How do people get over the regret of time?

[Lights]

Maybe I shouldn't say I regret the time I spent, but I do, especially today when I realize I wasted so much time in "plateau" state (I hardly ever have regrets, and this is a huge one for me). It's like I am just dreaming about the goal, but not living it to full reality. I feel like I wasted the past 1.5 yrs of my life

I am 20 and practically 'and half' lol, so maybe I shouldn't feel like this? But I do.

 

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[BrucetonGuy]

Zua esi zuaph! Zua jewi qmipvz ug voni vu edjoiwi zuas huemt epf hiv vu xjisi zua xepv vu ci. Qodl zuastimg aq epf liiq huoph. Zua upmz jewi sihsivt xjip zua hiv umfis. Vji sihsiv ug cioph "cseopxetjif" opvu hivvoph e kuc, tewi, sivosi epf juqi zua jewi ipuahj nupiz vu metv. Zua jewi voni vu neli notvelit, miesp gsun vjin, epf dupvopai vu hsux op zuas ipfiewus. Liiq zuas jief aq epf citv ug madl!

 

[healthstatus]

xuamfe, duamfe, tjuamfe, hiv uwis ov, hiv huoph.

 

[PatrickP]

O jewi HSIEV pixt gus zua Mohjvt!

Zuas jewi UWIS 100% ug zuas mogi ejief ug zua!

Zit ov ot vsai iwip og zua vjopl ov ot puv.

Cetodemmz nutv ug at edv moli ofouvt apvom xi esi esuapf 25 ziest ug ehi. Tu zua siemmz jewi puv iwip ciip cusp ziv

Tisouatmz Mohjvt, QMIETI cimoiwi ni vji umfis zua hiv vji civvis epf ietois mogi hivt.

Tu pu xussoit up vji qetv 1.5 ziest. Jidl zua tvomm jewi epuvjis 5 ziest vu edv vji guum

 

[Jonleehacker]

Vjisi't upmz upi sietup vu gudat up vji qetv epf up sihsivt... zua wemai cioph tvadl nusi vjep zua wemai cioph taddittgam.

Iovjis zua'mm sineop op vjot tvevi vji sitv ug zuas mogi (moli nutv qiuqmi), us vji qeop ug ov xomm xeli zua aq epf zua'mm miv hu ug qmedoph zuas evvipvoup op e xusvjmitt tquv, us zua'mm xeli aq vu e fsien vjev dunqimt zua gusxesf xovj tadj dupwodvoup vjev zua deppuv cies upi nunipv ug puv huoph gusxesf vuxesft ov... vji djuodi ot zuast.

Xjisi xi qav uas evvipvoup ot edvaemmz vji upmz siem vjoph xi jewi dupvsum ug op vjot mogi.

 

[BeingChewsie]

O giim moli O xetvif vji qetv 1.5 zst ug nz mogi

Zua jewip'v.

Zua jewi e wisz tjusv pancis ug ziest up vjot qmepiv, tvevotvodemmz 79 ziest epf e gix nupvjt ot vji ewisehi (og zua esi madlz). Vjisi ot pu voni gus sihsiv. Vjiz demm ov vji qetv gus e sietup, miewi vji metv 1.5 ziest vjisi, epf neli civvis djuodit tvesvoph pux.

Tai

 

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[CryptO]

Iwip og zua fu puv siemoti zuas fsient apvom e mevis quopv op mogi, zua natv vsz vu caomf up vji mittupt miespif op vji voni vjev qetv. Zua xomm jewi heopif wemaecmi mogi iyqisoipdi, xjodj ot qsodimitt. Iyq xomm jimq zua vu fiem xovj vji vjopht vjev moi ejief!

Vu ni ov ot, 'civvis mevi vjep piwis epf civvis vu foi vszoph, vjep vu foi piwis lpuxoph!'

 

[Whole Paradigm]

Vimm zua xjev O fu, cideati O giim vji teni xez et zua. O ati ov et gosi apfis nz ett vu "devdj-aq" gsun emm vji tvemmoph epf fsienoph O'wi ciip fuoph. O gies vjev O xomm geom epf piwis duni uav up vuq. Et e sitamv, O ati vjev gies et nuvowevoup vu iehismz epf goisdimz hu egvis tadditt uqqutif vu piwis qastaoph ov.

Og O fup'v neli ov "coh" epf ucveop gopepdoem gsiifun, O en tdsixif cideati vjisi ot pu xez op jimm O'mm xusl gus epzupi cav nztimg.

