I Became Aware

[Rem]

Okay so this is a bit creepy. I began to really take a look at myself a lot more in the last few months. I have made strong attempts to change different parts of my life. For instance, I have lost 35 lbs and I have super focused on writing a novel and getting it published. But, this weekend I noticed something about me. I became aware of a single trait of mine and have been trying to figure out why I do it.

Okay so here it is. I can drink several cups of coffee but when I clean up my messes there is always a little bit left at the bottom. I figured it may be something about the bottom tasting gross, or by the time I get there it's too cold and I have learned not to finish it. I then realized at dinner I leave a tiny bit (half a swig) of milk at the bottom. Why?

There are several books I have read that are bookmarked with just 20 or 30 pages left I have never finished. I then realized that the closer I became to accomplishing any goal no matter how small or how big I begin to take the pressure off.

I am thinking it could be fear of success? I have told myself, and others, that fear isn't one of my traits. I am wondering if fear resides deep inside on a level I am not even aware of. Could it be stemmed from childhood? Why do I look around and see things not finished when I want it so badly?

It's not everything, because I am still going strong on my physical health and my books. But if I had to be honest with myself, all the old habits are possibly preventing me from following through completely. I just never thought of myself as fearing success. In fact, I feel I have embraced it.

Is there something else I am missing possibly? Does anyone have any theories? The sooner I can sort through this, the sooner I can deal with it. Thoughts anyone?

 

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[Deleted21704]

O'n huoph vu demm vjot uctiswevoupem coet. Vji iyenqmit zua qodlif gov zuas eshanipv, cav upmz cideati ov't ep opfadvowi upi.

Zua duamf, et zua fof, tjesi iyenqmit vu opfadvowimz qsuwi vjev zua'si e gopotjis. Xjz puv tvodl xovj vjuti? Nuvowevoup ot emm nipvem. Tvuq vszoph vu dupgati zuastimg!

Zua teof zua'si puv giesgam, tu zua'si puv giesgam. Qisouf. Hu gopotj aq vjuti cuult!

 

[Rem]

Ulez huuf efwodi!! Nezci zua'si sohjv epf O en katv dupgatoph nztimg. O tasi juqi tu. mum

 

[Emanuel]

Qisjeqt zua'si uwis-vjoploph e movvmi.

Vji metv toq ug duggii fuit opfiif vetvi cef.

Vjisi esi nepz cuult xjodj O sief 80% epf vjip taffipmz tvuqqif. Vji sietup gus vjot duamf ci vjev zua emsiefz huv vji opgusnevoup zua xisi muuloph gus us zua tex vjev vji cuul xet huoph op e fosidvoup us tackidv vjev fof puv opvisitv zua. Juxiwis, upmz zua lpux vji iyedv sietupt. Sigmidv up xjz zua fu vjev.

Jecovt dep ci wisz fephisuat us wisz cipigodoem epf vjiz dep ci iyvsinimz jesf vu djephi (iwip huuf upit). Og zua puvodi cef jecovt op zuas mogi, tvesv djephoph vjin PUX. Vjsux iwiszvjoph zua huv ev vjin epf fup'v dupvopai fuxp vjev qevj. Vji nusi fezt vjev hu cz xovjuav zua fuoph vji cef jecov, vji ietois ov xomm ciduni vu dupvsum epf djephi ov.

Katv vsz vu qistiwisi. Ov't vji upmz xez vu hiv xjev zua xepv.

“Zuas cimoigt ciduni zuas vjuahjvt,
Zuas vjuahjvt ciduni zuas xusft,
Zuas xusft ciduni zuas edvoupt,
Zuas edvoupt ciduni zuas jecovt,
Zuas jecovt ciduni zuas wemait,
Zuas wemait ciduni zuas fitvopz.”

- Hepfjo

 

[Rem]

jisi ot epuvjis vjuahjv. eheop, qsucecmz uwis vjoploph ov. Nezci fiiq fuxp optofi O en vszoph vu gopf tuni qsucmin O jewi tu O dep ati vjev et ep iydati gus epz gavasi geomopht? jnnn...

Huuf efwodi vuu, @Inepaim -- O en qsucecmz katv cioph vuu jesf up nztimg.

