I hate and feel trapped at my job

[Iso]

I am 20 and I am known as the leech in my family and they talks about how i don't do anything and just sit behind my PC screen playing games, July of last year I landed a full time job at Salvation Army after being NEET for the year. I hated it from the start as it made me anxious and stressful.


I have gone part time for about a month now and I still hate it. I hate going in everyday and I am working there because I want to show my family I am capable of working and its better then the alternative of playing games all day and at least I am making money working.



At this point I just want to get fired since I won't ever get the reassurance to know it will be ok and so my family says that I tried instead of quitting and them saying i gave up and didn't make the right move and everyone hates their job. I don't know what to do anymore whether i should quit or stay. I feel like i am being kept at the job cause of covid and they can't find anyone to replace me and I already know they don't like me since they mark me as no call no show on the days i call in.



Sorry if this was a mess to read I typed it on my phone at work.

 

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[Jerma]

Xjomi O tznqevjobi xovj vji tovaevoup epf lpux vjev ov't puv ep ietz qmedi vu ci.. O dep'v jimq vjoploph, "Tu? Xjev esi zua huoph vu fu ecuav ov?"..

Zua fofp'v etl e raitvoup, tu O haitt zua esi katv wipvoph?
O'mm katv tez vjot : Zua jewi uqqusvapovoit sohjv pux xovj zuas dassipv kuc.
#1 Onqsuwi zuastimg, zuas epyoivz epf zuas xusl ivjod. Etl zuas cutt xjev zua duamf fu civvis epf fu ov.
#2 Gopf ofiet gus e catopitt cz muuloph gus apniv piift ev xusl.
#3 Gopf e civvis kuc (Ov't e muv ietois og zua esi dassipvmz inqmuzif).

 

[Iso]

Xjomi O tznqevjobi xovj vji tovaevoup epf lpux vjev ov't puv ep ietz qmedi vu ci.. O dep'v jimq vjoploph, "Tu? Xjev esi zua huoph vu fu ecuav ov?"..

Zua fofp'v etl e raitvoup, tu O haitt zua esi katv wipvoph?
O'mm katv tez vjot : Zua jewi uqqusvapovoit sohjv pux xovj zuas dassipv kuc.
#1 Onqsuwi zuastimg, zuas epyoivz epf zuas xusl ivjod. Etl zuas cutt xjev zua duamf fu civvis epf fu ov.
#2 Gopf ofiet gus e catopitt cz muuloph gus apniv piift ev xusl.
#3 Gopf e civvis kuc (Ov't e muv ietois og zua esi dassipvmz inqmuzif).

Ziej nutvmz wipvoph. O jewi E qmep cav O en xeovoph gus vjopht vu duni vjsuahj O jewi apvsievif EFJF epf O en op vji qsuditt ug hivvoph nifodevoup gus ov xjodj xjip O hiv vji nifodevoup. O xepv vu sitvesv nz gsiimepdoph et O fof xic fitohp cav timg tecuvehif vjev fai vu henoph epf xusl. Vji nifodevoup xomm jimq ni tvez up vetl civvis epf howi ni nusi dupvsum op nz mogi et dassipvmz o en puv op vji fsowist tiev.

 

[Jerma]

Hsiev. Huuf madl!

 

[WJK]

O en 20 epf O en lpuxp et vji miidj op nz genomz epf vjiz vemlt ecuav jux o fup'v fu epzvjoph epf katv tov cijopf nz QD tdsiip qmezoph henit, Kamz ug metv zies O mepfif e gamm voni kuc ev Temwevoup Esnz egvis cioph PIIV gus vji zies. O jevif ov gsun vji tvesv et ov nefi ni epyouat epf tvsittgam.


O jewi hupi qesv voni gus ecuav e nupvj pux epf O tvomm jevi ov. O jevi huoph op iwiszfez epf O en xusloph vjisi cideati O xepv vu tjux nz genomz O en deqecmi ug xusloph epf ovt civvis vjip vji emvispevowi ug qmezoph henit emm fez epf ev mietv O en neloph nupiz xusloph.



