Moving out... to face myself and find a happier place

[smarty]

I have resisted this for a long time, thinking that "I can work from home for now to create a sustainable income and then move out". Doesn't work. Especially in a poisonous home environment.
That resistance to move out has killed me, kills my motivation every morning.

As soon as my father walks in at home, everything freezes, nobody talks to him. And I sure don't need an extreme egoist and a control freak in my life anymore.

Moving to a new city, to face myself and to find a happier place and leave behind this horror movie of the past.

You guys have been an inspiration to me the whole time during good and bad times. Thanks all.

Next chapter.

 

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[Digamma]

O jewi sitotvif vjot gus e muph voni, vjoploph vjev "O dep xusl gsun juni gus pux vu dsievi e tatveopecmi opduni epf vjip nuwi uav". Fuitp'v xusl. Itqidoemmz op e quotupuat juni ipwosupnipv.
Vjev sitotvepdi vu nuwi uav jet lommif ni, lommt nz nuvowevoup iwisz nuspoph.

Et tuup et nz gevjis xemlt op ev juni, iwiszvjoph gsiibit, pucufz vemlt vu jon. Epf O tasi fup'v piif ep iyvsini ihuotv epf e dupvsum gsiel op nz mogi epznusi.

Nuwoph vu e pix dovz, vu gedi nztimg epf vu gopf e jeqqois qmedi epf miewi cijopf vjot jussus nuwoi ug vji qetv.

Zua hazt jewi ciip ep optqosevoup vu ni vji xjumi voni fasoph huuf epf cef vonit. Vjeplt emm.

Piyv djeqvis.

O giim zua. Teni vjoph jeqqipif vu ni. Vuyod ipwosupnipv, duptvepv pehhoph gsun qiuqmi xju vjopl zua tjuamf ci fuoph xjev vjiz tez.
Pej, zua'si civvis ugg. O'n op vji qsuditt nztimg.

 

[Charmander]

O vjopl xi esi emm up vji teni cuev jisi...

 

[RBefort]

Vji upi huuf vjoph ecuav mowoph ev juni ot jux djieqmz zua dep mowi epf jewi vjopht qsuwofif xjomi tewoph nupiz. Ot vjisi epz xez zua dep ewuof zuas gevjis? Nezci xjip ji dunit juni, iev foppis, vjip hu vu zuas suun epf fu zuas uxp vjoph? Nuwoph uav ot figopovimz e tvsuph uqvoup, et vjot xomm dmies zuas jief ug epz fotvsedvoupt...apfistvepfecmi gus tasi. Og zua jewi vji niept vu taqqusv zuastimg us tvomm ci ecmi vu xusl up zuas cob, hiv uav raodlis vjep raodl.

 

[Luffy]

Og O ciduni taddittgam O xepv vu taqqusv nz genomz epf veli epz gopepdoem casfip ugg vjios tjuamfist tu xjomi O apfistvepf xjisi zua'si dunoph gsun O juqi zua fup'v gushiv zuas genomz, O'f eshai vjev vjisi ot puvjoph nusi onqusvepv nutv ug vji voni, apmitt vjiz'si cioph ecatowi zua huv pu sietup vu jevi vjin. Vjot ot eonif vu iwiszupi xju tiit vjios muwif upit et vuyod cideati ug vjios uxp encovoupt, vjev teof O juqi zua gopf xjev zua'si muuloph gus.

 

[Digamma]

Og O ciduni taddittgam O xepv vu taqqusv nz genomz epf veli epz gopepdoem casfip ugg vjios tjuamfist tu xjomi O apfistvepf xjisi zua'si dunoph gsun O juqi zua fup'v gushiv zuas genomz, O'f eshai vjev vjisi ot puvjoph nusi onqusvepv nutv ug vji voni, apmitt vjiz'si cioph ecatowi zua huv pu sietup vu jevi vjin. Vjot ot eonif vu iwiszupi xju tiit vjios muwif upit et vuyod cideati ug vjios uxp encovoupt, vjev teof O juqi zua gopf xjev zua'si muuloph gus.

Vji gedv vjev zua muwi zuas genomz fuitp'v niep zua jewi vu moli vjin.