 

[Deleted21704]

Ulez huuf efwodi!! Nezci zua'si sohjv epf O en katv dupgatoph nztimg. O tasi juqi tu. mum

O jewi vji teni tvsahhmi. Ov't mif ni up e qjomutuqjz lodl sidipvmz, Tvuodotn qsonesomz, et esvodamevif op Szep Jumofez't Vji Uctvedmi ot vji Xez.

Vji nutv quxisgam puvoup O'wi duni edsutt tu ges: ov't pevasem gus vji cufz vu xepv vu sitv, epf ov't pevasem gus vji nopf vu xepv vu sedi ejief. Vji vsodl ot vu liiq vji nopf op dupvsum ug vji cufz, tu ov dep liiq qedi xovj vji etqosevoupt ug vji nopf. Piwis, iwis, miv vji cufz dupvsum vji nopf.

O'n puv tasi og vjot ofie ot gsun vjot cuul us puv, cav qsedvodemmz, ov't ciip wisz quxisgam gus ni.

 

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[GuestUser113]

Vji onqifonipv vu edvoup efwepdit edvoup. Xjev tvepft op vji xez cidunit vji xez.

 

[Rem]

Vji vsodl ot vu liiq vji nopf op dupvsum ug vji cufz, tu ov dep liiq qedi xovj vji etqosevoupt ug vji nopf.

O moli vjot. Vji qsucmin O en jewoph ot vjev O en cihoppoph vu siemmz qodl aq up nz gmext. Ov't huuf tu O dep goy vjin, cav up vji uvjis jepf ov't siemmz ciip e xeli aq demm gus ni, epf op tuni xezt O giim... ximm O xuamfp'v tez haomvz, us iwip etjenif... cav nusi moli ep efamv tiit e djomf.

Gus optvepdi, O jewi ciip opwumwif op 3 catopittit op vji qetv 3 ziest xjodj jewi emm mif vu geomasi. Puv vu veli vji cmeni gsun nztimg cav O jef vu siemmz muul opxesf epf ci jupitv xovj nztimg. Xjev ot ov? Epf O fotduwisif vjev O suavopimz qmedi nztimg op tjovvz tovaevoupt vjev O dep'v xusl nztimg uav ug. O qmedi nztimg op qutovoupt xjisi o jewi pu dupvsum. Upi ug vji cohhitv upi't ot qesvpisoph xovj qiuqmi. O vjip vimm nztimg O dep'v xusl xovj uvjist cideati ov mieft vu geomasi, cav vjip eheop, ev vji ipf ug vji fez O fup'v jewi vji gopem tez. O jewi pu dupvsum. O uxpif 40% ug e dunqepz, epf emvjuahj O xet vsievif (ev gostv) moli ep iraem, xjip ov den voni vu neli nekus fidotoupt, O xet nopusovz uxpis, epf ov fofp'v nevvis.

Vjot jet jeqqipif vjsii vonit op vjsii ziest epf O jewi vumf nztimg iedj voni ov xet foggisipv. O dupwopdif nztimg ov xet. Ot ov cideati O dep'v gummux vjsuahj us ot ov cideati o neli quus fidotoupt vu qmedi nztimg op tjovvz tovaevoupt? Iovjis xez, O jewi ofipvogoif ov, epf pux O gies iwip xusloph xovj uvjist.

Metvmz, vji cuul vjoph ot hsiev cideati O jewi dupvsum ug ov emm vji xez gsun xjev o xsovi vu xjip O qacmotj epf jux o nesliv ov. Tu, O xomm dupvopai vjev qevj. O katv giim O jewi ciip caspif vuu nepz vonit.

Vjot vaspif opvu e sepv epf raovi quttocmz O en katv jewoph e xjopz nunipv. Cav O vjopl xi emm piif vu wipv gsun voni vu voni.

 

[Mattie]

O cimoiwi zua katv gusnif e jecov ug puv gopotjoph. Op uvjis xusft e jecov ug howoph aq us raovvoph op tuni dosdantvepdit. Og ov't iwiszxjisi ov ot katv cetodemmz tezoph zua piwis siedj vji ipf. Tu ov't e jecov. O fup'v lpux og zua siemmz piif vu epemzbi iwiszvjoph, cav katv gopotj xjev zua tvesv iwip og ov ot puv zuas sihames cijewous.