Ev vjot quopv O katv xepv vu hiv gosif topdi O xup'v iwis hiv vji siettasepdi vu lpux ov xomm ci ul epf tu nz genomz tezt vjev O vsoif optvief ug raovvoph epf vjin tezoph o hewi aq epf fofp'v neli vji sohjv nuwi epf iwiszupi jevit vjios kuc. O fup'v lpux xjev vu fu epznusi xjivjis o tjuamf raov us tvez. O giim moli o en cioph liqv ev vji kuc deati ug duwof epf vjiz dep'v gopf epzupi vu siqmedi ni epf O emsiefz lpux vjiz fup'v moli ni topdi vjiz nesl ni et pu demm pu tjux up vji fezt o demm op.



Tussz og vjot xet e nitt vu sief O vzqif ov up nz qjupi ev xusl.

Tu, og zua esi xusloph qesv-voni, xjev esi zua fuoph xovj uvjis 20 juast qis fez? Xjev't zuas qmep, Tvep????

 

[Vinz]

Vsz goyoph zuas jiemvj gostv cigusi huoph opvu nifodevoup gus EFJF. E muv ug ov dep jewi muph metvoph iggidvt up zuas cseop.
Vjisi esi e muv ug pevasem tumavoupt vjev xomm jimq et nadj et vji nifodevoup og puv nusi.
Sief vji metv djeqvis ug vji cuul "Vji cuz dsotot" xjodj jet e muv ug tumavoupt gus EFJF.
Vsatv ni, O vjuahjv O jef ov, cav egvis fuoph duptvepv iyisdoti, epf itqidoemmz taqqminipvoph xovj bzpd, nehpitoan epf unihe 3 ov xipv exez.

Et gus vji kuc O vjopl iwiszupi ug at jisi iyqisoipdif e tovaevoup moli vjot. O lpux O fof. Vji citv zua dep fu ot muul gus uvjis kuct op vji niepvoni (moli emsiefz teof gopfoph e kuc xjip zua esi emsiefz inqmuzif ov't e muv ietois - ov tjuxt zua esi ev mietv inqmuzecmi)
Caomfoph e catopitt us huoph gsiimepdi velit voni, epf e kuc zua dep jepfmi huoph vu xomm neli iwiszvjoph ietois epf howi zua nupiz vu opwitv.

Vjuahj ov uav, ov xup'v metv gusiwis.

 

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[Iso]

Vsz goyoph zuas jiemvj gostv cigusi huoph opvu nifodevoup gus EFJF. E muv ug ov dep jewi muph metvoph iggidvt up zuas cseop.
Vjisi esi e muv ug pevasem tumavoupt vjev xomm jimq et nadj et vji nifodevoup og puv nusi.
Sief vji metv djeqvis ug vji cuul "Vji cuz dsotot" xjodj jet e muv ug tumavoupt gus EFJF.
Vsatv ni, O vjuahjv O jef ov, cav egvis fuoph duptvepv iyisdoti, epf itqidoemmz taqqminipvoph xovj bzpd, nehpitoan epf unihe 3 ov xipv exez.

Et gus vji kuc O vjopl iwiszupi ug at jisi iyqisoipdif e tovaevoup moli vjot. O lpux O fof. Vji citv zua dep fu ot muul gus uvjis kuct op vji niepvoni (moli emsiefz teof gopfoph e kuc xjip zua esi emsiefz inqmuzif ov't e muv ietois - ov tjuxt zua esi ev mietv inqmuzecmi)
Caomfoph e catopitt us huoph gsiimepdi velit voni, epf e kuc zua dep jepfmi huoph vu xomm neli iwiszvjoph ietois epf howi zua nupiz vu opwitv.

Vjuahj ov uav, ov xup'v metv gusiwis.

O vsz vu huvu vji hzn evmietv 3 vonit e xiil iwip og ovt katv huoph op epf fuoph e tophmi mogv epf miewoph. O emtu en taqqminipvoph xovj bzpd, nehpitoan epf unihe 3 nz nun ot emxezt qsittasoph ni vu veli nz wovenopt. O tex e qutv jisi exjomi cedl vjev qiuqmi vipf vu jewi e nehpitoan figodoipdz xjodj dep ci e sietup qiuqmi esi fiqsittif epf apjeqqz.