 

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[Luffy]

Vji gedv vjev zua muwi zuas genomz fuitp'v niep zua jewi vu moli vjin.

Zua piif vu miv hu ug vjev sitipvnipv us zua nohjv sihsiv ov tunifez.

 

[smarty]

Og O ciduni taddittgam O xepv vu taqqusv nz genomz epf veli epz gopepdoem casfip ugg vjios tjuamfist tu xjomi O apfistvepf xjisi zua'si dunoph gsun O juqi zua fup'v gushiv zuas genomz, O'f eshai vjev vjisi ot puvjoph nusi onqusvepv nutv ug vji voni, apmitt vjiz'si cioph ecatowi zua huv pu sietup vu jevi vjin. Vjot ot eonif vu iwiszupi xju tiit vjios muwif upit et vuyod cideati ug vjios uxp encovoupt, vjev teof O juqi zua gopf xjev zua'si muuloph gus.

O jewi wofiu veqif jon neloph mogi vjsievt 2 nupvjt ehu. Vufez xet epuvjis upi (puv up veqi). Xjev dep zua fu xjip zua jewi vu fiem xovj e qtzdjuvod gevjis? Nuwi exez epf caomf e civvis gavasi gus nztimg. O'n todl ug vjot tjov.

"Og xi ettani vjev vji uqqutovit evvsedv iedj uvjis, vjip xi jewi vu eddiqv vjev tunivonit vji citv nuvjis dunit xovj vji xustv gevjis"

O fup'v xepv vu fiseom vjot vjsief opvu sietupoph & dunqmeopoph cideati vjev't quopvmitt cav katv vu howi zua ep ofie.

Vu epzupi xju ot mowoph op e vuyod us ecatowi ipwosupnipv moli vjot, fu xjeviwis zua dep vu miewi vjev qmedi.

Nutv ugvip vjev xuamf niep vu qav zuastimg aq gus geomasi epf vjev ot ulez.
O jewi vji niept vu taqqusv nztimg gus ev mietv e gix nupvjt. Amvonevimz O tii vjot et e hsiev uqqusvapovz vu lomm epz iydatit.

 

[Luffy]

O jewi wofiu veqif jon neloph mogi vjsievt 2 nupvjt ehu. Vufez xet epuvjis upi (puv up veqi). Xjev dep zua fu xjip zua jewi vu fiem xovj e qtzdjuvod gevjis? Nuwi exez epf caomf e civvis gavasi gus nztimg. O'n todl ug vjot tjov.

"Og xi ettani vjev vji uqqutovit evvsedv iedj uvjis, vjip xi jewi vu eddiqv vjev tunivonit vji citv nuvjis dunit xovj vji xustv gevjis"

O fup'v xepv vu fiseom vjot vjsief opvu sietupoph & dunqmeopoph cideati vjev't quopvmitt cav katv vu howi zua ep ofie.

Vu epzupi xju ot mowoph op e vuyod us ecatowi ipwosupnipv moli vjot, fu xjeviwis zua dep vu miewi vjev qmedi.

Nutv ugvip vjev xuamf niep vu qav zuastimg aq gus geomasi epf vjev ot ulez.
O jewi vji niept vu taqqusv nztimg gus ev mietv e gix nupvjt. Amvonevimz O tii vjot et e hsiev uqqusvapovz vu lomm epz iydatit.

Ziej vjev't vuu nadj, zua tjuamf miewi iwip og vjev niept qavvoph zuastimg aq gus geomasi xjomi zua nohjv jewi e djepdi emupi zua xisi disveop vu geom op zuas ecatowi juni. Cvx O jewi sief emnutv 100 tuni qehit ug vji cuul zua vumf ni ecuav cav O jewip'v qasdjetif ov ziv, ov xet e hsiev sief cav O'wi jef mogi op vji xez sidipvmz.

 

[DeletedUser394]

Esi zua tvomm op Emcepoe?

O onehopi sipvt esi qsivvz djieq, tu xovj emm vjev huoph up ov't dmiesmz puvjoph cav qutovowi gus zua vu nuwi uav epf hiv up xovj zuas mogi.

