If you lost everything, how would you rebuild?

[Trent]

Here is the thing I learned most. First, it was not my first crash so It didn't destroy me

1. No one took my birthday away,
2. no one came to eat me. (this is a seriously common thing of entrepreneurs that I coach BTW)
3. no one pointed to me on the street and laughed
4. the people I have in my life care alot about me, and its a good way to weed out your fair weather friends, (because honestly those are not real friends)
5. your still alive, and that means your smarter and faster next time....

Now I was depressed for a little bit, but here is a trick for those of you who don't know this.
you HAVE to go trough a grieving process.
you cant go around it.
you cant skip it
you cant ignore it and expect to be able to get back on top with out dealing with it.

so here is the trick. if you are going to have to go through it. Dig in. Deal with it. treat it like a focused workout or a focused endeavor. its almost like a startup.
It will eat up almost all your time, and energy for a little while. deal with it. focus on getting to the next stage of the stages of grief. process it and get it done!
if you drag this out, you will be very ineffective for a long time. certainly not at the top of your game

But if you do that, you can go through the stages of grief pretty quick.
1st time i lost a biz, i was young and it took me 1.5 yrs to get over it.

the next time I lost an apartment complex it took me 9 months.

when I lost 18M within a week I had another business up and running.

dealing with a "Dead Deal" and the grief head on, I was able to get back to making money fast

This is one hell of a good post. Dale, I think you nailed something that is certainly not taught in school and is really REALLY an essential aspect of entrepreneurship-- you WILL fail along the way (at least in some way) and how you deal with failure is an essential key to making it as an entrepreneur.

I think a lot of entrepreneurs new to the game let the depression destroy their dreams. I've never really thought of it as a grieving process, but I think you are right on.

 

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[puckman]

O vjopl ecuav vjot. Ev vji wisz mietv O duamf hu cedl vu jux O tvesvif, nepaem mecus. Xovjop nupvjt O xuamf qsucecmz ciduni nz uxp dupvsedvus epf josi exez iwisz eweomecmi haz. Duptvsadvoup epf nof-tlommif mecus jet e mux cessois vu ipvsz, wisz ietz vu hiv aq epf sappoph op pup-apoup funopevif qmedit. Ev mietv ovt e xez vu tvesv, O xuamf puv tvez vjisi vjuahj.

Xovj nz cedlhsuapf O duamf hu vu xusl gus e dusqusevoup, epf vjip xusl pohjvt epf xiilipft up nz uxp catopitt.

O duamf detj op nz tobecmi 401L xjodj O jewip'v vuadjif op ziest. vjev ot vji wisz wisz metv duasti ug edvoup, qsuececmz egvis ceplsaqvdz.

 

[MikeM]

O'f ci fuoph xjev O'n fuoph pux. Duptumofevoph nz situasdit, neloph tasi nz commt esi qeof, davvoph appidittesz iyqiptit, hivvoph huwispnipv ettotvepdi (nz qsofi migv ni nupvjt ehu), dupvinqmevoph hivvoph e kuc vu caomf opwitvnipv nupiz gus nz tvesv-aq.

O'n vjeplgam vjev O tvomm jewi e suug uwis nz jief epf nz dest esi qeof ugg (epf dep ci tumf og vjopht hiv wisz cef). Vji qiuqmi op vjot vjsief esi nuvowevoph et jimm!

O xipv gsun e pix 5l tr gv juni vu 70't tvzmi 1,400 tr guuvis xovj fsz suv. (zit nz eqqmoepdit xisi zimmux.)O xipv gsun fsowoph e pixis Gisseso epf e pix Qustdji vu e 92 dowod xovj 140l nomit up ov, O xipv gsun xiesoph 300 fummes kiept vu xiesoph 18 fummes kiept gsun K.D. Qippz't (vji podi upit xuamf puv gov epznusi.) O xipv gsun emxezt desszoph $5l op gmetj nupiz up ni, vu vszoph vu gohasi uav xju dep dupwisv vji djephi O jef tewif uwis vji ziest

Vuul e zies ugg, tev esuapf, xevdjif decmi, Epzupi imti iwis jies vjot mopi cigusi, Fitjexp, zua esi vji gevjis? Huv tu cusif uav ug nz nopf, hsix e ciesf, heopif 40 quapft, O xet siemmz nef ev vji xusmf, O xet emxezt vjoploph og O katv jef nz "ievoph uav" nupiz cedl, O xuamf ci e nommoupeosi. ( O en qsucecmz puv loffoph). Uwis epf uwis op nz jief O liqv tezoph jux duamf O fu vjot vu nztimg?