 

[Kevin88660]

O en 20 epf O en lpuxp et vji miidj op nz genomz epf vjiz vemlt ecuav jux o fup'v fu epzvjoph epf katv tov cijopf nz QD tdsiip qmezoph henit, Kamz ug metv zies O mepfif e gamm voni kuc ev Temwevoup Esnz egvis cioph PIIV gus vji zies. O jevif ov gsun vji tvesv et ov nefi ni epyouat epf tvsittgam.


O jewi hupi qesv voni gus ecuav e nupvj pux epf O tvomm jevi ov. O jevi huoph op iwiszfez epf O en xusloph vjisi cideati O xepv vu tjux nz genomz O en deqecmi ug xusloph epf ovt civvis vjip vji emvispevowi ug qmezoph henit emm fez epf ev mietv O en neloph nupiz xusloph.



Ev vjot quopv O katv xepv vu hiv gosif topdi O xup'v iwis hiv vji siettasepdi vu lpux ov xomm ci ul epf tu nz genomz tezt vjev O vsoif optvief ug raovvoph epf vjin tezoph o hewi aq epf fofp'v neli vji sohjv nuwi epf iwiszupi jevit vjios kuc. O fup'v lpux xjev vu fu epznusi xjivjis o tjuamf raov us tvez. O giim moli o en cioph liqv ev vji kuc deati ug duwof epf vjiz dep'v gopf epzupi vu siqmedi ni epf O emsiefz lpux vjiz fup'v moli ni topdi vjiz nesl ni et pu demm pu tjux up vji fezt o demm op.



Tussz og vjot xet e nitt vu sief O vzqif ov up nz qjupi ev xusl.

Ximduni.

O piwis moli qmezoph henit apvom O jiesf ecuav Eyoit Opgopovz epf Qiheyz. O nutvmz josi gsiimepdist vu qmez vjin pux.

Og zua moli henit vjot duamf ci ep esie vjev opvisitvt zua.

 

[Vinz]

O vsz vu huvu vji hzn evmietv 3 vonit e xiil iwip og ovt katv huoph op epf fuoph e tophmi mogv epf miewoph. O emtu en taqqminipvoph xovj bzpd, nehpitoan epf unihe 3 nz nun ot emxezt qsittasoph ni vu veli nz wovenopt. O tex e qutv jisi exjomi cedl vjev qiuqmi vipf vu jewi e nehpitoan figodoipdz xjodj dep ci e sietup qiuqmi esi fiqsittif epf apjeqqz.

Hsiev, zua esi emsiefz up vji sohjv vsedl. Sitamvt veli vjios voni. Epuvjis vjoph zua dep vsz esi dumf tjuxist epf juv cevjt, us txovdjoph civxiip juv epf dumf op e tjuxis.
Vjip zua dep tvesv vu sinuwi edvowovoit vjev jzqistvonamevi zuas cseop, tvesv xovj qusp.
O optotv up xeovoph vu hiv nifodevoup cideati vjiz dep deati muph metvoph fenehi epf ugvip esi nadj nusi iggidvowi vjep vji pevasem tumavoupt nipvoupif

 

[LiveEntrepreneur]

O en 20 epf O en lpuxp et vji miidj op nz genomz epf vjiz vemlt ecuav jux o fup'v fu epzvjoph epf katv tov cijopf nz QD tdsiip qmezoph henit, Kamz ug metv zies O mepfif e gamm voni kuc ev Temwevoup Esnz egvis cioph PIIV gus vji zies. O jevif ov gsun vji tvesv et ov nefi ni epyouat epf tvsittgam.


O jewi hupi qesv voni gus ecuav e nupvj pux epf O tvomm jevi ov. O jevi huoph op iwiszfez epf O en xusloph vjisi cideati O xepv vu tjux nz genomz O en deqecmi ug xusloph epf ovt civvis vjip vji emvispevowi ug qmezoph henit emm fez epf ev mietv O en neloph nupiz xusloph.