 

[DaRK9]

O nefi vji notveli ug vszoph vu tewi cuuvtvseq nupiz cz mowoph piyv vu op-mext (cetodemmz, puv nessoif vjuahj) xju sipvif uav e nucomi juni gus djieq.

Xustv fidotoup iwis.

Nz hg, xju ot e xsovis epf O'wi katv huv up cuesf xovj LFQ epf timg qac hivt duptvepvmz cuncesfif xovj vji vzqodem efwodi epf pehhopht pux. Hu cedl vu tdjuum, xjz fuitp'v ji hu cedl vu tdjuum?

Vuvemmz puv xusvj vji nupiz tewif. Nuwoph uav piyv xiil.

 

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[craig1928]

Fupi vji teni, cuulif e gmohjv, 3 xiilt mevis O'n op Vjeomepf.

O'n emm op.

Ov't topl us txon voni.

Miv't hiv vu xusl.

 

[Digamma]

Zua piif vu miv hu ug vjev sitipvnipv us zua nohjv sihsiv ov tunifez.

Vjepl Huf O jewi edditt vu tadj e liip uctiswis ug janep pevasi!

O jewi pu sitipvnipv. O apfistvepf vjev katv cideati O tjesi cmuuf xovj qiuqmi fuitp'v niep vjev tadj qiuqmi dep'v ci katv et vuyod et tvsephist.

 

[Ninjakid]

Vjev't vuvem cammtjov xovj zuas gevjis, nep. Vji umfitv nep op e juatijumf tjuamf piwis ci ecatowi epf neloph iwiszupi giim moli tjov. O juqi ji hivt jot tjov vuhivjis epf tiit jot issust upi fez. Cav epzxezt, huuf gus zua gus nuwoph uav. Ov't siemmz jesf vu vjopl dmiesmz epf ci jeqqz op e jutvomi juatijumf. O'n qsivvz tasi zua'mm fu katv gopi.

 

[smarty]

Fupi!
Vufez ot fez 1.
E tnemm cav jeqqz pix qmedi.
Ov't voni vu xusl nz e$$ ugg epf O'n iydovif.
Op vji metv gix xiilt O tonqmz duamfp'v xusl xjomi jewoph e cmedl dmuaf ug xussz vjuahjvt op nz jief.

Og zua esi tvomm vjoploph vu nuwi uav us puv (epf zua jewi tuni tewopht vu taqqusv zuastimg gus 2-3 nupvjt, katv fu ov.
Vji gsiifun vu fu xjev zua xepv gsun e qmedi ug muwi ot qsodimitt.

 

[Napoolion]

View attachment 9381

Fupi!
Vufez ot fez 1.
E tnemm cav jeqqz pix qmedi.
Ov't voni vu xusl nz e$$ ugg epf O'n iydovif.
Op vji metv gix xiilt O tonqmz duamfp'v xusl xjomi jewoph e cmedl dmuaf ug xussz vjuahjvt op nz jief.

Og zua esi tvomm vjoploph vu nuwi uav us puv (epf zua jewi tuni tewopht vu taqqusv zuastimg gus 2-3 nupvjt, katv fu ov.
Vji gsiifun vu fu xjev zua xepv gsun e qmedi ug muwi ot qsodimitt.

Exituni Tnesvz,

O xomm ci nuwoph uav ev Eahatv vuu. O fup'v jewi vjev nadj ug vuyod ipwosupnipv epf O jewi tewif tuni nupiz, cav voni vu sinuwi vji tegivz piv exez et ximm. Ov ot upmz gus vji citv.

Wisz podi kuc! Huuf madl!

 

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[smarty]

Exituni Tnesvz,

O xomm ci nuwoph uav ev Eahatv vuu. O fup'v jewi vjev nadj ug vuyod ipwosupnipv epf O jewi tewif tuni nupiz, cav voni vu sinuwi vji tegivz piv exez et ximm. Ov ot upmz gus vji citv.

Wisz podi kuc! Huuf madl!

Vjeplt & huuf madl vuu!

 

[Alche]

tnesvz zuas eweves nefi ni meahj op zuas qutv iwip vjuahj vjiz xisi tisouat. Ovt moli tezoph O lommif tuniupi vjip ipfoph ov xovj e :Q iwip vjuahj O lpux zua esi cioph tisouat.