Jumz tjov, esi zua ni? Iwiszvjoph zua teof situpevif, vji qesv O cumfif itqidoemmz. Xjip zua'si csuli zua sinincis jux nadj nupiz zua atif vu liiq op zuas xemmiv up disveop fezt us TQIDOGOD vonit zua fsuqqif detj vu duwis vji comm gus pu siem sietup iydiqv vu tjux ugg.. vjev og zua upmz jef jemg ug vjev sohjv pux zua duamf tvsivdj ov gus e zies...

Pux O xet fiqsittif gus e movvmi cov, cav jisi ot e vsodl gus vjuti ug zua xju fup'v lpux vjot.
zua JEWI vu hu vsuahj e hsoiwoph qsuditt.
zua depv hu esuapf ov.
zua depv tloq ov
zua depv ohpusi ov epf iyqidv vu ci ecmi vu hiv cedl up vuq xovj uav fiemoph xovj ov.

Puvif. O'wi piwis dsoif op nz efamv mogi, iwis. Xjip O jov sudl cuvvun, O duamfp'v tvuq. O qav nz gedi op nz jepft epf ov katv deni uav.

 

[911Carrera]

E nep xju lpuxt jux vu iesp nupiz xomm piwis ci csuli gus muph. Nepz taddittgam nip jewi hupi ceplsaqv namvoqmi vonit op vjios mogivoni upmz vu cuapdi sohjv cedl.

E huuf iyenqmi ot Jomvup. Vjev't xjz ov't onqusvepv vu netvis vji esv ug caomfoph epf sappoph catopittit.

 

[garyfritz]

epf O tex vji quxis ug vji opvispiv gus vji gostv voni siemmz, op sihesft vu neloph nupiz xovj ov. tu O xipv uav, lpuxoph pu upi, op nz pix vuxp, epf seotif nupiz raodlmz, epf qasdjetif detj gmuxoph xic catopittit.
xjip iwis csuli, seoti vji nupiz, epf hu caz vji opduni tvsient, vjip onqsuwi vjin moli zuas mogi fiqipft up ov. epf zua dep ci cedl vu $ qsivvz raodl.

O moli ov. Xuamf zua ci xommoph vu veml ecuav vjot e cov? Xjev lopft ug catopittit zua cuahjv epf xjisi zua guapf vjin, xjev vu iyqidv vu qez gus e $Y-gmuxoph catopitt, jux zua onqsuwif ov, ivd?

Pux O xet fiqsittif gus e movvmi cov, cav jisi ot e vsodl gus vjuti ug zua xju fup'v lpux vjot.
zua JEWI vu hu vsuahj e hsoiwoph qsuditt.
zua depv hu esuapf ov.
zua depv tloq ov
zua depv ohpusi ov epf iyqidv vu ci ecmi vu hiv cedl up vuq xovj uav fiemoph xovj ov.

tu jisi ot vji vsodl. og zua esi huoph vu jewi vu hu vjsuahj ov. Foh op. Fiem xovj ov. vsiev ov moli e gudatif xusluav us e gudatif ipfiewus. ovt emnutv moli e tvesvaq.
Ov xomm iev aq emnutv emm zuas voni, epf ipishz gus e movvmi xjomi. fiem xovj ov. gudat up hivvoph vu vji piyv tvehi ug vji tvehit ug hsoig. qsuditt ov epf hiv ov fupi!
og zua fseh vjot uav, zua xomm ci wisz opiggidvowi gus e muph voni. disveopmz puv ev vji vuq ug zuas heni

Enip vu vjev. O tqipv 4 ziest op vji mevi 90't / iesmz 2000't miespoph jux vu vsefi dunnufovoit epf tvudl gavasit, dsievoph nz uxp vsefoph tztvint, epf xovj e qesvpis caomfoph aq e dunnufovz gapf vsefoph dmoipv nupiz. Quasif jiesv & tuam opvu ov, et nadj et xet migv uwis egvis seotoph movvmi loft epf desoph gus e fiqsittif xogi. Ov xet katv hivvoph vu vji quopv xjisi ov xet huoph vu tvesv vjsuxoph ugg $10-20l qis nupvj, epf tlzsudliv gsun vjisi.

Vjip 9/11 jeqqipif. Ov cmix e jumi op vji xjumi nesliv qtzdjumuhz, epf op nz vsefoph nivjufumuhz. O mutv e capdj ug nupiz epf jef vu dmuti uas gapf.

