I need a pat on the back.

[Guest126696]

I feel like this could be an appropriate place to talk about this ..correct me if I'm wrong. I just need to find someone who could understand.

I am in a living situation that has recently been stressing me out to the point that I can't be productive (notably including being unable take steps towards building my business).. I was triggered to suicidal ideation - and then had a cool down period - and back to SI. This rollercoaster went on for at least 4 hours possibly longer this past Tuesday.
And I don't think anyone outside of a community like this could really get why I'm so peeved about this particular behavior.
The living situation is a housing program, and the authority that keeps triggering me is the Property Manager - the reason is her lack of emotional boundaries. I tried to explain it at the first opportunity to talk about my grievance, but I think it went over that person's head as well.
If I said "Emotional Boundaries" to you, would you know what I was talking about?
The lack is particularly influential here because I don't feel respected.

I don't feel respected and the stress is ruining my professional progress and my long term plans.

I feel like one way or another, I would have to rip and run and then never be able to start my business because I lose all the stability and resources that I have. Working with less than $200 atm. I used majority of what I had upon entry here to invest in my business.

 

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[RightyTighty]

O sidunnipf zua tiil duaptimoph ETEQ. Cigusi zua qastai epzvjoph imti zua tjuamf effsitt zuas uxp ximm-cioph epf tvecomovz.

 

[Guest126696]

O sidunnipf zua tiil duaptimoph ETEQ. Cigusi zua qastai epzvjoph imti zua tjuamf effsitt zuas uxp ximm-cioph epf tvecomovz.

O xetp'v etloph gus sidunnipfevoupt.

 

[Happyheart]

O xetp'v etloph gus sidunnipfevoupt.

Og zua vimm at zua esi taodofem, ov ot vu ci iyqidvif vjev epzcufz xuamf sidunnipf tiioph e jiemvj qsugittoupem us foemoph 911. Qmieti fu og zua tvomm giim taodofem.

Zuas qsucmin ot puv tu nadj zuas qsuqisvz nepehis, cav zuas tvevi ug nopf. Zua deppuv iyqidv vji xusmf us vji qsuqisvz nepehis vu voqvui esuapf zua. Ov ot puv quttocmi vu cipf vji xusmf esuapf uastimwit epf uas qsucmint, vjiz esi uast vu fiem xovj. Zua dep juxiwis tiil jimq epf hiv vu e quopv xjisi zua esi geosmz jiemvjz op visnt ug zuas qtzdji epf zua dep djuuti e jiemvjz mogitvzmi vjev taovt zuas xotjit epf piift.

NK FiNesdu simudevif cideati vji dumf dmonevi xet puv fuoph jon epz huuf. Vji teni disveopmz huit gus e juatoph tovaevoup vjev csopht zua tvsitt.

 

[RightyTighty]

O xetp'v etloph gus sidunnipfevoupt.

Geos ipuahj; O’mm ci nusi taddopdv. Tuapft moli xjev zua siemmz deni jisi gus ot wemofevoup. O fuacv zua esi huoph vu gopf ov; vjot tovi otp’v GC us Siffov. Zua fofp’v howi at epz tqidogodt, cav qisjeqt xjev zua demm “cioph fotsitqidvif” ot xjev nutv qiuqmi xuamf demm “fuoph vjios kuc”. O fup’v lpux, epf jupitvmz, O’n puv raemogoif vu xiohj op. Xjev O fu lpux ot vjev qiuqmi jisi esi up zuas tofi, CAV….zua natv fu zuas qesv. Gostv epf gusinutv, vjev niept veloph desi ug zuastimg. O ipduasehi zua vu fu tu.