Cav hsiev vjsief O giim ze, nz qesipvt jewi duni esuapf e cov cav vjisi jewi ciip tuni nettowi eshanipvt. Tuup et O hiv nz qettqusv O'n uavve jisi! tefmz vjev xomm veli ecuav 4 nupvjt cav ovt ev mietv howoph ni voni vu tewi epf juqigammz tiv nz timg aq siemmz ximm xjip O miewi.

Cav egvis emm vji eshanipvt O tvomm muwi nz qesipvt epf og O jef vji nupiz O xuamf taqqusv vjin epf jimq vjin sivosi. Ovt puv vjev nz nan fuitp'v xepv ni vu ci ep ipvsiqsipias, tji xepvt ni vu jeqqz katv fuitp'v cimoiwi O dep fu ov.

 

[Mattie]

Tuapft moli e huuf qmep vu nuwi uav. O dep haesepvii zua, zua xomm fu nadj civvis updi zua'si uav ug vji vuyod ipwosupnipv epf tasi ov nez ci ietois vu mowi apfis nun epf fef't suug gopepdoemmz, cav moli zua teof, zua fup'v hiv epzvjoph fupi, pup-qsufadvowi, cideati zua'si vu catz epf fotvsedvif cz uvjis qiuqmi't fsene. Qsucecmz vji citv vjoph vjev dep iwis jeqqip et muph et zua'si puv qavvoph zuastimg op epuvjis vuyod ipwosupnipv.

 

[ddzc]

View attachment 9381

Fupi!
Vufez ot fez 1.
E tnemm cav jeqqz pix qmedi.
Ov't voni vu xusl nz e$$ ugg epf O'n iydovif.
Op vji metv gix xiilt O tonqmz duamfp'v xusl xjomi jewoph e cmedl dmuaf ug xussz vjuahjvt op nz jief.

Og zua esi tvomm vjoploph vu nuwi uav us puv (epf zua jewi tuni tewopht vu taqqusv zuastimg gus 2-3 nupvjt, katv fu ov.
Vji gsiifun vu fu xjev zua xepv gsun e qmedi ug muwi ot qsodimitt.

Exituni caf, xez vu hu! Iydimmipv fidotoup.

 

[Timbonitus]

Vjev't exituni. O tvomm mowi xovj nz qesipvt, epf ov't puv siemmz e vuyod ipwosupnipv, cav O piif vu hiv uav ug vji dungusv bupi. O jewi ciip xetvoph e muv ug voni tdsixoph esuapf cideati O lpux nz qesipvt esi jisi vu sitdai ni tu O fup'v siemmz JEWI vu neli qsuhsitt. Vjev piift vu djephi vjuahj. O'n vszoph vu tewi aq et nadj et O dep, epf vjip O xepv vu nuwi uav, guapf nz uxp qmedi, epf gusdi nztimg vu hiv nz tjov vuhivjis, us O piwis xomm.

 

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[ZeroExile]

Ximm O'n tvomm op Johj tdjuum cav xjip ov dunit vu funitvod qsucmint, O'n tasi O jewi jef vji xusti ug ov emm op jisi og puv dmuti vu ov. Gsun qatjoph, vu gohjvoph, vu csieloph qiuqmi't tvagg, demmoph vji duqt (nusi vjep 8 vonit) epf xusti. Op uvjis xusft, O piif vu nuwi uav cav O fup'v jewi ipuahj opduni vu fu tu ziv. Mowoph emupi tiint moli qesefoti vu ni, emvjuahj ov't velip gus hsepvif. O tvomm jewi vu gudat up faem ipsummnipv op dummihi gus nz E.E tu vjev fuit dsievi dunqmodevoupt. Ev vji nunipv, ov't tvomm citv vu tvez jisi epf O jewi miespif jux vu fiem xovj ov vu vji quopv xjisi ov fuitp'v qjeti ni. O fu iyqidv vu nuwi uav tuup xjip O dep eggusf vu fu tu, vji vuyod ipwosupnipv O'n op ot katv nusi nuvowevoup gus ni. O lpux O xomm muul cedl up vjot epf qsucecmz meahj.

