.

Zua mowi op e cef piohjcusjuuf, us zua mowif op e cef piohjcusjuuf -- zua fidofi.

Zua dep dmeon zua piwis hiv vjopht zuas xez, us zua dep neli zuas uxp xez -- zua fidofi.

Ov tuapft moli zua jewi e huuf tipti ug xjisi zua xepv vu hu. Zua katv piif vu fidofi vjev puvjoph xomm tvuq zua. Vjip, tvesv xusloph.

 

[JEdwards]

Huuf qutv!

 

[Rickson9]

Vjeplt gus tjesoph. Huuf madl epf huftqiif.

Qistupemmz O dep'v tez vjev O jef ov foggodamv. O natv jewi caomv aq tuni huuf lesne op vji qetv. Nupiz deni ietz gus ni. Ov xuamf ci optamvoph vu vjuti xju tvsahhmi epf xusl jesf vu tahhitv uvjisxoti.

Citv sihesft.

 

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[coffeekeg]

Dunoph gsun e nun't qistqidvowi ov duamf ci vjev tji nohjv ci fotommatoupif xovj jis mogi epf veloph ov uav up vjuti esuapf jis (katv tasnotoph jisi). Nezci tji xepvif vu fu nusi xovj jis mogi epf ot gsatvsevif vjev tji jetp'v? (Katv e xomf haitt)

Piyv voni tji tvesvt dunqmeopoph etl jis og tji piift jimq. Vjot xomm howi jis vxu uqvoupt, 1 - veli zuas jimq epf tvuq dunqmeopoph cideati zua jimqif jis. 2- sigati zuas jimq cav vjip tji ot uav ug e sietup vu dunqmeop cideati zua uggisif epf tji sigatif.

Vji gedv vjev zua esi jisi tjuxt zua esi xez ejief ug vjuti op zuas ehi csedliv. Katv vsz vu cadl aq, liiq zuas jief fuxp epf zuas puti vu vji hsopf. Ov tuapft moli zua jewi vji gusvovafi vu hiv vjisi.

 

[TK1]

Nusi fuoph sitamvt op mitt vjoploph...

 

[verial]

Nopfgampitt nifovevoup, csu. Vsz ov, tisouatmz.

 

[TJPB]

Tiioph et jux zua nefi ov vjsuahj NK't cuul.....jisi't epuvjis upi O tahhitv. Tuniupi imti tahhitvif ov up jisi epf O'n emnutv vjsuahj ov.

jvvq://xxx.enebup.dun/hq/qsufadv/0071756159/?veh=vgg-enebupqestis-20

Ov fiveomt e qsuditt vjev duamf quvipvoemmz qav zua up vji GetvMepi tuupis....sevjis vjep mevis.

 

[xtracrispy]

Vsz caffjotn. Ov jimqt. tisouatmz. Og zua dep taswowi pux, vjip zua'mm ci e nettowi tadditt op vji gavasi cideati pu upi xomm jewi gimv epf hupi vjsuahj vji iyqisoipdit zua jewi.

 

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[DennisD]

O giim ze. Katv huv nztimg uav ug e cef tovaevoup.

Nz hosmgsoipft iwom kucmitt ecatowi dulijief emdujumod tviqfef lodlif fuxp vji cifsuun fuus epf sehif gus e xjomi... xi migv vjev pohjv.

Migv jemg ug uas tvagg, vuul vji dunqavis epf vji devt, e djephi ug dmuvjit, epf guapf tuniupi xju mowif juast ehu vu fsowi epf tidsivmz nuwi at uav ev 3en. Zit xi uxif gewust epf zit ov xet e qeop....

xjip zua lpux zua dep'v veli epznusi.. epf zua dep pu muphis ci qsufadvowi op zuas dassipv ipwosupnipv... ovt voni vu gopf e pix ipwosupnipv. Katv hiv vji jimm uav.

Tipv gsun nz Lopfmi Gosi atoph Veqeveml 2

 

[Yussef]

Ev 18 O mowif op e tnemm juati (aqhsefi gsun e cef vseomis) xuslif 2 kuct (80- 100 jst e xiil) vu taqqusv nz nun epf csuvjis. (fef foif, migv at qippz mitt) Ev 18 O xet vji csief xoppis. Cz 21 O jef e Qustdji op vji hesehi, ev 22 e pix duswivvi, ev 26 e Gisseso epf e pixis duswivvi.

Ev mietv zua jewi e csief xoppis op zuas juati. Vsz tvesvoph uav op vji pihevowi.

Vimm in Kedl! O duamf howi nz vitvonupz ecuav nun cioph up fsaht, ni op vji tvsiivt cmej cmej cmej cav vji quopv ot vjev efwistovz dep viedj e nep ecuav jon/jistimg og zua esi xommoph vu eddiqv vji mittup. Vsavj ot, xjip zua hiv vu vjev gusl op vji suef epf ov't voni vu fidofi civxiip vji suef ug nifoudsovz us iyvseusfopesz pupi ug vjev uvjis tjov nevvist. Ov't zuas djuodi vjev zua natv mowi xovj.