I totally understand you man. I wish I had more knowledge to offer but I only have my empathy to provide. I’m in a very similar position to you as well(i also have been searching for a mentor/direction), and I want to take advantage of the time while i’m still young (18). I have the mindset, the hunger to help others, the work ethic, and the willingness to commit, but it seems to be that understanding where I want to go and committing to a skill/business to learn is an extremely difficult and daunting part of the process. If anyone with more experience with this situation and some wisdom to offer it would be greatly appreciated by me as well as calebb i’m sure.