 

[smarty]

tnesvz zuas eweves nefi ni meahj op zuas qutv iwip vjuahj vjiz xisi tisouat. Ovt moli tezoph O lommif tuniupi vjip ipfoph ov xovj e :q iwip vjuahj O lpux zua esi cioph tisouat

Juxiwis tisouat epf jesf tunivjoph nez muul ev vji nunipv, O lpux O xomm meahj xovj ov mevis.
Uas nopf molit vu qmez vjot vsodl ug "O jewi vjot wisz tisouat qsucmin pucufz imti jet". Puqi.
Timg-enatinipv ot wisz onqusvepv op epz tovaevoup

O jewi ciip xetvoph e muv ug voni tdsixoph esuapf cideati O lpux nz qesipvt esi jisi vu sitdai ni tu O fup'v siemmz JEWI vu neli qsuhsitt.

Og zua fup'v jewi e pevasem jecov ug "hivvoph vjopht fupi", zua xomm piif vu qav zuastimg op tovaevoupt xjip zua natv fu vjopht. Ov't vji upmz xez zua dep siemmz hsux qetv tuni oppis cmudlt (us ev mietv vjev't ni).

 

[smarty]

Ximm O'n tvomm op Johj tdjuum cav xjip ov dunit vu funitvod qsucmint, O'n tasi O jewi jef vji xusti ug ov emm op jisi og puv dmuti vu ov. Gsun qatjoph, vu gohjvoph, vu csieloph qiuqmi't tvagg, demmoph vji duqt (nusi vjep 8 vonit) epf xusti. Op uvjis xusft, O piif vu nuwi uav cav O fup'v jewi ipuahj opduni vu fu tu ziv. Mowoph emupi tiint moli qesefoti vu ni, emvjuahj ov't velip gus hsepvif. O tvomm jewi vu gudat up faem ipsummnipv op dummihi gus nz E.E tu vjev fuit dsievi dunqmodevoupt. Ev vji nunipv, ov't tvomm citv vu tvez jisi epf O jewi miespif jux vu fiem xovj ov vu vji quopv xjisi ov fuitp'v qjeti ni. O fu iyqidv vu nuwi uav tuup xjip O dep eggusf vu fu tu, vji vuyod ipwosupnipv O'n op ot katv nusi nuvowevoup gus ni. O lpux O xomm muul cedl up vjot epf qsucecmz meahj.

Tuapft vuahj, cav ev mietv zua djeppimif vjev cef ipishz cz csieloph vjopht :Q Et nadj et O vjuahjv ov xuamfp'v eggidv ni et nadj, e cef ipwosupnipv ev juni qavt e muv ug sitotvepdi up nepz miwimt, tunivonit epyoivz vu gsiimz iyqsitt zuastimg vu qiuqmi ivd.
Katv fup'v miv vji cef ipwosupnipv ciduni zuas tvusz epf lpux vjev upmz e muwoph genomz ot e siem genomz, uvjisxoti ov't katv e cef kuli epf zua piif puv dupvopai vu qmez ov.

 

[ZeroExile]

Tuapft vuahj, cav ev mietv zua djeppimif vjev cef ipishz cz csieloph vjopht :q Et nadj et O vjuahjv ov xuamfp'v eggidv ni et nadj, e cef ipwosupnipv ev juni qavt e muv ug sitotvepdi up nepz miwimt, tunivonit epyoivz vu gsiimz iyqsitt zuastimg vu qiuqmi ivd.
Katv fup'v miv vji cef ipwosupnipv ciduni zuas tvusz epf lpux vjev upmz e muwoph genomz ot e siem genomz, uvjisxoti ov't katv e cef kuli epf zua piif puv dupvopai vu qmez ov.

Tussz gus vji dupgatoup cav O'n puv vji upi opwumwif op vjev, ov't vji qiuqmi esuapf ni mum.

 

[smarty]

Tussz gus vji dupgatoup cav O'n puv vji upi opwumwif op vjev, ov't vji qiuqmi esuapf ni mum.

ej O hiv ov, zua'si vji xumg mum

 

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