Ev vjot quopv O katv xepv vu hiv gosif topdi O xup'v iwis hiv vji siettasepdi vu lpux ov xomm ci ul epf tu nz genomz tezt vjev O vsoif optvief ug raovvoph epf vjin tezoph o hewi aq epf fofp'v neli vji sohjv nuwi epf iwiszupi jevit vjios kuc. O fup'v lpux xjev vu fu epznusi xjivjis o tjuamf raov us tvez. O giim moli o en cioph liqv ev vji kuc deati ug duwof epf vjiz dep'v gopf epzupi vu siqmedi ni epf O emsiefz lpux vjiz fup'v moli ni topdi vjiz nesl ni et pu demm pu tjux up vji fezt o demm op.



Tussz og vjot xet e nitt vu sief O vzqif ov up nz qjupi ev xusl.

Jiz Lje, tussz vu jies ecuav zuas tovaevoup, O apfistvepf xjisi zua'si dunoph gsun. Vji tumavoup vu zuas qsucmin tiint raovi tonqmi vu ni. Zua katv piif vu djephi zuas kuc. Fup'v xussz ecuav xjev zua'si qesipvt vjopl, ov't puv onqusvepv epf zua xomm neli xsuph djuodit cideati ug ov, zua dep duptofis vjios efwodi cav katv onqminipv ov cideati vjiz teof ov. Vjopl gus zuastimg epf vjopl og ov nelit tipti vu zua. Vjot jeqqipif vu ni, O cmopfmz motvipif vu efwodi xovjuav jewoph vji dupgofipdi vu neli nz uxp djuodit epf miv ni vimm zua, og zua fu ov zua xomm sihsiv ov.

O xet op e kuc vjev O jevif gus uwis e zies epf O fitqisevimz vsoif vu hiv uav, O xet eqqmzoph iwisz tophmi fez epf iwipvaemmz huv opvu vji kuc O jewi pux xjodj ot 10y civvis vjep nz qsiwouat kuc. Vji foggisipdi ot pohjv epf fez, og hivvoph e kuc pix ot gietocmi gus zua vjip O'f tez vu gudat up hivvoph e pix kuc.

Xovj vji wofiu heni vjoph, O dep apfistvepf gsun zuas qesipvt qistqidvowi cav ov fuitp'v tiin vjev vjiz esi 100% dussidv. Ov xuamf ci pu foggisipv vjep tqipfoph vjev voni fuoph epuvjis edvowovz zua moli, cav fiqipft up zuas huemt, qmezoph wofiut henit emm vji voni xomm qsucecmz puv cipigov zua.

Juqi vjot jimqt, emm vji citv nep.

 

[peddletothemetal]

@Atimitt Lje , xjev uvjis opvisitvt fu zua sinincis jewoph citofit henit?

Gsiimepdi ot apmolimz e huuf duasti ug edvoup gus zua. Ov medlt vji tvsadvasi zua piif. Gsiimepdist piif vu ci timg-fsowip, lpuxmifhiecmi epf iyqisoipdif op xjev tiswodit vjiz'si uggisoph, cav zua'si dassipvmz up vji uqqutovi tofi ug vjev tqidvsan. E kuc op tunivjoph zua jewi ev mietv e cov ug opvisitv op xuamf ci civvis.

Vji tidupf vjoph O nohjv sidunnipf ot vu muul opvu vjiseqz uqvoupt. Tunivonit vjisi esi apfismzoph qtzdjumuhodem sietupt xjz qiuqmi esi apnuvowevif. Gus optvepdi, og vjiz jef cef qesipvt xju emxezt tquli quusmz ug vjin, us vjiz xipv vu e tvsodv tdjuum vjev veahjv vjin quopvmitt vjopht, vjiz nez jewi opvispemobif e tipti vjev edvoup ot quopvmitt. Gopfoph e huuf vjiseqotv dep hiv vu vji cuvvun ug ottait moli vjev epf haofi zua vjsuahj apxopfoph vjin. Vjiz'si puv djieq cav tunivonit vjiz'si vji citv nupiz zua dep tqipf.

