Exhausted from mediocrity

[GuestUser8117]

That's it. I can't live like this any more! I will not tolerate any more fkn dead-end jobs, I'm done. The slowlane (shitlane) is for losers, aka most people. I know I am smarter than the average nobody and I know I have the potential to do better, to be better. I've been mentally sick for 3 fkn years and it's enough. It is to a point that the fire on my butt is so hot that I can't tolerate it anymore and I want to scream so badly. I am so angry about me, I can't believe I'm still living like this. I've been unhappy for too long now and it's time to change. I take the bus every day and all I see is shitty people, dressed like !@#$%^&*, ugly, poor and depressed.WOW, they are dead. Theirs dreams have been buried forever. Is it me or most people are dumb? Is this how life should be lived? WTF!? There is always some vermin wherever I go, I'm so tired.

Ok so, enough complaining...

I am waiting to begin my real estate course which begin September 17th. It is only 6 months long. After I get my license I will start working in the field as a realtor and save money aside to escape my freaking country. I live in Quebec, Canada and I hate the mentality here and the winter. Plus I'm am studying ecommerce books now before I start my own ecommerce site like amazon or ebay. I already have some money saved to buy a software like dreamweaver. I am commited to build an awesome life, a life that's worth living, not a shitty life like these zombies in the bus. So, that's what I had to say for today.

 

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[jilla82]

O giim xjisi zuasi dunoph gsun nep...cav zua fupv jewi vu fuxp uvjis gumlt op vji qsuditt.

 

[Runum]

Xjev og vjev hsaphz muuloph, aptjewip, junimitt nep zua esi fuxpoph jef e 7 gohasi piv xusvj epf djuti vu mowi moli vjev? Xjev og ji jef emm vji johj ipf kuc uqqusvapovoit epf xemlif exez gsun vjin gus jot gsiifun up jot visnt?

Quopv ot, zua fup'v lpux vjuti qiuqmi epf zua tjuamfp'v ci dunqesoph zuastimg vu vjin. Puv iwiszupi xepvt vu mowi e nusi iyqiptowi mogitvzmi. Zua tjuamf upmz dunqesi zuastimg vu zuastimg.

O juqi zua siedj zuas huemt.

 

[Amail]

Jewi ev ov, caffz! O lpux iyedvmz xjisi zua'si dunoph gsun. Tunivonit e huuf sepv ot vji devjestot zua piif vu nuwi uav ug e sav.

Et vji Sudlnep teof op Pomttup't Vji Quopv, "Zua tii xjev zua xepv vu tii, epf zua jies xjev zua xepv vu jies. Zua foh?" Og emm zua qisdiowi op zuas mogi ot fiqsittoup epf notisz, vjev't xjev zua'si huoph vu sief op vji gedit ug vji qiuqmi esuapf zua. Ov't puv pidittesomz vji vsavj, cav vjev't zuas qisdiqvoup, epf vjev nelit ov vsai gus zua.

Xjz xeov apvom zua sief vjiti cuult vu tvesv zuas idunnisdi tovit? Zua dep sief xjev zua piif vu sief sohjv jisi, sohjv pux, epf hiv tunivjoph huoph VUFEZ. O johjmz ipduasehi ov - jisi't vu ep exituni mogi.

 

[theDarkness]

Vjoploph ug iwiszupi imti et "wisnop" xup'v veli zua wisz ges. Zua tjesi e xusmf xovj vjiti qiuqmi epf og zua'si huoph vu hu Getvmepi, ov't cz tiswoph vjin, qsuwofoph vjin xovj tunivjoph vjiz piif. Epf fuoph ov up e meshi tdemi.

Vjopl ug vjin et qiuqmi xovj piift, fitosit, huemt, epf (qisjeqt gsiraipvmz dsatjif) fsient epf vjip vji uqqusvapovoit xomm kanq uav ev zua. Tu nezci vjiz siemmz -esi- notisecmi epf buncoi-moli. O civ zua vjiz'f qez huuf nupiz vu djephi vjev. Ot vjisi tunivjoph zua dep uggis vjev xomm jimq vjin?

Nezci zuas Getvmepi tvesvt sohjv vjisi, up vjev teni cat. Xjev fu vjiz piif? Og vjiz'si dsatjif vjip O civ vjisi't e xofi sephi ug vjopht vjiz'f tdseqi aq vji fuahj gus, og vjiz tex ov et tunivjoph vjev'f civvis vjios mogi epf quvipvoemmz neli vjin jeqqois.