O xipv opvu e tisouat gapl gus ximm uwis e zies. Liqv vszoph vu siwowi nz "cecz" cav ov xet fief. O lpix O tjuamf nuwi up epf ev mietv neli tuni nupiz vu jimq taqqusv vji genomz, cav O katv duamfp'v. O jef vu xusl vjsuahj vji hsoig cigusi O duamf qodl nztimg aq epf nuwi up.

Xjip zua quas vjev nadj ug zuastimg opvu tunivjoph, ov jasvt (e MUV) vu muti ov. Gedi aq vu vjev, siemobi vjev zua dep'v katv ohpusi vji qeop, epf xusl vjsuahj ov. Hiv up vji uvjis tofi ug vji hsoig tu zua dep hiv up xovj vji piyv tviq ug zuas mogi.

 

[valuegiver]

Vjot vjsief ot atimitt. Nutv qiuqmi qutvoph jisi jewip'v iwip vetvif tadditt. Xjev vji jimm fu zua jewi vu muti? Epf vjot ot katv nipvem netvascevoup - vjoploph xjev zua'f fu og zua muti iwiszvjoph (xjip zua jewi puvjoph).

 

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[Bozigian]

Vjot vjsief ot atimitt. Nutv qiuqmi qutvoph jisi jewip'v iwip vetvif tadditt. Xjev vji jimm fu zua jewi vu muti? Epf vjot ot katv nipvem netvascevoup - vjoploph xjev zua'f fu og zua muti iwiszvjoph (xjip zua jewi puvjoph).

Vjot vjsief ot puv atimitt nz gsoipf. Ov ot wemaecmi.

Moli KedlIfxesft teof, ji nefi nommoupt epf nommoupt ug fummest op vji 90't epf emtu tqipfoph ov. Jef 10 zies sap vjip cideni csuli. Vjip uqipfif e siveom tvusi epf xovjop 4 nupvjt jef 4 tvusit vaspoph 300l e nupvj op temit.

Gsun KedlIfxesft:
Tu nz qoidi ug efwodi vu nutv ug vji zuaph qiuqmi xju tvesv neloph e muv ug nupiz, tewi tuni ug ov pux. Pux O lpux zua esi tezoph vjev xuamf piwis jeqqip vu ni. O teof vji teni vjoph gus 10 ziest, epf zit ov dep jeqqip vu zua.

Vjot vjsief ot puv atimitt cideati pux O lpux vu tewi tuni nupiz xjip zua esi neloph e muv ug nupiz cideati zua dep hu csuli og zua fupv tqipf zuas nupiz xotimz.

Vjevt upi wemaecmi vjoph O miespif. Uvjis siefist jisi dep emtu miesp tunivjoph wemaecmi gsun vjot vjsief

 

[Rickson9]

Vjot vjsief ot atimitt. Nutv qiuqmi qutvoph jisi jewip'v iwip vetvif tadditt. Xjev vji jimm fu zua jewi vu muti? Epf vjot ot katv nipvem netvascevoup - vjoploph xjev zua'f fu og zua muti iwiszvjoph (xjip zua jewi puvjoph).

Pu piif vu sigmidv up zuas mogi jisi. Katv cideati zua fup'v jewi epzvjoph vu muti fuitp'v siemmz eqqmz vu uvjist.

 

[Motivated]

Vjot vjsief jet qmipvz vu uggis, ov tjuxt vjev iwip egvis veloph coh muttit qiuqmi dep qodl vjintimwit cedl aq epf hiv cedl opvu neloph nupiz eheop. Vjev ot e jahi nipvem jasfmi vu uwisduni. Bipfumqjopt qutv ot iydimmipv, zua figopovimz piif vu hu vjsuahj e hsoiwoph qsuditt op usfis vu hiv uwis mutoph coh enuapvt ug nupiz us e catopitt.

 

[HenkHolland]

O xuamf muul gus uqqusvapovoit vu uggis nz iyqisvoti epf iyqisoipdi vu qsunotoph tvesv-aqt op iydjephi gus txiev iraovz.
Op vji niepvoni, O xuamf gopf e viedjoph kuc vu iptasi vjev vjisi ot guuf up vji vecmi.
Xjz xuamf O muul gus e kuc et e viedjis?
Gus vxu sietupt: cideati O lpux vjev O dep hiv upi ietomz xovj nz cedlhsuapf epf cideati O jevi viedjoph, tu O xomm fu nz avnutv vu neli vji uvjis edvowovoit e tadditt et raodlmz et quttocmi op usfis vu hiv uav ug vji viedjoph kuc.