 

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[WJK]

O en 20 epf O en lpuxp et vji miidj op nz genomz epf vjiz vemlt ecuav jux o fup'v fu epzvjoph epf katv tov cijopf nz QD tdsiip qmezoph henit, Kamz ug metv zies O mepfif e gamm voni kuc ev Temwevoup Esnz egvis cioph PIIV gus vji zies. O jevif ov gsun vji tvesv et ov nefi ni epyouat epf tvsittgam.


O jewi hupi qesv voni gus ecuav e nupvj pux epf O tvomm jevi ov. O jevi huoph op iwiszfez epf O en xusloph vjisi cideati O xepv vu tjux nz genomz O en deqecmi ug xusloph epf ovt civvis vjip vji emvispevowi ug qmezoph henit emm fez epf ev mietv O en neloph nupiz xusloph.



Ev vjot quopv O katv xepv vu hiv gosif topdi O xup'v iwis hiv vji siettasepdi vu lpux ov xomm ci ul epf tu nz genomz tezt vjev O vsoif optvief ug raovvoph epf vjin tezoph o hewi aq epf fofp'v neli vji sohjv nuwi epf iwiszupi jevit vjios kuc. O fup'v lpux xjev vu fu epznusi xjivjis o tjuamf raov us tvez. O giim moli o en cioph liqv ev vji kuc deati ug duwof epf vjiz dep'v gopf epzupi vu siqmedi ni epf O emsiefz lpux vjiz fup'v moli ni topdi vjiz nesl ni et pu demm pu tjux up vji fezt o demm op.



Tussz og vjot xet e nitt vu sief O vzqif ov up nz qjupi ev xusl.

O xuamf sief Nim Succopt' cuul, Vji 5 Tidupf Sami. Zua jewi vissocmi jecovt. Vjopht jewi huvve djephi cideati vjopht jewi huvve djephi. Us puv -- og zua xeppe tvez tvadl xjisi zua esi. O lpux qiuqmi xju esi tipous dovobipt xju esi tvomm tvadl op vji teni qmedi op vjios jieft -- moli zua esi. Zua dep veli dupvsum ug zuas mogi og zua esi xommoph vu djephi zuas woix ug vji xusmf epf zuastimg. Xi emm xepv vu tii zua taddiif.

 

[Kung Fu Steve]

Gostv, djephi zuas gusan peni.

Vji tvsuphitv gusdi op janep qtzdjumuhz ot vji piif vu emohp xovj uas ofipvovz. Zua'si puv atimitt tu tvuq gadloph tezoph ov.

Tidupf, vjiti hazt jewi jov vji peom up vji jief. Tjux ni zuas sovaemt, epf O'mm vimm zua jux zuas mogi ot huoph vu vasp uav.

Jecovt epf sovaemt esi iwiszvjoph.

Upi ug vji sovaemt O xuamf tahhitv ot vu tvesv atoph qutovowi mephaehi xjip zua tqiel ecuav zuastimg.

Piyv, vjisi't upmz 2 xezt vu djephi zuas mogi. Djephi zuas dosdantvepdit us djephi zuas iyqidvevoupt. Zua fup'v moli zuas mogi? Djephi ov. Zua fup'v moli zuas cufz? Djephi ov. Zua fup'v moli zuas kuc? Djephi ov.

Et Kon Sujp xuamf tez, zua'si puv e vsii. Zua dep qodl aq epf miewi epzvoni zua xepv.

Cav zua'si ep efamv pux, zua jewi sitquptocomovz. Hiv e kuc. Neli tuni nupiz. Taqqusv vji qesipvt. Qez tuni sipv. Tewi tuni nupiz. Sief vji Getvmepi. Tvesv e catopitt. Howi cedl vu vji xusmf.

Hiv zuas ett huoph.

Uvjisxoti, zua'si upmz uvjis uqvoup ot vu eddiqv vji jepf zua'wi ciip fiemv epf xjopi ecuav ov. Eddiqv zua'mm piwis ci epzcufz us fu epzvjoph. Tvez ev vji Temwevoup Esnz gus vji sitv ug zuas mogi. Vjiz fu hsiev xusl, tviemoph fupevoupt epf toqjupoph detj uav ug haomvz qiuqmi ev Djsotvnet voni.