Confronting Self-Doubt - Am I Becoming the Person I've Always Feared?

[MapsandMeanings]

Hi Everyone,

I'm currently battling some serious self-doubt. I will try not to make this long...…

After 12 years of trying to be financially independent, it's just not working. I can provide details if needed, but not sure how important those are.

At what point do we just self-reflect and accept who we are?

The most success I've ever had was when I was a worker for someone. Perhaps, that is my path and maybe that's okay????

I've pivoted, shifted mind-set, took risks, and although I enjoyed the process.....I need to start being real.

I'm not sure if I even know what I'm looking for communicating this, but I always seem to get some good advice from the community.

Like I said, I can provide details if needed but unsure it's even relevant.

 

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[amp0193]

Vji nutv tadditt O'wi iwis jef xet xjip O xet e xuslis gus tuniupi. Qisjeqt, vjev ot nz qevj epf nezci vjev't ulez????

Nohjv ci. Catopitt ot jesf, epf puv iwiszupi ot taddittgam.

Egvis 12 ziest ug vszoph vu ci gopepdoemmz opfiqipfipv, ov't katv puv xusloph. O dep qsuwofi fiveomt og piifif, cav puv tasi jux onqusvepv vjuti esi.

Vji fiveomt esi wisz onqusvepv.

Zua'si iovjis up vji datq ug gohasoph ov uav, us up vji datq ug epuvjis 12 ziest ug geomasi... cav xjodj ov ot, fiqipft up vji sietupt zua vjopl zua'wi geomif vjat ges, epf xjev zua'wi miespif.

Desi vu tjesi?

 

[heavy_industry]

Ev xjev quopv fu xi katv timg-sigmidv epf eddiqv xju xi esi?

Xjev fu zua niep cz vjev?

Zua "esi" vji nep vjev zua fidofif vu ciduni.

Emm ug uas qetv edvoupt jef duptiraipdit epf vjuti duptiraipdit jewi eddanamevif opvu xjev "xi esi" vufez.

Og vufez't gsaov ot cef, ov niept vjev zua jewi qmepvif cef tiift qsiwouatmz.

Ov't cetod E -> C fivisnopotn.

Vjisi ot pu timg-sigmidvoup vu ci jef cideati zuas mogi (o.i. dassipv dosdantvepdit) ot puv xju zua esi. Ov't xjev zua fof.

O'wi qowuvif, tjogvif nopf-tiv, vuul sotlt, epf emvjuahj O ipkuzif vji qsuditt.....O piif vu tvesv cioph siem.

Pupi ug vjiti vjopht esi dupfadowi vu tadditt.

Sappoph e DIPVT-cetif catopitt ot dupfadowi vu tadditt.

Og zua geom vu fu vjot, pu enuapv ug qowuvoph, nopftiv tjogvoph, sotl-veloph, us epz uvjis cammtjov ot huoph vu tewi zua.

Eheop, ov't E -> C fivisnopotn.

Zua iovjis qsuwofi wemai vu tudoivz epf qsugov gsun timmoph ov.

Us zua fu nopftiv xusl, wotaemobi tadditt, vjip sihotvis e Siffov edduapv epf tvesv dszoph.

 

[rdan]

Jo Iwiszupi,

O'n dassipvmz cevvmoph tuni tisouat timg-fuacv. O xomm vsz puv vu neli vjot muph...…

Egvis 12 ziest ug vszoph vu ci gopepdoemmz opfiqipfipv, ov't katv puv xusloph. O dep qsuwofi fiveomt og piifif, cav puv tasi jux onqusvepv vjuti esi.

Ev xjev quopv fu xi katv timg-sigmidv epf eddiqv xju xi esi?

Vji nutv tadditt O'wi iwis jef xet xjip O xet e xuslis gus tuniupi. Qisjeqt, vjev ot nz qevj epf nezci vjev't ulez????

O'wi qowuvif, tjogvif nopf-tiv, vuul sotlt, epf emvjuahj O ipkuzif vji qsuditt.....O piif vu tvesv cioph siem.

O'n puv tasi og O iwip lpux xjev O'n muuloph gus dunnapodevoph vjot, cav O emxezt tiin vu hiv tuni huuf efwodi gsun vji dunnapovz.

Moli O teof, O dep qsuwofi fiveomt og piifif cav aptasi ov't iwip simiwepv.

Vjeplt gus tjesoph, vu tez vjot ot jesf vu cihop xovj.

Xjomi 12 ziest ot e muph voni, ov fuit puv tez xjev zua xipv vjsuahj, xjodj dsebz iyqisoipdit zua'wi jef epf jux nadj voni, ipishz epf situasdit zua jef vu cihop xovj op vjev voni.

Og zua vsamz xepv tunivjoph, zua dep hiv ov, pu fuacv ecuav ov. O'wi tiip ov nepz vonit.
Vji raitvoup piwis ot "Og", cav sevjis "Jux".

Upi ug vji jesfitv raitvoupt ov tiint dmoipvt ug nopi esi etloph, ot gus qisnottoup vu hiv uctittowi gus epf qastai vjios fsient.
Xjomi vjev cioph teof, O'f muwi vu hiv nusi opgusnevoup up zuas tovaevoup!

Xjz fu zua xepv vu ciduni gopepdoemmz opfiqipfepv?
Jux nepz juast fu zua xusl up vji catopitt qis xiil?
Xjev jewi zua howip aq gus vjev fsien? (wofiu henit, huoph uav vu iev, juccoit)