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- Aug 20, 2012
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Hello everyone. I see all of these people around me where I live. Some are moving, some stay. It got me thinking. I'm missing out.....I don't need to run away and never see my family again, my family can come with me....but where I live is just....:sigh:
What do I mean?
I look at pictures of big houses on the beach, other countries, all different types of people, and I really want that.
Normally I was ok with being in a static location, so-to-speak, but now it is actually making me work harder.
I don't wanna be secluded in this area. I don't want to be the one always being left behind when people move.
To be able to go wherever, to hop in a car and drive until I run out of gas and not give a shit.
I am assuming some of you wealthy people/fastlaners on here had a time in your life where that was all so surreal...but not now.
On my youtube channel I put a video up that was me acting in character, and so far it has 500 views and every-single-person who watched it has believed that the character was REAL. The thing is, it is nothing like me.
What does that have to do with anything??? That, just to me felt surreal enough. It gave me hope of becoming an actor (Obviously I am still working on the fast lane) and when I get a tiny taste of the surrealism, and what could be... I start to feel as if it is actually happening, forcing me to work harder, and I just want it to be here already. I am fine with waiting and working for it, but there is still a little part of me that says "IT WON'T HAPPEN!", althought I know it could!
Am I thankful for the present, do I live in the present, appreciate every little thing? YES. But I want to take it to the next step.
What do I mean?
I look at pictures of big houses on the beach, other countries, all different types of people, and I really want that.
Normally I was ok with being in a static location, so-to-speak, but now it is actually making me work harder.
I don't wanna be secluded in this area. I don't want to be the one always being left behind when people move.
To be able to go wherever, to hop in a car and drive until I run out of gas and not give a shit.
I am assuming some of you wealthy people/fastlaners on here had a time in your life where that was all so surreal...but not now.
On my youtube channel I put a video up that was me acting in character, and so far it has 500 views and every-single-person who watched it has believed that the character was REAL. The thing is, it is nothing like me.
What does that have to do with anything??? That, just to me felt surreal enough. It gave me hope of becoming an actor (Obviously I am still working on the fast lane) and when I get a tiny taste of the surrealism, and what could be... I start to feel as if it is actually happening, forcing me to work harder, and I just want it to be here already. I am fine with waiting and working for it, but there is still a little part of me that says "IT WON'T HAPPEN!", althought I know it could!
Am I thankful for the present, do I live in the present, appreciate every little thing? YES. But I want to take it to the next step.
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