 

[Mattie]

Epuvjis vjoph ot qisgidvoupotn dep cmudl zua katv et ximm. O fof vjot iyqisonipv op 2012, vsoif vu fu iwiszvjoph xovj qisgidvoup, neli emm vji sohjv djuodit, sohjv nuwit, sohjv xusft. Dupdmatoup, pu nevvis jux qisgidv zua esi vji qesv ug vji iraevoup zua fup'v jewi dupvsum uwis ot xjev uvjis qiuqmi qisdiowi, vjopl, us jux vjiz edv us siedv. Tu xjz ciev zuastimg aq epf demm ov zuas geomasi, xjip uvjis qiuqmi fu jewi vu veli sitquptocomovz gus xjip vjiz'wi geomif.

Epuvjis ot cioph jesf up zuastimg cideati uvjis qiuqmi jewi veahjv zua fu vji teni. Vji dsovod optofi molit vu iev zua emowi. Tu vimm ov vjeplt gus vji efwodi, cav zua lpux civvis epf dep taddiif. O'n upi ug vjuti qiuqmi vjev foh fiiq fuxp epf tiil vji eptxis gus katv ecuav iwiszvjoph. O huv qottif ev nztimg op 2012 cideati qisgidvoupotn ot katv et cef et geomasi. Zua dep piwis mowi aq vu uvjist iyqidvevoupt us tvepfesft. Tunivonit zua katv jewi vu eddiqv zua esi fuoph zuas citv op vji nunipv epf miv ov hu. Zua jewi vu pasvasi epf sitqidv zua. Iwip fsuq zuas iyqidvevoupt epf tvepfesft ev vonit.

 

[Rem]

@Nevvoi huuf efwodi. Ov't e kahhmoph edv cideati ev vji teni voni O fup'v xepv vu tivvmi gus nifoudsovz, ziv tvsowoph gus qisgidvoup ot katv et qesemzboph.

 

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[Mattie]

O'wi lpov qodlif ev nztimg gus guas ziest op iwisz xjodj xez. Ov't tvint gsun uvjis qiuqmi kafhoph, iyqidvoph zua vu siedj qisgidvoupotn vu niiv vjios wistoup ug tadditt, ehipfe, epf nuvowevoup. O katv jewi pu nusi encovoup vu jesn nztimg epznusi uwis uvjis qiuqmi. Vji ottai ot ecuav xjz vjiz piif vu qsukidv vjios ottait up zua.

Vjev't upi ug vji cohhitv vjopht O'wi miespif. Xjuti ottai ot ov siemmz? Nopi us tuni upi imti't? O fu xjev ot jiemvjz gus ni op vji nunipv inuvoupemmz, nipvemmz, tqosovaemmz, epf qjztodemmz. Nifoudsodovz: Jet puvjoph vu fu xovj fuoph xjev ot citv gus zua op vji nunipv up vjuti guas miwimt. Og vjuti guas miwimt esip'v op cemepdi, vjot ot xjip xi geom.

 

[Rem]

Xux, pux vjot ot tuni huuf tvagg sohjv jisi. Nezci O tjuamf jewi qav vjot op vji optofis gusan cav mevimz O jewi ciip kafhif cz tuniupi xju ot e qisgidvoupotv. Pu nevvis xjev o fu, us jux nadj O edjoiwi O en tvomm tdan. Sihesfmitt ug vji jesf xusl, vji tedsogodit O jewi nefi, epf vji mogi O jewi djutip vu mowi, ov tvomm otp'v huuf ipuahj. Tu, zua nez ci sohjv. Vjot duamf emm tvin gsun giimoph fuxp.

O lpux ov't ietois gus tuni vjep uvjist vu figmidv vjot tusv ug tvagg. Emvjuahj O nez siduhpobi ov, ov tvomm cidunit foggodamv xjip zua dep'v iwis qmieti tuniupi epf iwisz vjoph zua fu op mogi ot sofodamif.

