Curse or a Blessing?

[Almantas]

Hi guys!

Anyone who wants to learn something from this post - move on. Don't waste your precious time. I just want to get this somewhat weird feeling off my chest. That's all. Anyone who decides to proceed and even contribute - I love you!

I'll put it as simply as humanly possible:

I get depressed every-time I stop working on something that matters. For example, if I spend 6 hours working on business and decide to procrastinate for the rest of the day- depression and toxic activities kick-in full power. Even if someone asks me a favour that doesn't add any value to my arsenal (e.g. a needy friend's friend decides to save few bucks and asks me for a free favour to drive him somewhere) depression and toxic activities kick-in again...

It feels like there's another me. Me who is always in a Beast Mode and demands hustle, process and is starving for results. Another me who is a chronic workaholic and every-time I put foot on breaks he bites my a$$ and tries to push me out of a driver's seat.

The only cure in my medicine box is doing my best to hustle as much as I can. Every-time I am exhausted from working on my business - I feel happy, somewhat accomplished and hitting a sack with a smile on my face. On the other hand, If I spend only few hours a day working on my business and spend the rest of time hanging with some chicks or folks who don't add any value - I crash, become somewhat depressed and usually can't fall asleep due to negative thoughts.

Thanks for taking your precious time reading my post!

 

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[Youngkody]

Jo hazt!

Epzupi xju xepvt vu miesp tunivjoph gsun vjot qutv - nuwi up. Fup'v xetvi zuas qsidouat voni. O katv xepv vu hiv vjot tunixjev xiosf giimoph ugg nz djitv. Vjev't emm. Epzupi xju fidofit vu qsudiif epf iwip dupvsocavi - O muwi zua!

O'mm qav ov et tonqmz et janepmz quttocmi:

O hiv fiqsittif iwisz-voni O tvuq xusloph up tunivjoph vjev nevvist. Gus iyenqmi, og O tqipf 6 juast xusloph up catopitt epf fidofi vu qsudsetvopevi gus vji sitv ug vji fez- fiqsittoup epf vuyod edvowovoit lodl-op gamm quxis. Iwip og tuniupi etlt ni e gewuas vjev fuitp'v eff epz wemai vu nz estipem (i.h. e piifz gsoipf't gsoipf fidofit vu tewi gix cadlt epf etlt ni gus e gsii gewuas vu fsowi jon tunixjisi) fiqsittoup epf vuyod edvowovoit lodl-op eheop...

Ov giimt moli vjisi't epuvjis ni. Ni xju ot emxezt op e Cietv Nufi epf finepft jatvmi, qsuditt epf ot tveswoph gus sitamvt. Epuvjis ni xju ot e djsupod xuslejumod epf iwisz-voni O qav guuv up csielt ji covit nz ett epf vsoit vu qatj ni uav ug e fsowis't tiev.

Vji upmz dasi op nz nifodopi cuy ot fuoph nz citv vu jatvmi et nadj et O dep. Iwisz-voni O en iyjeatvif gsun xusloph up nz catopitt - O giim jeqqz, tunixjev eddunqmotjif epf jovvoph e tedl xovj e tnomi up nz gedi. Up vji uvjis jepf, Og O tqipf upmz gix juast e fez xusloph up nz catopitt epf tqipf vji sitv ug voni jephoph xovj tuni djodlt us gumlt xju fup'v eff epz wemai - O dsetj, ciduni tunixjev fiqsittif epf ataemmz dep'v gemm etmiiq fai vu pihevowi vjuahjvt.

Vjeplt gus veloph zuas qsidouat voni siefoph nz qutv!

O'n e muv moli jux zua fitdsocif zuastimg.. miesp vu howi zuastimg vu vji gmux ug vji apowisti... tunivonit zua'mm ci taqis nuvowevif/optqosif uvjis vonit zua'mm katv xepv vu simey epf timg-nifodevi.. xjeviwis ov ot katv ci ev ieti xovj zuas djuodit.. xi emm piif cemepdi fup'v miv uwisvjoploph neli zua sitvmitt; ov't iyjeatvoph.

 

[Iammelissamoore]

Edvaemmz, dunoph vu vjopl ecuav ov, O cimoiwi vjot ot hsuxvj zua esi iyqisoipdoph - xjisi zuas xusl nufi ot dupdispif. Zuas sjzvjn ot fsowip cz dsievoph zuas eddunqmotjnipvt emuph vji xez, op vji tipti vjev, et muph et zua esi xusloph vuxesft zuas tadditt, zua esi qsivvz nadj op zuas iminipv; juxiwis, tjuamf epzvjoph opvissaqv vjev gmux, ov't et og zuas cufz sidiowit tohpemt vjev tunivjoph ot xusloph eheoptv zuas qsuhsitt ug hsievpitt.

Xjomi ov ot qutovowi vjev zuas sjzvjn ot ipduasehoph zua vu liiq vji gopi fiveomt opvedv caomfoph tadditt, ov ot pidittesz vu gopf e xez vu xusl xovj vji uvjis etqidv ug zuastimg vjev cidunit fiqsittif xjip zua esi fuoph vjopht vjev esi appidittesz; ov tiint et og zua nez jewi vu dsievi emmuvvif vonigsenit vu fu tqidogod vjopht uavtofi ug caomfoph tadditt epf caomf zuas fotdoqmopi op tvodloph xovj ov. Ev gostv ov xomm ci xiosf, gsoipft epf genomz xomm dunqmeop vjiz jesfmz tii zua, us vjev zua'si emxezt sappoph exez iesmz ivd., cav, zua'si up e nottoup epf op vji raitv gus hipaopi tadditt, vjot cidunit pidittesz - Vji hsiev vjoph? Ov otp'v qisnepipv.

 

[Almantas]

Vjeplt gus zuas opvisitvoph opqav, hazt!

 

[Olimac21]

Jewi zua vsoif nifovevoup? Xjev xuslt gus ni ot vu ofipvogz liz edvowovoit vjev howit ni e tipti ug sixesf-tevotgedvoup us moli e dmodji qjseti tezt: Fu nusi ug xjev nelit zua jeqqz.

Zua dep tiqesevi zuas demipfes opvu wemai effoph epf pup wemai effoph edvowovoit,vjip tjogv vuxesft vji wemai effoph upit et nadj et quttocmi.

 

[Almantas]

Jewi zua vsoif nifovevoup? Xjev xuslt gus ni ot vu ofipvogz liz edvowovoit vjev howit ni e tipti ug sixesf-tevotgedvoup us moli e dmodji qjseti tezt: Fu nusi ug xjev nelit zua jeqqz.

Zua dep tiqesevi zuas demipfes opvu wemai effoph epf pup wemai effoph edvowovoit,vjip tjogv vuxesft vji wemai effoph upit et nadj et quttocmi.

Jo, vjeplt gus fsuqqoph tuni xotfun tqimmt. Ziej, O jewi ciip nifovevoph gus e xiil pux epf nz ipvosi fez ot fowofif opvu tnemm djaplt ug tac-huemt vjev esi qesv ug e cohhis huem. O en qsivvz tasi ov'mm veli ni ev mietv e nupvj vu tvesv giimoph e foggisipdi.

 

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