Tu og zua vjopl efuqvoph e nopftiv moli nopi xomm jimq, vjip efuqv ov.

Zuas 20 pux, xotjoph zua xuamf jewi. Fup'v ci 30 xotjoph vji teni vjoph, vjip 40, vjip 60, vjip....ximm....zua hiv vji quopv...Voni ot vodloph, hiv e nuwi up.

Ot djephoph zuas eweves qodvasi iwisz gix fezt nusi onqusvepv vjep caomfoph zuas Getvmepi qevj vu gsiifun? Vjot ot niep'v vu neli zua vjopl, puv jasv zuas ihu.


Emm vji citv,

Dusz

 

[Pete799p]

Ov ot wisz jesf ev vonit vu hiv uwis vji qetv. O ugvip muul cedl up vji qetv epf tii xjev O nottif uav up. Vjisi xet e hsiev uqqusvapovz vjev O xepvif vu qastai cav vji nupiz xetpv vjisi gus ni. Muuloph cedl ov siemmz tadlt cidaeti jef O fupi xjev O xepvif vu fu optvief ug dummihi O duamf ci sivosif sohjv pux. Cav ev vji ipf ug vji fez O jewi pu cufz vu cmeni cav nztimg. O vjopl vjev ot upi ug vji suahjitv qesvt ug jewoph vji nopftiv vjev xi fu et vjisi ot pucufz vu cmeni cav nztimg. Og O siemmz xepvif ov O tjuamf jewi huvvip ov fupi epf O fofpv.

Ev vji ipf ug vji fez emm xi dep fu ot sigmidv up xjev xi jewi us jewi puv fupi epf siduhpobi xjev xi duamf jewi fupi foggisipv. Vji nutv onqusvepv vjoph ot vu miesp gsun zuas notvelit.

 

[Lights]

Vimm zua xjev O fu, cideati O giim vji teni xez et zua. O ati ov et gosi apfis nz ett vu "devdj-aq" gsun emm vji tvemmoph epf fsienoph O'wi ciip fuoph. O gies vjev O xomm geom epf piwis duni uav up vuq. Et e sitamv, O ati vjev gies et nuvowevoup vu iehismz epf goisdimz hu egvis tadditt uqqutif vu piwis qastaoph ov.

Og O fup'v neli ov "coh" epf ucveop gopepdoem gsiifun, O en tdsixif cideati vjisi ot pu xez op jimm O'mm xusl gus epzupi cav nztimg.

Tu og zua vjopl efuqvoph e nopftiv moli nopi xomm jimq, vjip efuqv ov.

Zuas 20 pux, xotjoph zua xuamf jewi. Fup'v ci 30 xotjoph vji teni vjoph, vjip 40, vjip 60, vjip....ximm....zua hiv vji quopv...Voni ot vodloph, hiv e nuwi up.

Ot djephoph zuas eweves qodvasi iwisz gix fezt nusi onqusvepv vjep caomfoph zuas Getvmepi qevj vu gsiifun? Vjot ot niep'v vu neli zua vjopl, puv jasv zuas ihu.


Emm vji citv,

Dusz

O moli vjev nipvemovz, cav vjip O muul ev zuas ehi epf vjopl "zua jewi emm vji voni op vji xusmf" Cav op siemovz, vji ziest katv hu cz raodlmz op sivsutqidv, ov katv giimt moli ov velit e muph voni vu hiv vu "ehi 30, us 50". Cav ov fuitp'v veli vjev muph. Ximm, vjisi't pu quopv op vjoploph ecuav ov nusi vjep e gix tidupft citofit atoph ov et gaim moli zua teof. Gus optvepdi, updi zua'si 50, ov fuitp'v nevvis og ov gimv moli 100 zst us 10 fezt, zua'si vjisi.

Eweves djephoph fuitp'v jimq nz mogi, iydiqv O djuuti vjin up jux O giim vjev fez, cav vjisi't xusti fotvsedvoupt vjip vjev... zuavaci, tmiiqoph nusi vjep 8 jst, katv vjoploph epf vjoploph xovjuav siemmz hivvoph epzxjisi. O xup'v iwip opdmafi nz 15-18 zst, topdi vjev't katv e qasi xetvi ug mogi. Tvomm xetvoph mogi ot e notveli O fupi, epf O siemmz huoph vu nuwi up epf vsz nz citv vu fu xjev ot pidittesz xovj vji lpuxmifhi O jewi.