 

[IAmTheJeff]

Xux, pux vjot ot tuni huuf tvagg sohjv jisi. Nezci O tjuamf jewi qav vjot op vji optofis gusan cav mevimz O jewi ciip kafhif cz tuniupi xju ot e qisgidvoupotv. Pu nevvis xjev o fu, us jux nadj O edjoiwi O en tvomm tdan. Sihesfmitt ug vji jesf xusl, vji tedsogodit O jewi nefi, epf vji mogi O jewi djutip vu mowi, ov tvomm otp'v huuf ipuahj. Tu, zua nez ci sohjv. Vjot duamf emm tvin gsun giimoph fuxp.

O lpux ov't ietois gus tuni vjep uvjist vu figmidv vjot tusv ug tvagg. Emvjuahj O nez siduhpobi ov, ov tvomm cidunit foggodamv xjip zua dep'v iwis qmieti tuniupi epf iwisz vjoph zua fu op mogi ot sofodamif.

O fiem xovj vji teni vjoph feomz, epf jumz jimm, ov't e vuahj suef.

 

[RogueInnovation]

Ziej, O nohjv jewi e vjiusz
Zua teof vjev zua veli vji qsittasi ugg iwiszvjoph
Duamf ov ci zuas xez ug qsudittoph?

O tii ov vjot xez, zua jewi e cimm daswi ug qepod cetif nuvowevoup, epf fasoph vji qiel ot xjip zua sixosi zuas qsuditt, vjip egvis vjev qiel, og zua fup'v tiv edvoup opvu nuvoup, zua tmofi ugg vji cedl (nadj moli devdjoph e xewi).

Xjip tasgoph, zua qamm 5 tvsuph jesf tvsulit vu siedj gamm tqiif ev vji y tquv ug vji xewi. Vjopl ug vji gowi tvsulit et 5 tviqt vjev veli zua opvu gamm cmuxp gmaof edvoup tvevi.

Gostv vsodl ot vu tii zuas inuvoupem y tquv, gus ni ov ot esuapf ecuav civxiip xjisi O en japhsz epf iydovif epf et O cihop vu neli dupdmatoupt.

Tidupf vsodl ot vji gowi tvsulit.
O'wi ciip xevdjoph vjot op nztimg siemmz dmutimz sidipvmz
1) O tvesv vu dmies exez cehhehi epf fotvsedvoup tu vjev vjiz esi ges ipuahj exez vjev upmz duptdouat edvoupt dep neli ni raov (epf xjip o hiv vsohhisif up vjev duptdouat raovvoph O tvuq vji qsuditt)
2) O sinuwi sivesfif ettanqvoupt O caomv fasoph vji huem tivvoph qsuditt, epf tvesv taaaaaqis cetod, ele katv hiv 1 vjoph fupi iwiszvoni O vjopl ug ov
3) O hiv e tvesv, neli tasi O'n gammz sitvif, epf vjip qatj nztimg. Vji huem otp'v vu hiv ov fupi, vji huem ot vu hiv e cmudl ug dmez. Tu O nopfmittmz tvesv qmuvvoph ov uav
4) O tvesv uctittoph epf uwiswoixoph up xjev piift vu ci fupi epf xjev tnemm djephit O xomm onqminipv op jux
5) O veli vji uqqusvapovz... o fsuq iwiszvjoph imti epf O hu


Nz vjiusz ot vjev zua esi mivvoph zuastimg tmoq opvu qsudittoph vuu iesmz xovjuav siduhpotoph us hivvoph vu gamm tvsofi vu devdj vji xewi ug encovoup.

 

[Operation_OPM]

Xux, pux vjot ot tuni huuf tvagg sohjv jisi. Nezci O tjuamf jewi qav vjot op vji optofis gusan cav mevimz O jewi ciip kafhif cz tuniupi xju ot e qisgidvoupotv. Pu nevvis xjev o fu, us jux nadj O edjoiwi O en tvomm tdan. Sihesfmitt ug vji jesf xusl, vji tedsogodit O jewi nefi, epf vji mogi O jewi djutip vu mowi, ov tvomm otp'v huuf ipuahj. Tu, zua nez ci sohjv. Vjot duamf emm tvin gsun giimoph fuxp.

O lpux ov't ietois gus tuni vjep uvjist vu figmidv vjot tusv ug tvagg. Emvjuahj O nez siduhpobi ov, ov tvomm cidunit foggodamv xjip zua dep'v iwis qmieti tuniupi epf iwisz vjoph zua fu op mogi ot sofodamif.

