What the heck is going on? Am I dying?

[GuestUser8117]

Hi folks, I've thought I would do a quick update on my current situation. I have this really terrible feeling which I kinda live my life in a dreamlike perspective and am reliving my past. I have all sorts of flashbacks and old memories coming randomly. It's like I'm dead, It's terrible. I don't understand. They say when you die you relive your past and memories come and come but it's non linear. Exactly what is happening since last week. I went to the hospital, thinking I was having psychosis again. They said it was anxiety.

But...I've lost 30 pounds and have been composing music at the piano and I'm getting good enough to write my songs. I play mostly classical and film music. And eventually I could be the owner of an appartment in which there is a music school. The owner is my piano teacher and mentor. I'd like to upload a video of me playing but I'm having a problem with it.

Any idea what's happening with my head??

 

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