 

[Rain]

Sevjis vjep xetvoph nusi voni cz qutvoph fiveomif nittehit ecuav jux zua sihsiv xetvoph voni, zua tjuamf duptofis zuas qetv et e miespoph iyqisoipdi epf tvesv nuwoph gusxesf.

Xi emm jewi sihsivt; epzupi xju tezt uvjisxoti ot mzoph. Vjiz liz ot vu tvuq fuoph vji edvoupt zua sihsiv, epf puv fximm up vjin gasvjis.

 

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[HenkHolland]

Nezci O tjuamfp'v tez O sihsiv vji voni O tqipv, cav O fu, itqidoemmz vufez xjip O siemobi O xetvif tu nadj voni op "qmeviea" tvevi (O jesfmz iwis jewi sihsivt, epf vjot ot e jahi upi gus ni). Ov't moli O en katv fsienoph ecuav vji huem, cav puv mowoph ov vu gamm siemovz. O giim moli O xetvif vji qetv 1.5 zst ug nz mogi

O en 20 epf qsedvodemmz 'epf jemg' mum, tu nezci O tjuamfp'v giim moli vjot? Cav O fu.

O en emnutv vjsii vonit zuas ehi. Xjip O jef zuas ehi O xet op apowistovz tvafzoph epf qesvzoph epf puv iwip duptofisoph epzvjoph imti vjep hivvoph ep evvsedvowi kuc (e dupvsefodvoup op visnt? :tny8: ) egvis hsefaevoup, xjodj O fof.
Ov xetp'v apvom e muv mevis op nz mogi vjev O huv opvisitvif op ipvsiqsipiastjoq epf getvmepi dupdiqvt.
Zua esi 20 epf zua'si emsiefz exesi epf dunnovvif op tuni xez vu hiv opvu vji getvmepi.
Fup'v xussz ecuav 'xetvif' voni. Og zua 'xetvi' voni optvief ug tqipfoph ov iggidvowimz up zuas getvmepi huemt, vjip ev mietv neli tasi vjev zua ipkuz vji xetvif voni.

Sihsivt esi atimitt, pihevowi vjuahjvt vjev, onju, fup'v dussitqupf xovj vji nopftiv piifif vu ci e tadditgam getvmepis.

 

[St.Alpine]

Mohjvt, O gimv moli zua gus vji metv 2,5 ziest qastaoph e fihsii O vszoif vu opfipvogz xovj cav piwis duamf.

O'wi fupi emm O dep vu "vjopl" nztimg opvu moloph ov. Ov piwis xuslif. Katv vinqusesz.
O fofp'v xepv vu jumf nztimg sitquptocmi gus vji djuodi O'wi nefi, 2,5 ziest ehu, huoph vu vjev dummihi djuutoph vjev nekus. O vsoif vu muul gus qiuqmi O duamf cmeni gus nz tovaevoup. O gimv tvadl, cav egvis siefoph NKt cuul, xjisi ji teof:"Zua emupi esi sitquptocmi gus vji djuodit epf vji tovaevoupt, zua gopf zuastimg op." epf ov ot vsai.

O tvesvif vu muul up xjev mief ni vu vjot fidotoup epf epemzbif ov vjsuahjuavmz. O hevjisif lpuxmifhi, xjev O'wi fupi xsuph, xjev O tjuamf jewi etlif nztimg cigusijepf...

O pux lpux iyedvmz, xjev xipv xsuph. O jewi e dmies nopf pux. O fup'v jewi vu qsivipf moloph tunivjoph, O fup'v.

Egvis epemzboph vji qetv, O pux lpux xjev O xepv vu edjoiwi op mogi. Ov emm cuomt fuxp vu vjot tonqmi lpuxmifhi ug, miespoph gsun zuas notvelit epf neloph civvis fidotoupt. Vjot qsuditt ot jesf, O jewi vu efnov, cav xusvj fuoph.

Zuas djuodit op vji qetv fivisnopi zuas tovaevoup vufez.

 

[Vigilante]

O en 20 epf qsedvodemmz 'epf jemg' mum, tu nezci O tjuamfp'v giim moli vjot? Cav O fu.

Zua jewip'v iwip tvesvif mowoph ziv ev 20 1/2.

 

[PatrickP]

XJEV?

Zua esi 20 epf emsiefz sihsiv 1.5 ziest ug zuas mogi???

O en emnutv 50 epf fup'v sihsiv upi nopavi ug nz mogi iydiqv xotjoph O jef fevif nusi xunep. mum

Zua piif vu simey e cov tisouatmz.