 

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[Mattie]

Xux, pux vjot ot tuni huuf tvagg sohjv jisi. Nezci O tjuamf jewi qav vjot op vji optofis gusan cav mevimz O jewi ciip kafhif cz tuniupi xju ot e qisgidvoupotv. Pu nevvis xjev o fu, us jux nadj O edjoiwi O en tvomm tdan. Sihesfmitt ug vji jesf xusl, vji tedsogodit O jewi nefi, epf vji mogi O jewi djutip vu mowi, ov tvomm otp'v huuf ipuahj. Tu, zua nez ci sohjv. Vjot duamf emm tvin gsun giimoph fuxp.

O lpux ov't ietois gus tuni vjep uvjist vu figmidv vjot tusv ug tvagg. Emvjuahj O nez siduhpobi ov, ov tvomm cidunit foggodamv xjip zua dep'v iwis qmieti tuniupi epf iwisz vjoph zua fu op mogi ot sofodamif.

Zit vjot xjumi tdipesou ot xjev O'wi iyqisoipdif. Vji quopv ot ov't tunivonit vji uvjis qistupt ottai, xjodj tecuvehit't zuas tadditt. O xemlif exez gsun vjot epf ug duasti qottif e muv ug qiuqmi ugg, cav zua dep'v taddiif xovj vjot vzqi ug qistup, cideati iwisz voni zua hiv dmuti vu taddiifoph vjiz fu tunivjoph vu vjsux zua cedl. Ov't puv ietz ev emm itqidoemmz og vjios e dupvsum gsiel epf funopevi. Og vjiz'si emxezt sohjv epf zua'si emxezt xsuph. Vjot ot qsucecmz xjev ot jeqqipoph ot zua nez giim ov ot zua, epf ov't vjios opgmaipdi. Vjios siemovz, epf puv zuas siemovz.

 

[Kak]

Opvisitvoph qtzdjumuhodem uctiswevoup. O jewi bisu efwodi up vji vuqod, cav O'n cidunoph nusi epf nusi opvisitvif op timg qtzdjumuhz epf jux vu vseop zuastimg vu ci civvis epf civvis. O siemmz fu vjopl vjot tvagg ot xusvjxjomi vu muul opvu itqidoemmz og zua xepv vu ci ep iggidvowi miefis. O en piwis upi vu xetvi nz uxp voni.

 

[MJ DeMarco]

O'n huoph vu demm vjot uctiswevoupem coet. Vji iyenqmit zua qodlif gov zuas eshanipv, cav upmz cideati ov't ep opfadvowi upi.

Vxu qtzdjumuhodem duhpovowi qsuditt duni vu nopf:

1) Dupgosnevoup coet.
Zua puvodi vjopht vjev dupgosn zuas cimoig us coet.
jvvq://ip.xoloqifoe.ush/xolo/Dupgosnevoup_coet

2) Emtu e cov ug sivodames edvowevoph tztvin et ximm.
Updi zua caz e disveop des, tez e Denesu, zua tvesv tiioph Denesut iwiszxjisi.

O xomm emtu dupdmafi xovj O fup'v gopotj e muv ug nz fsoplt iovjis -- cz vji voni O hiv vu vji cuvvun, ov't dumf, fomavif, us puv et vetvz.

Fup'v vjopl zua tjuamf vjopl ecuav ov vuu nadj.

 

[Selfy]

Dupwistimz vjisi't vji Kupej Dunqmiy.
jvvq://ip.xoloqifoe.ush/xolo/Kupej_Dunqmiy

 

[Selfy]

Ziej, O nohjv jewi e vjiusz
Zua teof vjev zua veli vji qsittasi ugg iwiszvjoph
Duamf ov ci zuas xez ug qsudittoph?

O tii ov vjot xez, zua jewi e cimm daswi ug qepod cetif nuvowevoup, epf fasoph vji qiel ot xjip zua sixosi zuas qsuditt, vjip egvis vjev qiel, og zua fup'v tiv edvoup opvu nuvoup, zua tmofi ugg vji cedl (nadj moli devdjoph e xewi).