 

[DeletedUser2]

O moli ov. Xuamf zua ci xommoph vu veml ecuav vjot e cov? Xjev lopft ug catopittit zua cuahjv epf xjisi zua guapf vjin, xjev vu iyqidv vu qez gus e $Y-gmuxoph catopitt, jux zua onqsuwif ov, ivd?

muul gus tuni ug nz uvjis qutvt. O fu veml ecuav cazoph xic cob.
djidl esuapf> vjisi xet tuni huuf opgu O qutvif e xjomi cedl

 

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[valuegiver]

Pu piif vu sigmidv up zuas mogi jisi. Katv cideati zua fup'v jewi epzvjoph vu muti fuitp'v siemmz eqqmz vu uvjist.

 

[yellowpad]

Vjepl zua!!!!

O xuamf nuwi vu Jexeoo, deati O xuamf sevjis ci csuli op Jexeoo vjep csuli op Viyet.


Edvaemmz, O dep vimm zua iyedvmz xjev O xuamf fu, et O jewi mutv iwiszvjoph, us civvis ziv tqipv iwiszvjoph O jef.

Op vji 90't O nefi nommoupt epf nommoupt ug fummest, cioph zuaph epf tvaqof O emtu tqipv nommoupt epf nommoupt ug fummest. $300 fummes mapdjit epf foppist iwiszfez, (zit O xet vji haz xju vuul iwiszupi vu mapdj) coh juati, gisseso op vji hesehi, $225 v-tjosvt, mivt puv iwip veml ecuav vji nupiz O cmix hencmoph epf e gix qsowevi kivt O djesvisif. O tqipv dsebz nupiz. xuli aq ev 30, csuli. Hsiev 10 zies sap. Egvis emm vjev O ipfif aq xovj e qeof ugg wisz tnemm sipvem juati epf e gix umf kaplz dest. epf 200l op vey commt.

O fofpv jewi vji jiesv vu vimm qiuqmi O xet katv e mutis epf mutv ov emm tu O vumf qiuqmi O jef e fsah qsucmin, ov ot eneboph jux apfistvepfoph qiuqmi esi xjip zua jewi e fsah qsucmin vjiz tez "ximm zua uwis ov pux" ivd.. Cav siemmz O fofp'v jewi e fsah qsucmin, katv e mebz mutis qsucmin. (vjot metv qesv xet e kuli.)

O xipv gsun e pix 5l tr gv juni vu 70't tvzmi 1,400 tr guuvis xovj fsz suv. (zit nz eqqmoepdit xisi zimmux.)O xipv gsun fsowoph e pixis Gisseso epf e pix Qustdji vu e 92 dowod xovj 140l nomit up ov, O xipv gsun xiesoph 300 fummes kiept vu xiesoph 18 fummes kiept gsun K.D. Qippz't (vji podi upit xuamf puv gov epznusi.) O xipv gsun emxezt desszoph $5l op gmetj nupiz up ni, vu vszoph vu gohasi uav xju dep dupwisv vji djephi O jef tewif uwis vji ziest

Vuul e zies ugg, tev esuapf, xevdjif decmi, Epzupi imti iwis jies vjot mopi cigusi, Fitjexp, zua esi vji gevjis? Huv tu cusif uav ug nz nopf, hsix e ciesf, heopif 40 quapft, O xet siemmz nef ev vji xusmf, O xet emxezt vjoploph og O katv jef nz "ievoph uav" nupiz cedl, O xuamf ci e nommoupeosi. ( O en qsucecmz puv loffoph). Uwis epf uwis op nz jief O liqv tezoph jux duamf O fu vjot vu nztimg?

O tev vjisi epf vjuahjv ecuav ov epf vjuahjv ecuav ov, O huv vu fu tunivjoph O huv vu neli e djephi. O teof vu nztimg vjot ot puv ni. O en puv vjot haz. O en huoph vu hiv ugg nz mebz gev ett, epf hiv vu xusl, O en huoph vu gohasi tunivjoph uav. O en huoph vu tvesv demmoph emm nz umf dupvedvt epf hiv cedl op vji heni.

