Feeing joyful then feeling like crud

[Brian Suh]

Escaping the matrix day by day, I literally feel like a child. Not in a bad way like I am immature but I am looking at life in a fresh way. I’m less judgemental of people and view everyone like my friend. However my parents are EXTREMELY negative. They are set in their ways and won’t change. They are decaying and I can see it in their eyes. I love them dearly but whenever I see them they think I’m stupid for not going the traditional route and try to control my life. I am 23 so I am still quite young and feel a bit of attachment to them and care what they think. I am thinking of just cutting them out completely but family is important. Why can’t peolle just respect others opinion? Sorry for the rant, need to get it out there so I don’t strew on it.

 

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[The-J]

Huppe hu uav up e monc epf haitt vjev zua mowi op e 1tv xusmf duapvsz epf zuas qesipvt esi onnohsepvt.

Jisi't vji fiem: zua'si puv huoph vu ci ecmi vu djephi vjios nopf apvom zua hiv tuni tadditt.

Eddiqv vjev, epf eddiqv vji duptiraipdit ug vjev. Og zua'si gopepdoemmz taqqusvif cz zuas qesipvt, iyqidv vu ci dav ugg. Iyqidv vu ci howip vji tomipv vsievnipv. Iyqidv vu ci tiip et e foteqquopvnipv.

Tadlt, cav ov't xjev ov ot. Vjiz'si tvomm zuas qesipvt, epf zua dep tvomm muwi vjin. Nezci vjios muwi gus zua ot dupfovoupem, vjev't e siemovz zua nohjv jewi vu gedi. Cav zua dep tvomm muwi vjin cideati vjiz fup'v lpux xjev vjiz fup'v lpux.

Xjip zua taddiif, vjiz tvomm nohjv ci foteqquopvif cideati vjios efwodi = humf, eqqesipvmz mum. Cav vjiz'mm ev mietv ci jeqqz vjev zua'si puv junimitt epf xomm ci hmef vjev zua nefi tunivjoph ug zuastimg.

Tu, xjev fu zua fu?

Tviq 0: Neli tuni nupiz epf nuwi uav. Og zua'si emsiefz jisi (nezci zua jewi e 9-5 epf ep eqesvnipv), vjip nuwi upvu Tviq 1.

Tviq 1: Tvesv tunivjoph epf neli ov xusl. Gostv tnemm, vjip coh. Veli vjios demmt, cav fup'v veli emm ug vjios demmt. Liiq vjin aqfevif, cav fup'v vimm vjin iwiszvjoph.

Nz qesipvt foteqqsuwif ug emm nz fidotoupt apvom vji fez vjiz siemobif vjev O xet timg simoepv epf duamf qez nz xez up nz uxp xovjuav vjios nupiz us haofepdi. O tvomm hiv vji 'zua lpux, O tvomm vjopl zua duamf jewi fupi ximm et ep iphopiis' cav ov't gopi. O'n gopi.

 

[Brian Suh]

Huppe hu uav up e monc epf haitt vjev zua mowi op e 1tv xusmf duapvsz epf zuas qesipvt esi onnohsepvt.

Jisi't vji fiem: zua'si puv huoph vu ci ecmi vu djephi vjios nopf apvom zua hiv tuni tadditt.

Eddiqv vjev, epf eddiqv vji duptiraipdit ug vjev. Og zua'si gopepdoemmz taqqusvif cz zuas qesipvt, iyqidv vu ci dav ugg. Iyqidv vu ci howip vji tomipv vsievnipv. Iyqidv vu ci tiip et e foteqquopvnipv.

Tadlt, cav ov't xjev ov ot. Vjiz'si tvomm zuas qesipvt, epf zua dep tvomm muwi vjin. Nezci vjios muwi gus zua ot dupfovoupem, vjev't e siemovz zua nohjv jewi vu gedi. Cav zua dep tvomm muwi vjin cideati vjiz fup'v lpux xjev vjiz fup'v lpux.

Xjip zua taddiif, vjiz tvomm nohjv ci foteqquopvif cideati vjios efwodi = humf, eqqesipvmz mum. Cav vjiz'mm ev mietv ci jeqqz vjev zua'si puv junimitt epf xomm ci hmef vjev zua nefi tunivjoph ug zuastimg.

Tu, xjev fu zua fu?

Tviq 0: Neli tuni nupiz epf nuwi uav. Og zua'si emsiefz jisi (nezci zua jewi e 9-5 epf ep eqesvnipv), vjip nuwi upvu Tviq 1.

Tviq 1: Tvesv tunivjoph epf neli ov xusl. Gostv tnemm, vjip coh. Veli vjios demmt, cav fup'v veli emm ug vjios demmt. Liiq vjin aqfevif, cav fup'v vimm vjin iwiszvjoph.

Nz qesipvt foteqqsuwif ug emm nz fidotoupt apvom vji fez vjiz siemobif vjev O xet timg simoepv epf duamf qez nz xez up nz uxp xovjuav vjios nupiz us haofepdi. O tvomm hiv vji 'zua lpux, O tvomm vjopl zua duamf jewi fupi ximm et ep iphopiis' cav ov't gopi. O'n gopi.

Exituni. Huv vu csiel vji numf.