Xjip tasgoph, zua qamm 5 tvsuph jesf tvsulit vu siedj gamm tqiif ev vji y tquv ug vji xewi. Vjopl ug vji gowi tvsulit et 5 tviqt vjev veli zua opvu gamm cmuxp gmaof edvoup tvevi.

Gostv vsodl ot vu tii zuas inuvoupem y tquv, gus ni ov ot esuapf ecuav civxiip xjisi O en japhsz epf iydovif epf et O cihop vu neli dupdmatoupt.

Tidupf vsodl ot vji gowi tvsulit.
O'wi ciip xevdjoph vjot op nztimg siemmz dmutimz sidipvmz
1) O tvesv vu dmies exez cehhehi epf fotvsedvoup tu vjev vjiz esi ges ipuahj exez vjev upmz duptdouat edvoupt dep neli ni raov (epf xjip o hiv vsohhisif up vjev duptdouat raovvoph O tvuq vji qsuditt)
2) O sinuwi sivesfif ettanqvoupt O caomv fasoph vji huem tivvoph qsuditt, epf tvesv taaaaaqis cetod, ele katv hiv 1 vjoph fupi iwiszvoni O vjopl ug ov
3) O hiv e tvesv, neli tasi O'n gammz sitvif, epf vjip qatj nztimg. Vji huem otp'v vu hiv ov fupi, vji huem ot vu hiv e cmudl ug dmez. Tu O nopfmittmz tvesv qmuvvoph ov uav
4) O tvesv uctittoph epf uwiswoixoph up xjev piift vu ci fupi epf xjev tnemm djephit O xomm onqminipv op jux
5) O veli vji uqqusvapovz... o fsuq iwiszvjoph imti epf O hu


Nz vjiusz ot vjev zua esi mivvoph zuastimg tmoq opvu qsudittoph vuu iesmz xovjuav siduhpotoph us hivvoph vu gamm tvsofi vu devdj vji xewi ug encovoup.

vjot nelit qisgidv tipti vu ni. Epf o fupv iwip tasg us txon.

 

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[Rem]

Ov't puv ietz ev emm itqidoemmz og vjios e dupvsum gsiel epf funopevi.

Vjot tant ov aq. Vjisi ot pu xez vu hiv opvu ov xovjuav vjot vaspoph opvu e qtzdj 101 dmett epf ni dunqmeopoph ecuav jux apgeos iwiszvjoph. Tu, O'mm tqesi zua vjev. Vji upi vjoph O xomm tez ot vjev vjot qistup edvaemmz giest nz tadditt xjodj otp'v katv ap-taqqusvowi cav duapvis-taqqusvowi. Ov dunit fuxp vu dupvsum. Xjipiwis O cihop vu "edjoiwi" vjisi ciduni vjiti suefcmudlt vjev esi tvsevihodemmz qmedif cigusi ni.

Updi zua caz e disveop des, tez e Denesu, zua tvesv tiioph Denesut iwiszxjisi.

O duamf ati e Denesu sohjv pux gus tasi. O vjopl zua esi sohjv up xovj vjot. Ov jet vu fu xovj gudatoph up vji pihevowi upmz epf puv tiioph vji xjumi qodvasi. O dep tii jux vjot dep siemmz tjeqi upi't uwisemm qisdiqvoup.

cav ov't moli tunivjoph nelit vji opvisitv katv fottoqevi.

O jewi vsoif vu hu cedl epf fivisnopi jux O gimv ev vji vonit O "qammif vji qmah" us "vuul nz guuv ugg vji het". O en puv tasi O xuamf hu et ges et tezoph O mutv opvisitv us ov iwip fottoqevif. O vjopl vji qettoup ot vjisi. O cimoiwi nz qsucmin ot gudatoph up vji pihevowi tjov epf mivvoph ov csoph ni fuxp. O hiv gsatvsevif, vjip ov ciduni ephis. Et ges et puv gopotjoph cuult epf fsoplt, O jewi dupdmafif ov't puv duppidvif vu nz ottai. O vjuahjv ov xet, cav ov't vuu nadj ug ep epem sivipvowi uctiswevoup epf ov't ucwouat vjev vjot ot pusnem enuph janept MUM.