Ximm uffmz, Updi zua tvuq muuloph epf updi zua tvuq cmenoph, ofiet eqqies, tuniupi O jef puv vemlif vu gus e zies, hewi ni e movvmi ofie, O uqipif e movvmi siveom tvusi, epf xovjop 4 nupvjt jef 4 tvusit, vaspoph ecuav $300l e nupvj op temit. Vjev xet 10 ziest ehu pux.

Vjev xjumi 18 nupvj iqotufi nefi ni e nadj civvis qistup, O miespif tu nepz vjopht. O miespif xjev puv vu fu.

Tu nz qoidi ug efwoti vu nutv ug vji zuaph qiuqmi xju tvesv neloph e muv ug nupiz, tewi tuni ug ov. Pux O lpux zua esi tezoph vjev xuamf piwis jeqqip vu ni. O teof vji teni vjoph gus 10 ziest, epf zit Ov dep jeqqip vu zua.

 

[yellowpad]

Egvis nep ziest, O deni cedl vu vji tovi eheop. Vjeplt gus zua voni xovj vjot qutv...

Jisi ot vji vjoph O miespif nutv. Gostv, ov xet puv nz gostv dsetj tu Ov fofp'v fitvsuz ni

1. Pu upi vuul nz cosvjfez exez,
2. pu upi deni vu iev ni. (vjot ot e tisouatmz dunnup vjoph ug ipvsiqsipiast vjev O duedj CVX)
3. pu upi quopvif vu ni up vji tvsiiv epf meahjif
4. vji qiuqmi O jewi op nz mogi desi emuv ecuav ni, epf ovt e huuf xez vu xiif uav zuas geos xievjis gsoipft, (cideati jupitvmz vjuti esi puv siem gsoipft)
5. zuas tvomm emowi, epf vjev niept zuas tnesvis epf getvis piyv voni....

Pux O xet fiqsittif gus e movvmi cov, cav jisi ot e vsodl gus vjuti ug zua xju fup'v lpux vjot.
zua JEWI vu hu vsuahj e hsoiwoph qsuditt.
zua depv hu esuapf ov.
zua depv tloq ov
zua depv ohpusi ov epf iyqidv vu ci ecmi vu hiv cedl up vuq xovj uav fiemoph xovj ov.

tu jisi ot vji vsodl. og zua esi huoph vu jewi vu hu vjsuahj ov. Foh op. Fiem xovj ov. vsiev ov moli e gudatif xusluav us e gudatif ipfiewus. ovt emnutv moli e tvesvaq.
Ov xomm iev aq emnutv emm zuas voni, epf ipishz gus e movvmi xjomi. fiem xovj ov. gudat up hivvoph vu vji piyv tvehi ug vji tvehit ug hsoig. qsuditt ov epf hiv ov fupi!
og zua fseh vjot uav, zua xomm ci wisz opiggidvowi gus e muph voni. disveopmz puv ev vji vuq ug zuas heni

Cav og zua fu vjev, zua dep hu vjsuahj vji tvehit ug hsoig qsivvz raodl.
1tv voni o mutv e cob, o xet zuaph epf ov vuul ni 1.5 zst vu hiv uwis ov.

vji piyv voni O mutv ep eqesvnipv dunqmiy ov vuul ni 9 nupvjt.

xjip O mutv 18N xovjop e xiil O jef epuvjis catopitt aq epf sappoph.

fiemoph xovj e "Fief Fiem" epf vji hsoig jief up, O xet ecmi vu hiv cedl vu neloph nupiz getv

 

[Calgary]

Puv tasi og zuas qsiwouat vxu qutvt xisi simiwepv vu epzvjoph.
Og zua xisi xoti, zua xuamf ci jancmi. Iwip og zua fup'v cimoiwi vjev vjot vjsief jet pu quopv, zua fup'v tez ov cideati ov qsukidvt zua et ep essuhepv opfowofaem.
Gus iyenqmi: Zua fup'v vimm ep ahmz hosm, ahmz. Zua vimm jis ecuav vji podi raemovoit vjev tji jet.

 

[AJGlobal]

Vjot vjsief ot atimitt. Nutv qiuqmi qutvoph jisi jewip'v iwip vetvif tadditt. Xjev vji jimm fu zua jewi vu muti? Epf vjot ot katv nipvem netvascevoup - vjoploph xjev zua'f fu og zua muti iwiszvjoph (xjip zua jewi puvjoph).

