Hi everyone, I'm a 23 year old Canadian black guy. Here's my life-story if you're interested lol.
My parents immigrated here before I was born and have always preached the script very strongly. As a matter of fact my father is the most scripted, close-minded, risk-averse, safety-driven person I've ever met to this day. He's very conscientious, very smart and very hard-working. Growing up, mistakes were costly, even with things like dropping a fork on the floor by accident.
As for myself I've always been extremely disagreeable and very open-minded, and have fought against his ways my entire life. I've always hated being told what to do and would always fight back. I couldn't fight back in real life, but I would fight back in my head, by believing what I chose to believe.
Unfortunately I developed a huge fear of failure, which led me to procrastinating all the time and finding excuses for a lot of things. My whole life I've never been able to study, and I dropped out of college recently.
I've been lying to people my entire life, telling them I loved school, that I couldn't wait to start working for a big company. I've never met anyone in real life who thought differently. For most of my life I didn't have an identity and felt "different" from most people.
I read Unscripted 2 months ago, and I swear I could've written that book myself. I already held something like 95% of the beliefs outlined in the book, but seeing someone else share them was truly life-changing. Suddenly, I had an identity.
These last 2 months I've been preparing myself. I've been focusing on becoming disciplined and have pretty much stopped caring what my friends think. They think I'm wasting my life away by waking up at 5am lmao. To be honest I'd love to have friends that are Unscripted . And I want friends I don't have to lie to. I expect to be here for many years
Anyway, I'm aware that this can all be considered action-faking but the real action is coming soon, you'll see. I'm at the idea stage right now but I'll settle on something shortly. One last thing, I'll be using psychedelics as a tool throughout my journey, so let me know if you're doing it too!
My parents immigrated here before I was born and have always preached the script very strongly. As a matter of fact my father is the most scripted, close-minded, risk-averse, safety-driven person I've ever met to this day. He's very conscientious, very smart and very hard-working. Growing up, mistakes were costly, even with things like dropping a fork on the floor by accident.
As for myself I've always been extremely disagreeable and very open-minded, and have fought against his ways my entire life. I've always hated being told what to do and would always fight back. I couldn't fight back in real life, but I would fight back in my head, by believing what I chose to believe.
Unfortunately I developed a huge fear of failure, which led me to procrastinating all the time and finding excuses for a lot of things. My whole life I've never been able to study, and I dropped out of college recently.
I've been lying to people my entire life, telling them I loved school, that I couldn't wait to start working for a big company. I've never met anyone in real life who thought differently. For most of my life I didn't have an identity and felt "different" from most people.
I read Unscripted 2 months ago, and I swear I could've written that book myself. I already held something like 95% of the beliefs outlined in the book, but seeing someone else share them was truly life-changing. Suddenly, I had an identity.
These last 2 months I've been preparing myself. I've been focusing on becoming disciplined and have pretty much stopped caring what my friends think. They think I'm wasting my life away by waking up at 5am lmao. To be honest I'd love to have friends that are Unscripted . And I want friends I don't have to lie to. I expect to be here for many years
Anyway, I'm aware that this can all be considered action-faking but the real action is coming soon, you'll see. I'm at the idea stage right now but I'll settle on something shortly. One last thing, I'll be using psychedelics as a tool throughout my journey, so let me know if you're doing it too!
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