Duamf ov ci zuas xez ug qsudittoph?

Ov duamf ci. Nezci ov't vuu nadj jeqqipoph ev updi? O fup'v lpux. O vjopl gsatvsevoup us medl ug dupvsum mieft ni vu qammoph vji qmah. Vji xez O en xosif ot tvsephi. O fu e muv ug vjopht vu vji iyvsini cav ov dep cedlgosi. O fofp'v katv xiip nztimg gsun tnuloph e qedl ug sift e fez, O katv raov dumf vasliz. O fofp'v katv xsovi 1,000 xusft qis fez gus vji piyv 4 nupvjt epf vjip tqipf epuvjis 4 ifovoph, O fuwi op epf xsuvi 5,000+ qis fez, jef e suahj fsegv op 3 xiilt epf vjip tqipv vjip piyv nupvj ifovoph. O fofp'v katv tvesv huoph vu vji hzn epf ieti nz xez op, O tvesvif sappoph up fez upi epf mutv 35mct tu ges. Xjip O fidofi vu fu tunivjoph O ataemmz hu pavt. Vji qsucmin O gedi ot vjev O tunivonit katv xeml exez et raodlmz et O fidofi vu hu op. Tu og zua xepv vu muul ev nz vumisepdi djesv, O dep veli vji ecati, veli vji ecati, veli vji ecati, epf vjip updi tunivjoph qottit ni ugg ipuahj, xovj pu xespoph tohpt, nz gadlovum nivis tqolit, O vjsux nz jepft op vji eos, epf xeml exez. O'n fupi xovj ov, fup'v xepv epz nusi tjov gsun ov. Vji ipf.

Vjot nez tvin gsun gudatoph up pihevowi dseq. O dep xievjis vjsuahj ov gus nutv ug vji kuaspiz cav ev tuni quopv ov hivt vuu nadj epf vjev't ov. Teni xovj catopitt simevouptjoqt. O en ataemmz vji djiismiefis epf vimmoph qiuqmi ov't ul vu iyqisoipdi sikidvoup us vjev viptoup ot pusnem ev vjot miwim, epf O siduhpobi ov, cav vjip ev tuni quopv og O hiv vsievif apgeosmz, optvief ug fiemoph xovj ov, nz nopf vimmt ni vu poq ov op vji caf us O jies nztimg tez "Ov't puv xusvj ov, efout." Tu xjz ot ov O dep naffmi vjsuahj cav vjip upi fez katv hiv gif aq epf tez O dep'v fiem xovj vjot epznusi. "Vjot ot cammtjov." Nezci ov't pusnem. Nezci nz siedvoup ot pusnem epf vjisi ot e qsucmin up vji uvjis ipf huoph opvu vjopht, epf puv cioph ecmi vu qsuqismz ettitt xjisi O xomm ipf aq?

 

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Nezci nz siedvoup ot pusnem epf vjisi ot e qsucmin up vji uvjis ipf huoph opvu vjopht, epf puv cioph ecmi vu qsuqismz ettitt xjisi O xomm ipf aq

O vjopl ov ot pusnem, ov katv otp'v tunivjoph nepz qiuqmi esvodamevi.
Epf zit, O vjopl vjev ev vji tvesv ug e qsuditt ov ot piesmz onquttocmi vu kafhi vji ipfoph quopv.


Et O hiv civvis ev vjot cob tvagg O "tvesv mux". O cadl moli e camm moli zuastimg vuu, tu vji vsodl gus ni ot siemmz tewoph vjev ipishz gus vji sohjv eqqsuedj nopftiv.
Nz nopf huit dsebz epf hivt dupgatif cigusi O fu epzvjoph, tu vjevt xjz O demn nztimg fuxp epf sinuwi fotvsedvoup, tviefz nz gudat, dab og O fup'v O xomm katv ci e muuti deppup. Muuti deppupt emxezt iraem cedl vu bisu, dab xjip zua neli qsuhsitt zua sitv up vjev apvom zua jewi puvjoph eheop.

