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<b>Desires</b> – <i>What is your dream scenario? If you could wave a magic wand and change your life, how would it look? What does ‘success’ look like to you?</i>
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This is very broad.... as it relates to being an aspiring writer, or in general? My life would be largely the same that it is now. The only difference would be to have my income coming from writing (first) and investments in additional sound real estate investments (later). Success is being surrounded by family, my children, knowing I am making a difference, and having the time - flexibility to pursue what is interesting to me at the time. I already, pretty much, have all these things. Success is also having close and meaningful friendships. I have recently moved to a new town, so I need work in this area.<br />
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– <i>What is currently holding you back? What is your nightmare? Your worst-case scenario?</i>
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Nightmare: I recently experienced my nightmare, and actually figured out how to thrive in some ways, so I don't think I fear anything anymore. Knowing that you can survive a nightmare-especially-designed-just-for-you can actually be quite inspiring.... once you get through it, that is.<br />
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Frustrations
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– <i>What is frustrating you in your life on a daily basis? What triggers you? Pisses you off? What makes your emotions boil?</i>
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Frustrations: feeling inadequate when it comes to raising my foster child.... wishing I had more patience. Resisting being co-dependent.<br />
Emotions Boil: The foster care system. Not only the volume of children in the system and how they got there, but also what happens once they are in the system. AND, the lack of people that are willing to get involved, even though it is messy.<br />
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– <i>Who do you look up to online? Who do you trust? Why do you trust them? What do they symbolize?</i>
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hmmm. The old timers on this forum. People I have met in person and developed relationships with.<br />
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– <i>Who do you hate? Who are your enemies? Why don’t you trust them? What do they symbolize?</i>
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I have true "hatred" for one person, though I have worked on and off for a year and a half to end my hatred toward this woman. Intellectually, I know that this hatred will only have an impact on one person, and that is me. My feelings toward her are much less hateful than they were, though I will never trust her. I have accomplished this by seeking to have compassion and understanding. Why don't I trust her? <b>She is the devil.</b> Did I just say that outloud? What does she symbolize? The devil. I'll PM you more, if you are interested.<br />
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<i>Where do you go online to get information you trust? Where do you hangout online? Who do you associate with? What products have you bought in the past? Why did you buy them? Where you happy or sad with the result?</i>
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here<br />
wikipedia<br />
from those I know in person, but I may interact with them online for the info (facebook, etc.)<br />
associate with.... as in, online? or off?<br />
products purchased.... again, online? or off? loads of books from Amazon... all the time. Other than that, I'm not much of a consumer. But, I may be able to answer more specifically if you are more specific....</div>