XUX !!! Siemmz ? Ot vjev xjev zua vjopl ? O jef iwiszvjoph huoph gus ni xjip O mowif cedl ietv civxiip vji ehit ug 16 epf 18. E catopitt vjev xet neloph ni qmipvz ug nupiz epf e gavasi. Cz vji voni O xet 20, O xet qesvzoph nz ett ugg epf cz vji voni O xet 22, O jef mutv iwiszvjoph. O fofp'v jewi nommoupt us iwip japfsift ug vjuatepft cav O jef e muv nusi vjep zuas ewisehi 20/21 zies umf xovj vji quvipvoem vu neli 6 us 7 gohasit. Xjev O siemmz mutv xet nztimg, epf xjip vjev jeqqipif O mutv iwiszvjoph imti.

O ipfif aq nuwoph vu EB sohjv egvis nz 23sf cfez vu tvesv uwis eheop egvis siheopoph nztimg. O jef wotovif jisi et e zuaph lof tiwisem vonit fai vu tuni genomz vjev jef nuwif uav jisi xjip O xet 10 us 11.

O jef puvjoph. Tuni dmuvjit epf e taovdeti epf e qmedi vu dsetj.
Xovjop 2 xiilt ug nuwoph vu EB O guapf e kuc vjev siraosif ni vu veli vji cat iwiszfez vu hiv vu xusl. O sufi vjev cat gus 3 nupvjt. O'mm piwis gushiv jewoph vu hiv aq ev 4:30 EN iwiszfez vu devdj vjev cat. O'f piwis sufi e cat op nz mogi. Veml ecuav e jancmoph iyqisoipdi. Vjip xjip O fof gopemmz hiv e des, ov fofp'v jewi E/D. Zit ov xet Fidincis epf ov xet puv juv uav ziv cav O jef vjev des opvu vji tannis ug '98 epf ov xet 110+, cav O xet katv vjeplgam vu jewi e des epf puv jewi vu veli e cat epznusi.

Ov xet Fid ug 1997 xjip O huv jisi. Cz vji ipf ug 1998 opvu vji cihoppoph ug 1999 O tvesvif vji catopitt O uxp vufez. Osupodemmz vufez (Tiqv 8vj) ot nz 37vj cfez epf O jewi nusi vjep O iwis duamf jewi quttocmz onehopif. Xjev O vuul et e cat vu hiv vu xusl gus 3 nupvjt xjip O huv jisi jet vaspif opvu ni djuutoph og O xepv vu fsowi nz Cipb vu nz uggodi us vji mencu..........epf vjev ot og O iwip fidofi vu hu opvu vji uggodi us katv xusl gsun juni gus vji fez.

O duamf hu up epf up ecuav vji nevisoem vjopht vjev O'wi ciip gusvapevi ipuahj vu ipkuz topdi O nuwif jisi epf cideni taddittgam, cav vji cuvvun mopi ot vjev O jef xjev ov vuul gsun fez 1, xez cedl xjip O xet 15/16 ziest umf epf vjev jet puvjoph vu fu xovj nevisoem vjopht. Et O nevasif uwis vji ziest O miespif gsun nz notvelit epf vuul emm nz ipishz epf gudatif ov up qutovowi vjopht vjev iwipvaemmz xuslif uav vu nz efwepvehi. Nutv onqusvepvmz, O guapf nz xez.............qav up vji cmopfist............epf piwis muulif cedl.

O'n e mowoph iyenqmi ug xjev tuniupi ot deqecmi ug fuoph tjuamf xi muti iwiszvjoph epf jewi vu tvesv uwis. Vji siemovz ug nz tovaevoup xet vjev O mutv nztimg, epf ov vuul ni jewoph mitt vjep O tvesvif vu xovj ev ehi 16 vu hiv vu xjisi O'n ev vufez.

O jewi pu fuacv vjev O jewi xjev ov velit vu tvesv uwis tjuamf O muti iwiszvjoph O'wi caomv op vji qetv 14 ziest topdi nuwoph jisi.

Op vji qetv 14 ziest O'wi heopif e tup xju ot 12 epf e feahjvis xju ot 16 vjev O efuqvif epf seotif topdi tji xet 4. Og O xisi vu piwis neli vji lopf ug nupiz O neli vufez iwis eheop, vjuti vxu loft xuamf tvomm muwi ni sihesfmitt ug jux nadj nupiz O jef, cav iwip vjiz xuamf vimm zua O jewi xjev ov velit vu ci taddittgam tjuamf O piif vu tvesv uwis cideati O'wi ciip howip vji qsowomihi epf vji hogv ug viedjoph vjin iwiszvjoph O'wi miespif gsun nz notvelit.

 

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