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I'm in the middle of reading Unscripted and finished reading the Millionaire Fastlane . I was one of those entrepreneur posers that MJ talked about, you know the one that dreamed big but didn't do anything..well that's me.
I made a 1 year goal on May 19,2017. I kept playing vids, watching porn, and read a book (helped me feel like I was accomplishing something). Right now I sit in my tiny 400 sq ft apartment feeling like a failure and feel very much depress.So far little has changed in the 4 weeks that I came up with these goals.
For the past 2 days, I've been getting reamed at work. I take some responsibility and some of it was indeed my fault, but in the end none of it mattered. I was only a cog in a corporate machine that was ready to let me go at a moments notice when the board failed to reach their quarterly returns. I feel absolutely no job satisfaction and don't really care for most of my "co workers" who threw me under the bus during my meetings with my boss. "F*ck. THIS" I screamed into my head, so loud that I thought it reverberated throughout the entire building. I'm stuck in an industry with no real job growth as colleges continue to pump out hundreds of students a year willing to undercut me for job experience.
Right now, I F*cken had enough of the rat race my parents sold me. My blue collar parents told me to go to school, get a degree, get a good corporate job and everything will work out fine. It was a bunch of bullshit. Selling your life for money and working your a$$ off so the CEO can buy that new yacht he always wanted. I feel sick thinking of all the years I've wasted on school and this false path of happiness.
Anyways, although today was a traumatic experience I'm using this day and this post as fuel to keep me going. I plan to NEVER feel like this again, and I will look at this post to serve as a reminder when I should be producing instead of consuming.
I plan on finishing my Udemy course on swift programming ASAP. I would like to release some apps in a niche market by next year. I also would like to get into writing short stories as well (if anyone can point me to some guides, classes etc, I would greatly appreciate it). Any advice is truly welcome.
Thanks for reading, and please share with me your F*ck This Event.
I made a 1 year goal on May 19,2017. I kept playing vids, watching porn, and read a book (helped me feel like I was accomplishing something). Right now I sit in my tiny 400 sq ft apartment feeling like a failure and feel very much depress.So far little has changed in the 4 weeks that I came up with these goals.
For the past 2 days, I've been getting reamed at work. I take some responsibility and some of it was indeed my fault, but in the end none of it mattered. I was only a cog in a corporate machine that was ready to let me go at a moments notice when the board failed to reach their quarterly returns. I feel absolutely no job satisfaction and don't really care for most of my "co workers" who threw me under the bus during my meetings with my boss. "F*ck. THIS" I screamed into my head, so loud that I thought it reverberated throughout the entire building. I'm stuck in an industry with no real job growth as colleges continue to pump out hundreds of students a year willing to undercut me for job experience.
Right now, I F*cken had enough of the rat race my parents sold me. My blue collar parents told me to go to school, get a degree, get a good corporate job and everything will work out fine. It was a bunch of bullshit. Selling your life for money and working your a$$ off so the CEO can buy that new yacht he always wanted. I feel sick thinking of all the years I've wasted on school and this false path of happiness.
Anyways, although today was a traumatic experience I'm using this day and this post as fuel to keep me going. I plan to NEVER feel like this again, and I will look at this post to serve as a reminder when I should be producing instead of consuming.
I plan on finishing my Udemy course on swift programming ASAP. I would like to release some apps in a niche market by next year. I also would like to get into writing short stories as well (if anyone can point me to some guides, classes etc, I would greatly appreciate it). Any advice is truly welcome.
Thanks for reading, and please share with me your F*ck This Event.
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