Christopher104
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- Oct 27, 2020
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I wont hold my mouth back, there's gonna be a lot of cursing and disturbing language in this thread. if you're sensitive then don't bother reading on...
I F*cking hate my life right now. it hurts badly just to live every single day. I haven't offed myself because I'm Christian and I'll burn in hell for doing that. I have three goals in life: 1. gain 200lbs of musscle with 10% body fat. 2. have a net worth of a billion dollars. 3. have 4-5 smoking hot babes that I'm dating at the same time.
as ridiculous as this might sound this is my dream. this is what I want to accomplish with my life.
But when I see other people having that success and I'm 150lbs, working at O'reilys, and am invisible to women it hurts so F*cking badly to the point where I just wanna stop working and numb myself with video games, pizza, and pornography just to get away from the pain.
How do I stop feeling envious and angry at people who already have more than me?
I F*cking hate my life right now. it hurts badly just to live every single day. I haven't offed myself because I'm Christian and I'll burn in hell for doing that. I have three goals in life: 1. gain 200lbs of musscle with 10% body fat. 2. have a net worth of a billion dollars. 3. have 4-5 smoking hot babes that I'm dating at the same time.
as ridiculous as this might sound this is my dream. this is what I want to accomplish with my life.
But when I see other people having that success and I'm 150lbs, working at O'reilys, and am invisible to women it hurts so F*cking badly to the point where I just wanna stop working and numb myself with video games, pizza, and pornography just to get away from the pain.
How do I stop feeling envious and angry at people who already have more than me?
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