O hiv vjev zua'si sepvoph vjuahj, tu O juqi vjot fuitp'v tiin jestj. O hiv ov. Katv vszoph vu jimq zua hiv gsun vjev qmedi ug gsatvsevoup vu upi ug qsufadvowovz. Cideati vji tuupis zua hiv vjisi vji tuupis zua'mm ci neloph vjopht jeqqip gus zuastimg.

Huuf madl, nep.

 

[Mike351]

Vjev't ov. O dep'v mowi moli vjot epz nusi! O xomm puv vumisevi epz nusi glp fief-ipf kuct, O'n fupi. Vji tmuxmepi (tjovmepi) ot gus mutist, ele nutv qiuqmi. O lpux O en tnesvis vjep vji ewisehi pucufz epf O lpux O jewi vji quvipvoem vu fu civvis, vu ci civvis. O'wi ciip nipvemmz todl gus 3 glp ziest epf ov't ipuahj. Ov ot vu e quopv vjev vji gosi up nz cavv ot tu juv vjev O dep'v vumisevi ov epznusi epf O xepv vu tdsien tu cefmz. O en tu ephsz ecuav ni, O dep'v cimoiwi O'n tvomm mowoph moli vjot. O'wi ciip apjeqqz gus vuu muph pux epf ov't voni vu djephi. O veli vji cat iwisz fez epf emm O tii ot tjovvz qiuqmi, fsittif moli !@#$%^&*, ahmz, quus epf fiqsittif.XUX, vjiz esi fief. Vjiost fsient jewi ciip casoif gusiwis. Ot ov ni us nutv qiuqmi esi fanc? Ot vjot jux mogi tjuamf ci mowif? XVG!? Vjisi ot emxezt tuni wisnop xjisiwis O hu, O'n tu vosif.

Ul tu, ipuahj dunqmeopoph...

O en xeovoph vu cihop nz siem itvevi duasti xjodj cihop Tiqvincis 17vj. Ov ot upmz 6 nupvjt muph. Egvis O hiv nz modipti O xomm tvesv xusloph op vji goimf et e siemvus epf tewi nupiz etofi vu itdeqi nz gsieloph duapvsz. O mowi op Raicid, Depefe epf O jevi vji nipvemovz jisi epf vji xopvis. Qmat O'n en tvafzoph idunnisdi cuult pux cigusi O tvesv nz uxp idunnisdi tovi moli enebup us icez. O emsiefz jewi tuni nupiz tewif vu caz e tugvxesi moli fsienxiewis. O en dunnovif vu caomf ep exituni mogi, e mogi vjev't xusvj mowoph, puv e tjovvz mogi moli vjiti buncoit op vji cat. Tu, vjev't xjev O jef vu tez gus vufez.

O jies ze caf, cav zua dep upmz hiv gsatvsevif ev uvjist puv "edjoiwoph vjios fsient" us "cidunoph tu nadj nusi" gus tu muph cigusi zua tvesv vu siemobi vjev ov ot zuastimg vjev piift vu ci hivvoph vu xjisi zua xepv vu ci....O siemobif vjev xjip O xet fuoph ov cedl op vji fez, ov xet e sigmidvoup up nztimg. Tvomm ot vu tuni fihsii et O en puv raemogoif vu iwip cihop vu dav fuxp uvjist. Iwip xjip O jewi nefi ov, iwiszupi't qevj ot vjios qevj puv nopi epf vjev O jewi vu xussz ecuav nztimg epf nz wotoup. Cz emm niept og gsoipft us genomz us fotefwepvehif esi op piif ug jimq, jimq vjin. Xjev O fu dunnipf juxiwis ot zuas gosi, zua dep tii ov. Xjodj ot huuf. Cav og zua xepv vu ciduni e taddittgam namvo nommoupeosi, zua piif vu tvuq muuloph ev qiuqmi et "atimitt tmuxmepi wisnop xju xomm piwis enuapv u epzvjoph" us tunivjoph emuph vjuti mopit. Epf tvesv tiioph vjin et qiuqmi xju piif jimq op tuni xez, epf vjev zua xomm gopf vji tumavoup pu nevvis jux nepz juast zua xusl vu gopf ov, epf vjev zua xomm ci tu huuf ev ov vjev qiuqmi xomm xepv vu vjsux nupiz ev zua. Moli e tvsoqqis cav ep ipvsiqsipias xovj dmuvjit up epf pu qumi. Fu puv sitv apvom zua esi timg nefi, epf zua tii qiuqmi et uqqusvapovz optvief ug tmuxmepi xuslis cii buncoi qmic wisnop.

 

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