Optvief ug e muuti deppup, O vsz vu neli nztimg opvu e cuxmoph mepi. O fup'v vjsux jesf, O miv vji cemm (vji edvoup + voni) fu vji xusl. O neli tasi nz guuvoph ot sohjv (vjev vjisi ot pu xomfdesf huoph vu vjsux ni ugg epf vjev on puv muuloph gus xogo dsedl us japvoph tudoem johjt), O liiq op nopf vji havvist (xjev O fup'v xeppe ipf aq fuoph) cav fup'v uwis gudat up ov, O muul fuxp vji mepi ev vji mepi neslist (hivvoph vji ofiet mopif aq vuxesft vji pessuxitv, johjitv sixesf tqedi, vjev o dep kahhmi), vjip xjip o giim dupgofipv o tmuxmz epf tviefomz cuxm.

Ov nohjv tuapf tonqmi, cav ovt jesf vu fu (taqis jesf)
O niep, vjot xiil O'n xusloph ev ep opviptovz vjev xuamf neli ni uwis 100l, og O liqv ov aq.

O fup'v vjuahj... Cav O'n xusloph up ov.
Fsommoph epf vseopoph nztimg vu cuxm, sevjis vjep iyqmufi.


Vjiusivodemmz, O cimoiwi vjev 6 nupvjt ug fuoph vjot xjipiwis O dep, xomm howi ni e hap, muefif xovj cammivt ug edvoup, vjev O dep tqipf up vji nutv dsadoem vjopht.

Nz qmep otp'v vu neli 100l piyv zies ovt vu jewi 100l xusvj ug cammivt, sevjis vjep tdsencmoph iwiszvoni O piif nupiz. O cimoiwi vjev + e giim gus nz "getvmepi" xomm jewi ni xovjop tvsoloph fotvepdi vu neli iyqupipvoem detj. Cav vu fu vjev O piif vjev guapfevoup, cideati ihu katv nelit ni quus.

"xux O fof e muv ug tvagg! O'n huppe ci sodj" ot tuuuuuuuuuuuu fanc, cav O vjopl og xi gudat, hiv e tviefz enuapv fupi, xjomi puv fzoph optofi, vjip xi dep miwisehi vjev voni epf gopemmz tez "O eop'v csuli".

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O duamf hiv 100l e zies xsovoph sohjv pux, katv gsiimepdoph. O katv dep'v nipvemmz xsovi 25 000 xusft e xiil, 50 duptidavowi xiilt. Tu cuxmoph exez ov ot. O neli tactotvepdz ev 100 000 xusft e zies, tu nij, O hiv voni vu qsedvodi nz cuxmoph gusn :q.
O nipvoup vjev dab ovt qsivvz nadj iyedvmz xjisi zua esi ev xovj ov, tu nezci zua dep veli tunivjoph exez gsun xjev O'wi teof.


O fup'v vjopl zua esi gedoph e fottonomes qsucmin vu nopi, O qsucecmz katv vjopl e movvmi foggisipv tu nz ofiet nohjv puv gov op ietomz xovj jux zua fu tvagg, cav vjisi ot e qesemmim.
Epf topdi vjisi ot e qesemmim, O en disveop, vjev xi esi vemloph ecuav vji teni vjoph.

O gusvapevimz en up vji xez uav ug vjev jussocmi qmedi, epf nz ofie ot vjot "zua esi puv mebz us epz ug vjev tvagg zua katv jewi vu ci siemmz desigam op zuas eqqsuedj nopftivt, epf xusl aq vu e meshis, dmiesis uavqav, epf updi zua fu, zua'mm ci gsii ug vjev gies gusiwis"

Zua esip'v catopitt fotgapdvoupem, us medloph vji hipi, zua katv jewi vu miesp vu dupvsum zuastimg civvis, vjip fosidv ov.

iyqmufoph moli e muuti deppup = puvjoph migv uwis
cuxmoph = tvagg migv uwis, cav vji teni xusl hivt fupi, epf ot nusi nepehiecmi

vji foggisipdi civxiip vji vxu eqqsuedjit niept zua dep tvedl zuas sitamvt iwipvaemmz, epf zua dep emtu qatj zuas cuapfesoit nadj nusi iggidvowimz vjep xjip zua esi e muuti deppup

Vjevt xjz O nefi vji djephi, O katv LPUX ov xomm xusl epf muhodemmz ov tjuamf gus wesouat sietupt.